0:01 hello everyone and welcome back to
0:03 Neptune's child tarot and welcome to
0:05 today's picker card reading for those of
0:08 you that are new this is my second tarot
0:10 channel here on YouTube my main tarot
0:12 channel is Moon math goddess where I do
0:15 Focus primarily on love readings however
0:17 I've had that channel for over three
0:20 years so I do have a mix of all kinds of
0:24 readings not just love readings but that
0:26 is primarily what we do over there but
0:29 you can check out the playlist
0:31 um I have
0:33 a lot a lot of readings over there that
0:36 you guys might want to check out too if
0:37 this reading does resonate for you but
0:40 today's pick a card we are focusing on
0:42 messages from your inner child okay so
0:45 looking at what messages your inner
0:47 child has for you
0:48 um at this time so what I'm going to do
0:52 um I do have the three crystals here if
0:54 you already feel drawn to that Crystal
0:56 you can go ahead and click the time
0:58 stamp down below but we are actually
1:00 going to be prepping the piles together
1:03 today with the different tarot and
1:06 Oracle decks so if you want to watch
1:09 that process of me putting the piles
1:11 together for you and then kind of take a
1:13 look at what your pile looks with the
1:15 crystal there will be a time stamp for
1:17 that too for the pile selection with the
1:20 cards actually out okay so you have the
1:23 choice you can choose here you can watch
1:26 the the putting the piles together and
1:28 then you can also click to the timestamp
1:30 with your pile with the crystal or you
1:33 can just jump right ahead to your
1:35 reading um if you already know which one
1:39 it is that you you feel called to if you
1:41 do feel drawn to more than one pile or
1:43 you want to listen to all three because
1:44 you feel you have messed you might have
1:46 messages
1:46 across the piles that is perfectly okay
1:49 too okay so messages from your inner
1:52 child pile one you are going to be this
1:55 amethyst
1:57 little Crystal here
1:59 pile two you are going to be this Orange
2:04 calcite
2:06 and then pile number three you are going
2:09 to be this little piece of Jasper here
2:14 foreign
2:15 for pile number three okay so if you do
2:18 want to watch me put the piles together
2:19 for us today that you could just keep on
2:22 watching but if you already feel and you
2:24 know which one it is you can just click
2:25 the time stamp down below and I will see
2:27 what you're reading
2:30 okay so those of you that like to see
2:34 this process of putting the files
2:38 together I am going to be using two
2:41 different tarot decks uh which one is
2:44 this one
2:45 I think this one is the teddy tarot and
2:48 then this one is the chubby bun tarot
2:50 chubby bun Taro so let's start off with
2:53 the
2:54 the teddy Tarot
2:57 and we're doing messages from your inner
3:01 child
3:05 just as your inner child have for you so
3:06 we're gonna actually do
3:09 I think we're gonna do three of these
3:11 and then we'll do two of the
3:13 chubby buns so let's see pile number one
3:18 File 2 and pile three so let's
3:21 get these cards
3:25 so messages from your inner child what
3:27 message does your inner child have for
3:29 you at this time pile one
3:36 and do that one
3:41 messages for pile one's inner child
3:54 okay and let's do pile two
4:00 messages from your inner child for pile
4:03 number two
4:09 let's actually take that one
4:15 and then pile number three
4:19 what messages does your inner child have
4:22 for you
4:28 foreign
4:38 okay
4:39 so let's do
4:42 our little chubby bun Tarot
4:52 okay so pile one
4:55 messages from your inner child
5:05 because we're taking those two
5:08 pile two
5:20 and then pile three
5:24 which is from pile threes inner child
5:30 foreign
5:35 we're done with the tarot so let's do
5:38 our
5:41 Oracle messages
5:44 and this one is actually what is this
5:46 one this one is the
5:49 Field Guide to uh Garden
5:53 dragons
5:56 Field Guide to Garden jargons
6:00 entire one what message does your inner
6:02 child
6:04 have for you
6:14 okay pile two
6:22 and then pile three message from your
6:26 inner child
6:31 into this one which is the Oracle of
6:33 mystical
6:34 uh moments which I really love this
6:36 stick
6:41 pile one what message does your inner
6:44 child have for you
6:49 pile two
6:54 and then pile threes inner child what
6:57 message
6:59 does pile threes inner child have for
7:01 them
7:03 okay
7:06 so let's actually go into what one is
7:09 this
7:12 um I don't even think I have the black
7:13 oh yes I do
7:16 I think this one is the daily guidance
7:19 daily guidance from your angels okay
7:24 which is the Doreen Virtue deck I
7:27 believe is out of print now out of print
7:31 so pile one
7:36 message does your inner child have for
7:39 you
7:48 okay pile two
7:53 that message just piled two's inner
7:56 child
7:59 and then pile three
8:13 okay
8:17 and
8:19 let's actually do these this this deck
8:22 or this deck here is actually new I just
8:25 got this yesterday
8:27 and this was actually our first donation
8:30 uh for the new channel it's called the
8:33 enchanted Hearts by Elena Fairchild
8:36 um and this was donated by Rose whoa so
8:39 Rose thank you if you're watching thank
8:41 you so much for your kindness and your
8:44 generosity Rose actually sent in two
8:46 decks
8:47 um and I'm using this one today
8:51 so let's
8:53 see
8:55 messages for pile number one's inner
8:57 child
9:03 these ones are a little more difficult
9:05 to shuffle because of the shape of them
9:07 being a little heart
9:14 and this one right here for pile one
9:18 foreign
9:28 choose I love that the pairing of that
9:31 the little
9:33 unicorn with your amethyst pile one so
9:36 let's see
9:37 what message does pile number two is
9:40 this one right here
9:45 and then pile three what message does
9:48 your inner child have for you
9:50 not that one
9:54 this one
9:57 okay
10:00 and then we have
10:03 a few more we have the mystical wisdom
10:07 Oracle
10:12 so pile one what message does your inner
10:15 child
10:17 have for you
10:21 pile two
10:25 what message does pile to's inner child
10:35 and then pile three
10:40 okay
10:42 and then our last one
10:45 is the Oracle of light and dreams okay
10:49 Oracle of lightning drains
10:52 and this one I actually picked up
10:54 um while I was in Sedona
10:56 uh in April
11:02 tile one what message does your inner
11:05 child have for you
11:11 okay and then pile two
11:14 what message does pal to this inner
11:17 child
11:20 and then pile number three
11:29 okay so that
11:33 will be
11:35 your pile here
11:39 that is going to be pile one with the
11:42 amethyst
11:44 hold on a second let's get these
11:47 right because I want to make a time
11:49 stamp for the people that are going to
11:50 be
11:52 looking at this
11:54 even though they may not have watched me
11:56 all my hard work shuffling these
12:00 um
12:01 okay that's gonna be
12:04 that one
12:08 and then this is gonna be that here
12:17 okay so here are the piles all prepped
12:22 together with their pile and the Crystal
12:25 so pile number one you are going to be
12:27 this pile here with the amethyst and I'm
12:31 just going to put that here so you can
12:32 see it
12:34 pile one with the amethyst
12:36 pile number two you are going to be this
12:39 one here and that is with your orange
12:41 calcite and then pile number three this
12:45 is going to be you here
12:47 and that is going to be with this Jasper
12:52 okay so pile one with the amethyst pile
12:55 number two with the orange calcite and
12:57 then pile number three with the Jasper
12:59 time Stamps will be down below or if you
13:02 chose pal one it'll go right straight
13:03 into your reading and I will see you
13:06 guys there
13:08 the low pile ones so those of you that
13:10 resonated with this little amethyst uh
13:14 Crystal here this is going to be
13:17 your reading today and we're getting a
13:19 message
13:20 from your inner child whatever message
13:22 your inner child really has for you at
13:25 this time so those of you that watched
13:27 me Shuffle and put this pile together I
13:30 thank you for sitting through that if it
13:32 is something that you do enjoy
13:35 so we're gonna look at your towel we're
13:39 actually going to put all the cards out
13:40 but let's get this tarot out first
13:44 um so let's start with one of these
13:46 okay so we do have the nine of Pentacles
13:52 we have the Ace of Wands
13:59 we have the ten of Pentacles
14:05 ton of well ten of Pentacles
14:08 is here twice and then we also have the
14:11 nine of Pentacles
14:12 and then we have the tower
14:15 wow what is this Tower trying to say
14:21 okay we might have to clarify it a
14:23 little bit but
14:25 okay I think I get it I think I get it
14:29 okay so I think this Tower I mean
14:31 because we can look at the tower and
14:33 think like wow that is like what is
14:34 going on that is scary that is scary
14:38 uh
14:40 so what I'm kind of feeling because I
14:42 noticed that we do have the Ace of Wands
14:44 here
14:45 the Ace of Wands is like a spark of of
14:49 creativity or inspiration right that is
14:52 coming from Spirit
14:53 and the tower can be like an epiphany
14:57 a realization
15:00 um
15:01 so I'm getting a couple different
15:03 messages the ten of Pentacles in the
15:05 tarot can be uh wealth cards cards of
15:08 wealth cards of stability and security
15:11 and long-term you know abundance and
15:13 things like that
15:15 so I am getting messages about abundance
15:17 but this is also again from your inner
15:20 child and the ten of Pentacles is also a
15:23 family card
15:24 okay so I'm getting messages kind of
15:27 like related to that as well but I will
15:29 speak because the cards are indicating
15:32 about abundance about stability about
15:34 security
15:36 things of that nature
15:38 okay so let's actually do this one here
15:42 okay so we have creative wonderment and
15:44 it says follow your passion
15:46 so that is cool because you guys have
15:48 the Ace of ones here
15:51 um
15:52 let's actually do this one
15:55 we have the radish dragon and it says
15:57 growth
16:00 we have the white rose of Hope
16:05 white rose of Hope
16:10 oh talk about your feelings it says Tell
16:12 a Friend
16:13 how you feel
16:16 tell a friend how you feel
16:20 okay
16:22 maybe this is having to do with like
16:24 family too because the ten of Pentacles
16:26 like I said is it it is a family card
16:30 foreign
16:31 we have card number 23 with cat whiskers
16:35 and then
16:36 we do have your little unicorn but I'm
16:39 going to say this to the end because
16:40 there is a message on the back of this
16:42 card so we'll talk about this first and
16:45 then see how
16:47 your little unicorn is playing into your
16:50 reading so I'm going to put that here
16:52 okay so yeah the first message that I'm
16:55 kind of getting here with this is
17:01 some of you I'm getting because we are
17:03 talking about the inner child and I know
17:05 some of you have not had the best
17:07 perfect
17:09 lovely childhood right we all come from
17:12 very different backgrounds and
17:16 um I almost feel like in some way
17:19 because I'm also noticing in this white
17:20 rose of Hope
17:22 there is a lot of Darkness here
17:25 right there's a lot of Darkness behind
17:28 her but then there's also
17:31 this beautiful little white rose
17:34 right which to me white the color white
17:36 roses
17:39 um or even the color white as it
17:42 um it is talking about innocence Purity
17:45 it can maybe even be like a new
17:47 beginning but this is talking about hope
17:50 so in some way I'm seeing how this is
17:52 all dark behind her
17:54 and how all in front of her is all light
17:57 right and she's also kind of holding on
18:00 to or has her arm across her heart her
18:02 chest
18:03 and so this is making me feel that for
18:07 some of you
18:11 okay
18:13 I'm feeling with this Tower energy here
18:15 some of you may have gone through a
18:17 really challenging
18:19 uh family situation
18:23 um
18:25 because we're looking at this Tower here
18:27 how the tower is kind of like
18:29 it looks destructive right we have this
18:32 Tower here that's kind of basically
18:33 falling apart
18:35 cracked in half the water right look at
18:39 that the storm and then we have this
18:41 little bear family who's running out of
18:43 the their house right it's on fire
18:48 so
18:51 I'm getting that this your inner child
18:53 is kind of wanting to express to you
18:55 that there was maybe for some of you a
18:57 lot of very difficult or challenging you
19:00 know there could have been a lot of
19:01 upheaval in your family
19:04 uh when you were younger
19:07 right some of you I'm picking that you
19:09 could have even been someone who was
19:11 raised as by a single parent or a parent
19:13 one parent that wasn't present
19:16 um
19:17 and even for some of you yeah it could
19:19 have been a lot that you may have have
19:22 gone through here so what I noticed you
19:24 have the the ten of Pentacles here twice
19:27 right and in both these ten of Pentacles
19:29 energy here we see families that are
19:32 sitting down together at the table we
19:34 see that the cat and the dog and it
19:36 looks like a really
19:38 happy
19:39 kind of energy right very
19:43 um everybody's good
19:46 so
19:48 I almost feel like your inner child's
19:50 message here is that if you are someone
19:53 who has gone through a traumatic or even
19:56 a tumultuous type of
19:58 energy within your family Union or even
20:01 if there was some things that kind of
20:03 happen in your within your family
20:05 you know and it was something that made
20:08 your inner child feel frightened or
20:10 scared or you know about the the
20:13 stability and security being taken away
20:16 right or like I said for some of you
20:18 having a parent that wasn't present it's
20:21 like your inner child is wanting you to
20:25 work towards
20:26 releasing right because you as an adult
20:29 are now healing your inner child
20:33 right for those of you that are you know
20:36 have gone through some challenges like I
20:38 said everybody some people have had
20:39 great childhoods right I am not one of
20:41 those people that had a great childhood
20:45 um
20:46 it was like the tower right
20:49 at least in the way that I felt in my
20:52 experience right it was very Tower like
20:55 um so that may be you too
20:57 right that may have been something that
20:59 you had to deal with
21:01 um but the tower energy is about
21:04 epiphanies it's about things being
21:06 removed or broken down
21:09 that are not really serving things that
21:12 are not really meant to be or it can be
21:16 a huge wake-up call a huge realization
21:18 an epiphany an Awakening that we're
21:21 having or
21:23 uh Tower is about release
21:25 okay it's a need for release and I'm
21:28 seeing that there's all of this water
21:30 here that looks crazy right and then you
21:33 have talk about your feelings tell a
21:36 friend how you feel
21:38 so
21:40 for some of you it can be that there are
21:43 still
21:45 I feel like a lot of things that you may
21:48 need to express to family members to
21:51 siblings or if you are not really close
21:54 to your family members or siblings then
21:57 maybe this is a need for you to
22:00 talk about and express your feelings
22:03 that you've had with maybe what you've
22:05 gone through in those family dynamics
22:07 that I'm seeing there okay so I'm seeing
22:09 that for for some of you
22:11 that are in that situation
22:13 because
22:15 I feel like your inner child is wanting
22:18 to feel
22:20 stable secure
22:23 right and there may be a lot of emotions
22:25 that you have still kind of inside of
22:28 you that haven't you haven't talked
22:29 about you haven't really been able to
22:31 fully express yourself with those things
22:34 and it's like your inner child is is in
22:36 a way
22:37 wanting that energy to be released and
22:40 as you heal as an adult you work to
22:43 replace that energy and talk about and
22:47 express it
22:48 so that you can really in a way kind of
22:51 make your inner child feel safe feel
22:55 secure
22:56 and feel like he or she can
23:00 be
23:02 themself right without trauma without
23:06 um chaotic because for some of you could
23:09 have been a very chaotic environment
23:10 that you grew up in right
23:13 um whether it was mother father or there
23:15 were no parents that were present and
23:17 you you know you you're dealing with
23:19 abandonment or neglect right emotional
23:22 neglect or
23:23 you know
23:25 uh something happening right because the
23:27 tower can be something that's very
23:28 unexpected something that takes us by
23:31 surprise something that is outside of
23:33 our control right and we're looking at
23:35 kind of like in a way a broken home here
23:38 with the tower energy
23:40 so some of you it could have even been
23:42 with the ten of Pentacles in the tower
23:43 could have been that your inner child
23:44 had gone through a divorce right of your
23:46 parents
23:48 um you know it could have been even a
23:51 loss of a parent losing a parent at an
23:53 early age having a parent pass away
23:55 so
23:57 I'm feeling here that yeah your inner
23:59 child is maybe there's feelings that
24:01 your inner child wants to express
24:04 about what like I said he or she felt at
24:08 that time and these may be things that
24:11 you've kind of suppressed here and are
24:13 needing like your inner child is
24:15 encouraging almost like he or she is
24:17 wanting to have a voice
24:19 so that you are finding growth within
24:21 yourself as an adult
24:23 right because the tower is the storm
24:27 right the towers the storm to me this
24:29 little white rose being here is kind of
24:33 like like it's saying here it's hope
24:36 right hope being restored that
24:40 this sense of security and stability can
24:43 be restored right that you don't hold on
24:46 to any of this chaotic energy or
24:49 something that's kind of happening
24:51 within you emotionally
24:53 because for some of you it can be that
24:55 this has been something that has created
24:57 maybe even blockages for abundance for
25:00 you in your past
25:02 um however it may be very different for
25:03 you now because you have the ten of
25:05 Pentacles here
25:06 um and the nine of Pentacles
25:09 um so yeah we have the radish dragon
25:10 with growth talking about your feelings
25:12 it says tell a friend how you feel and
25:15 so I feel like looking at this white
25:17 rose of hope that your inner child is
25:19 really wanting you to be able to express
25:22 or he or she is wanting to to release
25:26 right there may be a lot of emotions
25:30 um that are there
25:31 right okay so now that that's kind of
25:35 the first mesh that I was getting those
25:37 of you that have not really gone through
25:38 anything crazy too crazy
25:42 um as far as your your childhood then I
25:45 feel like what your inner child is
25:46 really wanting you to focus on right now
25:49 and this can be for those of you even if
25:50 you've had traumatic childhood or not
25:52 difficult one I'm seeing this message
25:55 really for everyone right that chose
25:57 this pile like I said the tower energy
25:59 can be an epiphany it can be like the
26:03 aha moment like the light bulb going on
26:06 there's some type of epiphany or
26:07 realization that you have
26:09 and I feel like it is this Ace of Wands
26:11 okay that Ace of Wands is some type of
26:14 creative inspiration
26:16 um or idea right so it's like your your
26:20 inner child is wanting you to really
26:22 explore your creativity or allow and
26:25 connect in more with your inner child
26:28 right because your inner child has many
26:31 ideas right many ideas things that he or
26:34 she is inspired by and thinks about and
26:39 dreams about and wants to create and
26:42 wants to paint and wants straw and wants
26:44 to run and wants to play and just all
26:46 these ways of expressing right feelings
26:48 emotions
26:50 um and she also looks really isolated
26:53 here too right so some of you that could
26:55 be really literally loneliness
26:56 abandonment so this can be a message
26:59 from your inner child like spend more
27:00 time with me right spend more time being
27:04 playful spend more time being less
27:07 serious and stressed about life and
27:09 let's kind of really focus the energy on
27:12 stability right security uh family like
27:16 I said for some of you it could be that
27:18 there are you know broken uh connections
27:21 between family members right and maybe
27:22 this is an encouragement from your inner
27:25 child to say hey there are feelings that
27:28 we want to express here from things that
27:30 we have felt but maybe felt that we
27:32 weren't were not heard in the past or
27:35 things that we want to say to Mom or to
27:37 Dad or to you know brother or sister
27:40 or Aunt uncle grandma grandpa
27:42 right uh
27:46 yeah I'm feeling for some of you and
27:48 because I'm noticing there are pets here
27:50 too we have two little dogs here and
27:52 then we have a dog and a cat here so
27:54 some of you it could even be that your
27:56 inner child is kind of like in a way
27:58 saying hey remember that remember this
28:00 dog we had you know remember this dog we
28:03 had or remember this this cat you know
28:06 that we had during childhood it could
28:07 even be you know remembering family
28:09 dinners special parties engagements
28:13 um missing I feel like also missing
28:16 bonds right missing and wanting to feel
28:19 uh wanted loved safe secure stable
28:24 uh
28:25 and to me that Ace of Wands is also in
28:28 alignment with this creative wonderment
28:30 right so it says follow your passion
28:33 right so it's kind of like in some way
28:35 your inner child is kind of
28:38 encouraging you or wants to right
28:40 because when we can connect into our
28:42 inner child we can be in a very kind of
28:46 a very beautiful energy of Discovery and
28:49 kind of learning more about who we truly
28:52 are right when we cannot connect into
28:54 the inner child and for some of you it
28:57 can be a need to kind of clear away
28:58 right some of those wounds some of that
29:02 trauma some of that
29:05 things that could be blocking that
29:07 creative inspiration from us right so
29:09 it's kind of like in a way your inner
29:10 child is wanting to grow
29:13 you know they're wanting to be expressed
29:15 they're wanting to talk about you know
29:18 how they feel and wanting to maybe in a
29:22 way kind of creatively inspire you to
29:24 create and maybe even manifest because
29:26 the nine of Pentacles and the ten of
29:28 Pentacles here twice
29:30 okay that that is huge that is huge
29:34 uh so yeah to me this is a lot about
29:36 releasing the old
29:39 um
29:40 the old I'm getting even for some of you
29:43 that have gone through that where your
29:44 your family lying before you because the
29:47 ten of Pentacles is also about like
29:48 family Legacies
29:50 right
29:51 some of you may even be kind of like the
29:53 cycle Breakers in your family where your
29:56 inner child is is kind of communicating
29:58 to you in a way now that you are that
30:02 person
30:03 that your inner child looks up to
30:07 right that your inner child is inspired
30:10 by your strength
30:12 your restorative energy that you're kind
30:15 of bringing in maybe even to the family
30:17 unit
30:19 right
30:21 um but yeah the ten of Pentacles here to
30:22 me to the tower some of you that is a
30:25 divorce a separation or something here
30:28 right looks very very uh chaotic
30:33 um
30:34 so what else am I seeing here
30:37 um yeah the nine of Pentacles is a very
30:39 independent type of energy it feels
30:42 stable it feels secure the nine of
30:44 Pentacles also being this energy of
30:46 abundance right being able to work hard
30:49 and stay focused and disciplined so it
30:52 can even be that your inner child is
30:53 really encouraging you and sees almost
30:56 like you know tap into my energy tap
30:59 into the inner child
31:01 right and maybe even for some of you it
31:04 is finding ways through the expression
31:06 of your feelings to create right because
31:09 that too can be a whole creative process
31:12 um where you are doing inner child
31:13 healing you are doing inner child work
31:15 or you're connecting into your inner
31:16 child and kind of allowing that
31:18 creativity
31:20 and to really flow within you so yeah
31:22 I'm just kind of feeling that they're
31:24 your inner child here is wanting you to
31:26 just really I feel like strengthen bonds
31:29 connections with friends with family
31:31 members right and for some of you it can
31:33 even be that your friends are are feel
31:35 more like family right and that if that
31:37 is your support system you know I feel
31:40 like go with it it's like you're
31:41 changing into this really stable
31:44 and grounded energy right
31:48 um the cat's whiskers here I'm actually
31:50 going to read this one here this one is
31:51 again from the oracle
31:53 of light and dreams okay which one like
31:57 I said this one I picked up in uh Sedona
32:00 okay so cats whiskers it says
32:04 uh nurture allies and Partnerships Unity
32:08 cooperation collaboration and community
32:11 and it says and this is from the art the
32:15 artist here who created this it says I
32:16 wanted my portrait of Catwoman
32:19 with her trusty companion fluffy to
32:22 capture a sense of their Unity Catwoman
32:26 with her protective Embrace and fluffy
32:28 with his don't mess with us meth mess
32:31 with us stare
32:34 suggest that they both have each other's
32:37 backs I imagined my devious duo in their
32:42 hidden Lair devising a mischievous plan
32:45 perhaps a diamond Heist or an audacious
32:47 raid on the fish market
32:50 whether they are in the middle of a
32:52 cunning Caper or prowling the rooftops
32:54 they know that they can rely on each
32:56 other through thick and thin
32:58 Our Lives can be tough and challenging
33:00 having others that we can count on to
33:03 offer assistance advice friendship and
33:05 protection helps us Thrive and survive
33:08 just being aware that there are people
33:11 who have our backs can reduce stress
33:13 boost our confidence and resilience and
33:16 encourage fruitful collaborations and a
33:18 sense of connectedness just as a cat can
33:21 leap further farther than a human we
33:25 make each other more whole by sharing
33:27 our individual strengths
33:30 okay so yeah nurture allies Partnerships
33:33 you have talk about your feelings tell a
33:36 friend how you feel and then you have
33:38 the two ten of Pentacles cards here
33:41 which is family right
33:44 um
33:45 not just family this is everything
33:48 within the physical right that we are
33:51 experiencing with our family members
33:53 with our friends it's our security it's
33:55 our stability it's our health it's our
33:57 well-being it is the manifestation of
34:00 all things
34:01 right
34:03 um
34:05 you know this is this is generational
34:07 like I said generations of um
34:10 right
34:13 so yeah to me that Tower is is the
34:15 release right the release of of things
34:18 from the past I actually do want to
34:20 clarify that a little bit more
34:22 and see let's do this little chubby bun
34:25 Tara
34:26 let's get a little bit more info Spirit
34:28 on the tower energy here
34:39 look at that the Sun
34:42 the Sun that is beautiful you know
34:46 uh the sun is a feeling of Happiness of
34:49 joy you know fulfillment a feeling of
34:52 complete almost like your inner child is
34:55 wanting you to really work towards
34:57 clearing
34:58 you know clearing releasing feelings
35:01 emotions from the past right so that
35:03 you're as you hear them heal them as an
35:05 adult right you're kind of releasing
35:09 and healing the inner child to be
35:11 released from that energy
35:13 right
35:14 almost like you can find Unity with your
35:17 inner child versus this is painful I'm
35:20 going to push this away I'm gonna push
35:21 this
35:22 my inner child away and become
35:25 disconnected
35:26 right it's like your inner child in a
35:28 way is kind of wanting to express to you
35:30 like we want growth here we don't want
35:32 to stay stuck here
35:34 you know forever in this Tower energy
35:36 like let's bring this energy together
35:39 okay
35:42 and maybe your inner child is like
35:44 saying hey let me let me create
35:46 something here like I want to create I
35:49 want to feel
35:50 happy and joyful and
35:54 you know maybe maybe it could be
35:57 you like maybe even like in a
36:01 like a little session that you do for
36:03 yourself right you you set the intention
36:05 of connecting in with your inner child
36:06 what is your inner child saying to you
36:09 right
36:11 do you talk to your inner child most of
36:13 us don't
36:15 right do we allow ourselves to explore
36:17 our creativity
36:19 right do we think back to when we were a
36:22 child and think about the things that we
36:26 liked the things that we were drawn to
36:27 the excitement that we had right about
36:31 certain things
36:32 you know
36:34 let's see why is the tower here
36:39 we have the hermit
36:41 okay
36:42 The Hermit is an energy of solitude
36:44 right or feeling isolated feeling alone
36:49 right so this for some of you it could
36:50 be that maybe during your childhood you
36:53 felt alone
36:54 right to me this is also a message from
36:57 your inner child to really take time to
36:59 introspect to reflect
37:01 right to dive deeper into yourself into
37:04 the inner child
37:06 right to me this also looks like an
37:09 inner child who may also feel lost
37:11 right with that herma energy
37:13 looking like this little bunny is kind
37:15 of like out there in the cold by himself
37:18 right with his eyes closed with this
37:20 little Lantern here
37:21 so yeah it's like your inner child in
37:24 some way is saying hello come find me
37:26 come get me right I want to be a part of
37:29 this I want to be a part of you
37:32 I want to feel loved and nurtured and uh
37:37 you know
37:38 to feel connected to you
37:41 right okay
37:45 let's see
37:48 we do have strong Virgo Leo energy here
37:53 lots of Virgo energy actually
37:56 lots of Virgo all these Pentacles
38:00 the 9 and the ten of Pentacles The
38:03 Hermit is all Virgo energy
38:05 okay
38:06 and then you have some Aries
38:10 energy as well so why is the tower here
38:15 the world okay so yes I love it the
38:18 world is an ending it is the completion
38:21 of a cycle
38:22 right so it's almost like your inner
38:25 child here is wanting to close out maybe
38:28 a destructive cycle within the family
38:30 unit and that's kind of really what I'm
38:32 feeling like this maybe those of you
38:33 that chose this did not have
38:35 you know the greatest childhood
38:38 um but yeah this is where maybe like I
38:41 said maybe you are that person who has
38:43 done a lot of that inner work or maybe
38:45 this is your inner child saying we need
38:47 to right we need to Deep dive into the
38:50 self because let's bring an end to an an
38:53 end
38:54 to this cycle of chaotic destructive
38:58 family
39:00 right let's make this and replace this
39:04 energy with something that is brighter
39:06 more loving right restoring energy here
39:10 so the world is the completion of a
39:12 cycle
39:13 okay for some of you this is the end
39:15 right you are that like I said you are
39:18 that person who is breaking this family
39:19 ancestral generational maybe for some of
39:23 you you know two to three generations
39:24 back
39:26 right maybe this is your inner child
39:28 wanting you to really kind of seek
39:30 Solitude right seek Refuge take some
39:32 time to really connect in with your
39:35 inner child right maybe with you deep
39:37 diving into the self you are noticing
39:40 how much of this pain or sadness or
39:43 neglect or abandonment or anything that
39:45 you've gone through as a child how you
39:47 may have turned you back to that and may
39:49 have become disconnected from the inner
39:51 child
39:52 right
39:54 um what else
39:56 okay so I think I'm gonna we're gonna
39:58 look at your little
39:59 unicorn now
40:03 unicorn it says when you believe in
40:05 magic special Grace enters your life
40:08 your pure heart is capable of
40:11 experiencing and expressing rare Beauty
40:14 and it says I believe in magic
40:17 right
40:19 I believe in magic and I feel like this
40:21 is something that your inner child is
40:23 wanting you to believe in as well right
40:27 and and really take some time to kind of
40:29 explore and tap into that energy here
40:32 right so that you're finding growth
40:34 through reflection right replacing that
40:37 completing that cycle this sun right
40:40 with the world this is like the
40:41 celebration here this is a culmination
40:44 right of closing out
40:48 that cycle of Destruction releasing it
40:50 letting it go having it be replaced
40:52 right and you were closing this out
40:55 comes from you doing the inner work
40:58 connecting in with the inner child
41:00 right and for some of you in doing so
41:03 you are helping yourself to clear any
41:06 blockages that you might have like I
41:07 said maybe around abundance maybe around
41:09 Independence right for yourself where
41:12 you can say you know what I can provide
41:13 for myself I can feel stable I can feel
41:17 secure I can create new family stronger
41:21 family connections right Partnerships
41:24 allies friends
41:26 that you're finding growth in and so for
41:29 some of you it can just literally be
41:31 a need for you to uh maybe have uh make
41:35 more friendships right let people in
41:38 right have somebody that you feel like
41:40 can support you and that you can feel
41:42 open to talking to your feelings about
41:45 right so that you are able to allow that
41:47 creativity of the flow many of you I
41:49 feel like with the nine of Pentacles
41:50 here and the ten of Pentacles you are
41:52 meant to be that person who creates that
41:54 generational wealth for your family
41:57 moving forward
41:59 and you are creating this beautiful
42:01 energy and that's really what your inner
42:02 child is wanting is wanting to feel that
42:05 security that love that nurturing within
42:08 a family or even friend type of unit
42:11 okay so I'm going to leave it here for
42:13 you pile number one I hope this was
42:15 helpful for you guys and I will see you
42:16 in the next reading
42:19 hi Paul too so those of you that
42:21 resonated with the orange calphite
42:23 crystal this is going to be a reading
42:25 today and those of you that watched me
42:27 Shuffle our piles thank you guys so much
42:30 uh for
42:32 being there while I shuffle okay so
42:36 we're gonna actually start with your
42:37 tarot first
42:40 and then we'll also bring out your
42:42 Oracle
42:44 okay so we're starting off with the six
42:46 of Cups which is actually about
42:48 childhood
42:50 um
42:51 Nostalgia memories
42:53 okay
42:56 we have the eight of lines I'm actually
43:00 gonna put these ones first because we
43:02 have three of these
43:08 we have the queen of cups
43:14 we have The Two of Wands
43:18 and then we also have the seven of
43:20 swords
43:24 okay
43:31 okay so I might want to clarify this a
43:33 little bit but the first thing standout
43:35 type of energy that I'm seeing here is
43:37 this queen of Cups okay
43:40 so I understand that you know some of
43:43 you have not had perfect childhoods
43:46 um we all come from very different
43:47 backgrounds so some of us have had some
43:50 really painful childhoods and then
43:52 others of us have had ones that were a
43:55 lot more harmonious and more balanced
43:57 okay so I'm gonna try to just kind of
44:00 keep that in mind as I'm reading these
44:01 and let you know kind of what I'm
44:04 feeling kind of coming from both sides
44:06 of that
44:07 okay the one thing that I am kind of
44:12 seen here
44:14 is
44:16 this queen of Cups and
44:19 I'm noticing that in this queen of Cups
44:21 energy this is a very dark card there's
44:24 a lot of darkness in here okay so that
44:27 may resonate for some of you and what
44:29 I'm seeing here is that
44:30 there's a dark sky
44:33 which you don't really see in the queen
44:34 of Cups type of card but I noticed that
44:37 this queen of cups is standing here by
44:39 herself she looks like she's looking out
44:41 in the distance over the water
44:43 it's night time right there's a bunch of
44:46 dark clouds here there's a bunch of
44:48 water that she's surrounded by and it
44:50 almost looks like her cup is empty
44:53 okay the queen of cups is a very loving
44:57 supportive nurturing kind
45:01 uh sensitive compassionate
45:04 loving nurturing energy
45:07 but the other thing that I'm noticing in
45:09 this card is there is a bunch of these
45:11 lotuses that are everywhere okay now if
45:15 you don't really know anything about a
45:16 lotus's lotuses are flowers that grow
45:21 basically in the mud muddy Dark Water
45:25 okay so for some of you it could be
45:29 the way that she kind of looks like
45:31 she's standing here some of you it could
45:32 have even been that your inner child is
45:34 wanting nurturing she's wanting love or
45:37 he or she is wanting love
45:39 right for some of you could have been
45:41 that you felt like you did not have that
45:43 right you could have gone through maybe
45:46 some really
45:47 challenging type of energies with all of
45:50 those lotuses that are there to me the
45:53 way that I look at her the way she's
45:54 standing there it almost looks like
45:55 she's waiting
45:57 she's waiting
45:59 right like she's waiting for love she's
46:01 waiting for nurturing right with the
46:03 with the queen of cups
46:05 um and I say she because I mean tarot
46:07 doesn't really have a gender but the
46:08 energy of this right
46:10 the energy of the card with with a queen
46:13 um
46:15 but yeah it just makes me feel like some
46:17 of you may have gone through some really
46:18 maybe emotional neglect right maybe you
46:21 felt like there you didn't feel loved
46:24 you didn't feel loved enough or your
46:25 inner child didn't feel that and wants
46:27 your inner child is saying to you you
46:29 know today I want love I want to feel
46:32 nurtured
46:34 right
46:35 um also
46:37 I'm seeing the seven of Swords energy
46:39 you know the seven of Swords can talk
46:41 about illusions
46:42 deception trickery
46:46 um you know somebody who's literally
46:48 stealing something or taking something
46:49 away so some of you may have even been
46:52 in that situation where you feel like
46:54 during a child that something was taken
46:58 away from them
46:59 okay
47:01 um
47:03 something was taken away but to me the
47:06 seven of Swords here can also be talking
47:07 about avoidance
47:09 right scattered thinking
47:11 uh thoughts that are kind of like
47:15 maybe there was something that made you
47:16 feel confused uh during childhood
47:20 uh
47:23 I don't know I'm just I'm noticing how
47:25 there's this also there's this little
47:27 bunny back here
47:28 and he's got his wand by himself
47:31 this little Bunny's by himself too
47:34 you know she's standing alone he's kind
47:36 of away
47:40 and then we have the eight of Wands
47:41 Little Bear here who it looks like he's
47:44 running away I don't know he looks like
47:49 he's running and he's got sweat that's
47:52 kind of running through here
47:55 okay so some of you yeah I'm seeing that
47:57 with with um
47:59 those of you that may have had a little
48:01 bit more troubled childhood
48:03 uh type of energies here I don't know
48:05 maybe some of you literally ran away ran
48:08 away from home or wanted to run away
48:09 from home as a as a child
48:11 right maybe you felt like you weren't
48:13 loved there wasn't really nurturing
48:15 right within that
48:18 family connection right but yeah that to
48:21 me is like the big message here is
48:22 regardless of of what
48:25 um you know background the queen of cups
48:28 is love it is unconditional love it is
48:31 nurturing and compassion and empathy and
48:33 sensitivity and kind it's also
48:36 creativity right intuition
48:39 so some of you it could be that your
48:40 inner child is encouraging you
48:43 to explore your creativity
48:46 right to explore your creativity the Two
48:49 of Wands is about making decisions
48:51 choices right and I'm looking at how
48:53 this little bunny here is kind of
48:54 holding on to one one wand and he's got
48:57 his eyes closed so to me it almost looks
49:00 like he is he or she I don't know if
49:02 it's a girl or a boy bunny
49:04 um but almost like he or she is
49:09 closing his eyes and imagining something
49:12 right and the wands are about passion
49:15 and creativity and you know the things
49:17 that really Inspire us so in some way I
49:19 feel like your inner child is wanting to
49:22 Express something here and the eight of
49:24 Wands is about energy that's in motion
49:27 it's about taking action it is about
49:31 movement it could be about travel it
49:33 could be uh communication right so in
49:37 some way I feel like your inner child is
49:38 also wanting to
49:40 let you know today that
49:44 they are wanting you to communicate with
49:46 them it almost makes me feel like some
49:47 of you may be avoiding inner child or
49:49 avoiding inner child work right maybe
49:52 not paying attention to it or not really
49:54 focused on it for some of you
49:56 others of you there could be certain
49:57 things about your childhood that you do
49:59 avoid because they are painful because
50:01 you know they
50:03 um
50:03 it's difficult right it can be very
50:05 difficult very challenging with inner
50:07 child healing and work it's a lot
50:09 sometimes for us to address
50:12 um and this kind of makes me look like
50:14 there's some type of isolation here or
50:16 feeling abandoned or neglected in some
50:19 way like I said this little Bunny's off
50:21 by himself but yet we have
50:23 this little bunny here who's giving
50:25 something to this other bunny here right
50:28 so it almost makes me feel
50:30 like is there something missing
50:32 right is there something missing here
50:34 almost like your inner child is wanting
50:36 love wanting nurturing uh wanting to be
50:40 noticed wanting recognition validation
50:43 in some way
50:46 um some of you I'm noticing that this
50:47 little uh bear here is wearing this
50:50 black all black little Cape maybe for
50:53 some of you this is saying that maybe
50:54 you felt like you were the outcast right
50:57 in the family
51:00 um
51:02 yeah maybe filling like your for some of
51:04 you even the passions that you had or
51:06 your inner child had
51:08 were not looked at almost like you
51:12 maybe watch siblings or even friends and
51:15 maybe watching their connections with
51:17 their parents and how their parents were
51:20 maybe acknowledging them but you felt
51:23 like your
51:24 you didn't have that
51:26 for some of you I feel like
51:30 okay
51:31 maybe not having that
51:34 um okay what else am I seeing here okay
51:37 so another thing that I'm getting here
51:39 and I feel like this is across the board
51:41 too regardless of what type of childhood
51:43 you may have had but the eight of Wands
51:45 like I said it is about communication
51:47 movement
51:49 um fast moving energy
51:51 and with the Two of Wands this is about
51:53 making some type of a decision or choice
51:56 and I feel like your inner child is
51:59 wanting you
52:01 to really trust your intuition as an
52:04 adult
52:05 and
52:09 not really avoid I feel like avoid
52:14 running away from or feeling anxious
52:17 about
52:19 making certain choices and decisions
52:22 that you feel creatively inspired by
52:24 because for somebody like I said the the
52:26 queen of Cups she's all about intuition
52:28 creative energy creativity right
52:31 and this is us being allowing our
52:34 intuition to guide us
52:36 right so to me this bunny also looks
52:38 like let's just say he's tapped into his
52:40 queen of Cups energy
52:41 and he's holding on to the wand and he's
52:44 imagining like if I choose this creative
52:47 idea
52:48 imagining where is this going to lead
52:51 right
52:52 so some of you it could even be that you
52:54 are a little bit even afraid of trusting
52:55 your intuition like is it going to lead
52:57 me to the right place and I feel like
52:59 your inner child is saying here there is
53:01 many ideas and creative things that you
53:04 have not really manifested into the
53:06 physical and it's like your inner child
53:07 is wanting you to remember
53:10 your childhood remember
53:12 the creative inspiration that your inner
53:15 child had at that time that maybe has
53:18 not been expressed it's almost like to
53:19 me looking at this eight of Wands almost
53:21 like your inner child is following you
53:23 with all of these ideas that they're
53:26 inspired by and basically saying don't
53:29 run away from me right almost like your
53:31 inner child here is kind of like leaving
53:33 behind the swords the swords are our
53:36 thoughts they're our communication their
53:37 ideas right so in some way it's kind of
53:40 like your inner child is trying to like
53:41 sneak in and kind of bring you these
53:44 into ideas to help to inspire your
53:46 intuition
53:47 and really be more trusting I feel like
53:50 of uh
53:53 uh the ideas that you do have where your
53:56 intuition is kind of leading you towards
53:57 and really kind of listen in and tune
53:59 into your gut feeling your intuition to
54:02 allow that to be something that does
54:04 guide you towards the things that you do
54:06 want to create right because the six of
54:08 cups is about memories it's about
54:10 Nostalgia it's even about friends right
54:13 the six of Cups can be about uh
54:14 friendships bonds Kindred Spirits
54:17 connections that we feel with other
54:18 people it's about kindness and
54:21 you know we're seeing how this little
54:23 bunny is kind of giving something to
54:24 another little bunny here
54:27 um so to me in some way it's kind of
54:28 like your inner child is wanting you to
54:31 remember right remember what uh memories
54:35 and things like that that you have from
54:36 the past that creative inspiration that
54:38 you've had
54:40 and kind of bring that uh moving forward
54:43 right the gift it's a gift with the six
54:45 of Cups it's it's giving something a
54:47 gift from a place of the Heart of Love
54:50 almost like your inner child is wanting
54:53 you to give them the gift of allowing
54:56 themselves allowing your inner child to
54:59 create right where they no longer have
55:01 to like run after you and try to catch
55:03 up with you and connect with you it's
55:05 almost like your inner child is waiting
55:07 for you in a way to say hello I have
55:09 ideas here right I have ideas remember
55:12 what we used to like when we were young
55:14 let's take that idea and allow me as
55:18 your inner child to just my gut feeling
55:21 about how I want to move forward
55:24 with something right
55:27 um the cups in the six of Cups imply
55:29 growth and manifestation right the
55:32 potential of that
55:34 um yeah so yeah friendships it could be
55:37 remembering friends from the past maybe
55:39 for some of you it can be that your
55:40 inner child has an old friend that they
55:44 want to connect with
55:45 right but they want to connect it so
55:48 let's look also
55:51 at your cards let's see this one we've
55:54 got leadership here and it says set your
55:57 goals
55:59 set your goals
56:01 we have card number 30 with Enchanted
56:07 we have curiosity here and it says start
56:10 a project related to something you're
56:12 curious about
56:15 right
56:19 um let's put this over here
56:22 we have the Tomato dragon and it says
56:25 shine
56:26 right it's almost like your your inner
56:28 child is like wanting to be in the
56:31 spotlight
56:32 right
56:34 wanting to be recognized it's the six of
56:36 cups are very sweet very playful energy
56:39 and then we also have mermaids love here
56:42 okay this card is actually about you
56:46 know can be about adult love and things
56:49 like that but to me symbolically we're
56:51 seeing this man who's standing here and
56:54 then we have this mermaid who's kind of
56:56 floating and the way that he's kind of
56:57 holding her is like he's grounding her
56:59 right grounding her energy
57:02 um
57:03 so in some way with the mermaid's love I
57:06 see how that's kind of tying into this
57:07 queen of Cups and that your inner child
57:10 is like I said wanting love wanting
57:12 nurturing maybe it is the ideas maybe it
57:14 is the inspiration the creative
57:15 inspiration that your inner child is
57:17 wanting you to kind of Connect into
57:19 right we have leadership here so it's
57:22 kind of like your inner child is
57:23 encouraging you
57:25 to be confident in yourself right uh
57:29 especially for those of you where you
57:31 have a little bit of like scatter
57:32 thinking like you kind of feel like
57:34 you're the you have many ideas right
57:36 lots of ideas
57:38 um don't shy away from them you know I
57:40 feel like it's like your inner child is
57:41 just like hello like I said hello I have
57:45 all of these ideas let's let's do this
57:47 let's create let's manifest
57:51 um yeah so leadership here set your
57:53 goals right she also looks like she's
57:55 holding this
57:57 this little torch here
58:01 right
58:03 we got Leo energy
58:06 there too
58:08 yeah and all of this look at all these
58:10 flowers here all these sunflowers it
58:12 just looks like so much
58:15 abundance creation
58:17 and your inner child wanting you
58:20 and to feel I feel like confident
58:23 right we do also have Aquarius uh Aries
58:27 cancer scorpio Pisces and Sagittarius
58:32 okay
58:35 um yes we have shine here so to me yes
58:37 again it's like your inner child is
58:39 wanting
58:41 to Express the self ideas inspiration
58:46 wanting you to take action here
58:48 right
58:50 and for some of you it could even be
58:51 that your inner child is saying there is
58:52 some type of decision that you have to
58:54 make that you've been avoiding
58:56 right because that A7 of Swords is can
58:58 be when we are
59:00 maybe feeling anxious avoidance of of
59:03 something maybe there is a decision
59:05 you're kind of going through right now
59:06 and I feel like your inner child may be
59:07 saying to you
59:08 trust your intuition
59:11 right trust your intuition
59:15 um
59:16 so what I want to do I want to read
59:18 actually this this message here for you
59:20 guys it's uh this is card number 30
59:23 um Enchanted this is from the Oracle of
59:25 light and dreams deck I picked this up
59:27 in Sedona but I think they probably have
59:30 this on Amazon I'm not sure
59:33 um let's see
59:36 let's see what this card is about
59:41 and how that's tying into your reading
59:43 okay
59:44 it says let go of what you cannot change
59:48 and embrace what you can
59:51 it says attachment choice
59:54 change and freedom
59:57 it says I come to this place when I find
59:59 myself wishing and waiting for things
60:01 that could and should have been
60:04 I carefully gather these thoughts
60:07 the tormenting Shadows of the done and
60:10 unchangeable and carefully wrap them
60:12 I don't know if that's putting a glare
60:14 there and carefully wrap them in a shell
60:17 of light and silken Wings then as I draw
60:21 in the piece that surrounds me I
60:23 delicately let go of these fluttering
60:25 ghosts and release a breath as they
60:28 drift fade and vanish in the air
60:31 there are times in our lives when we
60:33 need to let go of the past and unhealthy
60:36 attachments these attachments might be
60:39 the loss of somebody or something hurt
60:42 and Injustice or hopes and dreams when
60:45 we grasp for what is no longer and
60:48 relive memories over and over in our
60:50 minds we stagnate and are unable to
60:53 pursue opportu you know what
60:56 maybe for some of you I'm just going to
60:58 say this because this is what making me
61:00 think some of you your inner child may
61:02 be giving you love advice
61:04 for some of you I'm just gonna say
61:06 because this is talking this card is
61:08 talking about
61:09 reliving past memories and that's what
61:11 the six of cups is it is the past
61:14 right something from our past it can
61:17 talk about childhood but for some of you
61:18 like I said she looks like she's waiting
61:20 for something
61:23 so maybe for some of you you could quite
61:25 literally be in a situation
61:27 where you are having feelings for
61:31 somebody from the past this person has
61:33 been avoidant or has been avoiding
61:35 communication with you and you are
61:37 needing to make a choice about maybe
61:38 needing to let go of that person from
61:40 the past for some of you can even be a
61:42 friend
61:43 okay maybe even a family member
61:47 but with mermaids love here this like I
61:49 said is romantic love
61:51 so maybe for some of your inner child is
61:53 seeing how maybe you are ungrounded if
61:55 you are in that type of situation or
61:57 there is someone from your past that you
61:59 have the situation with that you're
62:00 needing to heal okay so I'm just gonna
62:02 say that that's what I was getting for
62:04 this it says when we grasp for what is
62:07 no longer and relive moments and memory
62:10 or memories over and over in our minds
62:12 we stagnate and are unable to pursue
62:15 opportunities for change
62:17 by letting go we create space to move
62:20 forward in our lives and experience new
62:22 better or different things that can help
62:24 us flourish and grow
62:26 it says some people believe holding on
62:28 and hanging in there are signs of great
62:31 strength however there are times when it
62:33 takes much more strength to know when to
62:35 let go than to do it
62:38 okay so take that however that resonates
62:40 but yeah maybe quite literally your
62:43 inner child might be trying to give you
62:45 some love advice here
62:48 okay so we have your last message here
62:52 um this pretty little card here
62:55 and it says rest look at that it says
62:58 when you support yourself with peace
62:59 quiet and decadent rest you allow the
63:02 universe to support you too it says I
63:04 settle my mind and surrender into
63:06 nourishing down time
63:09 right nourishing downtime
63:11 so yeah maybe like I said your your
63:14 inner child is noticing
63:15 the seven of Swords like I said it could
63:18 be running
63:19 uh running away avoidant of something
63:22 maybe this is a time for nurturing
63:25 right
63:27 maybe that is the gift that you're maybe
63:29 your inner child is trying to give to
63:30 you
63:32 in a way right waiting for you to notice
63:35 um I also noticed the Curiosity here it
63:37 says start a project related to
63:39 something you're curious about
63:42 right so for some of you it can be maybe
63:44 needing to kind of get that in motion
63:47 right and really kind of Take the Lead
63:51 with it trust your intuition your gut
63:53 feeling about that and moving forward
63:54 with it but yeah your inner child is
63:56 saying rest
63:57 it's time to rest right especially if
64:00 you're someone who's still healing from
64:01 memories or things like that from the
64:03 past
64:05 um
64:06 that can definitely be something okay so
64:09 I'm gonna leave it here for you pile
64:10 number two I hope this was helpful for
64:12 you guys and I will see you in the next
64:13 reading
64:15 High pile three so those of you that
64:18 resonated with this a Jasper here this
64:20 is going to be your reading let's just
64:23 put this here
64:24 so let's look at your tarot first and
64:27 those of you that did watch me Shuffle
64:29 their piles today
64:31 thank you guys so much for sitting
64:34 through that sitting through that
64:38 um so what are we doing we're doing
64:39 messages from your inner child
64:42 okay
64:43 so we're starting off with the death
64:46 card
64:49 we have well you guys have the death
64:52 card here twice
64:54 this happened with another pile
64:57 but not with the death card it was
64:58 another one but it came out twice
65:01 um
65:03 king of Pentacles
65:08 you have the magician
65:12 and the four of cups okay
65:17 okay so what I will say
65:19 um and it's just like I was telling pile
65:20 one and pile two
65:22 we're doing messages from your inner
65:24 child today so
65:26 obviously right we've all come from very
65:29 different backgrounds sometimes we come
65:31 from really good places from our
65:33 childhood and some of us not such great
65:36 places okay
65:37 so I'm just keeping that in mind with
65:39 the messages that come through because
65:40 it is a general reading I'm just going
65:42 to kind of let you guys know
65:44 um what I see here and one of the piles
65:47 I feel like was even an inner child
65:49 giving advice like advice
65:53 um to one of the piles
65:55 so
65:57 and that is kind of what I'm feeling
65:59 this is uh is that your inner child is
66:02 trying to give you advice okay because
66:05 I'm seeing how
66:07 we have the four of cups here
66:10 okay
66:11 we have the four of cups and to me this
66:13 kind of like is in a way especially with
66:15 us doing an inner child reading
66:18 your inner child is you know
66:21 the person
66:23 you were in the past so to me as I'm
66:26 looking at this four of cups
66:27 symbolically
66:29 this is you here in the present
66:32 right this is you here in the present
66:35 and I'm seeing how there is this other
66:38 little bear who kind of looks like he's
66:40 in the shadow right he's the shadowy
66:42 here
66:42 and then there's a bunch of these orange
66:46 kind of leaves to me so this to me is
66:49 like past right it's almost like this is
66:51 your past self your inner child here
66:53 and this is you in the present
66:56 so the four of cups energy can talk
67:00 about feeling indifferent bored
67:04 discontent
67:06 unhappy right uh when we're basically
67:10 not feeling that
67:13 happy with our life we're not feeling
67:15 emotionally fulfilled okay so that could
67:17 be you right now
67:19 okay so this is kind of where I feel
67:20 like your inner child is trying to give
67:22 you advice advice because
67:26 the four of cups can be when we have a
67:29 blind spot and it can be that there's
67:30 something that we're not seeing
67:33 okay so I'm definitely feeling this this
67:36 message from your inner child
67:39 of wanting you to focus on
67:42 transformation whatever that means for
67:44 you
67:45 okay whether that means that you have
67:48 gone through a lot of very challenging
67:50 painful things in your past whether
67:53 they're from inner childhood or from
67:56 experiences that you may have had
67:58 throughout life
67:59 right but this is basically when we're
68:01 feeling like whatever life has to give
68:04 us we're not happy with it
68:06 right we're not seeing
68:08 the things surrounding us that are
68:11 positive that are beautiful
68:14 because we may be focused on our past we
68:17 may be focused and living in the past
68:20 and feeling that there is nothing that
68:22 we can do
68:24 to really change
68:26 our circumstances or or our self right
68:29 but I feel like
68:32 in a way your inner child is trying to
68:34 get your attention
68:36 right and maybe it is a need for
68:38 nurturing a need for stability or
68:40 security because you also have the king
68:41 of Pentacles here right maybe for some
68:43 of you it is that your inner child did
68:45 not have the stability and the security
68:47 and the nurturing
68:49 that
68:50 they needed growing up
68:54 right maybe they felt like they didn't
68:55 get that for some of you
68:58 um but what I'm seeing here is
69:01 the need for change okay the need for
69:04 transformation and that transformation
69:06 can be something that you find within
69:08 yourself within your emotions within
69:10 your feelings
69:11 a need for release okay with the death
69:15 card
69:16 um to me this is also transformation
69:18 that may even be taking place within
69:20 your mind
69:22 right I do feel like I do want to
69:24 clarify that I'm going to do it now
69:26 before I forget because I think I forgot
69:27 was pile two
69:29 but let's uh look at this
69:32 first death card here let's see why is
69:35 the death card here
69:41 I'm feeling this emotional release here
69:43 too I'm noticing that in this card
69:47 we have one little bunny down here who's
69:49 crying
69:53 and then there's this water that's kind
69:56 of flowing here
69:58 right so as we have death we're bringing
70:02 something to an end right releasing
70:03 something letting something go
70:05 but then we have this beautiful Fun Sun
70:07 that is kind of rising over the horizon
70:11 right so it is kind of like to me that
70:13 cycle
70:15 uh let's see why is the death card here
70:26 you know in a way kind of yeah we have
70:28 the Ace of Swords here this is about
70:29 Clarity it's about a breakthrough in our
70:33 thoughts in our mind
70:34 um
70:35 so I feel like in some way yeah your
70:37 inner child is giving you some guidance
70:38 right now giving you some guidance okay
70:41 that if you are someone who is feeling
70:45 bored
70:47 unfulfilled
70:50 um
70:52 not maybe not completely open to
70:54 opportunities that are surrounding you
70:56 or you're just not seeing them
70:58 you're just not seeing them right
70:59 because the four of cups can basically
71:00 be when we're also feeling sorry for
71:02 ourself
71:04 right we're just feeling so off so out
71:07 of balance
71:08 and
71:12 we could be rejecting certain things we
71:14 could feel rejected we can feel like I
71:17 don't know maybe like other people are
71:18 pushing us away or maybe there is
71:21 rejection wounds that we're needing to
71:22 heal like maybe if you were someone who
71:24 oh that's what I'm getting here too
71:27 maybe for some of you and I'm getting
71:29 maybe they could be around a masculine
71:31 energy father father figure
71:33 but to me this almost looks like and
71:36 regardless if it's mother father that
71:37 you had when you were a child I'm
71:39 getting this message too
71:40 we have what looks to me like a papa
71:43 bear here right Papa Bear sitting here
71:47 and
71:50 to me this can also be your inner child
71:53 trying to get attention
71:55 wanting attention wanting love
71:59 um but maybe feeling that you could not
72:01 approach that parent
72:03 for that or that person that parent was
72:05 just not available emotionally
72:06 unavailable
72:07 for you
72:09 right so that's also what I'm seeing
72:11 here too some of you could have even had
72:13 a parent that had addictions
72:16 okay because I'm noticing how there is
72:17 this Papa Bear here with these three
72:19 cups so to me that can even be that you
72:21 were dealing with a parent that had uh
72:23 issues with alcohol
72:26 right
72:27 and maybe you felt like you couldn't
72:29 even talk to that parent because that
72:32 parent was like in a way they were
72:34 unhappy right so how can they be
72:36 available for you if they are going
72:38 through something themselves too right
72:40 so yeah to me this could be that for
72:42 some of you
72:43 that you may have felt like that person
72:45 who was rejected maybe your inner child
72:47 does feel rejection
72:49 right and that can also be something
72:51 that needs to be killed and changed here
72:52 too the Ace of Swords can be like an
72:55 epiphany or breakthrough because for
72:56 some of you
72:57 healing that rejection wound or feeling
73:00 like your emotional needs were not met
73:02 as a child
73:04 can be like Spirit saying here with the
73:06 Ace of Swords or inner child saying
73:09 that is The Epiphany
73:11 that could be the key for you that if
73:14 you also find yourself in this place
73:16 where you feel disconnected right from
73:18 self or from the inner child
73:21 um
73:22 that is the key as the Ace of Swords
73:25 because this is the light bulb moment
73:27 that is a Moment of clarity it's a
73:29 breakthrough
73:30 right maybe that addressing that wound
73:33 for some of you could be where the
73:35 transformation needs to take place that
73:37 healing that wound that need right for a
73:41 parent or love or stability security
73:43 because we've got the king of Pentacles
73:44 here
73:45 right maybe for some of you this is
73:48 um
73:49 that I'm almost kind of it's making me
73:52 think of like um
73:55 uh Maslow's hierarchy of of needs right
73:59 our basic needs not being met
74:02 right and the king of Pentacles is to me
74:05 and connected into the root chakra our
74:07 root chakra is our foundation
74:09 right when we are not having those needs
74:13 being met our basic needs right
74:16 uh stability security you know our
74:19 finances having a home having food love
74:23 right
74:25 and building that connection with the
74:27 parent
74:28 you know or whoever is our parent even
74:30 if they're a grandparent that was your
74:32 parent when we feel like we don't have
74:34 that or we are missing right our parents
74:37 not don't have them
74:38 to me this could be something that's
74:40 affecting you here and this to me is the
74:42 key of the thing that you're needing to
74:43 transform because I feel like
74:46 you have the magician here and the
74:48 magician is a manifestation
74:51 it is having an idea
74:54 something that we are inspired by right
74:56 and realizing and recognizing that we do
74:59 have all the tools that we need within
75:02 us
75:03 in order to create change and that's
75:05 what I'm seeing here with the death card
75:07 is that your inner child is kind of in a
75:09 way
75:10 wanting you to transform wanting you to
75:13 change wanting you to release things
75:15 that you may be holding on to
75:17 right especially if you're feeling kind
75:19 of disconnected or feeling like you're
75:20 not happy
75:21 right that you're maybe you're wanting
75:24 stability maybe you're wanting security
75:25 maybe you're wanting abundance maybe
75:27 you're wanting to buy a new home or
75:29 you're wanting a steady job or you're
75:31 wanting a job you're wanting to have
75:33 more
75:34 you know experience more
75:37 uh manifestation in the physical
75:41 okay so let me get one more for this
75:45 other death card here and see what else
75:46 comes up here
75:48 right that Ace of Swords can also be a
75:51 sword that is used
75:54 to cut certain things out of our life
75:57 right and maybe one of those things
76:02 maybe is a way of thinking right a way
76:04 of speaking internally our inner
76:06 dialogue
76:08 okay why is the death card here
76:13 Knight of Wands yeah so it's kind of
76:16 like
76:16 the Knight of Wands energy is Passion it
76:20 is drive it is fire right and we're not
76:22 in that night of Wands energy if we're
76:24 in the four of cups
76:26 right
76:27 let's see what your four cups is about
76:31 it's almost like your inner child is
76:32 it's almost like
76:35 kind of like wanting you
76:38 to experience more better
76:42 right to kind of inspire you in a way to
76:45 kind of get that
76:46 passion going we have the eight of
76:48 swords look at that
76:51 okay so in some way I feel like your
76:53 inner child sees that with the eight of
76:56 Swords energy this can be a lot of
76:57 restrictive thinking the mental prison
77:00 right with eight of swords that is a
77:01 mental prison this is what we do to
77:03 ourself
77:05 we keep ourselves stuck we keep
77:07 ourselves stuck in that negative mindset
77:09 the negative thinking to the point where
77:11 we feel like you know what
77:13 I just I'm not feeling happy
77:17 I don't feel like I'm being fulfilled
77:21 um
77:21 and like I said with the four of cups
77:24 the that fourth cup back here is
77:26 basically from Spirit it is from
77:28 universe
77:29 right so we're not really seeing we're
77:32 not paying attention right to everything
77:34 else that is kind of going on in our
77:36 life and the opportunities that are
77:37 always surrounding us they are always
77:41 there
77:43 right we all have the same opportunities
77:45 but it is our mindset
77:48 right if you look at someone you see
77:51 them like they're abundant they have a
77:52 house they have you know everything that
77:54 you want you have access to that too
77:57 we all do
77:59 it is our mindset our way of thinking
78:01 that keeps us
78:03 from achieving that right getting to
78:06 that level the king of Pentacles as an
78:08 energy of
78:09 dedication
78:11 commitment Focus discipline organization
78:17 right risks taking risks in life
78:21 in order to achieve that level of
78:23 security right but if we're stuck in
78:26 this eight of Swords energy that's not
78:28 going to happen
78:29 or it can take a really long time for it
78:31 to happen if we cannot get beyond our
78:33 own thoughts that is self-sabotage
78:37 okay
78:38 another thing that I'm seeing here is
78:40 that for some of you that have gone
78:41 through that type of childhood where
78:44 you felt like you were not recognized
78:47 right maybe the parent was not paying
78:48 attention to you or like I said you
78:51 didn't get that emotional connection
78:52 with that parent right that can also be
78:55 a place that your inner child is stuck
78:57 at and wanting to be released
79:01 right it may be you recognizing as you
79:04 being the Ace of Swords having that
79:06 Epiphany that your inner child in some
79:09 way kind of feels like it's being held
79:11 hostage
79:12 by the past
79:13 right so we can recognize that the inner
79:16 child may also be feeling stuck may also
79:20 be kind of stuck and trapped in this
79:22 place that it cannot escape from
79:25 and wanting you to recognize that with
79:27 this Ace of Swords where you finally
79:29 have your own light bulb moment to say
79:31 okay you know what I do need to work on
79:33 my inner child I need to work because
79:35 some of you this eight of swords that
79:36 you're experiencing right now is coming
79:39 from
79:40 that inner child
79:43 right so with the death card we can
79:45 acknowledge that death and the Ace of
79:47 Swords we can acknowledge that
79:49 right maybe in my adult life I am
79:52 feeling scared I self-sabotage I am I
79:57 live in fear I feel discontent with my
80:01 life because this still hasn't been
80:03 addressed
80:05 if we heal and transform and release our
80:08 inner child from this eight of Swords
80:10 energy we can go back to being this
80:12 beautiful energy of the magician look at
80:14 your inner child standing here up on the
80:16 table
80:17 with its carrot that is manifestation
80:20 right there right that bunny took all
80:23 those tools on the table
80:25 believed in itself because it's been
80:27 released from this eight of swords and
80:29 is now
80:30 proud right and this is kind of like in
80:33 a way your inner child wanting to be
80:36 that king of Pentacles your inner child
80:38 still has that dream
80:41 right
80:42 the Knight of Wands is about passion
80:44 it's about that drive that fire that
80:47 energy within us that at this point your
80:50 inner child is wanting to go
80:53 right your inner child doesn't want to
80:55 be stuck in this in this energy any
80:58 longer so the more that we can kind of
81:01 look to the inner child sometimes for
81:03 understanding why
81:06 we feel self-sabotage or why we
81:09 self-sabotage right is there something
81:12 here that we're holding on to because
81:13 sometimes that inner child can give us a
81:15 lot of Clues right into what we are
81:18 experiencing the way that we're thinking
81:20 now that's why the inner child healing
81:23 is so important
81:25 by us staying connected to the inner
81:27 child because it's very much a part of
81:28 us it's in there right
81:31 even if you're 50 years old
81:33 you know 45 years old like I will be
81:36 next month the inner child is still
81:38 there and that is why I have this Teddy
81:39 tarot and this chubby bun tarot because
81:42 I like it my inner child likes it
81:46 right so yes your inner child is wanting
81:49 to create
81:50 right more than just a carrot the king
81:53 of Pentacles that is what your inner
81:55 child is wanting you kind of like in a
81:57 way encouraging you to really look at
81:59 how you are holding yourself back here
82:02 right that's what this feels like to me
82:04 it's like your inner child is saying
82:05 come on let's go let's do this I'm ready
82:08 I've got my horse I got my wand I've got
82:10 my little helmet here I have ideas and I
82:14 want to manifest
82:15 right because I believe in myself and
82:17 this is what your inner child is wanting
82:19 you to believe in you and your power to
82:21 become that king of Pentacles
82:24 okay
82:26 so let's see four of cups we've got
82:28 cancer energy here
82:31 we also have Gemini cancer Gemini so
82:34 some of you could have cancer Gemini uh
82:36 placements we also have Taurus Virgo
82:41 uh Capricorn we also have Libra Scorpio
82:44 and also Aries Leo and Sagittarius so
82:46 let's look at your
82:49 Oracle let's do this big one
82:52 look at that we have potential it says
82:54 think big look at your inner child here
82:58 right that is the magic that your inner
83:01 child has from within right that magic
83:04 that wonderment that creation that ah
83:08 kind of struck type of energy of
83:10 creating
83:12 right this is the potential that
83:15 basically your inner child is saying hey
83:17 I still have this potential
83:19 to become who I truly want to be
83:22 right think big for your future that's
83:26 big right there the king of Pentacles
83:29 we also have card number 24 with
83:32 butterflies
83:36 we have thankful and it says think about
83:38 the people and things you feel grateful
83:40 for because that four of cups
83:44 is not feeling too happy
83:47 right
83:49 we could be thinking about all the
83:51 things that we don't have this isn't the
83:53 way I like it that's not the way I want
83:55 it I'm not happy right the four of cups
83:58 like I said basically a pity party
84:01 we feel sorry for ourselves I can't fix
84:03 this why that eight of Swords is in the
84:05 way
84:06 right self-limiting beliefs that are
84:07 keeping us blocked
84:09 this is where this death here twice
84:12 transformation letting go
84:15 right of thoughts
84:17 ideas limitations use that sword to
84:22 break yourself free right that is the
84:24 clarity that you're needing here at this
84:26 time with this reading today is that if
84:28 you feel that way let's take notice
84:30 right of what those thoughts are but I
84:33 feel like for many of you it is stemming
84:35 from the inner child right the inner
84:36 child being stuck
84:38 trapped
84:40 in that energy okay wanting to be free
84:44 okay so let's see
84:47 foreign
84:50 we have the avocado dragon and it says
84:54 patience okay so maybe you some of you
84:57 guys have issues right trouble with
84:59 being patient right because this does
85:01 require patience
85:03 the king of Pentacles okay the king of
85:05 Pentacles takes a lot of hard work a lot
85:08 of dedication to building up that amount
85:12 of abundance that stability and security
85:14 for the long term right the king of
85:16 Pentacles is someone who has achieved
85:19 this level of Mastery of financial
85:22 abundance within their lifetime because
85:24 of all the careful planning and steps
85:26 that they have taken right there's
85:28 foresight there thinking ahead right
85:30 think big for your future which means
85:33 that you are someone who in this
85:36 magician energy understanding you have
85:38 all the tools you need within you right
85:41 now in order to make this happen
85:44 right it just requires your commitment
85:47 to
85:48 to doing it right keeping yourself
85:51 motivated and you can you've got the
85:52 night of Wands here that's motivation
85:54 right there
85:56 right
85:57 uh
85:59 and this does like I said it does
86:00 require patience because this is
86:02 something that is unless you win the
86:03 lottery
86:04 this is something that is developed over
86:07 years
86:08 right of careful planning and risk
86:10 certain you know let's just say
86:12 Financial risks or things that you take
86:14 like let's just say that you work at a
86:16 job and you're making pretty good money
86:18 but you say you know what if I
86:21 take this risk by leaving this job and
86:23 going to the other job
86:24 that other job has more opportunities
86:26 for growth
86:28 right they they allow people to move up
86:32 in the company
86:34 right so it's just being better about
86:36 how you are planning things right
86:39 keeping yourself focused and organized
86:41 and disciplined right especially when it
86:43 comes to your finances
86:47 um we also have day and night here okay
86:53 so what are we seeing with this
86:57 okay so the one thing that I am noticing
86:59 with this day and night
87:01 I just get she's got the sun down here
87:04 she's got the sun here and then she's
87:06 also got the moon back here
87:09 the Moon is I almost feel like okay
87:11 we've got uh the sun is masculine energy
87:14 the Moon is feminine
87:17 the Moon is
87:20 um
87:21 I'm getting Leo energy here too with the
87:23 little Sun here but the Moon is about
87:25 confidence
87:26 it's about happiness joy
87:29 um
87:30 and I'm I'm noticing how she's got the
87:33 Sun and she's kind of holding it down in
87:35 a way between her hands
87:38 kind of low
87:41 right kind of low the way that she's
87:43 holding it and then the Moon is back
87:44 here
87:45 the moon brings in insecurities fears
87:48 bright doubts in our mind so it's kind
87:51 of like in a way she's got this let's
87:53 just say she's got this idea and she's
87:55 thinking about it and she's like
87:58 I really want to be confident enough to
88:00 just do this right
88:02 I want to be confident enough to do this
88:04 but at the back of my mind
88:07 I have these fears I have these worries
88:09 I have this anxiety
88:12 eight of swords
88:14 right that is blocking me from being
88:17 able to so to me this is about a need
88:19 for really learning to trust your
88:24 intuition
88:25 right and don't let it get clouded
88:28 some of some of you this can even be
88:30 subconscious fears illusions that you
88:33 keep yourself stuck in right with the
88:34 eight of Swords here
88:36 uh
88:38 I'm Gonna Save this one for
88:40 last
88:41 so I want to read you guys the
88:45 uh this card here the butterflies it is
88:47 from the Oracle of light and dreams I
88:49 did buy this in Sedona they might have
88:51 it on Amazon I'm not sure I haven't
88:53 checked uh but you might want to see
88:55 that okay it's a really beautiful deck
88:58 so let's look at
89:00 24
89:04 oh okay look at that
89:07 it says transform your life I don't know
89:09 if this is giving a glare over here but
89:11 let's do it this way
89:13 it says transform your life
89:15 acknowledge
89:17 bravery Choice overcome and change
89:22 it says in this painting The Fragile
89:25 blue eggs and the delicate vibrant
89:27 monarch butterflies are symbolic of
89:30 change growth and the power that can be
89:33 found in transformation and you guys
89:35 have the death card here twice
89:38 with transformation
89:40 and it says we when we reshape Our Lives
89:44 we go beyond the way that we currently
89:47 live and behave in order to create a
89:51 better life for ourselves transformation
89:53 involves figuring out what is important
89:56 to us facing our fears and acting on our
90:00 power of choice to make positive changes
90:03 and it says I take pleasure in my
90:06 Transformations I look quiet and
90:08 consistent but few know how many women
90:11 there are in me
90:14 right
90:15 so and to me in a way this is kind of
90:17 symbolic of
90:19 the release of
90:22 maybe the many people you have been
90:24 because we don't just transform once and
90:27 that's it we go through transformation
90:29 throughout our life
90:31 right as we have
90:34 that Ace of Sword those Ace of Swords
90:36 moments
90:37 right
90:38 the Ace of Swords is a new beginning and
90:40 for because the Ace of Swords is about
90:43 our thoughts our mind
90:45 right to me this is your new beginning
90:49 within your mind within a new state of
90:52 mind for you
90:54 right
90:55 this one over here is changing your
90:59 passion your creative creativity your
91:02 spiritual energy
91:05 right
91:06 that to me the night of the wands energy
91:08 is is source
91:11 right it is Source it is God it is
91:13 universe
91:15 it is our higher self it is our
91:18 spiritual energy and US directing that
91:20 energy towards the change
91:23 by way of
91:25 this potential that your inner child is
91:28 saying I have this ability to create let
91:32 me manifest let's get out of here
91:36 I don't like it here and I know you
91:38 don't either
91:40 right let's go
91:43 right okay so your last message here
91:47 is this one here we see this
91:49 what they look like this whole little
91:51 family sitting in the tree here with a
91:53 little ladder
91:57 mm-hmm
91:59 okay so what I'm also getting from this
92:01 before I turn this over I'm seeing how
92:03 they're all in this beautiful little
92:04 tree here which to me shows a lot of
92:06 growth
92:07 right
92:08 and I feel like the growth here is
92:10 through
92:12 love the heart so many of you this can
92:14 even be heart healing I'm seeing the
92:16 latter here to me which is like the
92:18 Ascension the growth
92:20 that is coming through here maybe this
92:22 could be like
92:24 love the key is love in a way
92:28 nurturing patients to me it's also about
92:30 you being patient with yourself through
92:32 your transformation
92:35 right
92:36 okay so we have summer house
92:39 and it says play and a fresh surge of
92:43 Creative Energy will bring joy
92:45 supportive friends and exciting
92:47 prospects into your world and it says I
92:49 embrace my opportunities for sacred play
92:53 okay so to me we've got the Creative
92:55 Energy there we've got the Knight of
92:57 Wands
92:58 right that surge of energy the magician
93:00 is ready to go ready to manifest
93:04 um and this could be maybe you are
93:05 someone you know who can have or make
93:08 friends right if you feel like you don't
93:10 really you're not you don't have friends
93:11 I don't really have friends
93:14 um and
93:16 just kind of be open right open to that
93:19 because like I said this four of cups is
93:22 not so open
93:24 right
93:26 this could be the universe bringing in
93:28 certain opportunities for us right to
93:31 create change in our life because we
93:34 want change but even though we have
93:36 those opportunities there we're not
93:37 taking them
93:39 we're keeping ourselves blinded to it
93:40 right this eight of Swords is getting in
93:43 the way
93:44 okay
93:46 so I'm going to leave it here for you
93:47 pile number three I hope this was
93:49 helpful for you guys and I will see you
93:52 guys in the next reading