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hello there and welcome back to the

closet historian and back to my series

side hustling where i kind of make

vlog-ish content talk a little bit more

about me about my career i mean i don't

know why i put in i am a youtuber it is

what i do now it's not really even a

side hustle i would say that my writing

is more my side hustle now and that

youtubing is of course my full-time job

but i did want to talk about one aspect

of that job today and that is the sort

of filmmaking side of what i do i make

videos i don't you know make films but

my lookbooks are where i start to dip my

toe into like short film kind of

categories of things i'm not a well i

don't think so i think i'm a terrible

actress so really i cannot achieve much

more than just modeling some clothes i

love writing i love making them mez on

scene i love doing prop work and doing

like set design all that kind of stuff

lighting design especially but um the

where it really all falls apart

is my ability to act so one day i'd love

to maybe direct

other people would see how it goes but

in general i wanted to show you some of

the behind the scenes for making that

verity lookbook talk about lighting talk

about some of my equipment today as well

including filters lights things like

that and some of the things i do either

in camera or post-production and the

difference between those two things so

let's go ahead and jump back in time to

me while i'm making the verity lookbook

with just absolutely terrible sound

alright well before we get to the

terrible sound with the iphone recording

here i have a little bit of mic work to

tell you what the heck i'm doing here so

i have set up my camera in front of set

and i have a piece of white foam uh

board that it's like taped to a tripod

to try and get an idea of how i was

going to do this little window in front

um like between the camera and the set

and then i'm here i'm trying to figure

out the lighting as well but you can see

i still have cardboard boxes in the

background those are what i'm gonna

build my set around the wicker planter

that this fake plant down here is

actually in and then i brought down one

of my bedside table lamps from upstairs

but i was trying to figure out how to

cast the shadow of a palm leaf on

like the window frame thing that was

going on here to see if this

like uh like voyerish

point of view was going to work here a

frame within a frame which is a filming

technique that is used to kind of

separate you from the character that's

being photographed or the scene that's

being photographed and is used a lot by

wong kar wai who i was trying to emulate

his filmic style for this video a little

bit so i was trying to figure out a way

to do a frame within a frame here on my

own little set and i just grabbed a

piece of foam core to try and figure it

out and you can see me walking around my

pajamas trying to see if this was going

to work once i had my phone prop

had come in the mail and seeing if i had

enough headroom on all that jazz

starting to play with lighting figure it

out see what i wanted to do for all this

hey everyone there's gonna be lots of

extra noise here but

alas that's what happens when you're not

filming you're just

doing sets and prop stuff so here we

have our foam sort of

supposed to be concrete block house like

frank lloyd wright inspired art deco

panels um unfortunately these came out a

little more distressed than the wall

but it kind of works anyway so we have

our panels up in the wall and i've got

some boxes here to make sort of a hall

table with our plant so i'm going to

make a hall table telephone lamp table

plus uh like planter that matches these

so i'm going to paint them the same

color and just dress them in a similar

way i've just been cutting the foam two

sides so i can put this decoration on

here and put this little one on this planter

planter

and we can cover the wicker plant that

this plant fake plant is actually in

and make this whole thing

match in so this looks like like

hypothetically there would be a door

here and you come in you like drop your

keys on this table kind of a thing

that's what we're going for there and uh

so i have been cutting my pink

insulation foam and i'm trying not to be

too much of a perfectionist about that

because again you're not gonna be able

to tell the detail going on here this is

just to get the vague idea for this to

match this and this is just

cardboard boxes that will be holding up

the interior structure of this because

i don't know how to build real furniture

and here i am after i have glued and

spackled that together a little bit and

i can start painting this i

unfortunately did not get any of the

faux finishing but it's just using a sea

sponge and stamping on a darker color to

get that faux finish well

well

we're getting somewhere

oh i have jazz on in the background that

might get me copyright extract

unfortunate we have some lights over here

here

we have our

buddies now faux painted to look like

it's some sort of a

like entry table planter combo that goes

with this concrete block house

we have some shoes by the fake door that

would be here you know what i mean

we may

need we may need some more props over

here on our

telephone table though i have this

ceramic ooh

i have this ceramic box

for cigarettes

and an ashtray some cards currently

and of course

our rotary

replica phone here [Music]

[Music]

yes that's right i had to get a replica

rotary phone because rotary phones the

like actual older plastic or like

bakelite phones are quite collectible

and therefore on the expensive side so

this is a replica phone that it would

work if you plugged it in but my family

doesn't actually have landline service so

i can't use it currently but here i have

the final set pieces and the little cut

out fake concrete window i have going on here

here

in place so i can really start arranging

everything just as how i would like it

and then really start messing with the

lighting i have a lot of lights to play

with down here

and i was thinking that this light here

on the outside of the window-ish next to

the camera where i was trying to get

this palm leaf to cooperate by taping it

to a tripod um i was trying to get the

palm leaf to cooperate but this light

out here was such a cool tone of green

for some reason whatever was going on

with the uh white balance auto white

balance at least on my camera was giving

us a very cool tone green and so i

actually ended up taping a yellow gel

which is like a thin piece of yellow

plastic over this light i had on this

side to also give this a bit more of a

yellowy tinge to this green

and then when i played with my white

balance later i set it to

i usually keep it on auto when i'm

filming but for this it was giving a lot

of different hues like switching from

cooler to warmer greens so much that i

wanted to at least stay standard so if

it was warm or if it was cool i didn't

care which it was as long as it stayed

standard so i ended up putting my camera

i don't i think i set it for fluorescent

lighting which none of this is

fluorescent lighting but you know i had

to choose something basically but i'm

just playing around with the lighting

here really trying to dial in on exactly

what i want and hoping everything comes

together my spotlight here has a again a

gel in it that is yellow so you can see

that light on the wall in the background

i have that modeled light again with a

little bit of a palm tree kind of a fact

going on with a what is called a cookie

a um

gobo which is what you put in front of

the light to create an image so i could

put you know whatever image i want to on

this wall if i had the correct shape cut out

out

but i just again on a spare gel a clear

piece of plastic i drew some palm leaves

to slip in front of my yellow gel and

then i set the light at an angle so that

this would look a bit more um like an

oval shaped

uh spotlight as opposed to a

perfectly round spotlight because of

course i'm trying to mimic the idea the

light is coming through one of these

oval shaped windows and then it was time

to film the lookbook took me about five

or six hours to film everything mostly

because like right here i have this clip

for this outfit i'm showing the entire

clip at like 800 times speed or

something like that it's about 11 minutes

minutes

per outfit here um on average so i'm getting

getting

shots and takes in this lighting scheme

and then i will turn my ring light on so

i have a little bit more white fill

light so you can see the natural color

of these things a little bit more and

i'll model for the second portion of the

video then and here i'm just doing my

best to kind of act again not my strong

suit but talking gibberish into the

telephone coming in and out of the

quote-unquote door or like living room

of this imaginary apartment we have

going on here and anything i touch on

this table makes the table wobble quite

a lot so i'm trying my best to do

everything lightly and also step lightly

i have like kind of terrible posture

you'll notice walking in and out of this

apartment because i'm trying to step

lightly on this floor because again

everything's a set it's not very stable

so if i step too heavily everything

moves and you will the illusion will be

totally broken so i'd rather have a

little bit worse posture i suppose but i

am just posing and posing and more

posing and weirdly enough this is rather

tiring so modeling is a job i just uh

thankfully not my full-time job because

it's quite taxing

it's not exactly

as bouffanted as we would like perhaps

but i just finished

filming the video

i've got my lighting still on here we

have our table still up i'm gonna get

some b-roll of that before i finish up

here on set and then i'm gonna try and

film some intros today as well while i

have makeup on because you know makeup

irritates my eyes so as much as i can

get done in a day with makeup on is

possible it's good i have been filming

for about four hours here on set

um so my feet are killing me because

i've been wearing different heels that

whole time and even if the heels

wouldn't normally hurt just standing in

them and changing it down for four hours

means my feet are hurting me so i think

i'm gonna grab a snack

and something to drink and get off my

feet and film a couple of intros

hopefully for some sewing videos that

will be coming up shortly for a couple

of projects that you'll see in this

video but here i am

on set everything's an illusion there's

the door outside from our basement um

you can see behind me

what what i see when i'm standing on set

so what i'm seeing is i've got a soft

box over here with a green light i got a

soft box over there with a red light set

up these are led bulbs with remotes then

over here

this is a led bar light that i can set

to any color and intensity and then this

is a different kind of light that i can

put in the description below the type it

is it's more

fancy lighting honestly um and this is

set up so that i have

a projection of like leaves coming

through the uh

oval shaped window that we are looking

through most of this video and of course

i have my practical light here which is

my little

uh bedside table lamp from upstairs and

i've been missing it so i'm excited to

put it back upstairs um and this again

is a color changing led bulb that i can

set the color and intensity of then of

course i have all of my props here that

i can walk you through um but an old sad

plant here as well just casting pretty

great shadows on the wall that we're not

really using for this video we also have

two colored lighting here so i have red

and the green coming from both sides

along this alley here and then i will

put my

ring light on when i need to have some

white light to fill in so you can see

what color i'm actually wearing but yeah

that's the door outside to our

backyard because this is a walk out

basement but i have this soft box here

the two softboxes really first original

lights i got for doing youtube in

general and as you see i've really added

to my lighting kit since then i love

playing with lighting and experimenting

with it so um the nice thing about

having layers of light here is that

means when i come up here i start to

have a little bit of back lighting from

the green light here um but i still have

that intense red if i come forward far enough

enough

you can see that red and the other green

they'll kind of fade away

but i can kind of show you what's going

like that cool

you can see what that does

changes things and of course again this

set is only so tall and only so wide

and only so

wide on the floor as well so i only have

so much space to get these things done

which is unfortunate but

does spur me

make creative solutions that i wouldn't

have thought of otherwise where is the

camera here because i'm shooting on my

phone right now it is behind this with

another light so this is another piece

of pink foam insulation foam oh the unit

turned off now we can actually hear

this is another piece of pink foam as

you can see it's painted a little bit

gray on this side but mostly on the

other side here is our setup over here

ignore the junk in the background but i

have a light again another led color

change bulb that is clamped on to my tripod

tripod

where our camera is currently living

with our

very well framed shot so that we can not

not shoot my own horde or anything so

that we don't see the rest of the

basement around it but you can see this

is the

faux concrete with a hole punch through

it that we are looking through and to

create some weird shadows i have a palm

leaf with gaff tape taped onto my tripod

here and that light is shooting up

through that

to create those shadows so this is just

a little bit more uneven um and then i

do have filters also on this camera i

have the um

let me see i think i have the smoke ii

uh filter from tiffin and then i also

have the glimmer glass one on here right

now we'll see how that turns out

and uh the first time i've been using

filters recently i'm having fun with

that and uh this is the setup here basically

basically for

for

getting this

lookbook shot which probably i put way

too much effort into such a short video

but what are you gonna do it's me and

these are movie magic so this is just my

pink foam painted to look like weathered

concrete i don't know how i got this

there must have been a leak above you

know that's how this got so

rained on

maybe this building has been uh

you know it was abandoned and then

re-inhabited and that's what's happening here

here

what year it is in this video no one

knows is it 1963

is it 2046 no one knows but here's my

little setup over here it does look

rather cute i'm not gonna lie

if i had a frank lloyd wright concrete

blog house

entryway like this i would be quite pleased

pleased

i suppose i might have walked around set

a little bit here informal tour again i

am quite exhausted right now so that

also contributes to the

hair deflation

and the

personality weirdness perhaps

or lack of narrating skills

i'm gonna have to fix that before i film again

again

we'll see um let me go ahead and show

you with the mess

of all the clothes

uh various paint and props sitting here

but this is a a pool table like a

billiard table that has all of today's

handbags sitting on it in a mirror just

in case also extra light bulbs because

this is a back lot and the wardrobe

department have a small table with all

the jewelry i would need then i have all

my shoes here which looked more

organized when this i started filming

and then this rack has all the outfits

in the order i want to shoot them in

this actually red brocade outfit i

didn't get to today my feet just started

hurting too much and i already had so

many evening wear outfits for this that

i was like you know what we're going

gonna save the red for some other video

um so that's sitting there but i have my

bags my jewelry various things this pool

table is like a junk drawer of this

back lot that we're on or uh sound stage

i guess because that is what uh we have

all of our various props vintage clothes

i need to sell

so many things going on here um that are

right here offset so really only you

know this much

of set is ever really done the rest is a

disaster which is true uh also of me

like you see the parts that are nice and

the rest might be a disaster depending

on the day

so what i think is clear here is i like

getting as much of what i want the

finished frame to look like in camera um

like during production as possible and

doing as little in post as possible

which also uh helps my computer not have

to render video with a ton of effects on

it it makes the rendering process go

faster so here's a shot here with just

the camera by itself this is my nikon d5200

d5200

dslr camera it's not a very advanced uh

camera for video i mean it is in the

grand scheme of things but most

youtubers most video people do not use

this camera they use much nicer cameras

but i would rather invest in projects

and in the whole thing as opposed to in

just one nice nice camera so this is

just a pretty basic dslr that's probably

better for photos than it is for video

anyhow but this is what this looks like

with no filter on the front of it this

is at about 24 millimeters ish on my

lens i have a kit zoom lens on here that

goes from 18 to 55. filters and the ones

i'll be showing you today are from tiffin

tiffin

are a piece of glass that you screw onto

the front it's like sunglasses for your

lens so you can screw on a piece of

glass to the front of your lens to give

different effects and i'll show you the

filters i've invested in this year and

what they do to this particular shot

so here we have no filter on the left

hand side and then with the tiffin

glimmer glass one filter on the right

hand side and you're thinking this shot

looks quite similar but i ask you look

at the lights especially around the

flame of the candles you can see on the

glimmer glass side it has this like

fuzzy ring of hellation is what this is

called where the light is softened and

also like glow

expanded around the light source so

that's kind of what this glimmer glass

is doing here also glimmer glass is

famous especially as a scandalous thing

in the beauty community for giving a bit

of a soft finish to skin so you can see

blemishes less which is why of course in

hollywood they like it as well to make

actors look flawless and these filters

do come in different strengths so that

was glimmer glass one and this is

glimmer glass three and i think you can

see there's even more halation going on

there's even more of uh expanded glow

from these candles and from the other

little lines in the background it gives

a little bit more atmosphere a little

bit more

almost blur like things are still in

focus ish but not fully in focus so it

gives a little bit more of a dreamy

quality to this sort of thing which is

sometimes why filters are criticized

actually for their dreamy quality and

then this is here is glimmer glass one

versus that glimmer glass three so you

can see the difference here the glamour

glass three just looks a little bit more

foggy and atmospheric even in the

glimmer glass one and again the candle

in the dark

setting like this really can show off

that difference here

this is video by the way these candles

weren't moving much but in general these

are video clips then we have no filter

here on the left versus the tiffin black

promised one quarter filter here and

this retains a bit more contrast the

black promise does it's got instead of having

having

like clear particles in the glass it

seems to have some sort of black almost

fleck in the glass that makes retains

the same amount of contrast but still

gives us a bit of hellation and

um punchy color next to our candles here

so it just still gives a little bit more

of a magical glow

that we have going on here these are

very popular filters the pro mist with

photographers and uh here on youtube to

give that cinematic look as they say um

but i quite like this very light

1 4 filter here and here's that 1 4

versus the glimmer glass 3 so you can

really see how much contrast is

preserved in the black pro mist as

opposed to the glimmer glass the glimmer

glass does flatten the image a little

bit the contrast between the black

and the background like it starts to

blend together a little bit more because

the image is just a little bit more flat

whereas the promised really has that you

know layers from the foreground to the

background still maintained the contrast

still maintained a little bit more while

still having some glow inhalation as

well and then we have my favorite filter

so far which is the tiffin smoke ii this

again comes in different strengths this

is the

second strength i suppose i think this

goes up to three or five or something

like that but this is meant to mimic

having a fog machine on or having some

sort of a

smoke machine on in the room without

having to worry about the smoke machine

having more or less fog so your shots

don't match up

or having to inhale smoke on set all day

like that that fog machine juice will

give you a throat a sore throat by the

end of the day i know this from

experience so i'm really excited to work

with this smoke filter to give me that

sort of foggy misty atmosphere without

having to run the fog machine all the

dang time

and here are three of the filters next

to no filters so you can get an idea of

what the difference looks like i know

many people this is going to be very

subtle but if you look at the no filter

versus the smoke down in the

right hand corner there's really a big

difference in the atmosphere i think all

three of these filters give a lot more

atmosphere and sort of a glowy magical

quality to the shot that of course when

i'm just shooting down here with my very

basic dslr in my family's basement i'm

trying to get as much of a fun and like

extra quality to my videos as possible

and these filters are definitely going

to help me with that so thanks again to

my patrons for making the investment in

these filters a possibility because i'm

going to have a lot of fun with these

working into the future

and i do have one more to show you and

this is the tiffin star 4.2 millimeter

filter this is actually a 55 millimeter

lens so that's the size of the actual

filter itself but this star filter you

can spin the and also these all work in

lighter situations by the way but the

star filter this is the four point star

you can get different points of star on

it but it really works well for sparkly

things like this so any light source really

really

will have the star effect but it's a

gridded filter that gives this sparkle

effect to everything including

all of my jewelry here so i haven't used

this one yet in a video but i'm looking

forward to using it in the future

here again this is the smoke 2 filter

with the lights on just you can see what

that looks like still gives me a little

bit of smoky atmosphere even with a lot

more light on our subject but these are

all actual physical filters that go on

the end of the camera lens it's not like

on instagram where you choose a filter

that goes over your finished video

that's a post-production effect this is

a in production in camera effect and my

favorite kind of effect i like to do as

much as possible in camera i like a

practical effect

i you know i grew up on movies from the

80s which had practical effects and i am

one of those who thinks that practical

effects always just look a little bit

better than most digital effects these

days and honestly speaking of set design

this is my new sort of backdrop i have

going on over here i kind of rearranged

all the stuff it's a bit spooky but i

plan on keeping it

year-round as we know and these are led

like fairy lights and then i have some

strip lighting from ikea that i can

change the color of at will and i did

bring mcconnell over you know he was

kind of on the other side of the room

and wasn't getting a lot of attention i

didn't turn him on very often um but i

feel he deserves a pride of place in the

background you know we gotta gotta give

mcconnell some attention and mcconnell

is named mcconnell after christine

mcconnell because she has one of these

tv lamps and i saw and said

i'm going to be needing that and went on

ebay and found one as soon as possible

but yes verity is done i do have other

look books planned for this year i have

two others that i have planned this year

that are both

i kind of have i might be overachieving

on the ideas of what i want to do for

the sets for those we'll see how it goes

it'll be expensive mostly i think uh

more than anything which that's kind of

fine you know i don't mind investing in

the channel um you know it would be nice

if the channel would grow a little bit

faster to make up for that kind of thing

but honestly the size of the channel

doesn't uh

it used to be something that i thought a

lot about of course i want to grow my

presence here on youtube i want to grow

my channel because it is my job and

therefore going to be my livelihood here

um or is but really patreon took over

that and i'm able to keep doing this as

my job because of patreon i make

i would say one fifth of my income on

youtube and the rest is funded by my

patrons so thank you so much for making

my work possible because without patreon

i would not be able to keep doing this

as my job and i would have gone and

found a real person job at this point um

and wouldn't be able to keep doing this

at the level that i currently am but yes

that's a behind the scenes tidbit that

you don't make nearly as much money on

youtube if you're not doing sponsored

like sponsored videos and sponsorships

but i just

i don't want to talk to you about

glasses or shampoo

or vpns or whatever

to me it just never is going to feel

natural the only kind of sponsorships i

think that would feel natural for me is

a fabric supplier um and i talk and rave

about them without them having to pay me

so i think i've already

uh you know shot myself in the foot

there as it were and now that the

channel is inching closer to 100 000

subscribers which would be my goal for

this year but we'll see how it goes tell

your friends about the channel

if you want to help me get that silver

plaque that means basically nothing but

i would you know find somewhere in the

office to put in it would make me feel

like i had actually

like made it or something you know i

keep getting a lot of spam comments we

had someone who was spamming the

comments about giveaways one of those

bots recently so that really did make me

feel like well

we've really got there because we're

getting random spam giveaway people in

the comments at this point which is just

an unfortunate side effect of the

channel reaching a certain size honestly

if if anything but yes one of the side

effects of having your channel reach a

certain size is you do get more emails

from like every company under the sun

who want you to tell your followers

about their stuff and it's like you guys

come here for sewing first me second

maybe vintage fashion not for

vpn recommendations so i'm not gonna

give them to you i i don't even use a

vpn but maybe i should so yes i guess an

update on youtube is that i'm surprisingly

surprisingly

stable at the size that i'm at i don't crave

crave

numbers the way i used to i guess when i

was starting out i was worried about

making this my job of course and it's

thanks to patron that it has become my

job and

it's just constantly a surprise to me i

don't feel like i deserve the amount of

support that i have received in some

ways i can only hope to live up to that

amount of support really i just try and

make better and better content trying um

like i don't curate my content to the

best that i can do at any given moment

um of course like there's a lot more

things i would like to make i would like

to make things more more videos and

better videos at all times it's just you

know week to week that doesn't always

work out for me sometimes i have to

sacrifice on some element because you

know life takes over we get kittens

kittens have

ringworm you have brainworm you know

things happen uh so uh i can't always

put out the

top top tier quality content that i want

to but hopefully i think my videos have

improved over the years and hopefully

they will continue to improve um and i

just want to provide the best content i

can and as much of it as i can without

burning myself out honestly because

that's the only way i can feel like i

you know even can come close to

deserving the amount of support i have

received and speaking of support and my

goals that i have for this year um one

of them is of course to save up for a

house and i am working on that i am about

about

ah maybe a third of the way

like a little under half

perhaps of where i want to be as far as

like saving for a down payment for a

very cheap house uh the difference here

is i'm not saving for an expensive house

or a averagely priced house here in

the united states most houses

are half a million dollars in the united

states i should think at least and i

personally am looking for a house that is

slightly decaying

not like the bones but like the inside

needs some work uh cosmetic needs a lot

of cosmetic fixes i guess i'm i'm

willing to learn how to do tile and i'm

willing to pull up carpet and paint and

do all the work inside um so i'm looking

for a place that has good bones but

possibly has a lot going on inside that

needs to be fixed um and not necessarily

in a nice big city

so we're kind of out of the way that's

what makes these places cheaper and

affordable for me so i do poke around on

zillow and dream about these places

there are a couple that you know have

been on the market for so long that

there's probably something wrong with

them but i do still dream about them so

we'll see if they're still there in six

months from now when i'm just gonna be

starting to look a lot more seriously

and again that is only possible thanks

to your support here on the channel and

over on patreon as well um i it would be

an absolute dream come true for me to be

able to buy my own home

out of this world dream come true

everything i've ever wanted honestly so

um if that is something that can happen

within the next year

again it's only thanks to your help um and

and

the things we could do with

that the amount of home decor stuff and

curtains and

that i could do i would really love to

fix up and make spoopy in my my

particular way a jewel tone gothic box

of a house

and i would of course share all that diy

with you um

i'm you know that's my dream so

hopefully we will get there i am just

under half of the way there which is

actually not that surprising because we

all know how i like

to shop that's the update on saving for

a house oh i did want to get a new

tattoo this year so uh halfway through

the year a little more than halfway

through the year goal here

i was able to do that so that's good um

i end up may even end up getting more

because i really like this artist and

she's newish so she's still not

like uh you know every other tattoo

artist was crazily overbooked because

they're way popular so before she gets

really popular because she's really good

i need to book in some time i think i'm

terribly behind on my reading goals but

there's no surprise there i'm terribly

behind on my writing goals but there's

also no surprise there so i really have

again been focusing this year on the

channel and my work here um and trying

to stay afloat of that stuff and on top

of it because i have you know i lost my

one cat which was a lot of that visits

and being sad and then we got kittens

which is a lot of vet visits and being

happy and distracted so um i've had some

pet related drama going on in my life

this year um i've had some pmdd related

drama going on in my life this year i

recently just got fed up and like

googled is like extended fatigue a

symptom of pmdd and the answer is yes so

at least i know why sometimes i'm just

exhausted for like i will wake up and

i'm super tired the other day i had two

cups of coffee in the morning and i

usually only have one and i did feel a

lot better but do i really want to

become dependent on three cups of coffee

a day instead of two

probably not although coffee is

delicious so it is tempting so you know

life does happen and get in the way

um and i think because the writing

project i'm currently working on we

could say that

even though i haven't written any new

words for it in months um

it's like the last book of a series and

therefore i think i'm building it up too

much in my brain like thinking oh this

like the finale of this this character's

story i need to make sure that like

everything rounds together and calls

back and look i think i'm putting too

much pressure on myself and i just need

to write and

layer that stuff in later you know so

we'll see how it goes i am one of my

main goals like here at the midway point

ish a little past the midway point one

of my goals with my scheduling for the

rest of the year is to

like front load my schedule in the next

couple of months and then try and take

all of december off not for you you will

still be seeing videos i'm going to try

and pre-record everything for december

that way i can take december off and do

some projects that i need to do here in

this house

just before i start thinking about

moving clearing out some stuff again

doing another huge closet clear out and

being really strict with myself about

like what do i want to if i'm going to

move halfway across the country i need

to do some clearing out and making some

less packing for myself in ways um so

i'm hoping to pile all that kind of

stuff and then also writing into

december we'll see how it goes but uh

you know send me good vibes that i can

get a lot done before december so that i

can take that time off we'll see how it

goes i'll update you you know at the end

of the year and see how that went but

thank you so much for watching this

video today and coming along with me on

this journey this really has you know

the reason i started making these side

hustle videos is because i wanted to document

document

going from

you know being a blogger and switching

onto youtube and like the journey of

trying to make this my job and now it is

and i think i really need to need to

come to terms with the fact

like let that be a bit of a success i um

don't really celebrate my successes

because i always feel like you know i'm chasing

chasing

what really what i really feel success

is which i'm not even sure what that is

anymore but one day in therapy i will

find out but again thank you for

humoring me here today and i'll be back

with more of the good stuff all that

sewing costuming vintage fashion all the

good stuff here real soon so i'll see

you then bye and another huge thank you

to viewers like you for watching my

videos and for supporting me here online

and to my patrons for making my dream

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