0:17 let's go to work
0:21 in the gospel of saint luke
0:26 chapter number 22 verse 42 through 51
0:27 and then i will
0:30 drop down to 55 and luxuriate the
0:33 theology of this message
0:36 by continuing the story from 55 through 62
0:37 62
0:39 we will be reading out of the king james
0:42 version for no particular reason other
0:44 than the fact that we both share
0:50 i like the language i learned the
0:54 language in king james go to it now luke 22
0:55 22 42-51
1:02 when you go to this you have stepped into
1:03 into
1:06 the most stressful overwhelming
1:08 overwhelming
1:12 conflicting moment in the life of christ himself
1:13 himself
1:16 the fortress of hell
1:18 has come against him
1:21 all of the legions of demons have come
1:24 in concert for this moment
1:26 when we step into this text
1:30 all that he has done before is now on trial
1:31 trial
1:35 it is not just that he is on trial all
1:39 that he has done before is on trial and
1:41 all that he is
1:44 is on trial
1:47 good lord
1:49 the disciples are standing around with him
1:51 him
1:55 staring watching beholding
1:58 thinking that they are part with him but
2:02 the pressure has become so tight
2:06 the need so great the wrists so high
2:09 that even the strongest of the disciples
2:12 begin to buckle up under the weight that
2:15 jesus is standing up under
2:18 we step into this moment and it is there
2:20 not only so that we will have the
2:23 beautiful continuity of the history of
2:25 the circumstances that led to the
2:28 crucifixion but there is an underlying
2:30 message that i want to extract from a
2:34 very familiar story for the edification
2:36 of the church and where you are right now
2:37 now
2:40 and i believe in my spirit that god is
2:42 going to answer somebody's question today
2:44 today
2:46 through the word of god
2:49 so i want you to listen with the king here
2:50 here
2:53 with an infinite ability to understand
2:56 that god is talking to you
2:58 and he has drawn you out here this
3:01 morning so that he could sit by the fire
3:04 and talk to you as a father would his son
3:05 son
3:07 so that through it you might become
3:10 better and stronger and richer in him
3:16 saying father if thou be willing remove
3:24 nevertheless not my will but thine be done
3:26 done
3:28 and there appeared an angel unto him
3:32 from heaven strengthening him
3:36 and being in agony he prayed more
3:40 earnestly agony requires more earnestly
3:42 when you're in agony you have to pray
3:45 more earnestly when you're in agony you
3:48 have to pray more earnestly if it
3:50 weren't for the agony there wouldn't be
3:52 the earnestly
3:55 sometimes god will allow the agony to
3:58 bring you to a place of earnestly if god
4:00 didn't bring agony into your life you
4:03 would not pray with more earnestly
4:05 and his sweat
4:09 was as as it were great drops of blood
4:13 falling down to the ground
4:15 and when he rose up from the prayer and
4:18 was come to his disciples he found them sleeping
4:19 sleeping
4:22 for sorrow
4:25 and he said unto them why sleepy
4:29 rise and pray watch rise and pray lest
4:31 ye enter
4:33 into temptation
4:35 oh i didn't know that prayer was a
4:41 that if i pray strong enough there are
4:45 some temptations i won't enter in
4:47 because of my prayer life
4:50 that he will lead me around certain
4:52 types of temptation
4:55 and deliver me from evil because i'm a
4:57 prayer warrior
4:59 and while he yet spake behold a
5:02 multitude watch this watch this watch
5:04 this don't just read it watch it and
5:08 while he yet spake behold a multitude of
5:11 mob came a scandalous mob came and he
5:14 that was called judas one of the twelve
5:17 went before them and drew near unto jesus
5:23 to kiss him
5:26 but jesus said unto him judas betray us now
5:27 now
5:30 the son of man with the kiss
5:34 have you no class have you no dignity
5:37 of all the ways to betray me you would
5:41 betray me while being intimate with me [Applause]
5:49 the height of betrayal is to do it with
5:50 a kiss
5:53 you could have pointed at me
5:56 you could have described me to them
5:59 but you took advantage of your ability
6:04 the fact that i allowed you to be able
6:08 to access me you now use it against me
6:11 and flaunt it to your friends that you
6:12 can get to me
6:17 all to my demise and my destruction
6:20 when they which were about him saw what
6:22 would follow they said unto him lord
6:25 shall we smite with the sword they don't
6:28 know what to do because the mob has come
6:31 they've come with torches and weapons
6:35 and lights and screaming and terror
6:39 terrorists coming against jesus
6:41 and one of them smote the servant of the
6:43 high priest and
6:47 cut off his ear his right ear and jesus
6:52 answered and said suffer ye thus far
6:55 and he touched his ear
7:01 and when they had kindled a fire in the
7:03 midst of the hall
7:06 and were set down together i'm down at
7:09 verse 55 peter sat down
7:12 among them
7:14 oh wait
7:18 how can you cut the ear
7:21 off a person
7:24 and then sit down amongst them
7:27 but a certain maid beheld him as he set
7:29 by the fire and earnestly looked upon
7:34 him and said this man was also with him
7:36 and he denied him
7:39 saying woman i know him not
7:41 and after a little while another saw him
7:44 and said god also of them and peter said man
7:46 man
7:48 i am not
7:51 and about the space of one hour after
7:54 another confidently affirmed saying of a
7:57 truth this fellow also was with him for
8:01 he is a galilean
8:04 and peter said man i know not what bout
8:08 says and immediately while he yet spake
8:10 the cop
8:14 crew and the lord turned
8:17 and looked upon peter
8:19 it's a powerful thing
8:20 it's it's not
8:23 it's not that the lord said anything to him
8:24 him
8:27 he gave him that look you know that look
8:29 your parents gave you when you were
8:30 showing off in church
8:32 he just
8:33 looked upon peter
8:36 and peter remembered the word of the
8:39 lord how he had said unto him before the
8:43 [ __ ] crows thou shalt deny me thrice
8:46 and peter went out
8:52 he wept bitterly
8:55 bitterly
8:58 can the church say amen
9:00 this morning while you're standing i
9:02 want to talk to you about delayed gratification
9:08 if you're watching on the internet type
9:11 that on the line delayed gratification
9:13 gratification
9:16 because underneath
9:17 the texture
9:19 of this story
9:22 and the continuity of the events
9:25 i want you to see that jesus is teaching
9:27 them the power
9:29 of delayed gratification
9:31 gratification
9:36 let us pray spirit of the living god
9:38 come real close [Music]
9:40 [Music]
9:43 hover over this place
9:46 in such a way
9:48 that you bring clarity of thought and
9:51 nimbleness of mine and endow me with the
9:53 grace and the gift of being able to
9:56 articulate that which defies human language
9:59 language
10:02 as we stand on the precipice of this
10:05 text we know this is the week
10:07 separated from all other weeks there
10:10 would never be or never will be another
10:13 week like this week
10:15 this is the week when all that you have professed
10:16 professed
10:19 has come to trial
10:22 in this moment we
10:24 are in such coinanea
10:26 coinanea
10:27 because there are many people in this
10:31 room that all that they have professed
10:34 has come to trial
10:37 in this season that we're in right now
10:39 all that we have sung about and shout
10:41 about it's preached about and talked
10:44 about and testified about has come to
10:46 trial through the events that come
10:49 against us in this moment and we have
10:52 fellowship with you because we feel the
10:54 weight and the pressure and the responsibility
10:55 responsibility
10:59 of responding to something that had we
11:00 had a right
11:05 to choose we would have avoided
11:08 but we trust you when we can't trace you
11:11 have your way in this place
11:14 spirit of the living god fall freshly on us
11:15 us
11:18 in the name of jesus we pray somebody
11:20 shout amen
11:22 you may be seated in the presence of the lord
11:23 lord yeah
11:24 yeah
11:31 glory to god
11:33 delayed gratification is a hard thing to teach
11:38 particularly when you are teaching it to
11:40 people who have been oppressed
11:42 oppressed
11:45 because when you have been oppressed
11:47 whether in a marriage
11:49 or on a job
11:51 or in society
11:55 you have waited so long for any inkling
11:57 of success
12:00 that the moment we get any inkling of
12:04 success we need to be able to sport it
12:06 it is therapeutic
12:08 it is reassuring
12:10 it is comforting but delayed
12:13 gratification requires a degree of
12:22 delayed gratification requires that you
12:25 are seasoned enough to see the higher purpose
12:26 purpose
12:30 rather than the momentary gratification
12:33 of proving to naysayers
12:39 when you make proving to other people
12:42 that you are somebody your goal
12:46 you fall short of your divine purpose
12:49 because god did not create you to
12:59 because if you impress them what is the reward
13:02 reward
13:04 you are impressing people that have
13:07 nothing to give you but an opinion
13:11 and everyone has an opinion
13:13 and few of them are changed by the
13:16 accruments of our success our problems today
13:17 today
13:19 center around the fact that we have a tendency
13:21 tendency
13:24 to buy our wants
13:32 because we can't wait for it
13:35 we spend years
13:38 in the wilderness of adversity
13:40 rather than walking into the land that
13:42 flows with milk and honey
13:44 because we like the ability
13:47 to have delayed gratification
13:52 any goal that you're going after whether
13:54 you're trying to lose weight or whether
13:56 you're trying to build wealth or whether
13:58 you're trying to start a ministry or
13:59 whether you're trying to build a
14:01 marriage or whether you're trying to
14:03 open up a business you have to have
14:07 delayed gratification
14:09 if you open up a business and you start
14:11 eating up all the profits and spending
14:13 it as fast as you're making it your
14:15 business won't last long you have got to
14:17 open up the business and ignore the prophets
14:24 if you have the strength to ignore the
14:25 prophets long enough
14:28 they will accrue in value and strength
14:31 to the point that you can go beyond what
14:33 we fall into
14:44 it is far better to be a thing than look
14:51 but in our haste to be impressive
14:54 we will take the shortcut
14:57 of looking like we have something
14:59 that we do not
15:02 and when we do that we forfeit the
15:04 opportunity to actually be
15:07 what we are professing
15:10 because it is expensive to require
15:20 to require immediate gratification
15:22 gratification
15:24 on a job it's expensive to require
15:27 immediate gratification i have learned
15:34 the things that are the most valuable
15:37 and most important take time to accrue
15:40 and to build up and the time is
15:43 necessary it is not just god holding
15:46 back things from you it is god giving
15:49 you an opportunity to build up to be
15:51 able to withstand the harvest that he's
15:54 getting ready to drop on you
15:57 the harvest that god has for you is so
16:06 he has to break your habits
16:09 so that you can enjoy your harvest
16:14 your habits are destroying your harvest
16:17 he would have invested more but he knows
16:20 he can't trust you
16:22 because your gratification becomes more
16:25 important than his will
16:27 and anytime your gratification becomes
16:30 more important than his long-term will
16:32 he has to hold back what he would have
16:41 i was visiting one of my spiritual sons
16:44 and he picked me up in a jaguar
16:46 and the jaguars are very nice and
16:48 expensive car
16:50 is not my kind of car because i'm too big
16:52 big
16:54 they make great they make jaguars for
16:56 little people
16:58 little cute people
17:02 a little five foot four cute people
17:04 i got too much legs and accessories and
17:06 stuff and and
17:06 and
17:08 and accruments and
17:11 supplements to be comfortable in the
17:14 jaguar but i got in the jaguar i folded
17:16 myself down like a piece of luggage and
17:19 i fit down into the jaguar and i rode in
17:21 the jaguar and he took me out to an
17:24 impressive restaurant and we had a good
17:26 time and we had a great time and when we
17:28 got back to the hotel i got out of the
17:31 car and i slammed the door i didn't mean
17:34 to but i slammed the door i slammed the
17:36 door hard enough that he got mad that i
17:39 slammed the door but he respected me too
17:41 much to show that he was mad but inside
17:43 he was mad because i slammed the door
17:45 and he asked me later what's wrong with you
17:52 and i said what's wrong with you [Applause]
17:54 [Applause]
17:57 he says what do you mean i said let me
18:00 tell you something
18:05 you will never have anything
18:14 you got more car than you got money
18:17 you got more carding you got house
18:19 you got more car then you got college
18:22 tuition for your children you got more
18:24 car then you got savings you got more
18:27 car than you got mutual fun you got more
18:29 car then you got church you got more car
18:31 than you got ministry you got more car
18:33 than you got people and you're trying to
18:36 get the people to sacrifice and they
18:39 don't see any sacrifice on you
18:42 see jesus said if you suffer with me
18:45 you'll reign with me he does not disconnect
18:47 disconnect
18:50 the continuity between suffering and
18:53 raining he said you can't just leap into
18:56 reigning without going through suffering
19:05 suffering teaches you things that make
19:07 you able to maintain
19:09 the reigning with him
19:12 so he says i will not allow you to reign
19:15 with me if you forsake the suffering
19:17 with me
19:20 and we lose over and over again
19:23 because we lack the ability
19:29 he said what do you think i should do
19:33 i said you should you should trade it in
19:36 you should trade your car in this is the
19:43 i said you should trade your car in and
19:49 i didn't expect him to do it
19:51 because most people say they are your sons
19:52 sons
20:01 see see the real test of being a son is chastisement
20:06 the bible says that if you endure
20:10 chastisement you're a son
20:12 you're not a son when i'm saying things
20:14 that you like
20:16 that don't mean anything anybody will
20:18 follow you as long as you're saying
20:21 things that you like but sonship is
20:24 proven when i say something that you
20:31 i've taught you before that the root
20:35 word to submit is to submit to the
20:38 mission submission submission means that
20:40 there has to be a mission that is
20:44 greater than your need for gratification
20:49 and you submit to the mission
20:51 but the problem with most of us is that
20:54 we have no sense of mission
21:07 because we want to feel good in the moment
21:09 moment
21:10 and we think that everything should happen
21:11 happen
21:14 in the moment
21:16 but the truth of the matter is anything
21:20 worth having takes time
21:22 anything that's worth having takes
21:25 commitment anything that's worth having
21:28 takes suffering there are no shortcuts
21:30 to it it requires suffering
21:32 suffering
21:34 it is not just patience that i'm
21:36 teaching about this morning
21:39 because patience alone is not enough to
21:41 deliver what god gave me to give to you today
21:43 today
21:47 you can have patience and still
21:49 not have the ability to have delayed gratification
21:51 gratification
21:53 patience just means our weight and we
21:55 have a lot of church people who are
21:59 stuck in the weight mode
22:02 they're waiting on god to do something
22:05 when in fact god is waiting on them to
22:06 do something
22:10 so patience alone is not enough
22:13 delayed gratification requires that you
22:22 i want you to write this down patience
22:24 plus strategy equals gratification
22:26 gratification patience
22:28 patience
22:29 plus strategy
22:35 if you have patience and you don't have
22:39 a strategy you're just waiting
22:41 but when you know you're waiting with a
22:43 strategy in mind
22:45 you know ultimately it will lead to
22:48 gratification because you are not
22:50 waiting because you're tired or because
22:53 you procrastinate or because you're lazy
22:56 or because you don't care you are tired
23:00 on schedule you are waiting on schedule
23:02 you are sitting on schedule you are
23:04 denying on schedule you're driving a
23:07 lesser car on schedule because you got a
23:15 i never will forget when we were in west
23:17 virginia and you remember we were in
23:19 west virginia we bought our first really
23:21 really really nice home and we were
23:23 entertaining a couple and they made fun
23:26 of our car and they said you can't drive
23:28 this kind of car up to this kind of house
23:30 house
23:32 he said you can't you need to get rid of
23:34 this rust bucket
23:37 that's what he called my car rust bucket
23:39 you cannot drive this kind of car up to
23:41 this kind of house i said driving this
23:44 kind of car is what got me this kind of house
23:46 house
23:49 well y'all don't hear what i'm saying
23:52 i i i drove the car i knew it looked bad
23:54 i know it was i know i know it was kind
23:57 of rusty i knew it was old i knew it was
23:59 about 12 years old but i was driving it
24:01 for a reason
24:03 it was part of the strategy that the
24:04 money that i could have been putting
24:07 into payments i was putting into
24:09 something that would build equity that
24:17 i sacrificed on the depreciating asset
24:18 so that i could build up the
24:22 appreciating asset because i got tired
24:29 come on come on stay with me i got tired
24:31 of visiting better and as soon as you
24:34 get tired of visiting better and you
24:37 want to start living in better you have
24:40 to practice delayed gratification
24:43 in order to be able to get there
24:46 the reason this text speaks to me
24:49 in such a powerful way
24:53 is because this is one of the only times
24:55 that we see
25:10 from the marriage at cana
25:12 to the woman with the issue of
25:16 blood to the sour phoenician woman
25:20 to over and over and over again to blind
25:21 bottom hairs
25:24 every time jesus healed a man whether
25:27 he'd been by the pool for 38 years or
25:29 whether he had a withered arm
25:33 we saw immediate results
25:35 he called lazarus from the grave and
25:38 immediately he got up out of the grave
25:41 he stopped the widow of name stopped her
25:43 in the middle of a funeral processional
25:45 touched the casket and immediately the
25:46 boy got up
25:49 he cursed the fig tree and when they
25:52 came back the fig tree was dead
25:55 he spoke to zacchaeus and said this day
25:57 i shall be at your house and this day he
25:58 was at the house
26:01 whenever jesus spoke a thing it became
26:03 whatever he said
26:06 he healed the lepers and told them to go
26:08 show themselves to the priests and
26:09 before they could get to the priest they
26:11 were already healed
26:14 he came to the disciples walking on the water
26:16 water
26:18 jesus was a winner
26:20 everything he did was winning matthew
26:24 mark luke and john all gang us to teach
26:27 us that jesus is a winner
26:30 and this week contradicts all that we
26:33 understand about jesus because in this week
26:34 week
26:37 the disciples the students the mentor
26:39 the school of prophets that were coming
26:40 up under him
26:50 he was teaching them a message that is
26:52 critical for us to learn
26:54 that sometimes
26:57 you have to lose
26:59 to win
27:01 oh god
27:03 this is so good i'm gonna get the cd myself
27:05 myself
27:07 sometimes you have to lose to win when
27:10 the wind is big enough a lose always
27:18 don't let the loose fool you
27:21 it's a tactical maneuver
27:25 to bring you to an expected end
27:26 it doesn't matter what you had to go
27:28 through if you ever had to build a house
27:29 while you're building a house that
27:32 drives you crazy the contractors get on
27:34 your nerves everything gets on your
27:35 nerves the bank gets on your nerve the
27:37 zoning committee gets on your nerve the
27:40 permits get on your nerves the extra
27:42 money you had to spend get on you there
27:43 everything gets on your nerve but the
27:45 moment the house is built and you get
27:47 all your furniture in and you move in
27:48 and you settle down and you light your
27:51 fireplace and you put your music on and
27:53 you dim your lights you don't remember
27:55 the contractor you don't remember the
27:57 permits you don't remember the struggle
27:59 you don't remember the pain because
28:02 what's in front of you is greater than
28:04 everything you went through and so
28:06 you're not sitting in your new house
28:08 fussing about the contractor because the
28:11 gain is great enough
28:14 to swallow up the agony of the process
28:17 oh y'all hear what i'm saying
28:18 and there's somebody that i'm preaching to
28:19 to
28:21 god is getting ready to give you a
28:32 and what i'm what i am sitting here to
28:35 teach you is that you have to be willing
28:38 to lose in the short run
28:41 to win in the long run
28:44 you have to do without on the short run
28:47 so that you can have in the long run you
28:49 have to be willing to be laughed at in
28:53 the short run and spend 120 years having
28:55 all your neighbors laughing at you
28:58 building a boat in your backyard you
29:01 have to go through 120 years of them
29:03 making fun of you and saying you're a
29:06 lunatic but they won't laugh in the end
29:08 because when the rain comes they'll
29:11 understand that you were working on
29:12 something while you were waiting on
29:14 something catch somebody and say i'm
29:16 working on something
29:18 yeah i'm working on something i might
29:20 not look good right now but i'm working
29:22 on something i might not be impressive
29:24 right now but i'm working on something i
29:26 might not have any money right now but
29:28 i'm working on something i may be a
29:30 student in school living off of roman
29:32 noodles but i'm working on something i
29:34 may have to study while you go to the
29:37 basketball game but i'm working on
29:38 something i may not get to do all the
29:40 fun things that you get to do but i'm
29:43 working on something i'm in the gym
29:45 cause i'm working on something i'm in
29:47 the field running cause i'm working on
29:49 something i'm reading books at two
29:51 o'clock in the morning cause i'm working
29:54 on something i'm exercising because i'm
29:56 working on something anytime you're
29:58 working on something you got to go
30:01 through a period of suffering and if you
30:03 lose over here you're going to win over
30:13 this is the first time that the disciples
30:14 disciples
30:23 all he ever did was win
30:25 at 12 years old they brought him into
30:28 the temple and he warned up against the
30:30 doctors and the scholars he won he
30:34 outsmarted all of them at 12 all he ever
30:36 did was when
30:38 when his mother told him they ran out of
30:41 wine he took water and turned it into
30:44 wine and the wine could not resist the
30:47 word for the word said turn the wine and
30:48 the water
30:52 obey and all they had ever seen
30:54 him do
30:57 was when
30:59 but this week
31:03 he was acting strange
31:05 it was not unusual to see him go apart
31:08 to pray he often went apart to pray even
31:10 after he fed the five thousand he went
31:12 into the mountains to pray and he came
31:14 back walking on the water and it was
31:16 fine and it was good but this was different
31:19 different
31:22 this was a different kind of prayer
31:24 this was a stressful agonizing
31:27 tormenting prayer
31:29 this was a prayer that made him want company
31:31 company
31:34 because when you have delayed
31:37 gratification and you're suffering you
31:41 want friendship misery enjoys company
31:43 but there are some places that god is
31:46 taking you that you can't take anybody
31:47 with you
31:49 no matter how much they love you no
31:51 matter how much they like you there are
31:54 some things that god takes you through
31:57 that you have to face it alone
31:59 you have to face it alone i went in the
32:01 labor room with my wife and i was in the
32:04 room with her but when they said push
32:07 they weren't talking to me
32:09 when they pulled out scissors and did an
32:12 episiotomy i didn't bleed
32:14 the truth of the matter is i told
32:18 everybody we were having a baby
32:20 but when i saw them
32:26 we have no
32:29 baby you have the baby and i'm praying
32:30 for you [Applause]
32:33 [Applause]
32:35 because some things nobody can do for you
32:36 you
32:39 peter james and john have gone into the
32:41 garden of gethsemane the place of
32:44 pressing the place where all of the
32:46 olive trees were kept the place where
32:49 the only way you could get the oil was
32:53 to crush the olive and it is ironic that
32:56 a crushed jesus comes into a crushed place
32:57 place
33:00 getting ready to be transformed from one
33:03 element into another crushing is always
33:05 standing in the way
33:09 i wish i had some crushed people in here
33:11 i wish i had a few people who had gone
33:13 through some crushing times i wish i had
33:16 some people who had lost a friend or
33:19 lost a house or lost a spouse or went
33:21 through something that crushed you and
33:22 you didn't know whether you could take
33:24 it and you didn't know whether you could
33:27 make it and you wondered where was god
33:29 in the middle of your situation i get
33:32 tired of people always acting like
33:34 you're on top of the mountain every now
33:36 and then god orders a valley in your
33:38 life and when god orders a valley in
33:41 your life you got to be prepared to walk
33:43 through the valley of the shadow of
33:45 death and know that i'm going to walk
33:48 through it i'm not going to stay in it
33:50 but i got to walk through it because the
33:54 valley comes to teach me god teaches in
33:57 the shadows god teaches in the darkness
34:00 god speaks in the night when god said
34:02 let there be light he said it in the
34:04 dark some of the greatest words you will
34:07 ever get from god will not come from
34:09 your successes they will come from your
34:12 failures in the darkest moments of your
34:15 life that's when faith stands up
34:18 undaunted i don't need faith for victory
34:22 i need faith when i have to lose
34:23 to win [Applause]
34:26 [Applause] [Music]
34:28 [Music]
34:30 all over the bible it hints about it it
34:33 talks about it we see it with jonah
34:35 he had to lose
34:37 to win
34:40 he ran away from nineveh
34:42 and went to tarshish
34:44 and then got thrown off the boat the
34:46 prophet of god
34:48 the man of god
34:51 the evangelist of the hour the one that
34:54 was to speak to nations has now been
34:58 capsized thrown overboard and swallowed
34:59 up by a fish
35:01 and went down down
35:02 down
35:05 down to the bottom of the mountains
35:09 he had to go down before he went up
35:12 baptism itself teaches us this principle
35:15 that before you can come up you got to
35:16 go down
35:19 going down is a part of the process if
35:21 you go down
35:22 you can come up
35:25 we want to go up without going down but
35:27 in order to get a great thing done you
35:31 got to go down before you go up and
35:35 jesus was at his wits in
35:37 they had never seen him pray like this
35:39 they had never seen him agonized like
35:41 this he kept praying and coming back and
35:43 checking on them and they were asleep
35:45 and then he had to go back and pray
35:49 again they had never seen jesus have to
35:59 jesus said in the tomb of latter father
36:03 i know that you always hear me
36:05 but in the garden of gethsemane he has
36:07 the same conversation
36:09 with the father
36:11 three times
36:14 and the third time it was so intense
36:20 it was intense somebody said intense
36:22 it was until there's prayer and then
36:24 there's intense prayer
36:26 the prayer was so intense
36:28 intense
36:30 that he started sweating
36:32 if i were to theme this text it would be
36:40 because in the early phases of this text
36:43 we will see blood sweat and finally we
36:45 will see tears
36:48 the truth of the mighty is is that jesus
36:51 swept until great drops of blood started
36:59 that's intense
37:01 the book of hebrews says you have not
37:04 yet resisted under blood you say you
37:06 want deliverance you say you want out
37:08 you say you want up you say you want
37:10 better he said but you have not resisted
37:18 you want that comfortable lazy boy blessing
37:25 that double portion blessing
37:27 where you come down the house sashaying
37:30 with the cute dress on and we put some
37:33 oil on your head in the shape of a cross
37:35 and lay hands on you and you want a
37:42 you don't want to be homeless like i was
37:44 almost homeless you don't want your
37:46 lights to be cut off you don't want your
37:48 water to be cut off you don't want your
37:50 car to be repossessed i've never had
37:52 anybody run down the aisle and say i
37:53 want to go through the hell you went
37:55 through no they don't want to go through
37:57 the hell i went through they want the
37:59 anointing that i have but they don't
38:02 understand that the hell i went through
38:04 is what created the anointing and you
38:06 can't get the anointing until you go
38:09 through the hell if you see me when i'm
38:11 taken up you can have a double portion
38:13 of my spirit but until you've been at
38:16 gilgal until you have suffered at
38:19 jericho until you have walked this thing
38:22 out you don't get the reward without the pain
38:29 you don't get success without struggle [Applause]
38:30 [Applause]
38:34 you have to be prepared to lose [Applause]
38:36 [Applause]
38:42 and jesus was bleeding
38:45 out of his pores
38:48 trying to understand
38:49 this moment
38:51 is there any ability
38:53 ability
38:55 to negotiate
38:57 a settlement with god
39:01 that allows me to have a massive win
39:05 without a massive loss or
39:06 or
39:09 father if it be thy will
39:12 pass this bitter cup for me
39:14 i want to redeem the people but i don't
39:17 want to be beaten strip naked crown of
39:19 thorns put on my head
39:23 stretch wide hung high and die in the
39:26 blazing palestinian heat until i
39:29 collapse dead on the cross
39:32 surely there's got to be another way to
39:36 get to winning without losing
39:38 and you're going to make me lose in
39:40 front of my admirers
39:42 one of my spiritual son said you don't
39:44 know how stressful it is to have to
39:47 preach with you in the building
39:50 he said i have so much respect for you
39:52 it makes it difficult for me to preach
39:54 when i know you're looking at me
39:58 i said it is just as hard on the father
40:00 to preach in front of the son who
40:03 admires him as it is for the son to
40:05 preach in front of the father who's
40:06 sitting there
40:10 trying to train him because you think so
40:13 highly of me it requires great stress
40:16 for me to deliver up under the fierce
40:21 intensity of your admiration
40:24 your admiration becomes my aggravation [Applause]
40:33 that you would believe in me
40:42 to deliver up under such adverse
40:46 circumstances is not easy and jesus is
40:48 trying to negotiate to see if there is
40:52 another option and the third prayer he
40:54 says not my will
40:57 but thine be done
41:01 the surrender to the loss
41:07 it's shaking
41:10 it's it is so shaking
41:13 that when he walks out this last time he
41:15 tells his disciples
41:21 you're not no matter how much you pray
41:38 prayer will not change process
41:40 prayer will not
41:42 change process
41:44 i told you a couple of weeks ago you can
41:47 kneel down beside your bed and pray to
41:49 your mouth is dry and you get white in
41:52 the corner of your lips but when you get
41:55 up you still got to make up the bed
41:59 because prayer does not change process
42:01 god will not make up your bed just
42:09 are you with me
42:13 here we are in the garden of gethsemane
42:15 and we always preach about the cross but
42:20 for me for me it's all about the garden
42:23 the victory is won not on the cross it's
42:25 in the garden
42:28 the victory is one when you say yes to
42:31 the process
42:33 oh yeah the victory is not one when you
42:36 get whatever it is that you're believing
42:39 god for the victory is one when you are
42:42 pressed to the point that you say though
42:45 he slayed me yet shall i trust him when
42:47 you're oppressed to the point that
42:50 you're saying costs what it costs i'm
42:52 going to trust him even in my pain in my
42:56 agony in the hospital in a crisis in
42:59 bereavement in suffering in agony when
43:02 you can go to the cemetery and walk away
43:04 and say he's still god
43:07 that's the kind of stuff that makes hell
43:09 nervous that's the kind of stuff that
43:12 makes demons tremble that's the kind of
43:14 stuff that makes the witch lose her spell
43:16 spell [Applause]
43:16 [Applause] [Music]
43:24 he never said he
43:25 he
43:25 that out must
43:28 all shots somebody out of shot he's
43:30 still god
43:33 i may not have a job but he's still god
43:36 i may not have any money in my pocket
43:38 but he's still god i may have gone
43:41 through a divorce but he's still god i
43:44 may be raising my children by myself but
43:47 he's still god i may be homeless but
43:51 he's still god see faith is not proven
43:54 in victories faith is proven in peril
43:58 and drama and struggle and denial and
44:02 weeping and pain and when god gets ready
44:05 to make you a great woman you'll know
44:07 he's gonna make you great by how you suffer
44:16 the greater the glory the more intense
44:19 the story
44:21 because you can't get this all out of a book
44:26 you have to rock with it and roll with
44:28 it and groan with it and weep with it
44:31 and cry with it and crawl with it and
44:35 stumble around and say where are you god
44:39 i can't find you eli eli llama sabotage
44:42 why have you forsaken me oh you can get
44:44 technique you can get style you can get
44:47 information you can get data but until
44:50 you get guts [Applause]
44:57 what good are your gadgets if you have
45:03 you develop guts
45:06 in gethsemane
45:09 you you develop guts
45:13 when blood comes where sweat was
45:16 blood sweat and tears
45:19 you develop a great union after you've
45:22 had a great fight
45:24 you develop a great marriage when you've
45:28 been unhappy and stayed anyway
45:31 you become a great parent when you
45:33 parent a troubled child
45:36 anybody can parent a child is up on the
45:39 dean's list and straight a's and no
45:41 problems and polite but when you have to
45:44 go get them out the strip club and stand
45:46 out in front of the crack house and say jiminy
45:48 jiminy
45:50 your mama out here come on talk to me
45:52 somebody where are the mamas i wish i
45:55 had some real mama when when you gone
45:58 through hell and come back you come back
46:02 with something that you cannot buy [Applause]
46:16 [Music]
46:18 jesus now understands
46:20 something that i'm trying to teach this morning
46:21 morning
46:24 and that is simply that it cost what it costs
46:31 you can go
46:33 and buy a vw
46:41 you can catch levi jeans
46:47 you can go find a monster
46:50 and negotiate
46:57 there is no markdown there is no
46:59 discount there is no
47:07 god told me to tell you what he's going
47:10 to give you is going to be amazing but
47:12 it will not go on sale
47:15 so there's no need of you sitting there
47:16 waiting for it to drop down to the
47:19 bargain basement so that you can get 40
47:23 off no it's gonna cost what it costs and
47:28 with travail and tears and agony and
47:32 suffering you shall enter in sleep on [Music]
47:33 [Music] [Applause]
47:44 he said you should have been praying
47:54 the temptation to fluctuate
47:57 the temptation to be unstable
48:00 the temptation to vacillate
48:03 is broken by prayer
48:06 back up
48:08 but instead of praying they were sleeping
48:11 sleeping
48:15 and the more you sleep the less you pray
48:18 and because you are mighty men of valor
48:20 you should have been praying not to
48:23 enter into temptation he's not talking
48:25 about a woman he's not talking about a
48:27 club he's not talking about a strip club
48:29 he's not talking about a joint he's not
48:32 talking about a drink that's not the temptation
48:34 temptation
48:36 the temptation
48:39 is to offer a quick solution
48:47 the temptation is to shortcut the strategy
48:54 the temptation is to look for an easy
48:56 way out
48:59 oh peter was asleep
49:03 so when jesus comes out from the garden
49:05 of gethsemane as soon as he walks out of
49:08 the garden and the garden of gethsemane
49:10 is not a big place it's about as big as
49:12 half of this stage maybe a little bit
49:15 more with olive trees all over the place
49:17 and jesus has been back in the inner
49:20 sanctum of the garden of gethsemane way
49:23 past where his people were you can't be
49:25 a leader if you can't go past your people
49:32 the bible says it this way he went on a
49:34 little further
49:36 they stayed there and prayed but he went
49:38 on a little further and if you're going
49:41 to be a great leader you got to go on a
49:43 little further and when you go on a
49:46 little further you got to go by yourself
49:48 you don't have anybody holding your hand
49:50 you don't have anybody staying up
49:52 bringing your coffee in the middle of
49:54 the night when you go on a little
49:57 further you got to go by yourself if
49:58 you're just gonna go through
50:00 kindergarten grandma can help you but if
50:02 you're going after your doctorate you
50:05 got to go by yourself that means you got
50:06 to be up when other people are in the
50:08 bed that means you got to be reading
50:10 when other people are watching the game
50:12 it means you got to have the discipline
50:15 because it costs what it costs and it's
50:18 not going to go on sale
50:20 somebody ought to shove me down
50:23 somebody ought to shout me down
50:25 somebody oughta shout me down somebody
50:26 ought to shout me down [Applause]
50:31 [Applause]
50:34 jesus walks out of the garden prayer rich
50:36 rich [Music]
50:38 [Music]
50:41 and peter james and john come out faith poor
50:45 and as soon as they come out of the garden
50:47 garden
50:49 here comes
51:01 a mob
51:07 a mob is coming where is nancy and bob
51:09 has come
51:11 and they said where's jesus
51:14 can you imagine the other terror when
51:17 people are not only assembled in a mob
51:19 with weapons and lanterns they're
51:21 calling your name
51:23 where is jesus [Music]
51:32 and then then then jesus does something
51:33 that's utterly amazing it's not
51:35 mentioned in my text but it's mentioned
51:37 in the gospel of saint john he said i
51:40 that speak him he and they all fell backwards
51:48 i that speak am he and they all fell
51:50 backwards he's letting us know
51:53 that he did not succumb to the power of
51:55 the mob
51:58 he submitted to the prayer of with the father
52:00 father
52:04 he says i can handle the whole mob i
52:06 could swallow you up i could knock you
52:08 off your feet i could bury you in the
52:11 earth i could drown you in the jordan i
52:13 could speak a word and you couldn't
52:16 catch your breath i am not allowing
52:18 myself to be shackled because you're
52:20 stronger than me
52:23 i am being shackled because i'm strong
52:26 whether i'm shackled or not
52:30 i'm strong with no car i'm strong with
52:33 no friends i'm strong with no help i'm
52:36 strong with no money i'm strong with no
52:39 company i'm strong if you leave me i'm
52:42 strong if you stay i'm strong if you
52:45 cuss me out i'm strong if you allow me
52:48 i'm strong if you're spitting my face ah
52:52 that speak and he and they all fell backwards
53:15 and cut off
53:18 k office nephew's servant's ear
53:22 watch this
53:24 he cut off his ear
53:26 of all things to cut off he cut off his ear
53:29 ear
53:31 and jesus stoops down
53:34 and puts it back on again
53:37 because how can he ever get better if he
53:46 the enemy wants to cut off your ear [Music]
53:48 [Music]
53:50 he'll do anything to keep you from
53:52 hearing what thus saith the lord you
53:54 didn't hear what i'm saying you don't
53:57 hear what i'm saying the enemy's after
53:59 your ear that's why he sent your crazy
54:02 girlfriend to cut off your ear her
54:05 advice is cutting off your ear your
54:08 associations are cutting off your ear
54:10 your so-called friends are cutting off
54:13 your ear anything that stops you from
54:15 being able to hear is cutting off your
54:18 ear but jesus
54:22 [Applause]
54:30 because faith cometh by hearing
54:32 and hearing
54:34 by the word of god
54:36 and how shall they hear
54:38 without a preacher
54:41 and how shall they preach say they be
54:44 sent if you cut off my ear
54:46 my ear
54:56 you can't get out of your situation if
54:59 you can't hear
55:02 he that has it here let him hear what
55:06 the spirit said to the church i'd rather
55:10 lose my toes than lose my ear i'd rather
55:13 lose my legs than lose my ear because if
55:15 i'm gonna learn anything if i'm gonna
55:18 know anything if i'm gonna respond to
55:21 command i need my ear the first thing
55:23 the doctor does when they bring you out
55:26 of anesthesia is call your name to see
55:30 if you can hear i need my ears so i can
55:33 hear if i'm ever gonna come out of this
55:36 stupor i'm in i need to be able to hear
55:40 my name being called jesus reached down
55:42 and said i know he's gone
55:44 and i know he's bad
55:47 and i know he's working for the enemy
55:53 to give him back his ear
56:02 there are some people in your life that
56:09 and in so doing you have taken away
56:10 their grace
56:18 you cut them off because you were angry peter
56:24 but you cut them off and left them condemned
56:26 condemned
56:29 any time you cut somebody off
56:33 they lose the ability to change
56:34 and why
56:36 can you
56:39 accept grace for your sin [Applause]
56:41 [Applause]
56:44 and be so offended
56:53 you have no right
56:56 to cut off someone's ear
56:58 because if i'm gonna get better
57:06 are you listening at me
57:08 he cut off his ear
57:10 jesus reached down and put it back on
57:13 again and tells him i must do the will
57:20 you are not my friend
57:22 if your friendship
57:24 takes me away
57:27 from delayed gratification
57:29 because i have prayed three times and
57:32 the father has convinced me that there
57:36 is no way for me to gloat be glorified
57:39 without being crucified
57:42 and if you stop the crucifixion
57:45 then you hinder the glorification
57:48 and you think you're doing me a favor
57:55 let me curl up in a nod and die
57:59 let me be beaten with the cataline tales
58:02 let me be ostracized
58:04 oh but i've gotten ahead of myself i'm
58:07 talking about physical pain
58:11 when i have omitted the emotional pain
58:15 that on the most tumultuous week of his life
58:17 life
58:21 the people he hand-picked
58:35 and judas has betrayed him
58:39 for 30 pieces
58:42 of silver
58:50 he has sold jesus
58:51 jesus
59:04 what have you sold them for what did the
59:07 enemy offer you
59:25 you sold your jesus
59:27 for a promotion
59:30 with a company that will later downsize
59:32 and lay you off [Applause]
59:34 [Applause]
59:42 what have you sold him for you're
59:43 watching me on the stream i have a
59:49 how much did it cost to get you to
60:08 some of you sold jesus
60:10 sold jesus and you got what you wanted
60:14 and you got what you wanted but you don't want what you got
60:17 but you don't want what you got [Applause]
60:26 judah sold jesus for 30 pieces of silver and not one piece of it stopped him
60:29 and not one piece of it stopped him from killing himself
60:33 from killing himself and you could sell your jesus
60:36 and you could sell your jesus for something
60:38 for something that would make you
60:40 that would make you kill yourself
60:43 kill yourself you know why
60:45 you know why it's a trick
60:55 it's a trick the whole 30 pieces of silver is a trick
60:57 silver is a trick number one it won't last
61:01 number one it won't last number two it won't bring gratification
61:04 number two it won't bring gratification and number three it won't stop suicide
61:08 and number three it won't stop suicide it is the same 30 pieces of silver
61:11 it is the same 30 pieces of silver that made judas kill himself
61:21 not one piece of that silver would stop the rope he dangled on
61:34 that you may get what you want but you may not want what you got
61:45 [Applause] i stopped to talk about this because i
61:47 i stopped to talk about this because i can only imagine
61:49 can only imagine the toll it took on jesus hard jesus had
61:53 the toll it took on jesus hard jesus had put up with all of judah's antics and
61:56 put up with all of judah's antics and criticism and still left him on the
61:59 criticism and still left him on the board
62:00 board jesus had put up with judas criticisms
62:03 jesus had put up with judas criticisms and aggravation and still left him judas
62:07 and aggravation and still left him judas was jesus treasurer
62:17 and he who handled the money sold him for money
62:21 sold him for money and before he could recover from that
62:24 and before he could recover from that he says to him
62:26 he says to him why betress thou me
62:29 why betress thou me with a kiss
62:31 with a kiss the enemy
62:33 the enemy who lives a distance from you or writes
62:36 who lives a distance from you or writes a blog about you or starts a rumor about
62:38 a blog about you or starts a rumor about you or talks about you at the beauty
62:40 you or talks about you at the beauty shop is never your judas
62:44 shop is never your judas your judas has to be close enough to
62:48 your judas has to be close enough to kiss you
62:49 kiss you in order to be judas
62:56 your judas has to be the one you eat with and go out to dinner with he that
62:59 with and go out to dinner with he that sucks with me is judas i want to give
63:03 sucks with me is judas i want to give you some homework
63:04 you some homework identify your judas
63:07 identify your judas [Music]
63:12 [Music] and still feed him
63:19 identify your judas and still take him out to dinner identify
63:22 out to dinner identify your judas
63:24 your judas and still give him the cup
63:26 and still give him the cup jesus
63:28 jesus fed his judas
63:30 fed his judas jesus washed the feet of his students
63:35 jesus washed the feet of his students and you will know you've grown up when
63:38 and you will know you've grown up when you can be nice
63:40 you can be nice to nasty
63:47 you're not a grown woman until you can be nice to nasty you're not a great
63:50 be nice to nasty you're not a great preacher until you can be nice to nasty
63:53 preacher until you can be nice to nasty you're not a great man until you can be
63:56 you're not a great man until you can be nice to nasty until as long as you wear
63:59 nice to nasty until as long as you wear your feelings on your face as long as
64:02 your feelings on your face as long as it's important to you that you let them
64:04 it's important to you that you let them know that you don't like them you are
64:06 know that you don't like them you are immature
64:08 immature only a child pouts when they don't get
64:11 only a child pouts when they don't get what they want a mature person can
64:14 what they want a mature person can control their emotions jesus fed his
64:18 control their emotions jesus fed his judas
64:20 judas [Applause]
64:24 and besides
64:26 besides if you feed him you know where he is
64:28 if you feed him you know where he is [Applause]
64:34 y'all don't hear what i'm saying to you if you feed him you know where he is if
64:37 if you feed him you know where he is if you fall out with him you don't know
64:39 you fall out with him you don't know what he's going to do you don't know
64:41 what he's going to do you don't know where he is you don't know what's going
64:43 where he is you don't know what's going to happen but if you feed him you can
64:46 to happen but if you feed him you can control his actions
64:48 control his actions jesus told him what thou do is do it
64:50 jesus told him what thou do is do it quickly he could only do that because
64:52 quickly he could only do that because judas was at the table
65:00 can i go deeper imagine how jesus must have felt
65:04 imagine how jesus must have felt is it not tough enough
65:08 is it not tough enough to be turned over to the roman soldiers
65:12 to be turned over to the roman soldiers who hated being there in the first place
65:16 who hated being there in the first place is it not tough enough
65:18 is it not tough enough to be beaten to the point that he almost
65:21 to be beaten to the point that he almost died on the whipping pose
65:27 is it not tough enough to have your beard
65:30 to have your beard plucked from your face
65:37 is it not tough enough to have the nails
65:40 to have the nails to dig into the metatarsals of your feet
65:44 to dig into the metatarsals of your feet and bring your feet together
65:46 and bring your feet together and with one nail
65:48 and with one nail they nailed him to the tree
65:51 they nailed him to the tree i believe it's symbolic of the jew and
65:53 i believe it's symbolic of the jew and the gentile coming together up under one
65:55 the gentile coming together up under one gospel which is the church but they took
65:58 gospel which is the church but they took one nail for two feet and brought them
66:00 one nail for two feet and brought them together and they nailed him to the tree
66:20 with no covering but blood
66:32 before they called it crucified because crucifixion
66:34 because crucifixion was a common execution
66:38 was a common execution imagine you knew
66:40 imagine you knew you were on death row
66:43 you were on death row and this is the last week
66:51 and the only people who came to visit you
66:52 you have now betrayed you
67:00 i want to talk to people who have been betrayed
67:10 to be betrayed means i have invested in you
67:11 you i have traveled with you
67:13 i have traveled with you i have fed you
67:15 i have fed you i have laughed with you i have opened up
67:18 i have laughed with you i have opened up to you and i have talked to you
67:20 to you and i have talked to you never thinking for a moment that you had
67:24 never thinking for a moment that you had another agenda
67:31 jesus was betrayed
67:37 let us not be so distracted by the physical pain
67:39 physical pain that we ignore the emotional torment
67:42 that we ignore the emotional torment [Music]
67:44 [Music] because if he can be touched by how i
67:46 because if he can be touched by how i feel he has to feel it first
67:51 feel he has to feel it first he can't just be a savior of my
67:53 he can't just be a savior of my physicalities and not a savior of my
67:55 physicalities and not a savior of my mentality
68:11 surely he had borne our griefs so if you if you omit the emotional pain
68:14 so if you if you omit the emotional pain then when you have an emotional problem
68:16 then when you have an emotional problem you can't talk to him about it because
68:18 you can't talk to him about it because he doesn't understand
68:19 he doesn't understand but because he had borne our griefs and
68:22 but because he had borne our griefs and carried our sorrows he is not just a
68:25 carried our sorrows he is not just a healer of our bodies he is a healer of
68:28 healer of our bodies he is a healer of our soul of our emotions of our memories
68:32 our soul of our emotions of our memories of our brokenheartedness of our shame of
68:36 of our brokenheartedness of our shame of our hurt of our humiliation
68:38 our hurt of our humiliation of our disappointment
68:49 jesus knows [Music]
68:51 [Music] what disappointment feels like
68:59 and it is exposed when he says betray us found me with a kiss
69:14 it might be how they identify you but it doesn't necessarily mean that
69:16 but it doesn't necessarily mean that they love you
69:18 they love you judas betrayed the epitome of the insult
69:24 judas betrayed the epitome of the insult is that you could have pointed me out
69:27 is that you could have pointed me out but because i gave you access to me
69:30 but because i gave you access to me you used to act against me
69:34 you used to act against me and now
69:35 and now you betray me
69:38 you betray me i guess
69:46 the worst betrayal in the world is false intimacy
69:58 i'mma say it for the people on the other side the worst
70:00 side the worst betrayal in the world
70:03 betrayal in the world is false
70:05 is false intimacy
70:07 intimacy that's why i like my enemies
70:11 that's why i like my enemies to be enemies
70:23 i like my enemies to be enemies i like my enemies to say i don't like you i
70:26 my enemies to say i don't like you i can't stand you i don't like the way you
70:28 can't stand you i don't like the way you preach i don't like the way you look i
70:30 preach i don't like the way you look i like my enemies to be enemies because
70:33 like my enemies to be enemies because once i know your enemy i know how to
70:36 once i know your enemy i know how to handle you what confuses me is when you
70:39 handle you what confuses me is when you wear the camouflage of friendship and i
70:43 wear the camouflage of friendship and i give you access into the inner sanctum
70:46 give you access into the inner sanctum of who i am and now you betray me with a
70:50 of who i am and now you betray me with a kiss
70:51 kiss [Applause]
70:54 [Applause] can i go deeper
70:58 can i go deeper and peter have had a dispute
71:01 and peter have had a dispute a dispute that is strange peter do you
71:03 a dispute that is strange peter do you love me
71:04 love me yes lord i love you
71:07 yes lord i love you feed my lamb peter
71:09 feed my lamb peter do you love me are you deaf jesus
71:12 do you love me are you deaf jesus yes lord i love you feed my sheep
71:17 yes lord i love you feed my sheep peter do you really love me
71:19 peter do you really love me yes lord
71:20 yes lord i love you
71:23 i love you but the problem is
71:25 but the problem is jesus is saying peter do you agape
71:37 and peter is saying i fell ill [Music]
71:51 do you agape yes lord i feller
71:53 yes lord i feller phileo is brotherly love
71:55 phileo is brotherly love agape is the love of god
71:58 agape is the love of god peter do you agape yes lord i fillet
72:08 and jesus decides to read him he says before the [ __ ] crows
72:12 he says before the [ __ ] crows you will have denied me three times
72:22 i would never betray you this is some this is
72:24 this is some this is this is the complexity of the text
72:27 this is the complexity of the text i believe
72:29 i believe that peter really meant
72:32 that peter really meant i will never betray you
72:36 i will never betray you because we seldom know
72:38 because we seldom know what's really in us
72:41 what's really in us [Applause]
72:46 [Applause] let me talk to y'all
72:50 let me talk to y'all telling people what you'd never do
72:58 stop telling people what you never do if the circumstances are right and the
73:00 if the circumstances are right and the conditions are right you would be
73:01 conditions are right you would be shocked what you are capable of doing
73:05 shocked what you are capable of doing the problem with peter it always has
73:08 the problem with peter it always has been his problem peter doesn't know
73:10 been his problem peter doesn't know himself
73:17 the worst thing in the world is to be yoked to somebody
73:19 is to be yoked to somebody who doesn't know who they are
73:22 who doesn't know who they are because how can i please you
73:25 because how can i please you when you don't know who you are
73:27 when you don't know who you are how can i satisfy you when you don't
73:29 how can i satisfy you when you don't know what you want
73:31 know what you want how can i be there for you when i don't
73:33 how can i be there for you when i don't know which you i'm there for
73:40 come on come on come on go with me go with me a little while longer i'm headed
73:42 with me a little while longer i'm headed somewhere i'm headed somewhere i'm
73:44 somewhere i'm headed somewhere i'm headed somewhere i'm headed somewhere
73:47 headed somewhere i'm headed somewhere peter doesn't know
73:50 peter doesn't know who he is
73:57 jesus continually all his life has been trying to tell him who he is simon
74:01 trying to tell him who he is simon simon
74:04 simon thou art the rock
74:07 thou art the rock cephas
74:08 cephas you're a stone
74:10 you're a stone simon
74:12 simon you're not unstable simon means unstable
74:15 you're not unstable simon means unstable you're not unstable
74:17 you're not unstable you're a rock
74:19 you're a rock but i got to bring that rock out of you
74:27 have you ever had something bring the rock out in you
74:32 no they ain't talking to me let me ask
74:33 they ain't talking to me let me ask y'all
74:35 y'all have you ever had something bring
74:37 have you ever had something bring the rock out in you
74:46 and you didn't even know you were a rock but when all hell broke loose and you
74:49 but when all hell broke loose and you were backed up against the wall and by
74:51 were backed up against the wall and by time people got through betraying you
74:53 time people got through betraying you you found toughness you didn't even know
74:56 you found toughness you didn't even know you had you found strength you didn't
74:58 you had you found strength you didn't even know you had and there's this
75:01 even know you had and there's this breaking point and nobody knows where it
75:03 breaking point and nobody knows where it is but everybody has this breaking point
75:06 is but everybody has this breaking point where they flip on you and think enough
75:09 where they flip on you and think enough is enough
75:10 is enough enough is enough no no no no no no
75:12 enough is enough no no no no no no you're not going to say that no no no no
75:15 you're not going to say that no no no no no let me tell you right now let me tell
75:18 no let me tell you right now let me tell you just cause i've been quiet doesn't
75:19 you just cause i've been quiet doesn't mean i'm weak
75:21 mean i'm weak just cause i've been smiling doesn't
75:22 just cause i've been smiling doesn't mean that i'm stupid
75:24 mean that i'm stupid just cause i've been nice doesn't mean
75:26 just cause i've been nice doesn't mean that i'm crazy and now you got me down
75:28 that i'm crazy and now you got me down to the rock god wants to take you
75:31 to the rock god wants to take you through enough stuff that he digs down
75:33 through enough stuff that he digs down to something solid you can't build a
75:35 to something solid you can't build a house on the dirt you got to build it on
75:38 house on the dirt you got to build it on a rock and so you're going through
75:40 a rock and so you're going through things right now because god is digging
75:42 things right now because god is digging you out
75:44 you out peter doesn't know who he is
75:53 and when people don't know who they are they respond in unpredictable ways
75:59 so peter pulls out his sword
76:13 and he said i'll cut your ear off your ear right now i'll cut your ear off your
76:16 ear right now i'll cut your ear off your head
76:17 head i will block you bro
76:25 i will take you out of this world right now
76:27 right now over jesus
76:30 over jesus and even though he looks bad in this
76:32 and even though he looks bad in this moment
76:34 moment maybe this is me
76:35 maybe this is me but he looks kind of good
76:45 no maybe it's just my demand in mind but i don't mind having a peter around
76:47 but i don't mind having a peter around me every now and then
76:48 me every now and then [Applause]
76:51 [Applause] can i just be real with you
76:54 can i just be real with you it's something kind of attractive to me
76:56 it's something kind of attractive to me about somebody who's so with you that
76:59 about somebody who's so with you that they would cut off an ear
77:01 they would cut off an ear somebody who's so committed that they
77:03 somebody who's so committed that they will defend you and fight for you and
77:05 will defend you and fight for you and stand up for you and some kind of cool
77:08 stand up for you and some kind of cool about it makes me want to give you an
77:10 about it makes me want to give you an extra communion cup
77:16 yeah yeah yeah you cut off a year you get an extra cup of communion you get
77:19 get an extra cup of communion you get another piece of bread i'm gonna do
77:21 another piece of bread i'm gonna do something special for you because i like
77:23 something special for you because i like the fact that you were cut off in the
77:25 the fact that you were cut off in the ear for me
77:28 ear for me the irony of it all
77:31 the irony of it all is that peter was only tough
77:34 is that peter was only tough when jesus was looking
77:44 the same guy who cut off in here when jesus was looking
77:47 jesus was looking when they took jesus captive
77:51 when they took jesus captive and they shackled him and they drove him
77:53 and they shackled him and they drove him away
77:54 away the same guy
77:58 the same guy the saint honey do you hear me
78:01 the saint honey do you hear me the same guy
78:03 the same guy who would cut off an ear
78:06 who would cut off an ear in an angry mob
78:09 in an angry mob and risk his
78:11 and risk his to defend jesus
78:15 to defend jesus it's the same guy
78:18 it's the same guy who ends up
78:19 who ends up sitting with the enemy
78:28 footnote beware of people with strange friends
78:45 because it's it's difficult for me to believe
78:47 believe that you could love me
78:49 that you could love me and warm yourself by the fire of the
78:51 and warm yourself by the fire of the people that's going to kill me
79:00 oh i lost him on that jesus i lost him on that jesus i lost him on
79:04 i lost him on that jesus i lost him on that jesus the saint you don't get it
79:07 that jesus the saint you don't get it these are the same people
79:09 these are the same people the reason one girl recognized him is
79:12 the reason one girl recognized him is because she saw him
79:15 because she saw him in galilee
79:17 in galilee the man recognized him
79:19 the man recognized him because he was related to the guy
79:22 because he was related to the guy that peter cut his ear off
79:25 that peter cut his ear off so peter
79:27 so peter who has cut off an ear
79:30 who has cut off an ear is now warming himself
79:32 is now warming himself by the enemy's fire
79:34 by the enemy's fire which says to me
79:36 which says to me what you're really about
79:38 what you're really about is belonging
79:50 oh yeah y'all don't want me to dig down here
79:51 here [Applause]
79:53 [Applause] now that you can't
79:55 now that you can't belong
79:57 belong with me
80:11 have you ever been amazed at these people that can hop around
80:14 people that can hop around from one extreme to the other
80:16 from one extreme to the other and today they're over here and tomorrow
80:18 and today they're over here and tomorrow they're way over there and tomorrow
80:19 they're way over there and tomorrow they're way over there and they're they
80:22 they're way over there and they're they now peter
80:23 now peter peter
80:24 peter peter
80:25 peter the one who was a fisherman till jesus
80:28 the one who was a fisherman till jesus called him
80:29 called him unlearned peter whose status is only a
80:33 unlearned peter whose status is only a result of his relationship with jesus
80:37 result of his relationship with jesus is now warming himself by the fire of
80:40 is now warming himself by the fire of who looks like the winner
80:48 when jesus looked like he was winning he was with jesus
80:50 was with jesus when jesus looked like he was losing he
80:52 when jesus looked like he was losing he was with them and watch people who keep
80:55 was with them and watch people who keep switching sides
81:04 all of a sudden you realize that they're more interested in winning
81:07 more interested in winning then they're interested in you
81:10 then they're interested in you and if it's necessary
81:12 and if it's necessary to be with you to win i'll be with you
81:16 to be with you to win i'll be with you but if something else comes along that i
81:18 but if something else comes along that i can win from
81:20 can win from i will warm myself by the fire
81:23 i will warm myself by the fire and tell them
81:25 and tell them i
81:26 i never
81:28 never knew
81:36 feel that sit in that a minute
81:37 sit in that a minute sit in the fact
81:40 sit in the fact that judas has just sold him
81:44 that judas has just sold him and peter
81:45 and peter who was in the inner circle that was
81:47 who was in the inner circle that was supposed to be interceding for him
81:51 supposed to be interceding for him now has denied him
81:53 now has denied him not once
81:56 not once not twice
82:01 but three times and on the third time
82:13 through the crowing of a [ __ ]
82:19 that [ __ ] didn't know when it growed that morning that it was preaching
82:27 it was preaching to peter that jesus was right
82:30 that jesus was right the cop crowed
82:33 the cop crowed and jesus just
82:35 and jesus just looked at him
82:43 and when he looked at peter no sorry
82:44 no sorry when he looked in peter
82:54 [Applause] peter webb soar
83:01 how there is a book out called
83:03 there is a book out called the gospel according to judas
83:05 the gospel according to judas it's not a part of the canonical bibles
83:08 it's not a part of the canonical bibles it suggested judas betrayed jesus
83:11 it suggested judas betrayed jesus because he wanted to start an
83:13 because he wanted to start an insurrection
83:15 insurrection and he thought jesus was going to do his
83:17 and he thought jesus was going to do his thing
83:18 thing and overthrow rome
83:21 and overthrow rome and the trick backfired
83:24 and the trick backfired he was too smart for his own good
83:28 he was too smart for his own good now i don't know whether that was really
83:30 now i don't know whether that was really written by judas or not but if it is
83:33 written by judas or not but if it is true he was too smart for his own good
83:37 true he was too smart for his own good peter on the other hand has a different
83:40 peter on the other hand has a different story altogether
83:42 story altogether he attaches himself
83:45 he attaches himself with power
84:02 thomas has said i must go and die with him
84:04 him where is thomas
84:10 wait excuse me bible scholars are here
84:12 bible scholars are here when jesus was on the cross
84:19 where was thomas when they shackled him and they took him
84:21 when they shackled him and they took him away
84:24 away where was thomas
84:26 where was thomas thomas had said i must go and die with
84:28 thomas had said i must go and die with him
84:30 him i don't read where thomas was nowhere
84:32 i don't read where thomas was nowhere around
84:34 around so you can't make decisions based on
84:37 so you can't make decisions based on what people say
84:47 can i can i go just a little bit deeper can i go see see because some of y'all
84:49 can i go see see because some of y'all got so much faith in the things people
84:52 got so much faith in the things people say to you you got so much faith in what
84:54 say to you you got so much faith in what they said you are setting yourself up to
84:57 they said you are setting yourself up to be wounded you're setting yourself up to
85:00 be wounded you're setting yourself up to be heard you're setting yourself
85:02 be heard you're setting yourself up to be defeated you cannot go by what
85:06 up to be defeated you cannot go by what people say because people change
85:14 let me tell y'all over there people change
85:16 change people change
85:17 people change people fall in love if you can fall in
85:22 people fall in love if you can fall in you can fall out
85:24 you can fall out people fall in love they fall out of
85:26 people fall in love they fall out of love they make commitments they make
85:28 love they make commitments they make changes whenever they get ready and you
85:31 changes whenever they get ready and you cannot build your life on the words of
85:33 cannot build your life on the words of people
85:38 here's the big takeaway i want you to see
85:40 see it is i'm not criticizing the disciples
85:43 it is i'm not criticizing the disciples no doubt i have had judas in me
85:46 no doubt i have had judas in me no doubt i've had peter and me
85:49 no doubt i've had peter and me no doubt i've been thomas and doubted
85:51 no doubt i've been thomas and doubted i'm not criticizing the disciples
85:55 i'm not criticizing the disciples the real point of the message
85:58 the real point of the message is that they did not recognize
86:01 is that they did not recognize jesus in laws
86:09 they recognized him on the mount of transfiguration
86:12 transfiguration but they didn't recognize him in loss
86:15 but they didn't recognize him in loss sometimes people only recognize you when
86:18 sometimes people only recognize you when you're winning
86:25 i spent half of my ministry preaching in store fronts
86:27 preaching in store fronts and i swear
86:29 and i swear i could preach the same way being i do
86:31 i could preach the same way being i do now
86:42 there were no busloads coming to visit our church
86:43 our church there were no cameras covering me there
86:45 there were no cameras covering me there were no bloggers writing on me
86:48 were no bloggers writing on me no
86:49 no nothing
86:51 nothing nothing
86:53 nothing because people react differently to you
86:56 because people react differently to you when they perceive you are successful
87:11 that's why it's hard to get up [Applause]
87:13 [Applause] because anybody give you money if you
87:15 because anybody give you money if you don't need it
87:25 my wife went to the car dealership and she was gonna get a car and they was
87:27 she was gonna get a car and they was taking her through all these changes and
87:28 taking her through all these changes and take her from office to office and go to
87:31 take her from office to office and go to the manager and doing all of that stuff
87:32 the manager and doing all of that stuff she was sitting there telling me i came
87:34 she was sitting there telling me i came in there i had i had a fit
87:38 in there i had i had a fit i had a fit i had you y'all would be
87:41 i had a fit i had you y'all would be ashamed i'm sorry i had a fit i flipped
87:44 ashamed i'm sorry i had a fit i flipped out i said you go home
87:48 out i said you go home right now
87:50 right now and i told the man
87:52 and i told the man if she wants the car
87:54 if she wants the car bring it to the house
88:07 if we decide to get the car we'll sign the papers in the house
88:10 we'll sign the papers in the house and we don't need to see your credit
88:12 and we don't need to see your credit manager
88:14 manager because if i decided i wanted it
88:26 and he looked at me with shock and amazement
88:28 with shock and amazement because he was used to talking to people
88:32 because he was used to talking to people who were down
88:34 who were down and i wanted him to know
88:38 and i wanted him to know don't fool with me
88:49 don't fool with me cause i got options don't fool with me cause i know the
88:51 don't fool with me cause i know the owner of the company don't fool with me
88:54 owner of the company don't fool with me because i called the general manager
88:56 because i called the general manager don't fool with me cause i got power
88:59 don't fool with me cause i got power don't fool with me cause i will fight
89:01 don't fool with me cause i will fight you all day and for god sake don't you
89:04 you all day and for god sake don't you fool with my wife cause i will slice you
89:08 fool with my wife cause i will slice you and
89:09 and dice you like i own you
89:23 and i got in my car and i drove off and i told the person who was with my
89:24 and i told the person who was with my wife don't you ever take her through
89:26 wife don't you ever take her through that again
89:28 that again don't you ever let nobody talk to her
89:30 don't you ever let nobody talk to her like that again don't you ever do that
89:32 like that again don't you ever do that again because when people think they can
89:34 again because when people think they can say just anything to you
89:36 say just anything to you they say just anything to you
89:41 they say just anything to you and the hard part about getting up
89:44 and the hard part about getting up is that people won't give you a shot
89:56 and what i'm trying to teach you in the text i'll say this and how close
90:08 losing he had always been a winner and you can always get a bunch of people
90:10 and you can always get a bunch of people to follow you when you win
90:15 [Applause] now he's a loser
90:18 now he's a loser where where where is thomas
90:26 where they go peter why are you sitting over there
90:28 peter why are you sitting over there with them
90:35 judas you counting your money where did they go
90:38 where did they go but what the disciples didn't know is
90:40 but what the disciples didn't know is what i'm trying to teach you
90:42 what i'm trying to teach you is that for great wins
90:45 is that for great wins you have to endure great loss
90:59 this is where we contemporize the text jesus knew
91:01 jesus knew that the only way up
91:03 that the only way up was down
91:06 was down jesus knew that the road
91:08 jesus knew that the road to success was struggle
91:12 to success was struggle jesus knew that there was no way to get
91:15 jesus knew that there was no way to get the oil out of the olive but to crush it
91:18 the oil out of the olive but to crush it jesus accepted the process
91:22 jesus accepted the process and he knew that the pain in his life
91:25 and he knew that the pain in his life right now
91:26 right now did not negate the promise that was on
91:29 did not negate the promise that was on his life
91:31 his life in fact
91:33 in fact it initiated
91:35 it initiated the promise that was in his life there
91:38 the promise that was in his life there was no way for him to be lord of all
91:42 was no way for him to be lord of all above the earth under the earth and in
91:44 above the earth under the earth and in the earth without going to all three
91:47 the earth without going to all three dimensions
91:58 so he rebuked peter from trying to save him
91:59 him just as much as he rebuked peter
92:02 just as much as he rebuked peter for cutting off the man's ear
92:05 for cutting off the man's ear and then peter
92:08 and then peter denied it
92:10 denied it and here's the kicker
92:13 and here's the kicker jesus still kept fooling with peter
92:17 jesus still kept fooling with peter
92:19 [Music] now if you had got in the way of my
92:21 now if you had got in the way of my destiny
92:22 destiny and if you had denied me and made
92:25 and if you had denied me and made friends with my enemies and denied me
92:28 friends with my enemies and denied me three times
92:29 three times seemed like to me that would be a sign
92:31 seemed like to me that would be a sign i'm gonna be you i know
92:35 i'm gonna be you i know you and me we finish
92:38 you and me we finish when you see me you go that way i'll go
92:42 when you see me you go that way i'll go that way
92:43 that way we christians so we got a heart we will
92:46 we christians so we got a heart we will nod at each other stay out of my face
92:50 nod at each other stay out of my face jesus
92:53 jesus invites peter
92:55 invites peter to preach the inaugural address
92:58 to preach the inaugural address on the day
93:00 on the day of pentecost
93:03 of pentecost this is for every man woman boy and girl
93:07 this is for every man woman boy and girl who's ever had a little judas a little
93:10 who's ever had a little judas a little thomas a little peter in them
93:13 thomas a little peter in them that does not mean
93:15 that does not mean that god is through with you
93:25 that does not mean that god is through with
93:28 does not mean that god is through with you the reason they did all of that is
93:32 you the reason they did all of that is for the first time in following jesus
93:36 for the first time in following jesus they had to learn
93:38 they had to learn delayed gratification
93:41 delayed gratification the woman with the issue of blood
93:43 the woman with the issue of blood was healed immediately
93:45 was healed immediately the man with the withered hand
93:48 the man with the withered hand was healed immediately the man who was
93:51 was healed immediately the man who was sick of palsy was healed immediately i
93:54 sick of palsy was healed immediately i can show you case after case where they
93:56 can show you case after case where they were healed immediately lazarus was
93:59 were healed immediately lazarus was raised from the dead immediately the
94:01 raised from the dead immediately the water was turned to wine immediately
94:04 water was turned to wine immediately this is the first
94:06 this is the first time that they saw
94:08 time that they saw jesus in shackles do you know what it
94:12 jesus in shackles do you know what it would feel like to see your leader
94:16 would feel like to see your leader your father
94:18 your father in chains
94:25 they did not understand delayed
94:26 delayed gratification
94:28 gratification they didn't understand that the rust
94:30 they didn't understand that the rust bucket got the house
94:33 bucket got the house they didn't understand
94:35 they didn't understand that the saving opened up the door
94:38 that the saving opened up the door and we don't seem to understand
94:41 and we don't seem to understand that the best promises
94:44 that the best promises often come out of the longest delays
94:53 and the reason the reason i'm preaching this message
94:56 the reason i'm preaching this message is that the lord told me to tell you
94:59 is that the lord told me to tell you you've been delayed
95:02 you've been delayed but not denied
95:12 the lord told me to tell you
95:15 told me to tell you i don't know what it's what he's talking
95:16 i don't know what it's what he's talking about but you don't know what he's
95:18 about but you don't know what he's talking about
95:19 talking about god told me to tell you he's still gonna
95:22 god told me to tell you he's still gonna do it
95:31 god told me to tell
95:32 to tell you
95:33 you though the vision terry wait for it
95:36 though the vision terry wait for it in the end it will speak and not lie
95:41 in the end it will speak and not lie god told me to tell you that he has not
95:44 god told me to tell you that he has not forgotten what he promised you and even
95:48 forgotten what he promised you and even though it looks like everything is going
95:50 though it looks like everything is going contradictory to what he showed you god
95:54 contradictory to what he showed you god said it's just delayed
95:56 said it's just delayed gratification
95:58 gratification and he told me to tell you that after
96:00 and he told me to tell you that after you suffered a while he'll establish you
96:04 you suffered a while he'll establish you and make you perfect and he told me to
96:07 and make you perfect and he told me to tell you that nothing that you suffered
96:10 tell you that nothing that you suffered will negate anything that he promised
96:12 will negate anything that he promised you that he's still
96:14 you that he's still going to bring it to pass
96:16 going to bring it to pass it may not look like it all week long it
96:20 it may not look like it all week long it may not look at while you're hanging
96:22 may not look at while you're hanging from the cross it may not look like it
96:24 from the cross it may not look like it while they lure you in the grave but
96:27 while they lure you in the grave but early sunday morning
96:30 early sunday morning god said i will not lie to you when i
96:33 god said i will not lie to you when i get ready to snatch you up i'm going to
96:36 get ready to snatch you up i'm going to snatch you up so fast it's going to blow
96:39 snatch you up so fast it's going to blow your mind i just want to know who i'm
96:42 your mind i just want to know who i'm talking to
96:44 talking to i want to know who this word is for i
96:47 i want to know who this word is for i want to find somebody who's been on hold
96:50 want to find somebody who's been on hold a long time and you've been waiting a
96:53 a long time and you've been waiting a long time and you've been delayed a long
96:57 long time and you've been delayed a long time and you wonder how god forgotten
97:00 time and you wonder how god forgotten you and you wondered would god ever
97:02 you and you wondered would god ever remember you and you thought maybe god
97:05 remember you and you thought maybe god had changed his mind and the lord sent
97:08 had changed his mind and the lord sent me to preach this message to let you
97:11 me to preach this message to let you know i didn't change my mind
97:14 know i didn't change my mind it's just delayed
97:16 it's just delayed gratification
97:18 gratification and god said after you've suffered a
97:20 and god said after you've suffered a while
97:21 while i'm gonna raise you up and establish you
97:24 i'm gonna raise you up and establish you i don't care how many stones they roll
97:28 i don't care how many stones they roll in front of you when i get ready to get
97:31 in front of you when i get ready to get you up i'll raise you by my power
97:34 you up i'll raise you by my power i'll raise you by my glory you don't
97:37 i'll raise you by my glory you don't have to play a trick you don't have to
97:39 have to play a trick you don't have to do a scheme you don't have to play a
97:42 do a scheme you don't have to play a game god said when i get ready to raise
97:45 game god said when i get ready to raise you you don't have to flirt with the
97:47 you you don't have to flirt with the soldiers you don't have to make a deal
97:50 soldiers you don't have to make a deal with rome
97:51 with rome when i get ready to raise you
97:54 when i get ready to raise you i'll raise you up i'll raise you by my
97:57 i'll raise you up i'll raise you by my power
97:58 power i'll raise you by my glory i raise you
98:02 i'll raise you by my glory i raise you by my strength
98:03 by my strength because what i have spoken i have spoken
98:07 because what i have spoken i have spoken and what i have said i have said and i
98:12 and what i have said i have said and i swear
98:13 swear god said i swear
98:15 god said i swear god said i swear
98:17 god said i swear god said i swear
98:19 god said i swear god said i swear
98:21 god said i swear i swear i'm gonna bless you
98:24 i swear i'm gonna bless you i swear i'm gonna bless you give him 30
98:27 i swear i'm gonna bless you give him 30 seconds of crazy praise
98:36 i swear i swear
98:38 i swear i swear
98:40 i swear i swear
98:41 i swear i swear i'm going to bless you i swear
98:45 i swear i'm going to bless you i swear i'm gonna bless you it might look bad
98:47 i'm gonna bless you it might look bad right now
98:48 right now but god said i swear
98:51 but god said i swear i swear
98:53 i swear i swear i'm gonna bless you
98:55 i swear i'm gonna bless you this word is for you is for the hell
98:58 this word is for you is for the hell you've been going through is for the
99:01 you've been going through is for the pain you've endured it's for the nights
99:04 pain you've endured it's for the nights you've cried it's for the moments you
99:07 you've cried it's for the moments you felt like giving up
99:09 felt like giving up god said i swear
99:11 god said i swear i'm going to bring you out
99:14 i'm going to bring you out surely goodness
99:16 surely goodness and mercy
99:18 and mercy shall follow you all the days of your
99:20 shall follow you all the days of your life
99:21 life when they put you in jail
99:24 when they put you in jail goodness and mercy went to jail with you
99:27 goodness and mercy went to jail with you when they were beating your back
99:29 when they were beating your back goodness and mercy was there with you
99:32 goodness and mercy was there with you when they put you in the grave
99:34 when they put you in the grave goodness and mercy was there with you
99:37 goodness and mercy was there with you and god said i always assigned two
99:40 and god said i always assigned two angels
99:41 angels goodness is on your right side
99:44 goodness is on your right side mercy's on your left side
99:46 mercy's on your left side and the lord told me to tell you i got
99:50 and the lord told me to tell you i got you covered
99:51 you covered i got you covered and when it's all over
99:56 i got you covered and when it's all over i'm gonna bring you out
99:58 i'm gonna bring you out and when i bring you out
100:00 and when i bring you out you're gonna be more grateful
100:03 you're gonna be more grateful because you suffered for it
100:05 because you suffered for it you cried for it
100:07 you cried for it you waited on it
100:09 you waited on it you're not gonna be like the other
100:10 you're not gonna be like the other people
100:11 people who got arrogant
100:13 who got arrogant god said when i bring you out
100:16 god said when i bring you out you're gonna give me the praise
100:19 you're gonna give me the praise you're gonna give me the praise because
100:22 you're gonna give me the praise because you're gonna know if it had not been
100:25 you're gonna know if it had not been for the lord that was on my side
100:28 for the lord that was on my side i would have been swallowed up
100:30 i would have been swallowed up but thanks be to god
100:33 but thanks be to god who gave me the victory
100:35 who gave me the victory i wonder if i can find ten people
100:38 i wonder if i can find ten people in this room
100:40 in this room a hundred people on the internet
100:42 a hundred people on the internet that what you got you know god gave it
100:45 that what you got you know god gave it to you
100:46 to you the door that got opened you know god
100:49 the door that got opened you know god opened it for you i want you to testify
100:52 opened it for you i want you to testify god will keep his word
100:55 god will keep his word some of you were in abusive
100:57 some of you were in abusive relationships
100:58 relationships some of you had to flee for your life
101:01 some of you had to flee for your life some of you have been beaten
101:03 some of you have been beaten some of you have been in jail
101:06 some of you have been in jail son of you have lost your last time
101:09 son of you have lost your last time but didn't god do it
101:11 but didn't god do it he brought you up
101:14 he brought you up and while other folks are praising god
101:16 and while other folks are praising god for stupid stuff you're praising god
101:19 for stupid stuff you're praising god because god remembered you
101:22 because god remembered you and god brought you up
101:24 and god brought you up and god brought you out
101:26 and god brought you out and god brought you over and i don't
101:28 and god brought you over and i don't care how crazy you act
101:31 care how crazy you act you earned the right
101:34 you earned the right to give god the praise
101:36 to give god the praise you earned the right
101:38 you earned the right to give god the glory
101:40 to give god the glory you earned the right to run up and down
101:43 you earned the right to run up and down the aisle you earned the right
101:46 the aisle you earned the right to talk in tongues
101:49 to talk in tongues because you waited on it
101:51 because you waited on it you prayed for it
101:53 you prayed for it you endured it
101:55 you endured it you praised him when it looked like it
101:57 you praised him when it looked like it wasn't gonna happen
101:59 wasn't gonna happen but the lord said i saw every praise
102:02 but the lord said i saw every praise now i'm going to give you a beauty for
102:05 now i'm going to give you a beauty for ashes
102:06 ashes the oil of joy for mourning
102:09 the oil of joy for mourning and the garment of praise
102:12 and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness i break
102:15 for the spirit of heaviness i break every heavy spirit
102:17 every heavy spirit in this house
102:19 in this house you've got to go
102:21 you've got to go this is your last sunday
102:24 this is your last sunday following me to church
102:26 following me to church i break the yoke
102:28 i break the yoke you've been in shackles
102:30 you've been in shackles with a heavy spirit
102:33 with a heavy spirit but the holy ghost said
102:35 but the holy ghost said i'm going to break it today
102:38 i'm going to break it today move your feet
102:39 move your feet move your hands
102:41 move your hands let the devil know i'm loose
102:44 let the devil know i'm loose i'm loose
102:46 i'm loose from the thing that bound me oh i feel
102:48 from the thing that bound me oh i feel like preaching now i'm loose
102:51 like preaching now i'm loose from the thing that locked me up
102:54 from the thing that locked me up i'm loose
102:55 i'm loose from the thing that held me down
102:58 from the thing that held me down i got loose
103:00 i got loose let your neighbor say i got loose
103:04 let your neighbor say i got loose i got loose
103:06 i got loose i got my joy back
103:08 i got my joy back i got my dance back
103:11 i got my dance back i got my tongue back
103:13 i got my tongue back i got my power back
103:16 i got my power back you need to let the devil know
103:19 you need to let the devil know i still got it
103:21 i still got it i got it i got it
103:23 i got it i got it i got it i got it
103:25 i got it i got it i got it in my hands
103:27 i got it in my hands i got it in my feet
103:30 i got it in my feet i got it in my soul
103:32 i got it in my soul i'm gonna take a 60 second praise break
103:36 i'm gonna take a 60 second praise break everybody who broke a chain
103:38 everybody who broke a chain give god a praise
103:45 hallelujah everybody who broke a chain
103:48 everybody who broke a chain give god a praise
103:50 give god a praise everybody who broke a yoke
103:53 everybody who broke a yoke give god a praise
103:55 give god a praise everybody who refuses to be depressed
103:59 everybody who refuses to be depressed give god a praise praise until you feel
104:02 give god a praise praise until you feel it praise it to your baby jumps praise
104:06 it praise it to your baby jumps praise it to you get your power back i can't
104:09 it to you get your power back i can't hear you
104:11 hear you [Applause]
104:22 i got it back i got it back
104:24 i got it back i got the yoke off my neck
104:27 i got the yoke off my neck i got the shackles off my feet
104:30 i got the shackles off my feet now you're gonna see me resurrect
104:32 now you're gonna see me resurrect there is a spirit of resurrection
104:36 there is a spirit of resurrection in this place this morning
104:38 in this place this morning there's a spirit of resurrection and
104:41 there's a spirit of resurrection and especially if you've been delayed
104:44 especially if you've been delayed i want you to force a praise
104:46 i want you to force a praise i want you to make a praise i want you
104:50 i want you to make a praise i want you to create a praise we're gonna break
104:53 to create a praise we're gonna break this spirit this morning
104:55 this spirit this morning it's gonna break this morning
104:58 it's gonna break this morning it's gonna break out of your house
105:01 it's gonna break out of your house it's gonna break out of your life
105:04 it's gonna break out of your life i dare you to move
105:06 i dare you to move i dare you to
105:08 i dare you to open up your mouth
105:15 open up your mouth open up your mouth
105:17 open up your mouth i feel like preaching
105:19 i feel like preaching somebody better take this microphone
105:22 somebody better take this microphone i'm gonna break it before i leave
105:26 i'm gonna break it before i leave [Music]
105:29 [Music] [Applause]
105:40 i came to church for one reason i came to break that spirit off of my mind
105:43 to break that spirit off of my mind off of my neck
105:45 off of my neck off of my head
105:46 off of my head off of my emotions off of my heart
105:50 off of my emotions off of my heart give me some shout music
105:52 give me some shout music i want you to break that spirit this
105:55 i want you to break that spirit this morning
105:56 morning break it on your couch break it in your
105:58 break it on your couch break it in your living room
105:59 living room break it into your coffee table break
106:02 break it into your coffee table break that spirit
106:36 yeah yes
106:37 yes it's the
106:38 it's the spirit it's a spirit
106:42 spirit it's a spirit it's a spirit
106:54 elbow your neighbor and say give me some room
106:56 room i gotta break this spirit
106:58 i gotta break this spirit it's not gonna get in the car with me
107:01 it's not gonna get in the car with me it's not going home with me it's not
107:03 it's not going home with me it's not gonna get in my bed tonight i'm gonna
107:06 gonna get in my bed tonight i'm gonna break this spirit i'm gonna leave it in
107:08 break this spirit i'm gonna leave it in the party's house a woman now i lose
107:12 the party's house a woman now i lose from your infirmity
107:14 from your infirmity now i lose a loose said man
107:18 now i lose a loose said man let him go
107:19 let him go loose that creature
107:55 yes yes
107:56 yes here comes the spirit of expectation
107:59 here comes the spirit of expectation here comes the spirit of expectation
108:02 here comes the spirit of expectation here comes the spirit of expectation
108:04 here comes the spirit of expectation it's all in the balcony it's all in the
108:07 it's all in the balcony it's all in the fuse
108:08 fuse it's all in the pulpit
108:10 it's all in the pulpit everybody that's got an expectation
108:14 everybody that's got an expectation give god a praise at this moment
109:02 [Applause] [Music]
109:02 [Music] [Applause]
109:13 the devil is frustrated he thought he had you tied up
109:15 had you tied up but you just got loose
109:17 but you just got loose somebody just got their arm out
109:19 somebody just got their arm out somebody got one leg out but if you
109:22 somebody got one leg out but if you ain't got but one leg
109:24 ain't got but one leg shake that leg
109:26 shake that leg i'm gonna shake that leg
109:28 i'm gonna shake that leg till i get the other leg free
109:30 till i get the other leg free if i gotta shake my left
109:33 if i gotta shake my left and shake my right and then my left and
109:35 and shake my right and then my left and then my right and then my left and then
109:38 then my right and then my left and then my right and then my left side my right
109:40 my right and then my left side my right and then my
109:41 and then my [Applause]
109:43 [Applause] man
110:03 [Applause] all it is
110:05 all it is is delayed
110:19 [Applause] gratification
110:21 gratification [Applause]
110:45 thomas thought it was over said unless i feel the nail prince in
110:47 said unless i feel the nail prince in his hands
110:48 his hands i will not believe he thought it was
110:50 i will not believe he thought it was over
110:51 over he did not understand
110:54 he did not understand delayed
110:55 delayed gratification
110:57 gratification jesus didn't rebuke him
111:00 jesus didn't rebuke him said thrust your hands
111:02 said thrust your hands into my side
111:04 into my side and see the nail prints in my hand
111:06 and see the nail prints in my hand and be not
111:08 and be not faithless
111:10 faithless but believe
111:13 but believe this was the plan
111:15 this was the plan the whole time
111:18 the whole time nothing that happened
111:20 nothing that happened surprised me
111:22 surprised me i told you if they destroy the temple
111:25 i told you if they destroy the temple in three days i'll raise it back up
111:27 in three days i'll raise it back up again
111:28 again i told you except a grain of wheat
111:30 i told you except a grain of wheat falling to the ground and die it abide
111:32 falling to the ground and die it abide alone i'm right on schedule
111:36 alone i'm right on schedule [Applause]
111:44 [Applause] i just took you another way
111:47 i just took you another way [Applause]
111:50 [Applause] i got you there but i'm going to take
111:51 i got you there but i'm going to take you another way
111:53 you another way and everything i promise you
111:56 and everything i promise you you're going to get it
112:02 and it may not be where you thought you was going to get it from
112:03 was going to get it from and it may not be who you thought you
112:05 and it may not be who you thought you were going to get it from
112:07 were going to get it from but everything
112:10 but everything i promised you
112:12 i promised you i will bring it to pass lift your hands
112:14 i will bring it to pass lift your hands and open your mouth
112:16 and open your mouth [Music]
112:17 [Music] open your mouth
113:13 to get out of character we're breaking spirits
113:14 spirits [Applause]
113:16 [Applause] [Music]
113:17 [Music] we're breaking spirits
113:20 we're breaking spirits we're breaking spirits
113:22 we're breaking spirits we're breaking spirits
113:25 we're breaking spirits shackling spirits
113:27 shackling spirits limiting spirits handcuffed spirits
113:30 limiting spirits handcuffed spirits they're broken by the power of god
113:51 the spirit of heaviness it's a spirit
113:53 it's a spirit it's a demon spirit
113:56 it's a demon spirit it's a spirit of heaviness
113:59 it's a spirit of heaviness it's a spirit of heaviness
114:01 it's a spirit of heaviness and it's got to break
114:13 i forbid it to get in the car with you there's no room in your car for that
114:15 there's no room in your car for that spirit
114:17 spirit you have to leave that spirit in this
114:19 you have to leave that spirit in this building
114:20 building you have to leave that spirit today with
114:23 you have to leave that spirit today with this message you have to leave that
114:24 this message you have to leave that spirit today
114:26 spirit today it's delayed gratification but it's
114:29 it's delayed gratification but it's going to happen
114:30 going to happen it's going to happen there will be a
114:32 it's going to happen there will be a tomorrow the sun will come out again the
114:36 tomorrow the sun will come out again the blessings will overtake you the promises
114:38 blessings will overtake you the promises of god are yea and amen god will get you
114:41 of god are yea and amen god will get you through this god will take you through
114:43 through this god will take you through this god will encourage you god will
114:45 this god will encourage you god will uplift you who am i talking to make some
114:48 uplift you who am i talking to make some noise if i'm talking to you if i'm
114:50 noise if i'm talking to you if i'm talking to you let me hear from you
114:58 back i was preaching [Applause]
115:00 [Applause] i was preaching it's been about a few
115:02 i was preaching it's been about a few years ago and i was preaching on the
115:05 years ago and i was preaching on the 100-fold return
115:07 100-fold return and i was just preaching it because the
115:09 and i was just preaching it because the lord gave it to me to preach
115:11 lord gave it to me to preach and i got in the elevator
115:13 and i got in the elevator to go upstairs to change i was wet
115:17 to go upstairs to change i was wet and the lord said to me
115:19 and the lord said to me i've given you a hundred fold return
115:30 because i thought if i had 104 return i would know it
115:39 i said lord i ain't got a hundred fold return now
115:40 return now he said you have it
115:43 he said you have it and then he said to
115:44 and then he said to me go get your house for praise
115:54 and when i have my house of praise it appraised for a hundred percent more
116:08 then what i paid for it i told my wife we got to move
116:16 we sold that house for a hundred percent more
116:19 for a hundred percent more than what i paid for it
116:22 than what i paid for it what am i telling you
116:24 what am i telling you god will often hide your return
116:42 i didn't even know i had it
116:44 i had it because i was looking at money
116:51 i wasn't looking at the equity that had accrued
116:54 at the equity that had accrued while i had been endearing
116:56 while i had been endearing [Applause]
116:59 [Applause] i speak a hundred fold return over your
117:01 i speak a hundred fold return over your life
117:07 i speak a hundredfold return over your life
117:08 over your life in money in wisdom
117:11 in money in wisdom in favor
117:13 in favor in spirit
117:15 in spirit in action
117:17 in action i speak a hundred-fold return in energy
117:20 i speak a hundred-fold return in energy i speak a hundred-fold return in your
117:23 i speak a hundred-fold return in your health
117:24 health and your well-being i speak a hundred
117:27 and your well-being i speak a hundred full return you watch it on the internet
117:29 full return you watch it on the internet turn the camera on me a hundred fold
117:31 turn the camera on me a hundred fold return my hundredfold return in your
117:35 return my hundredfold return in your life in your life it may not come in the
117:37 life in your life it may not come in the form you're expecting it but search for
117:40 form you're expecting it but search for it search for it when god says he's
117:43 it search for it when god says he's going to do it he's going to do it he
117:45 going to do it he's going to do it he did it i had to look for it it was right
117:48 did it i had to look for it it was right up under my nose
117:49 up under my nose almost every blessing you see in the
117:51 almost every blessing you see in the bible was in their house
117:53 bible was in their house [Music]
117:55 [Music] the pot of oil was in the house
117:58 the pot of oil was in the house the handful of meal was in the house the
118:00 the handful of meal was in the house the blessing is in your house
118:03 blessing is in your house [Applause]
118:18 a hundred fold am i telling the truth honey
118:20 am i telling the truth honey a hundred-fold
118:22 a hundred-fold return
118:24 return you ain't never seen such packing in all
118:25 you ain't never seen such packing in all your life
118:38 there is a time limit
118:43 on a blessing you have to move
118:44 you have to move in the moment
118:46 in the moment or you miss it
118:49 or you miss it i was growing up in the elevator the
118:51 i was growing up in the elevator the anointing was on that moment
118:54 anointing was on that moment i had to see that moment
118:56 i had to see that moment we had to be willing to move right then
118:59 we had to be willing to move right then before the door closed
119:01 before the door closed there's a time limit on this blessing
119:04 there's a time limit on this blessing a hundredfold return
119:06 a hundredfold return i want you to write me about it i want
119:08 i want you to write me about it i want you to text me about it i want you to
119:10 you to text me about it i want you to tweet me about it a hundredfold return
119:14 tweet me about it a hundredfold return if some of you is gonna come through a
119:15 if some of you is gonna come through a relationship that you've had and you've
119:18 relationship that you've had and you've underutilized you didn't even understand
119:20 underutilized you didn't even understand that god's gonna bring something out of
119:22 that god's gonna bring something out of that relationship that's more than what
119:24 that relationship that's more than what you expected some of it's gonna come
119:26 you expected some of it's gonna come through property some of it's gonna come
119:28 through property some of it's gonna come through exposure but god is getting
119:30 through exposure but god is getting ready to add increase to your life
119:32 ready to add increase to your life increase to your life i speak promotion
119:35 increase to your life i speak promotion over your life i speak promotion over
119:38 over your life i speak promotion over your life you receive it come on i speak
119:40 your life you receive it come on i speak promotion over your life i speak
119:42 promotion over your life i speak promotion over your life i speak
119:44 promotion over your life i speak promotion over your life and you
119:47 promotion over your life and you that have waited the longest
119:49 that have waited the longest are gonna reap the greatest
119:55 do something with me everyone that can
119:57 everyone that can everyone that can if you can't do it
119:58 everyone that can if you can't do it don't get mad everyone that can i want
120:01 don't get mad everyone that can i want you to sow a hundred dollar seed right
120:03 you to sow a hundred dollar seed right now honey i want you to sow it for us a
120:06 now honey i want you to sow it for us a hundred full return
120:08 hundred full return over
120:09 over your life everybody watching all
120:11 your life everybody watching all internet everybody watching in different
120:13 internet everybody watching in different time zones everybody watching in
120:15 time zones everybody watching in different parts of the country you
120:16 different parts of the country you started to cut me off but you couldn't
120:18 started to cut me off but you couldn't because god wants you to put something
120:20 because god wants you to put something down on this promise a hundredfold
120:22 down on this promise a hundredfold return
120:23 return it's coming
120:25 it's coming it's coming it's coming
120:27 it's coming it's coming it's coming
120:28 it's coming no murmurs don't give it complainers
120:30 no murmurs don't give it complainers don't give it hateful people don't give
120:32 don't give it hateful people don't give it believers only believers only
120:35 it believers only believers only believers only a hundred fold return
120:45 a hundred [Music]
120:52 a hundred fold let me get a drink of water
120:55 let me get a drink of water the devil don't want this
121:02 [Music] put the text on the screen
121:04 put the text on the screen a hundred-fold return
121:09 now don't give it if you're not gonna look
121:11 don't give it if you're not gonna look for it
121:18 don't give it if you're not gonna rust bucket for it
121:24 delayed gratification [Music]
121:28 [Music] you got to work for it
121:31 you got to work for it may have to move forward