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hello everyone Celtic fairy tarot back
with another pick a card reading and
today we're going to be getting into why
you feel stuck what chakra is this in
what can you do to get unstuck we are
going to figure out as much as we can
here today we're going to start off with
pile one with this selenite Moon
we have pile two this pre-night brass
wire pendant
we have pile three with this Flint
Arrowhead
and we have pile four with this
Moonstone pendant
okay take your time Vibe out which pile
is calling to you and the time stamps
are down below can't wait to get into it
High pile one all right you have chosen
the selenite moon and the lizard and
pitcher plant which talks about
stagnation
and I'm getting a clear message off of
this card over what is keeping you stuck
and I feel like it has a lot to do with
the root chakra and I feel like it has a
lot to do with the subconscious
particularly the fight or flight
um and the cycling anxious thoughts
there is something or multiple things
that need to be left in the past in
order for you to move forward now this
is way easier said than done so I want
you to be really compassionate with
yourself pile one I want you to be
really compassionate about the journey
moving forward because I'm drawn to the
lizard's Tale
and the lizard can lose their tail and
regenerate it back regrow it back and
it's reminding me of the root chakra
um your root your current root could be
really rooted in
um survival really rooted in
um
isolation or Independence and not the
Independence that is healthy
um but more so the having to be on your
own how do I explain this
I want you to picture a tree pile one
and this tree is a wave from all other
trees and all the other trees are kind
of congregated over here and the wind is
blowing and it's picking up and it's
picking up speed and it's picking up
speed this tree its roots are going to
have to grow differently than the roots
that are growing in the Trees of the
collective okay and so I feel like for
you pile one you really could to have
had gone through a lot
um independently without support and I
feel like your root chakra
is feeling the effect of it it's heavy
you could walk really heavy
um you you know you could have people
tell you quite often that when you walk
it is very powerful
um it just feels like there's there's
extra Roots there
um that you don't need anymore and
that's gonna look like trauma and that's
gonna look like
um coping mechanisms that maybe are no
longer serving you or safe spaces that
are no longer serving you and I'll give
you an example sometimes as someone who
has undergone trauma you can take your
safe place and it may not actually be
emotionally safe or physically safe it
could just be that comfort that Norm
that you're used to
um and and this can go for really
anything in life I don't think it's
going to be one particular thing with
the amount of energy I'm picking up here
it just yeah
um
it feels like there could be things in
your Waking Life that are needing to be
shed
um you know cutting these roots
um from places and people that are no
longer serving you okay
let's see if we can get more information
here
yeah I'm seeing someone like really
struggling to carry baggage down the
street as they're walking and I again
want to reiterate that this is going to
be a process for you to to overcome
trauma is a very unique
um thing and unfortunately we live in a
society that thinks that you know
um there's one solid way to treat
everybody when it comes to
um emotional needs and there are some
incredible psychologists out there some
incredible psychiatrists so that does
not go for everybody
um but for the most part there's this
idea that all you have to do is go to
therapy and you're fixed but
unfortunately that's not how it works we
are all very much individual our trauma
is all very much individual so it is a
very individual process to go through
but I can tell you that the more time
you spend with self the more time you
spend bonding with self the more you are
apt to create boundaries and protect
yourself and love yourself and do things
that are good for you okay let's get
more information
thank you
okay yeah I'm seeing like the tree again
and you know good solid roots are
incredibly important but the roots that
I'm seeing are giving little wiggle room
um so to speak you know dancing room
things like that it feels very rigid
um very knotted in a sense
all right Spirit team of pile number one
why does pile number one feel stuck
please
thank you
okay we have the full card
okay yeah I think that there is a part
of you pile one that just really wants
to push this healing along because you
have gone through so much it's almost
like enough right you wish there was
this way that you could just separate
yourself from this trauma um like it
didn't happen but the hard and difficult
part about that is it still leaks out of
the subconscious so it's really
important to be doing this healing work
and I know that that's incredibly
frustrating especially if you are
someone here who is always picking the
pile that is talking about self-bonding
that is talking about focusing on your
Shadow work because with the fool here I
feel like there is a new beginning
coming for you but the work has to be
done with this man up here on this pole
and this dog looking Upward at him it
kind of feels like the subconscious is
watching your current self or your
awakened self
um kind of either ignore or push back or
um
just say you know I'm okay I'm fine I'm
okay I'm fine
um and it's almost like that
subconscious is being ignored so that
could be leaking out in your dreams that
could be leaking out in random sentences
that you have no idea why you said it it
just came out and things like that it's
important to focus on that healing
Shadow work I know it's uncomfortable
and I know what is triggering and it's
important to do so in a safe environment
I highly suggest having a therapist work
through you work through this with you
because
going through Shadow work on our own and
in isolation can really bring us down
some very deep emotional rabbit holes
and it's important to have someone there
to pull us back out okay that could be
something too you could be like I don't
want to go down a single another rabbit
hole because it takes me out for weeks
and if that is you if that is the case I
highly suggest getting a guide in some
way whether this is a Tarot reader
whether this is a psychiatrist whether
this is a psychologist
um having somebody there whether it's a
best friend or a parent having someone
there to monitor this Shadow work and
check in with you is really important
okay
Spirit team of pile one please tell me
why does pile one feel stuck
why does pile one feel stuck please
yeah I can hear it I can I can hear this
deep bellowing
um cry
and I feel like you've been through so
much pile one and and I feel like it's
so daunting to think about unpacking the
past working through the past
um even just reliving the past can feel
really painful
this is a safe space for you pile one to
let it out and know that I see you and I
hear you
and it's not gonna feel like this
forever okay I'm seeing someone
um
uh like covered in snow like an
avalanche and little by little they're
pulling themselves up pulling themselves
up digging themselves out and then
eventually they end up at the top of the
snow and they are no longer barricaded
and stuck and I need you to know pile
one that should you make your Shadow
work a priority even in the
uncomfortable times making sure that you
are doing this with a safe person
someone that you feel safe with if you
can push through that uncomfortable that
tormenting if you can push through it
because I know I use the word tormenting
and that's not even a powerful enough
word
um my shadow work was absolutely
horrific and I continue to work on my
shadow to this day
um so please know that I completely
understand how difficult this can be but
I'm here to motivate you I'm here to
motivate you so that you know that the
more steps you take in this direction I
promise you pile one the lighter your
load gets okay but it has to be a
priority and it has to be a focus
all right Spirit team of pile one please
give me some insight into what is making
pile one feel stuck
we have Temperance yeah I think you are
very much just wanting to bypass
um all of the the Deep inner work and
and it's valid pile one I do not judge
you for this because I have been there
and it almost feels like why wasn't
having gone through the trauma enough
like now I have to relive it and relive
it and relive it and re-talk about it
and re-go through it and it can
absolutely be tormenting but this is the
purging process this is the process of
um if I say it out loud enough times my
brain understands that I'm heard that
I'm seen if I say it if I relive it
enough times it loses its power over me
okay and that's a very important process
but I do understand pile one that it
takes a little bit of time to get there
and it takes a little bit of time to
trust opening up to that process I
remember I hated therapy I absolutely
hated it I was like group session no
thank you because my trauma
was astronomical okay and I did not feel
comfortable divulging what happened to
me in a group full of people and it's
not because I'm not a people person I am
definitely a people person but that is
something that's really sacred to me uh
my inner world so I really struggled
with that and I also struggled with
because I at one point had a therapist
tell me that
um you know I was her favorite client
because coming to sit with me was like
reading a book and it just offended me
it offended me I was like oh well I am
incredibly glad that my trauma can keep
you entertained I was highly upset
but when you find the right person when
you find the right match therapy can be
an amazing and amazing tool and again
even if it's not a therapist or a
psychologist even if it's a Tarot reader
that you trust and you've done your
research on and you get a second opinion
on really do your research when it comes
to who you're allowing to walk this path
with you okay but once you find that
right person and once you are able to
completely open up and be vulnerable and
leave baggage that you no longer need to
take with you on the curb I think you're
always going to continue to feel stuck
um this route it's just feeling like
hard
um twisty turny tree roots so working on
your root chakra and purging your root
chakra is important as well you can find
many free frequencies on YouTube
um but that's really going to be helpful
for you purging the root and helping
yourself feel safe
helping I'm so sorry
helping yourself feel safe while at the
same time relaxed
I don't even know if that makes any
sense to you pile one because it
wouldn't have made sense to me a decade
ago I would have been like what do you
mean so I'll try to say that better
um what I mean is uh
how do I say this
think about a marine or a soldier right
they have so much training and they have
so much
um powerful Instinct that they are very
relaxed in public because they already
know how capable they are so focus on
your capabilities focus on your
strengths build those strengths and if
you're someone who has fear of their
physical safety
um martial arts I I've preached that in
so many piles and I'll preach it in so
many more some kind of self-defense
um
preferably one that comes in with a
relaxing defense class more so I mean I
like Krav Maga and I think Krav Maga is
amazing especially for women who want to
be able to defend themselves in the
world but I think for you specifically
pile one something like karate
um or Tai Chi is going to be really
helpful for you
okay
one more please why does pile one feel
stuck
we have the Eight of Cups
all right and the back of the deck
energy here
is the nine of cups
yeah run to self run to your goals and
your dreams and your aspirations and
what makes you feel powerful and what
makes you feel in control of your own
life gravitate to that and allow
yourself to purge I highly recommend a
rage room I highly recommend anything
that can help you that is healthy and
supervised and doesn't leave you or
anybody else unsafe something that
allows you to purge this anger and and
the sadness
even just sitting with someone and
allowing yourself to relive these
moments out loud and having that person
hold space for you so you can let it out
that is something that really needs to
happen for you here pile one
I'm feeling this really particularly
because you could be like me growing up
um and I was somebody who was always
told not to talk about my trauma
um you know my father could have a whole
drug-induced rage meltdown and Bash the
door down
um with a sledgehammer because my mom
locked him out and then the next day it
was you know nobody needs to know about
this don't be a snitch right and that's
what I heard all the time so you could
have a lot of stored up within that you
haven't felt safe enough to talk about
and I think that that's something that
needs to be made a priority in order for
you to move forward
um
away from this stagnant energy
okay
yeah you you're in need of a safe space
I highly suggest doing some research
um when it comes to counselors or when
it comes to
um
a psychologist or even again if you're
someone who doesn't like that route
um a Tarot reader that you trust and
really processing this and working
through this and just having someone
there to be the sounding board for your
processing out loud okay sometimes have
you ever found yourself pile one where
you're just reliving a trauma and you're
saying it out loud and the other person
looks at you and they're like uh I don't
know how to handle this I'm sorry that
happened you need someone who's going to
reach out and hold you or hug you or
even if not just that allowing that that
listening ear because you might be
trying to get it out and the people
around you just aren't capable of giving
you that space seek out and find that
person who is capable of giving you that
space and I really feel like that's
going to be some kind of counselor or a
psychologist somebody
um
that is licensed and educated
um even if not licensed just really
educated okay I don't know what the
right thing to say is legally don't go
to see someone who's not licensed but I
feel like there's just this energy of
needing to find a safe space where you
can get it okay therapy for me in the
beginning was brutal and it was
difficult but when I found the right
person
it all fell into place
okay
yes it all fell into place keep looking
keep researching okay
all right pile one I'm going to leave
that here I wish you the best of luck on
your journey and until next time
bye hi pile two all right you have
chosen this pre-night pendant and the
turtle and coriander which talks about
satisfaction
and I have a very clear message for you
why do you feel stuck piled to it is
because you are unsure of what you want
um you could be stuck in a cycle of
thinking that you need something and
then when you get it it's still not
helpful or it still hasn't cured
um what you've sought it out for this
could be self-medication this could be
um you know when you're feeling anxious
and you think uh you know ashwagandha
will help you
um ashwagandha is an incredible herb for
relaxing the body but if your struggle
is in the mind ashwagandha may not be as
helpful as let's say mugwort or
um rose petals
um for self-love of the mind or
elderflower things like that so really
focusing on what it is you need rather
than what you want because I think that
you could really struggle with having
too many options in front of you or
really struggle with anxiety or really
just struggle with getting in touch with
your body your mind and your soul
I'm actually going to do something here
um that is probably not going to be done
in any other pile but I want to pull a
card from this deck here to really give
me some insight into what your natural
energy is and what you may need right
now
all right spear team of pile number two
what is pile number two's natural
radiant energy please
okay we have peace that makes so much
sense
that makes so much sense
okay
and on the back of the deck we have
Enchanted
um so you probably have a very profound
inner World
um but struggle with the physical so you
could be an air sign or have air signs
dominant in your chart
um it you don't have to but it just
feels that way it feels like you really
struggle with grounding your in your
body really under uh struggle with
understanding the signals and the signs
within your body it just feels like
there is a disconnect
um here and that's why you may not know
exactly what you need I'm seeing someone
with a lot of acne right and then going
to the store and buying like five
different acne medications and trying
them all at once just to to see if
they'll all go away but all it does is
peel the skin and make it worse and had
you known your body using jojoba oil on
the face could cleanse your body more
than any of those topical creams and so
really focusing on getting to know your
body getting to know how it works how it
operates what it likes what it doesn't
like I know in particular with my body
if I do not drink lemon ginger tea often
I get really upset stomachs and my
digestive system is not as functional as
it should be
so my body requires a lot of Ginger and
this has taken me years of listening to
my body so this is not something that
you are just expected to know overnight
and usually this takes a bit of guidance
but if you don't have that guidance
really Journal
um at the end of the day before you go
to sleep take your Journal out and say
this is how my body feels right now and
this is how my body has felt throughout
the day and in the morning do the same
thing wake up this is how my body felt
waking up and this is how my body felt
sleeping last night and really keeping a
schedule of what you have eaten what
products you're using and how it
benefits you when you stop one thing or
another I'm really just trying to
evaluate where you're at with your
physical being some of you could be
struggling with hormones some of you
could be struggling with
um your diet some could be struggling
with your skin it just feels like there
could be so many things and when I I say
diet I don't mean diet I don't believe
in those unless
unless there is a really crucial reason
why
um or unless you're a medium and you
know you require it so I get that but I
don't believe in you know the the Atkins
diet and things like that that's all
garbage thrown out
um what I mean when I say diet is let's
say you don't know whether or not you're
lactose intolerant
um but every time you drink milk you
don't feel well and you get really
bloated things like that focusing on how
different foods make you feel and
cutting the things that make your body
feel bad out of the equation and
replacing them with something to see how
how much your body interacts with it
doesn't feel good does it not feel good
I remember from you know being a child
and virtually being hungry all the time
um
to being an adult I started to be able
to buy my own food and get my own food
and I would eat quickly and I would get
really bloated and I thought that that's
just what life was bloated I thought I
was just gonna be bloated forever and
then I found the ginger tea and I feel
amazing and I think that what you need
pile to is really to work on what brings
your body peace and that is going to
help you feel unstuck because when your
body is connected to your spirit in the
way that your spirit feels safe within
your body there is so much manifestation
you can do on this planet there is so
much growth that you can have on this
planet and
um really a different quality of life as
well a different quality of life if
you're struggling with hormones if
you're struggling with migraines if
you're struggling with
um really painful cystic acne all of
these things can keep you from living
your best life you know being in pain
all the time is not fun being
uncomfortable all the time is not
enjoyable and the more you start to work
with your body whether it's in a
holistic way or not it's important for
you to find that peace within the
physical okay
all right let's get more information
here
all right the spirit team of pile number
two
please give me a little bit of insight
into why pile number two feels stuck
thank you
we have the three of Pentacles and that
came out in reverse and I'm gonna leave
it in reverse because I think that what
you go through in your physical again
really keeps you separated from the
collective keeps you separated from
living your best life maybe you're an
extrovert and you love to meet new
people and you love to have a good time
but you always have these horrible
migraines that leave you feeling cranky
and in pain all the time I just feel
like if you were to be able to tune into
your own physical body and observe it
the way you know a doctor would even
though we can't do lab samples and stuff
with ourselves we can keep a log in a
journal and say you know
um I had this food today and it made my
stomach bloat and it made me really
uncomfortable and putting that on the
list of things that make your body
uncomfortable sometimes you're willing
to eat it I know people who are lactose
intolerant that would deal with a
flare-up to have some ice cream frame
maybe you don't things like that but
really observing and keeping a journal
is going to be important because I feel
like you you really are feeling stuck in
the sense that you can't connect with
people right now you can't
um some of you don't even want to leave
the house so it just feels like what's
important here is to work through the
physical and bring comfort and peace to
your physical because that will match
and align with the energy of your soul
okay
okay
Spirit team of pile two please give me a
little bit of insight into why why pile
to feel stuck
I don't know why my mouth just wanted to
say wild
um so some of you could be a little bit
wild some of you could resonate with
um you know not wanting to do things in
a traditional sense
thank you
we have the eight of Pentacles yeah
beautiful
yeah I think you're working on mastering
bringing the the soul into the physical
I think you're working on mastering
feeling safe within your body I don't
think any of this is going to be news to
you
um and I think that you're gonna
overcome it pile two really focus hard I
know that a lot of people hear you know
journaling that's mundane that's boring
but it's so helpful pile two I promise
you it is so helpful at the end of the
day at the beginning of the day this is
how my body felt this is how my body
felt and really trying to work through
what is best for you okay are the cups
of coffee in the morning helping your
anxiety are they helping your digestive
system
um you know if you are lactose
intolerant if um eating that ice cream
all the time is really helping you
things like that if you're someone who
is suffering with a chronic illness
um really work on observing things that
make you feel good make you feel better
whether that's you know getting in a
warm bath and being able to soak in the
bath things like that really focus on
what brings your body peace and do more
of that okay
one more please Spirit team of pile two
please give me some insight into why
pile two feels stuck
yeah I'm almost seeing the turtle like
the shell is the body and the turtle is
the soul and it just wants to escape the
shell that's kind of what I'm seeing
here
um you have a very powerful Spirit pile
too
I think you and your body just are at a
little bit of odds right now and really
uh bonding with your body and working on
that connection should be Priority One
More please thank you
wow we have the six of Wands look at
that uh Victory success beautiful I
wonder if some of you here are meant to
share your wisdom in regards to the
healing of your body or in regards to
how you went from
um
you know feeling badly to feeling great
I think that a lot of you could be
inspirational for people in the future
after you have successfully learned what
is best for your physical being back of
the deck energy
is the devil
um
I feel like the devil is in uh you know
the chemicals in in the products you
could be using I feel like the devil is
all those commercials that tell you that
you need all of these extra products
whether it's shampoo whether it's
conditioner whether it's deodorant
whether it's this whether it's that
whether it's milk whether it's not
whatever it is I feel like the outside
world is very convincing that we need
certain things if you are using
products that don't make you feel good
but you want to keep using them like
makeup let's say whatever makeup brand
you use causes you to break out a lot
and this really lowers your self-esteem
or this creates pain within you really
honoring the body and and giving your
face time to breathe is important okay
that might not be a message for
everybody but I feel like really doing
what is best for you rather than
what you want to be doing and I know
that sounds rough I know a lot of you
are going to be like Alyssa what do you
mean but hear me out pile two
sometimes
we know that certain things are not good
for us but they make us feel good in the
moment and I think what your body is
asking of you is is instead of in the
moment feel good let's feel great for
extended periods of time okay really
focus on that bonding with the physical
and the rest will fall into place
all right piled two I'm gonna leave that
here I wish you the best of luck on your
journey and until next time
bye
hi pile three all right you have chosen
the Flint Arrowhead and the snake and
fern which talks about starting over
and I feel like that's exactly it
starting over you could be
um starting a new job you could be you
could have just lost a job right now you
could be starting over moving somewhere
um you could have just come out of a
Dark Night of the soul and shed quite a
bit of who you're not but are unsure of
who you are it just feels like there's a
lot of uncertainty when it comes to what
happens next and this feels a little bit
like the freeze response
um I'm feeling a couple different
energies and the First Energy I'm
feeling is the freeze response feeling
overwhelmed with the amount of options
put in front of you and the second thing
that I'm feeling is coming out of The
Dark Night of the soul and really
struggling with who you are
um you know seeing a style and being
like wow I really like that style but is
it my style or wow I really like that
um genre of music but isn't my favorite
genre of music wow I really like that
hobby but is it my favorite hobby is it
a hobby that I even like or do I like
that hobby because other people like it
there's just a sense of needing to find
yourself in one way or another
um I'm seeing the signs from Alice in
Wonderland like go this way go that way
go this way up down and all around right
it just feels a little bit
um I'm seeing like a baby snake first
coming into the world and needing to
observe the world around it quickly
um and it feels like that it feels like
you are feeling pressured
um to make some kind of new start and
whether you're feeling pressured by your
spirit team pressured by an outside
force pressured by your own inner want
for freedom in one way or another it
does feel like I'm hearing the song
Queen Under Pressure
um
new it just feels like that it feels
like you are like a deer in headlights
right now let's see if we can get more
information
yeah a lot of you just went through a
Dark Night of the Soul because I'm
seeing the movie Hercules when he goes
to get training and I just feel that
like there's no better
boot camp than a Dark Night of the Soul
so I feel like you definitely absolutely
could have just shed massive uh you know
conditioning and whatnot of who you're
not but who you thought you were and now
you're just kind of struggling to find
your footing
and for those of you who don't resonate
with that I feel like this is going to
be starting a new job or starting a new
life somewhere having moved
all right Spirit team of pile three
please tell me give me a little bit of
insight into why pile three feels stuck
thank you
we have the three of cups
we have the Ten of Wands
and we have the high priestess yeah
thank you
absolutely have undergone the Dark
Knight and with the three of Cups and
the Ten of Cups I'm feeling like you
could also be feeling like some of what
you've shed could remove people from
your life or it could disappoint people
in your life because with a ton of Wands
here we typically see someone carrying
too much sticks
um carrying too much of the people
around them too much baggage things like
that and with the three of cups
um it just talks about community and
things like that and I feel like you
could have a very particular
um presence in the lives of people but
it is not authentic it could be people
pleasing it could be
um just the version of you that they
want and and I feel like there could be
a part of you that is
um a little bit afraid to allow that to
Fall Away
like let's say you're a people pleaser
and your aunt knows that if they call
you
um to to force you to drive them around
all day that you're gonna say yes and
after this Dark Night of the Soul you
realize that that's not something you
want to do because the only time you
ever hear from you're on is when you
know they need to do to drive them
around everywhere and you're like that's
not something I want to do anymore but
what if it hurts my aunt it just feels
like a lot of the changes that you're
making you're questioning whether or not
you're going to hurt other people in the
process and I think that that could also
be keeping you feeling stuck keeping you
from making decisions you would
um
keeping you from making decisions that
you want to make but fear will hurt the
people around you and I feel with the
high priestess you're feeling cold
you're feeling called to do something or
you're feeling called to something new
you're just not sure if there's going to
be Fallout like let's say you are the
provider of a family
and you're like I just hate my job I
hate it it sucks the life out of me I
don't have time to see my family but
you're afraid that if you quit this job
you're not going to be able to keep the
roofs over you know your children's head
or your partner's head or whatever the
case may be it just feels like there are
other people
involved in this collapse of
conditioning that you are afraid to hurt
in the process
what is some advice for this please with
a ton of worms what is some advice for
this from the spirit team of pile three
thank you
and that was your higher self saying let
me tell you
we have The Two of Pentacles or the two
of Spears uh Spears sorry
okay
and this card talks about balance and on
the back of the deck we have the king of
Wands who is a natural born Leader by
the way
um the king of Wands is brilliant and
essentially what your higher self is
trying to say here is that you are
capable do not doubt your capability if
you are the person who is wanting to
leave a job but you're afraid to
um you know lose all of your income or
you're afraid you won't be able to
provide for your family really focus on
bringing balance in so maybe needing to
keep this job for a little while
but looking for something extra on the
side or looking for something different
on the side if you are going through a
Dark Night of the Soul
um going from who you were to who you're
going to be
um is a process that requires balance
and uh not forcing yourself okay do not
force yourself in either direction allow
yourself to be at peace and whatever
makes you feel good gravitate to that
that is who you are whatever brings your
body excitement Comfort happiness things
like that that is who you are follow
that inner Compass
um if you are someone coming out of a
dark night but if you're someone again
who just feels trapped or feels stuck
and wants to start over or feels trapped
and stuck in who you thought you were
um
baby steps baby steps moving forward to
get yourself out of that situation is
required because
um I feel like some of you could have
been looking at yes or no yes or no
tarot cards should I do this should I
not do this
um my advice to you pile three would be
to follow your intuition and to really
put yourself first don't suffer through
things
um that are you know siphoning the life
out of you don't suffer through things
sometimes it's required but always try
to find that way out don't just sit and
you know let the days pass without
advocating for yourself without
um trying to see if you can find
something different really important
okay and with the high priestess here I
feel like your spiritual gifts are also
coming to the surface so you could be
feeling really overwhelmed right now and
if you are pile three please know that
this is only going to be temporary have
patience with yourself have nurturing
with yourself have compassion for
yourself and really work towards again
what makes you feel good I also think
that it would be really helpful for you
to journal all of your capabilities what
are your talents what are you good what
are you good at what are your strengths
and real really building a resume for
you not necessarily to go out and get
another job but with what your resume
looks like what could you be qualified
for and things like that okay
all right pile three I wish you the best
of luck on your journey and until next
time
bye hi Kyle for all right you have
chosen the Moonstone and the Baton
Hellboy which talks about intuition
and the reason that you feel stuck pile
for is because you are not trusting your
intuition
um do you need to over analyze that
problem or
or is the answer in front of you in a
very instinctual way I feel like you are
somebody who is very good at reading the
room very good at reading situations
very good at looking at a long-term goal
or picture and I feel like you pile for
can also because of trauma question your
own ability to read that situation and I
feel like a lot of why you feel stuck is
because you're ignoring red flags or
ignoring your own intuition
yeah I feel like your intuition is
incredibly spot-on and Incredibly
powerful but over the years coming into
contact with people who make you
question it I think you do quite a bit
of overthinking or over analyzing of
situations rather than trusting your
story about that pile for it let's see
if we can get more information for you
I feel like with the bats sonar is a big
thing too
um so I am willing to bet that you
probably are fantastic with Clair
audience abilities
um so when you are hearing this
information listen carefully okay and
trust your gut trust your instinct where
is this information coming from is it
coming from the subconscious or is it
coming from your intuition
all right Spirit team of pile four
please give me a little bit of insight
into why pile 4 feels stuck
we have judgment
yeah listen you have been somewhat
separated from your intuition and spirit
is coming in and blowing the trumpet and
saying no whoever tried to separate you
from your intuition is not going to win
okay that's a big loud message that I
just heard
thank you
we have the Moon yes the Moon is all
about Illusions and I feel like you
could be
for an extended period of time could
have been stuck in someone else's
illusion whether this is gaslighting
whether this is you know my opinions and
ideas are more important than yours or
you're crazy or you're too sensitive or
this or that I feel like over time you
have been kind of separated from this
intuition always second-guessing it but
it has never ever been wrong okay maybe
maybe you have mistaken a subconscious
hit for an intuitive hit but you're dead
on intuitive hits have always been right
your spirit team is saying always always
spot on okay
one more please
thank you
and we have the ten of Pentacles trust
your intuition because your intuition is
going to lead you to the ultimate
stability the ultimate peace in your
life
um Ace of Swords here this could be you
know you're debating on whether or not
you want to keep someone in your life
you're debating on whether or not
someone has ill intentions with you or
positive intentions with you trust your
gut pile four I think that that's
something again that is difficult
based on the interactions with people
you have had in the past but really bond
with self really make that a priority
because you are incredibly gifted you
are incredibly not only connected to
Spirit but connected to your higher self
your intuition is just what needs that
bonding
you're so powerful you're so capable
you're so intelligent you are so tuned
in but the the fact that you question
this is what keeps you feeling stuck in
this Loop of what should I do where
should I go
I think it's important to analyze how
you're feeling but don't spend more than
a day mulling over what you can already
feel with your heart
okay
with the Ace of Swords here I'm almost
seeing the Three of Swords draped on top
of it and so again I think your trauma
could really hinder your profound
intuition and from connecting to it and
I also think that it's important to to
start navigating situations with people
from your heart space rather than your
headspace
um you know not rather than use both but
Lean Into the Heart a little bit more
because
sometimes not all is as it seems with a
moon card here
so there could be people that you need
to walk away from but there could also
be people who appear that they are toxic
in your life but
um there's some more profound emotional
need under the surface of that and I
think that trusting your intuition is
really going to help I feel like a lot
of you are debating whether or not to
leave a romantic connection whether or
not to leave a friendship whether or not
to leave a family connection behind and
I feel like using your intuition is
going to be key operating out of love is
going to be key rather than cycling
um back and forth reversed reverse yeah
I just wow reverse reverse
um this could be a song and dance that
you are incredibly familiar with and
it's important to break that pattern
it's important to let yourself know that
in your body in your heart you can feel
the genuine emotion and that connection
and it's important to over not over
analyze what's happening in the
situation and trust your gut with
judgment here spirit is very much on
your side Spirit sees you making the
Right Moves Spirit sees you trying to
cleanse your life of negativity and
stagnant energy
and you are a whole Spirit team is
behind you but you have to believe in
yourself pile for you have to believe
that you are capable you have to believe
that you you know what's best for you it
just feels like oh
it feels like you've had so many people
tell you what's good for you or tell you
how you're feeling or tell like you
could walk up to you know a friend and
be like Oh I'm so sad today and they'll
be like no you're not you don't look sad
and then it makes you question yourself
right well am I really sad I don't know
do not let people do this to you pile
for connect back with your intuition and
I also highly suggest
um
trying to eat as healthy as you can for
the next two weeks because when it comes
to mediumship which is exactly what I'm
feeling here when it comes to spiritual
gifts and being as connected to Spirit
as you are piled for it's important to
be in taking things that are high
vibrational
um you know the occasional cheeseburger
is not going to hurt you the occasional
steak is not going to hurt you
um but really when you're eating that
um thanking the animal that has given
its life or making sure that you are
buying food from a place that is not
how do I say this
I know that there's a way to say this I
just don't know ethical ethically
good I don't know I know it's trying to
come out
making sure that you are eating food
that is not only good for your high
vibration
um but is good for everything and
everyone involved so if you're going to
stop and shop and you are getting fruit
try looking up a farmer's market instead
and supporting that local Farm things
like that your vibrational frequency
frequency is much more delicate
um than the average person and I think
that when you notice you're feeling at
your lowest and the most disconnected
from your spiritual gifts Implement that
healthy eating for a week or two and it
should recalibrate you
um well enough for you to connect back
in okay
all right pile four I'm gonna leave that
here I wish you the best of luck on your
journey and until next time
bye