0:07 Raw leaks [Music]
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0:12 TV abandoning all ships. It's about to
0:16 go down. No heading stolen in my brain.
0:20 It's been loud for a while, but I
0:23 manage. Still got a good heart though.
0:26 It's gone and it's damage. That's real
0:29 damage. Both hands in the sky. I've been
0:31 praying for peace, but the silence just
0:34 feeds all the madness. Skeletons tucked
0:36 in the walls of my mansion. I keep on
0:38 quiet. I don't ask him what happened. I
0:40 see the reaper when I stare in my
0:42 reflection. So we keep going, but he
0:44 smirk when he said it. Popping these
0:47 pills trying to hold it together. Right
0:49 in my head, it don't matter the weather.
0:52 They say that heaven been watching me
0:55 fall. Even God get tired of it all. I've
0:58 been on so long I feel the wrong in love
1:01 with the pain cuz it made me strong. Got
1:04 rich but the sadness tagged along. Now
1:07 the money talk louder than my mom. Still
1:09 got a hole in my soul that I cover.
1:11 Still dream my friends in the dirt with
1:13 slumber. Time ain't stopping. Watch the
1:16 years blur. Fast life crash course.
1:19 Sping on shifts. It's about to go down.
1:22 No Titanic storm in my brain. It's been
1:25 loud for a while.
1:29 But I manage. Still got a good heart
1:32 though. It's scarred and it's damaged.
1:34 That's real damage. Both hands in the
1:36 sky. I've been praying for peace, but
1:39 the silence just be all the madness.
1:41 Fail in a bottle of pain. And I sit
1:44 slow. Sink deep in the dark where the
1:46 light won't go. Every up got to crash.
1:49 Every high got to low. But I ride every
1:51 wave till I'm lost in the flow. Eyes
1:53 red, mind gone, soul been faded. Trying
1:56 to find me in the mess I created. I'll
1:58 be smiling through the cracks in my
2:01 face. But I'm breaking when nobody can
2:03 face it. Too many thoughts I don't speak
2:07 on. Too many scars I don't sleep on.
2:10 Tell them I'm good but I'm lying. Tears
2:13 on my neck. I ain't crying. Time moving
2:16 fast. Can't rewind that. All these
2:18 memories where I hide at. I've been
2:20 trying to flow through the panic but I
2:23 know that I'm going down. No bending, no
2:27 shifts. It's about to go down. No tight
2:30 storm in my brain. It's been loud for a
2:34 while, but not manage. Still got a good
2:38 heart, though it's gone and it's damage.
2:40 That's real damage. Both hands in the
2:42 sky. I've been praying for peace, but
3:04 Hey, hey, hey. [Music]