0:48 how curiously the past effaces itself
0:50 for me
0:52 this is why the dead have no hole [Music]
0:54 [Music]
0:56 usable from our husband and my mother to
0:59 come back to earth I feel that I would
1:01 unhesitatingly give up everything that
1:03 has come into my life since they left it
1:12 to do that I would have to forget the
1:15 past 10 years of my growth
1:24 for several years after Oscar and mother
1:28 died I was groping around looking for
1:29 something big
1:31 satisfying convincing
1:35 and finding nothing but myself
1:39 or something not a big nor satisfying
1:42 the whole are convincing
1:44 it was at this period of my emerging
1:46 from the vast Solitude in which I had
1:49 been making my own acquaintance that I
1:51 stumbled upon de montessor
1:54 I read his stories and found life not fiction
1:55 fiction
1:57 a writer who looked out upon life
1:59 through his own being and with his own eyes
2:00 eyes
2:03 I began to write stories
2:05 still short stories which appeared in
2:06 the magazines
2:08 stories about the people I knew on the
2:09 cane River [Music]
2:14 [Music]
2:18 cornbread for your husband
2:26 [Laughter]
2:29 I wish you ahead
2:33 someone could care for you [Music]
2:38 [Music]
2:42 whoa wonder what the matter
2:44 oh my God
2:45 God [Music]
2:53 I wonder what the matter this morning
3:18 mmm [Music]
3:22 [Music] [Applause]
3:29 have fourth width began to suspect that
3:31 I had the riding habit
3:34 the public shared this impression and
3:43 [Music] [Applause]
3:43 [Applause] [Music]
3:47 [Music] [Applause]
3:47 [Applause] [Music]
4:09 knowing that Mrs Millard was afflicted
4:10 with a heart trouble
4:13 great care was taken to break to her as
4:15 gently as possible the news of her
5:01 it was her sister Josephine who told her
5:04 in broken sentences veiled hints that
5:08 revealed and half concealing
5:10 his friend Richards was there too near her
5:11 her
5:13 it was he who had been in the newspaper
5:15 office when intelligence of the Railroad
5:17 disaster was received with Brentley
5:19 Millard's name leading the list of killed
5:26 [Music]
5:28 he had only taken the time to assure
5:29 himself of its Truth by a second
5:32 Telegram and had hastened to forestall
5:35 any less careful less tender friend in
5:37 bearing the sad message foreign
6:25 a train that Brantley takes
6:28 had an accident [Music]
6:35 [Music]
7:14 [Music] [Laughter]
7:15 [Laughter] [Music]
8:29 are you sure honey
8:31 I'm sure
8:34 let me go with you
9:01 foreign [Music]
10:01 [Music] foreign
10:09 ES
10:12 dear God please [Music]
10:21 she was young
10:24 with a fair calm face whose Line's
10:25 bespoke repression and even a certain strength
10:35 but now there was a dull stare in her
10:38 eyes whose gaze was fixed way off Yonder
10:41 on one of those patches of blue sky
10:44 it was not a glance of reflection
10:47 but rather indicated a suspension of
11:44 there was something coming to her and
11:48 she was waiting for it fearfully
11:50 what was it
11:53 she did not know it was too subtle and
11:55 Elusive to name
11:57 hold it
12:00 the sky reaching toward her through the
12:03 sounds the sense the color that filled
12:22 foreign [Music]
12:29 [Music]
12:31 she was beginning to recognize this
12:33 thing that was approaching to possess her
12:34 her [Music]
12:56 when she abandoned herself a little
12:58 whispered word escaped her slightly
12:59 parted lips
13:02 she said it over and over under her breath
13:21 but they can stare in the look of Terror
13:23 that had followed it went from her eyes
13:34 horsing blood warmed and relaxed every
13:46 she knew that she would weep again when
13:48 she saw the kind tender hands folded in death
13:49 death
13:51 the face that had never looked saved
13:56 with love upon her fixed and gray
13:58 and dead
14:00 there would be no one to live for her
14:02 during those coming years
14:05 she would live for herself
14:07 there would be no powerful will bending
14:10 hers in that blind persistence with
14:12 which men and women believe they have a
14:14 right to impose a private will upon a
14:27 um [Music]
16:06 what could love the unsolved mystery
16:08 count for in the face of this possession
16:10 of self-assertion which she suddenly
16:13 recognized as the strongest impulse of
16:19 fancy was running Riot along those days
16:21 ahead of her spring days and summer days
16:24 and all sorts of days that would be her own
16:25 own
16:28 and she opened and spread her arms out
16:31 to them in welcome
16:34 she breathed a quick prayer that life
16:36 might belong
16:38 it was only yesterday she had fought
16:41 with a shutter
19:16 Louise come on out
21:43 [Music] okay
21:45 okay [Music]
21:47 [Music] um
22:06 Louise
22:08 let me save come on
22:19 when the doctors came [Music]
22:20 [Music]
