The speaker shares their personal journey of transformation, moving from a constant hustle mindset to embracing stillness and self-regulation, leading to deeper healing, confidence, and a more intuitive, aligned life.
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Hi y'all. I feel like it's been so long
since I've uploaded a YouTube video
because it has been a while. Um, but
things are looking up. I feel the energy
starting to come back and um, we are
still in winter. So, um, I am moving a
little bit slower um, than
during the summertime for sure. So, what
has been up with me?
So, um, as I've mentioned on my channel,
maybe you know about it, maybe you
don't, maybe you've listened to my
podcast, but last year I really went
through a huge transformation.
Um, I really wanted to go all in on this
entrepreneurial journey and I've learned
so much about myself and what I'm able
to accomplish. I really was able to do
some things that I never thought were
possible. And it's all thanks to me
saying yes to myself in all of these
ways that I have never done before. And
so it really required me to step out of
my comfort zone in order to do that. And
um I kept doing it over and over and
over again. And
part of that was I was I said yes to
being in these containers. I invested
quite a bit of money in myself um over
five figures um to be in these
containers in these spaces where I was
with other people who were also on their
their entrepreneurial journey, you know.
Um and
so my time has ended. Um, I I jumped
into one container that was focused with
the business side of entrepreneurs and
having help. And um I another container
was to help me regulate my nervous
system. And so for a while um when my
time was up in those containers, I kind
of was just like floating around like,
okay, so now what do I do? you know, I I
didn't have like those things outside of
me to hold me accountable. And so, I
really had to like sit with myself and
see like, okay, so why are you actually
doing the things that you're doing? And
in some ways, it's been good um and bad
because I had a period of time where I
felt like, why am I not doing anything?
Like, what's wrong with me because I'm
not continuing to move forward. I made
so many moves last year. like I became a
best-selling author. I was making so
much art. I was putting out my podcast.
It just felt like I had I was doing so
much. And then
when the period came where it all kind
of started to settle, it felt wrong. It
felt like uhoh,
is that it? Am I done? Like, you know,
does that mean that I'm like, you know,
that I have failed? Because I have been
programmed for so long to be in that
constant hustle productive capitalistic,
capitalistic,
you know, society programming us into
that that mode of you have to be doing
something. You have to be productive all
of the time or else you're not
contributing, you're not worthy, you're
not this or or that. And um so this has
been a really good time for me to settle
into it. And and it's not always been
easy. I had I did have a little bit of
rest rest rest rest rest rest rest rest
restlessness happening but I also felt
like um I had to sit with it. I really
had to sit with it and and and and
understand like where is that coming
from? Is that really something? Is this
pressure, that itchiness, this uh this
this agitation? Is it because I have
been programmed so long to be doing doing?
doing?
Or is it something that I actually want
to do because it feels real from my
heart, you know? Um, and
like I said, I really had to work with
my nervous system. I really had to
regulate myself in all of these news new
ways. And I had to be okay with not
doing anything. I had to be okay with
not being productive or as productive.
And um what's crazy is that it's allowed
me I can feel I can feel that I've made
the shift. Um I I feel like I'm I'm in
this new level. It's it's so hard to
explain where I just feel more
comfortable in my own skin. I feel more
confident in the actions that I'm
taking. like me being able to finally
speak into the camera. Um, you know, I I
had to wait until now to be able to do
that because every other time there was
still something about it that felt a
little bit forced. And um, also, funny
enough, I have jumped into new
containers. I am continuing to invest in
myself. Um, and
I am I'm focusing uh so one of these
containers is a a quantum healing group.
Um, and wow has that just been so
amazing because I've had so many so many
revelations, so many things come up
where I'm just like, "Holy I am
truly healing these parts of myself that
I did not have access to before because
I was still so blocked in so many ways.
I was still running on this old program.
Um, and so once I like released that, it
allowed other things to come up to the
surface for me to address. And I'm like,
ah, I don't have to work on autopilot. I
don't have to move through life on
autopilot during certain things. I can
see now I get a different choice. You
always have a choice, by the way. But if
you're so programmed, if you're so
conditioned, you won't be able to see
those things. So, anyways, I've just had
some things come up. I've had a lot of
stuff come up with money. um for me
lately and one of the containers that I
have um invested in is specifically
about money and um it's something that I
I feel like I've kind of skirted around
like you know I've always managed to
just do barely enough to get me by and I
still had a lot of shame and guilt that
was associated with with it and um as
y'all know I I well maybe you don't know
but I also love astrology and so there
is an astrology ology element that is
woven into this um this money story
um and in in this particular container
that I'm in and it's helping me
understand my own astrology so much
better because I know like I have Pluto
in Scorpio in my second house which is
where all the money's at. So I am I have
a deep transformational
thing that's happening with money and um
you know a lot of this stuff is being
activated too with um all of the
transits that are happening. I spoke to
an astrologer at the beginning of this
year to help give me um you know like
what to look forward forward to through
this year and money is a huge thing and
I just want to share that out here
because I've been so scared to even talk
about money and um like I don't have it
figured out by any means but I feel like
I've learned so much about how to
regulate my nervous system, how to catch
when I start to feel those like ah those
moments and regulate myself so that I
can come back to center and ride those
waves. So, I have that going on. Like
the quantum healing feels amazing and
I'm just like so so grateful like just I
and being in this place I I can't tell
you how many other little
synchronicities have been lining up for
me. And it's just when I follow that
it's not a logical thing by any means.
Anytime I follow that gut feeling, when
I have those, you know, I let my soul
lead, um, whenever intuition is like
pulling me in a direction, it always
works out in ways I just cannot explain.
And that's what I that's what I am I'm
wanting to share on this journey. That's
why I want to share my story and these
things to YouTube, to my podcast, all
those things to help show just like you
can't explain it. And I'm not going to
say that what's happening to me will
happen to you. You will have your own
version of if you listen to your
intuition, if you like learn to trust
yourself and you build that up, life
will unfold for you in all of these
magical ways. And that's that's why I'm
sharing this today. So anyways, I'm just
going to stop that there. By the way, I
didn't even talk about Oh my gosh, I'm
going to see Queen Herby later this
year. I got tickets to see her and I
cannot wait. I have a painting that I've
done of her and I have shared it on my
channel multiple times. I cannot wait to
share that. I am I I am going to give
this piece of art to her. This piece of
art that meant so much to me that helped
helped me on social media that I've been
able to share with other people. And h
it's just
this year I just there's just going to
be more and more and more unfolding and
I'm just so excited. So, I have to get
on here and document it and share it
with y'all. And I hope that this can
spark some kind of inspiration for you,
too. That maybe you can see that this is
possible for you, too, in your own life.
So, anyways, that's all for now, and
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