0:00 spirit and aloha Friday. Sorry for the
0:02 delay. I also I needed a couple minutes
0:04 but also I had some glitchiness going on
0:07 as you can see. Um we are still not on
0:10 the desktop. I am still having issues
0:12 going live on the desktop versus my
0:14 phone. So we're on the phone right now.
0:16 Um not mad at it though. It's actually
0:18 not too bad of a view. Um but I hope you
0:20 guys are doing great. Uh if you are new,
0:23 welcome. Don't forget to like,
0:24 subscribe, share, and comment. Aloha
0:26 Friday is meant to be a little bit of a
0:28 hangout, a little bit of a check-in, you
0:30 know, um where we we we talk about some
0:33 things at the beginning, some things
0:34 that are going on the collective or even
0:36 things that spirit is bringing up to
0:38 just kind of poke around about, you
0:40 know, um and then we're going to go in
0:42 and get into some cards and channel
0:43 messages uh either for the collective or
0:45 signs. We're going to just feel our way
0:47 through that. That's how we do over
0:49 here. We flow. We flow and we feel our
0:50 way through things. Now, let's see.
0:53 Tomorrow's my solar return. Happy
0:54 birthday. Hey, happy solo return. Hope
0:56 you have some fun plans in order. Hey,
0:59 Oddworld. Hello, Humble Ra. Feel like I
1:02 haven't seen you in a bit.
1:04 Aloha. That's so exciting. Never been to
1:06 Cali. That's definitely on my bucket
1:08 list. Oh, girl, you got to go to Cali.
1:09 If you've never been to California,
1:11 that's that's a state that should be on
1:12 the bucket list. There's just something
1:14 for everybody. I feel like it's although
1:16 I am a California native, I am biased in
1:19 that in that arena. Um, but I just feel
1:21 like there's certain states that have
1:24 either just so much character or such an
1:27 interesting like culture or variety of
1:30 culture even. And that's something that
1:32 I absolutely love about California. Like
1:35 the variety of nature, the I mean the
1:37 weather is a big selling point for a lot
1:39 of people. Um, but also the variety of
1:41 culture and literally like south
1:44 southern California versus northern or
1:45 central completely different
1:48 environments. It's completely different.
1:50 Totally worth checking out. Um,
1:53 something that, uh, some people do is
1:55 like a little road trip, like a camping
1:56 road trip. You can like take the one all
1:59 the way up the coast. You can like take
2:00 your time doing that. It's gorgeous.
2:02 It's beautiful. Um, if you don't want to
2:04 do that, that's a long drive. You can go
2:06 through like you can like go through,
2:08 you know, not the center kind of. Um, I
2:13 don't know. I like the
2:14 coast, but that's me. I like the water,
2:18 right? water baby. I live for the ocean.
2:21 See? Southern Cali here. I love your
2:24 yellow floral painting is up again. Oh,
2:26 it stayed up. It's been up. I just
2:28 different camera angles. You can't
2:29 always see it. Um I just started a new
2:32 writing journaling software thingy and
2:33 suddenly you're live. Good afternoon.
2:35 Good
2:36 afternoon. Hey everyone. Thank you
2:38 Roden. I appreciate you. So grateful to
2:39 be here. Oh, you're absolutely first
2:42 live after all these years. Love from
2:43 England. A well glad that you're back.
2:46 Thank you for reconvening and
2:47 remembering us over here. I've been
2:49 feeling it this week and was so grateful
2:51 for your reading, helping me not take it
2:53 personally. Oh, I'm good. Good. Glad I
2:55 could support you. Um, my Gemini rising
2:59 and moon always enjoys Gemini season to
3:01 get a new look. I feel like I've said
3:03 this before, but like, you know,
3:05 marinating on the seasons as it relates
3:07 to your rising sign cuz my rising is
3:10 Cancer and I do always feel like spring
3:12 for me is this like crunchy period. And
3:15 yeah, and the fact that like right
3:17 Gemini for me is the 12th house. It's
3:19 like I feel like Cancer season, summer
3:20 is like can be a renewed energy for me
3:23 personally cuz it's like everything not
3:25 everything but like the sun, Mercury,
3:27 etc. Like kind of moving back into my
3:29 first house. So I don't know. It's
3:31 something to look at with your own
3:32 charts like are there certain seasons
3:34 that feel better than others and you
3:38 know how does that align with your
3:39 houses? even like where like your son is
3:42 I think is also interesting to take note
3:44 of.
3:45 Um yeah,
3:49 actually yeah, like maybe there's like a
3:52 certain house for you that feels like
3:53 the true new year because it's actually
3:56 like where your solar return is. Like
3:57 Scorpio season for me, my solar return
4:00 time. I always feel so excited and so
4:02 happy, but it's also my fifth house,
4:04 right? So, I don't know, just
4:05 interesting things. Um I think you
4:07 missed my comment, but I just got a blue
4:09 pixie cut. Oh, you did? Oh, I bet it's
4:12 cute. I bet it's super cute. And I'm
4:14 sure it's like super electric blue. I
4:16 would, you know, that sounds really fun.
4:19 I literally just said I need a sign and
4:20 you're live
4:21 opened. Good, good, good. Uh, I feel
4:25 like my insides are being scooped out.
4:26 Oh,
4:28 Anna, hopefully that doesn't last too
4:30 much longer for you. Summer always feels
4:32 great because I'm a June Cancer. Yeah, I
4:34 I feel like my cancer
4:36 suns this summer I think is going to be
4:39 bomb for you guys. Like for real. Also
4:42 curious again like depending on what
4:43 your rising sign is too that yeah like
4:47 with Jupiter moving into Cancer as we're
4:49 entering Cancer season what a gift what
4:53 a gift for Jupiter to not only move into
4:56 your sign but during your birthday
4:58 season which also means it would be
5:00 aspecting your natal
5:02 sun god that feels good. Um, but now
5:07 that we've convened and we've got a
5:08 little chitter chatter going, I want to
5:11 get a little refocused on
5:14 um, just some of the stuff that wants to
5:16 be spoken about today. And I won't lie,
5:18 if you guys are sensing the heaviness, I
5:20 am feeling a little emotional today. I'm
5:21 just going to put it out there. The moon
5:23 is ending its phase in Cancer today. And
5:26 every time the moon's in cancer, I'm
5:27 always a little bluesy. Um,
5:31 but there are some
5:34 things there are some things that want
5:36 to be spoken on. Hold on. Let me just
5:39 let me get all my time stamp things
5:40 ready. I usually do this ahead of time
5:41 and I like it. I was just too
5:44 distracted. Just being honest. Too
5:46 distracted to remember. Um, see yeah,
5:51 just in case we do signs
5:54 today, Pisces.
5:57 Um, no. I watch all of your Oh, you do?
6:01 Oh, okay. But Oh, but just like being in
6:04 the live. I see. I got you. I get what
6:05 you're saying. Uh, I'm a Cancer
6:08 listening to someone enjoying our
6:10 energy. I'm Who doesn't love some
6:12 cancerian yummy nurturing
6:17 yumminess, right? Like cancer is that
6:19 the epitome of the IC natally speaking,
6:23 like regardless of what you got going on
6:24 your chart, that is the energy of
6:26 cancer. Cancer is where we represents
6:31 collectively
6:34 this
6:36 seat of nurturing, this seat of safety,
6:40 this seat of I'm safe and I can lean
6:43 into this and it feels good and I feel
6:45 nourished and I'm happy and there's love
6:48 there and there's connection there. It's
6:50 like that is the epitome of what cancer
6:52 is. Just astrologically speaking, cancer
6:55 is a vessel.
6:56 Um, and cancer like cancers are very
6:59 empathetic and they are like sponges,
7:00 like vessels, right? But cancer holds
7:03 us. It's the IC. It's the fourth house.
7:06 Um, and it's a beautiful energy. So, I'm
7:09 very excited for Jupiter to be there.
7:10 And yes, also cuz I'm a Cancer rising,
7:12 but it's just a nice energy to shift
7:14 into overall. Uh, I watch all your
7:17 videos since you started. Just first
7:18 live. Lol. Yeah, I got you. I got you.
7:21 We just started like 5 minutes ago. Hey,
7:23 Zoe. Yeah, we haven't been in here too
7:24 long. Taking a slow lean in into talk
7:28 into the talk today. I'm a Cancer with
7:30 Mars in Aries. I'm crying while pushing
7:33 boundaries.
7:36 Nikki, let's see. I have Venus, Chiron,
7:39 and South Node and Cancer in the 10th
7:41 house.
7:43 Oh, if it wasn't for that Chiron
7:45 placement, although I don't know, Venus
7:47 with the South Node that that feels a
7:50 little harsh.
7:52 Um, no no crying and in the
7:55 [Laughter]
7:57 clerb. Drop a like on your way into the
8:00 live. Yeah, please hit the like button
8:01 by the way as we get started on this.
8:03 Um, I'm not going to lie to you guys.
8:05 Some of the stuff that wants to be
8:06 spoken about today. I mean, some of
8:08 y'all are feeling it. Some of you guys
8:09 are feeling really happy and joyful and
8:11 feeling good and some of y'all are
8:12 feeling the feels today. Um, so let's
8:15 get into it. So, even before coming live
8:18 on here, I already kind of sat with
8:21 spirit um and sat with what felt right
8:24 to speak on today. And then when I went
8:26 ready, then when I went into getting
8:28 ready for this live cuz we do a little
8:30 prehang out over on Patreon before the
8:33 pre the Aloha Friday, that's just
8:34 something new that we've been trying out
8:36 and it feels really good. So, we may
8:37 continue that. Um so, over there we kind
8:39 of like, you know, we kind of like find
8:41 a nice little flow with each other and
8:43 we like we, you know, it's like it's
8:44 casual hangout time. Um, so I already
8:47 kind of relayed to them what wanted to
8:49 be spoken on today. But coming live
8:52 here, I always like to pull a couple
8:53 cards and it it's pretty much in line
8:55 with what I was already feeling here.
8:57 Um, but time stamp got so into it I
9:04 forgot. But what wants to like come out
9:06 today? What wants to be spoken on today?
9:08 What wants recognition today?
9:11 We have been talking a lot about
9:13 patience, temperance, timing. That's
9:16 been very collective and that is here.
9:19 But it was taking on a different flavor
9:23 of being accepting of the right timing
9:27 for you and it was coming along with
9:30 these other flavors of like late being a
9:33 late bloomer, um imposttor syndrome,
9:37 these kinds of things. And like yes,
9:39 it's similar to what we've been, you
9:42 know, experiencing or what has been like
9:44 brought to our awareness in terms of
9:45 temperance and patience. Um, but to also
9:49 understand that
9:50 like everyone really does have their own
9:53 timing, especially in terms of what they
9:56 align to, what they blossom into. That
9:58 was something that was coming through a
10:00 lot. Again, late bloomer, right? Even as
10:02 a terminology there. Um, and what even
10:04 wants to bloom in their life or even of
10:07 them. And when it comes to certain
10:09 milestones of life, I think these are
10:10 just some emotions that are coming up in
10:12 the collective. And like I mentioned in
10:14 the weekly too, um the boo moments,
10:17 right? The boo energies. I think that
10:18 was the
10:20 weekly, excuse me. Um some of these are
10:24 emotions that you know maybe have been
10:27 kind of old and maybe you haven't been
10:28 feeling them until recently. We are
10:30 gearing up for the quarter moon in Virgo
10:32 that is south nodal and is bringing up
10:34 some of these like deeper crunchier
10:36 karmicy kind of boo energies boo
10:39 moments. If you don't know what I mean
10:40 by boo moment it's like the old stuff
10:43 that comes up out of the closet and kind
10:44 of gives you a scare. Whether it's like
10:47 your own memories, your own emotions or
10:50 like weird circumstances that have been
10:52 unpleasant in your past that suddenly
10:54 are repeating themselves. It's it's just
10:56 this south node energy popping up to go,
10:59 hey, remember me. And it's a moment to
11:02 basically just recognize how far you've
11:04 come. It's a moment to recognize how
11:07 much you've grown and if you need to do
11:09 any final goodbyes, close out, snippy
11:11 snips. Um, it's that moment to do that.
11:14 But I do think for most people, it's
11:16 actually more of a reminder of how much
11:19 you have evolved and grown and how far
11:21 you've come, how much even healing some
11:22 of you have done. um and to not let it
11:24 suck you in to these fixated spiraly
11:29 emotions of doubt and insecurity and
11:32 beating yourself up or um feeling like
11:35 you missed out on something. And even if
11:37 like some of these things highlight
11:39 mistakes, anytime I use air quotes, it's
11:42 like a it basically I don't want to use
11:45 this word. I don't like this word
11:46 because I feel like it's a misleading
11:48 word, but I don't have another word for
11:49 it right now. um
11:52 mistakes. It's not it's not about being
11:56 hard on yourself. It's just recognizing
11:58 again your growth and where you are now
12:01 and who you are and just take it as a as
12:04 a moment of learning, right, for how you
12:06 can move forward. Um that's really what
12:08 I feel like these moments have been
12:10 coming up for. But coming back into the
12:11 present, however these moments are
12:14 coming up, especially in terms of this
12:16 particular very particular theme
12:20 of late
12:22 blooming, right? Or hitting a milestone
12:25 at a different stage of life than other
12:28 people. Um coming into your own is
12:31 actually part of this too. And I think
12:33 we come into our own in different ways
12:35 at different times and not only once
12:37 either. I think that's something that we
12:38 can experience many times in our life
12:40 for some people. Even just thinking
12:41 about Saturn return cycles, right? Most
12:44 people get two Saturn return cycles in
12:46 their life. Some people get
12:48 three. Yeah, I don't think anyone's old
12:50 enough to hit
12:52 four. But Saturn return cycles are
12:54 cycles of maturation of kind of coming
12:56 into a new level of you, coming into
12:58 your own, but again, this like more
13:02 mature evolved version. Um, also based
13:06 off of your own life experience,
13:08 right? There's a whole other topic
13:10 trying to come in here, but I feel like
13:11 it's not the place in time. We'll see if
13:12 it comes up again. It has to do with the
13:14 weaving of your story. That may come up
13:17 later, but I'm going to put a pin in
13:18 that and stay focused here. Um, so to
13:22 recognize that if you're feeling like
13:24 something is
13:25 not like happening in the timing you
13:28 want it to or you're feeling hard on
13:30 yourself about it or you're feeling
13:31 insecure about it, um, or you're just
13:35 unsure or it just makes you just feel
13:37 some kind of way. You don't even totally
13:39 understand why. That's okay. That's
13:42 okay. Allowing what wants to bloom
13:47 unfold for you. It is in your own timing
13:51 and no one else's. And that is okay.
13:54 That's actually how it in my opinion,
13:56 just an opinion, how it should be. [ __ ]
13:59 everyone else's timing. Excuse my
14:01 French, but not excuse my French. Nikki,
14:04 I am love. Thank you for the 499. Oh,
14:06 you're talk you're talking kings to this
14:10 52year-old. Love it. Thank you for for
14:12 saying that for that confirmation.
14:15 Um,
14:17 yeah. And
14:19 so, yeah, there's like I just I can I
14:22 can it's just heavy. It's just heavy. I
14:25 was telling my patrons I did have an
14:27 experience recently that has been
14:28 highlighting
14:30 um some interesting insights into like
14:32 how I really feel about certain things.
14:34 I'm not going to get into it here. Um
14:36 I'm so tempted to because you guys know
14:38 I love to talk and I love to share, but
14:41 I I I I can feel it's like not
14:43 appropriate, but
14:48 just in this context
14:50 of what is right for each person
14:54 individually truly is up to the
14:59 individual. And
15:01 while I want to say this, I'm going be
15:03 careful with my words
15:06 here. And while there is also a group
15:11 collective expectation of certain things
15:14 that we all move through um just by
15:17 being humans, right? Like even just the
15:20 initi the initiation of puberty even,
15:23 right? It's like there's all these
15:25 expectations that we have of this is the
15:27 norm, this is the standard, this is how
15:29 it should be, this is the box you should
15:32 be fitting in, um this is this is the
15:35 unfoldment that you should be having.
15:38 Um, while there
15:42 are common
15:46 unfoldments, they're not
15:48 exclusive to that is the only
15:52 way. That is the only kind of
15:55 experience. And that is a mistake. That
15:58 is the mistake of the ego. That is I'm
16:01 hearing hubris. That is the mistake of
16:02 hubris. I don't even know what hubris
16:03 means to be honest with you. So, they're
16:05 just bringing up hubris.
16:08 Um and people are allowed to
16:12 unfold in a way that tr is true to them
16:16 and having space for that having
16:19 acceptance for that only helps people
16:23 right but again coming back to this is
16:25 about yourself
16:27 right if you this is coming up for you
16:30 in terms of minor things or major
16:33 things to be accepting of that for
16:37 yourself if there's something that
16:38 hasn't fully unfolded for you minor or
16:42 major. Now coming to the cards that came
16:45 out I don't know so that was the other
16:48 thing I don't know if the thumbnail
16:49 caught that was also what I was like
16:51 fussing around with so I was trying to
16:53 go live um it wouldn't it wouldn't go
16:56 into the right view to take the right
16:57 picture and I and it kept like crashing
17:00 the app and I just at some point I just
17:02 said f it. But anyway, these are the two
17:05 cards that came
17:06 out. Orphaned and new
17:09 life. What are the numbers on here? Five
17:12 and 39. So five and a three. So changes,
17:16 breaking away, even transformative
17:18 energy to three, which is catalytic.
17:21 It's like it's three is a vibration of
17:24 the fire element for me as a reader,
17:26 right? Um going from like this I'm
17:29 hearing cocooning, which is interesting.
17:31 Some of you guys may also realize you've
17:32 been cocooning in some way, however that
17:35 means for you. It's however it's
17:36 supposed to hit your consciousness when
17:38 I say that. Um, but that orphaned energy
17:40 speaks of abandonment and rejection. But
17:42 also again with this like these notions
17:44 of like late blooming, blossoming, like
17:46 blossoming in your own timing, right?
17:48 Think of like flowers, right? That's
17:50 like one of like that is like one of the
17:52 key points of that different flowers
17:55 teach us is that every plant has its own
17:58 timing. And even amongst a species of
18:00 plant, if you have like two samples of
18:03 that same species, they're going to
18:04 bloom in their own time in their own
18:06 way, right? We are all unique little
18:09 flowers. And to not feel left behind
18:12 because of that, not feel left out
18:14 because of that or misunderstood even
18:16 because of that or rejected, abandoned,
18:18 whatever. Um because you're not blooming
18:20 in the right way and in the right time
18:22 that people expect you to. And then
18:24 hence the new life your your actual
18:26 bloom your actual unfoldment. Um again
18:30 this is multiaceted right so it's like
18:32 this is speaking to unfoldment of
18:35 identity but it can also be unfoldment
18:37 of ideas unfoldment of again milestones
18:40 in in your life. Um like I don't
18:44 know living on your own for the first
18:47 time or getting into a long-term
18:49 committed relationship or getting a
18:51 certain job. It's like whatever. Finding
18:53 your purpose, whatever. It's like we can
18:54 put so many labels on these things. Um
18:57 unfoldment again can also just be
19:00 um teachings like lessons and things
19:02 that we learn along the way and things
19:03 that we like see about ourselves or
19:05 about life along the way. All kinds of
19:07 ways that things unfold within us and
19:08 around us, right? But that's like even
19:11 just looking at these two cards
19:12 together, it's actually really
19:14 beautiful. Um cuz it almost feels like
19:17 that same person, but look at the
19:19 setting, right? It's like you got the
19:21 flags at the top and they're both on
19:22 this like pedestal like thing, but one
19:24 is like kind of gloomy and one is like
19:27 bright and shiny and it's like god even
19:30 like the clothes they're wearing like a
19:31 tattered dress and this is like this
19:32 little I don't know little lavender
19:34 number.
19:39 Um yeah, there is also a nod to shedding
19:42 here for some of you. I think you would
19:45 already know how that applies to
19:49 you. But I I feel like it there is this
19:52 like acceptance here in this energy of
19:56 oh wait there's nothing wrong actually
20:01 like there is nothing wrong with what
20:02 I've done how I've operated or there's
20:04 nothing wrong with me. That's like
20:06 what's coming through here.
20:09 Um and there is kind of a liberation in
20:12 that. There's a peace in that. There's a
20:13 healing in
20:15 that that allows for your
20:18 natural blooming or blossoming to
20:22 unfold and to have that be
20:26 okay.
20:28 Yeah, those cards are night and day.
20:31 Right.
20:32 Right. What is with everyone's cards on
20:34 YouTube showing up backwards? Oh, is it
20:36 showing up backwards? I YouTube has been
20:38 so glitchy. I have like I my patient
20:41 patience my patience has has worn out
20:44 like with YouTube I I literally have
20:46 been trying to go live on my desktop for
20:48 I want to say probably over definitely
20:49 over a week but maybe even close to two
20:51 weeks and it's it's still still no
20:54 nothing. Um let me see if there's a
20:56 feature on here I can try to see if I
20:59 can flip
21:00 it.
21:04 Uh I think that flips the other way.
21:07 Yeah, that flips the other way. Oh,
21:11 suddenly hold on a
21:13 second. No. Oh, not this
21:17 again. Dang it. It was like perfect
21:19 before. Whatever. I I I can't I can't I
21:22 can't I can't I
21:26 can't. Yeah, now I feel really close and
21:28 I I'm like not liking it. How do I get
21:30 back to that view? Hold on. What did it
21:34 They got way too many weird features on
21:36 here.
21:39 Um, yeah. I don't think there's any way
21:42 I can reverse it. I'm like kind of
21:44 scared to touch the zoom feature again,
21:46 but I'm going to
21:49 try. No. Oh,
21:53 jeez. Yeah, it does. I just feel like my
21:57 face is all up in your faces now. Let's
21:59 see if I can back this
22:01 up. That's okay. Whatever. It's
22:04 fine. Whatever.
22:06 again. I'm out of patience with you,
22:09 too. Did anyone else think this day was
22:11 so long today? Oh, my day just like just
22:14 getting started. I said this last year
22:15 for my birthday felt like a shedding and
22:17 this year feels like showing up in my
22:19 true essence. Oh, I love to hear that,
22:21 too. How the realization that I'm
22:23 blooming from within and that there's no
22:25 need to rush or compare. Yes, I love
22:27 your face. Well, thank you. Appreciate
22:29 that. had to change something in my
22:32 phone a few years back to stop
22:34 this. Let's see. It's okay. I've had bad
22:38 eyes, so it looks even better.
22:41 Okay. Okay. Yeah, I'm I'm just I'm I'm
22:43 not going to mess with it. I'm not going
22:45 to mess with it. Um but yeah, that's
22:48 that is what is coming up here today.
22:50 Now, if you are new, uh, keep in mind
22:53 like any readings or channel messages
22:54 that come through in this live today.
22:56 You can treat it as like a weekend
22:57 reading or just a little check-in of the
23:00 present moment cuz you could catch this
23:02 like years after the fact, right? And
23:04 then you could find something in here
23:05 for you. Um, my phone types its own
23:08 thing. I feel you. Oh, speaking of like
23:11 I was I've been trying to like my
23:12 texting recently. I don't know.
23:14 Something's wrong with my keyboard. the
23:16 the tech all the tech around me has been
23:18 freaking out. The last couple days as
23:20 I've tried to text it like every once in
23:24 a while it like transposes the letters
23:26 after I've typed them. So like if I type
23:29 that like t h a t. I'll finish the word
23:33 and then it throws the a like like a
23:35 couple spaces after the t with a space
23:37 in between and then I got to like undo
23:39 it and go back. But it only does it like
23:42 maybe like every couple words or so.
23:44 It's a little frustrating. I'm not going
23:46 to lie, y'all. I don't know what that
23:46 was going on with me in
23:49 technology. Mine does that, too. Um, I
23:52 thought I dealt with during Aries
23:54 eclipse have come up this week. Yeah.
23:56 Again, remember guys, like we have this
23:57 south nodal energy being emphasized this
23:59 week and it it really is just a little
24:01 bit of a emergence of what was. Um, and
24:07 I just I really feel like having that
24:09 lens of reflection of it of, oh, look
24:12 how far I've come. look how far I've ch
24:13 look how much I've changed or look of
24:15 how I'm handling things differently now.
24:18 I think having that lens of it would
24:20 help a lot more than allowing the
24:22 emotions to kind of suck you into that
24:24 space, right? Where like you internalize
24:27 it or turn it onto yourself. Um or let
24:30 it scare you and let it make you doubt
24:32 yourself. But also for some people, this
24:34 is also a window to to recognize what
24:36 needs a little snip snip snip here and
24:38 there and closing out here and there.
24:41 Um, but that being said, I want to get
24:43 into the reads. Um, actually, I guess
24:45 this technically is part of the
24:46 collective read. I mean, I did pull them
24:48 as cards for like what should we focus
24:51 on today?
24:55 Um, I'm looking at my deck. Hold on a
24:57 second.
25:08 You know, I don't even know if it's on
25:09 my list anymore, but
25:12 I just exploded in my
25:16 hands. Hold
25:20 on. That was crazy. I don't know if you
25:23 heard that, but it it literally just
25:25 went exploded everywhere. Um, I do want
25:28 to pull a couple more cards for the
25:30 collective and I'm going to be using the
25:31 AOSIC Tarot. I don't think I have it
25:33 linked down anymore. Let me know if I do
25:35 or don't. If you see it down there or
25:37 what have you. If you want this deck for
25:38 yourself, I can relink it if it's not
25:40 down there already. Um, but yeah, let's
25:44 let's pull some extra cards for the
25:45 collective. And then I think I do have
25:47 some bandwidth for signs today
25:50 actually. Let's see.
25:52 26. Okay.
25:57 [Applause]
25:59 Hey
26:02 Christian, any other messages, answers
26:04 for the collective at this present
26:06 moment? Anything the collective needs to
26:08 know or be aware of at this
26:11 [Applause]
26:14 time?
26:18 See anything the collective needs to
26:20 know or be aware of at this
26:23 time? When I was watching the last read
26:26 back and you guys were chatting about
26:27 sinners, I assumed you were talking
26:29 about the new Lilo and Stitch
26:32 movie. No, we weren't. We were talking
26:34 about
26:36 Sinners. Funny. I I didn't even realize
26:39 that came out already. Let me know if
26:41 it's good. Let me know if it's worth
26:43 seeing. I like I love the original, but
26:45 I don't know. All these like live action
26:47 Disney movies, I
26:49 like I don't know. A part of me wants to
26:51 rebel. I feel like I've also been very
26:55 in tune with my own Uranus energy lately
26:57 and it's making me want
26:59 to yell and defy and break things to be
27:03 honest with
27:04 you, including people's illusions and
27:06 [ __ ] Anyway, any other messages or
27:10 insights for the collective at this
27:14 time? Taking my little one next week.
27:17 Nice.
27:23 Let's see
27:24 here. Oh, hold on. I need a little
27:30 water. The older sister had a fake
27:35 tan. That's a bad Disney That's a really
27:37 bad Disney move. I mean, they hired a
27:40 Hawaiian girl like to play um Moana for
27:43 the animated version. They couldn't hire
27:44 like There's plenty of Hawaiian actors.
27:47 Anyway, whatever. not the not the place
27:49 for that. Hi, buddy. Are you Are you
27:52 about to get all You want to just chill
27:55 here? You can just chill there. Let's
27:57 see if he stays. See, I'm sad you guys
27:59 can't even see him. Let's see. He's
28:02 hanging out with us
28:04 now. Move the camera too much.
28:07 Okay, so we have three of Roses with
28:12 Queen of Scrolls. Queen of Scrolls to me
28:15 is very Queen of Swords, but she also
28:17 has a little bit of a Oh, I'm getting
28:18 dizzy. A little bit of a
28:22 earthy. The word elephant is really big
28:24 here energy to her. Three of roses.
28:29 Three of roses is like the three of
28:31 cups. It's a joyful energy. It also
28:33 reminds me of a birthing energy as well,
28:36 but there's this awareness of what makes
28:38 us
28:39 happy. Excuse me. And I'm getting that
28:41 cancer energy as well. There's this
28:43 awareness and discernment of what makes
28:45 us happy, but also what makes us feel
28:46 like we can we can lean back. We can
28:49 kind of sit back and we can get into
28:51 that place of enjoyment in a way that
28:52 feels safe and comfortable and very
28:54 natural. That's kind of what I'm getting
28:56 here, too. I like that. I need my hand,
28:59 buddy. I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. He
29:02 does this thing where he just likes to
29:04 come and just like lay on my hands, but
29:06 if I need my hands, I need my hands. I
29:08 know. I'm still here,
29:11 though. Any other messages or insight
29:13 for the collective?
29:17 Oo, hold on.
29:22 Water. He's being such a ham right now.
29:24 If you guys can only see
29:26 him. He's like, he took his paw. He's
29:28 like, I'm not on your hand, but I'm
29:30 touching your
29:33 hand. Seven of forces with balance. So I
29:37 the way they do the
29:39 elemental representations in this deck
29:42 is really interesting to me. They have
29:43 roses, scrolls, keys, and forces. I've
29:46 had this deck a long time. Forces, it's
29:49 closest to earth, but forces also speaks
29:52 to consciousness actually. So it's like
29:54 there's kind of bleedthrough of the
29:56 elements here. Also, I scrolls to me is
29:58 like a little bit of air, a little bit
30:00 of earth. So forces is a little bit of
30:02 well actually it's a little bit of earth
30:04 and it's a little bit of air but it's
30:05 mostly in like the earthy realm with
30:11 balance. I'm just sitting with this for
30:13 a minute before we
30:15 continue. They're bringing up desire. Um
30:18 imagine thank you for the $10. Thank
30:20 you. I'm writing a book on Jupiter
30:22 returns an hour ago. I invited all sages
30:24 of mine to share the space. I just want
30:25 you to know you're a guru a sage. you
30:27 have my
30:28 a thank you. Thank you for saying that.
30:31 I appreciate you.
30:35 Um I don't know if you caught the patron
30:38 live before this, but thank you for
30:40 saying that. It's a very interesting
30:41 message today in particular. But anyway,
30:45 the seven of forces with
30:49 balance. Yeah, they're bringing up
30:51 desire
30:54 here. This is interesting. I didn't
30:56 expect this me message to come through.
30:58 There's always room for a little bit of
30:59 structure is actually what they're
31:02 saying. There's always room for a little
31:05 bit of structure. There's always room
31:06 for a little bit of discipline. There's
31:08 something about the role of structure
31:10 and discipline.
31:13 Um to actually to facilitate more of the
31:17 acceptance of this three of roses
31:19 energy. Can you clarify more about that?
31:23 Can I get a Can you clarify that even
31:29 further? Oh. Oh my. Oh, we just opened
31:32 something up, didn't we? We have the
31:34 eight of forces. This is kind of like a
31:36 tower energy. The lightning
31:40 bolt, the sands of time. There we go.
31:44 Timing. This card does speak of where
31:47 you're at in relation to timing. Do you
31:48 have enough? Has time run out? Right.
31:51 the milestones, the blossoming. Uh we
31:54 have Hilarion, which is a card of
31:55 knowledge, very akin to the heropant.
31:57 And then two of scrolls. This actually
31:59 came out recently in uh the patron
32:02 weekly on Wednesday. Um this was a
32:04 really prominent card actually during
32:06 that reading. Two of the two worlds card
32:08 speaks of straddling and needing to make
32:11 a choice. So, this is interesting
32:12 because I'm gathering that whether this
32:15 is something that's happened to you
32:16 already or it's about to, this eight of
32:18 forces
32:19 card can be a tower moment, but it also
32:22 can be a stirring of emotions. Okay?
32:24 It's something that's jostling. It's
32:26 something that's jostling and there's
32:28 some and with that jostling, there's
32:29 some sort of awareness. There's some
32:31 sort of truth that you are coming into
32:33 awareness of as the Queen of Scrolls,
32:35 right? And here you are like wanting to
32:37 focus on happiness and joy and like
32:39 feeling really comfortable in that,
32:41 feeling very safe in that. But when this
32:42 jostling arises, they're saying to
32:45 balance. And there's something about the
32:46 use of discipline and structure to help
32:48 you balance um the jostling that's
32:51 happening. But what the jostling is
32:53 doing is it's
32:55 highlighting it's highlighting your
32:57 relationship to timing and making
33:00 decisions in straddling worlds. And then
33:03 there's this component of knowledge
33:06 um knowledge and information here. Well,
33:08 Arian also speaks of teaching and
33:10 learning lessons. I feel like this is
33:11 just honing in on what we already spoke
33:13 about the
33:15 blossoming, right? About how long it's
33:18 taking to blossom, how long it's taking
33:20 to um come into something, come into
33:23 your own or just come into something,
33:25 right? Or even allow something to
33:26 blossom off of you, out of you.
33:30 There is something about again be true
33:32 to your own timing. Be accepting of your
33:34 personal timing with these things and
33:37 don't get caught up in I don't have
33:38 enough time for this or I'm do or I'm
33:40 delayed or I'm behind or I'm left out
33:43 compared to other people. Thank you.
33:45 Especially with Hilarion, it's like I'm
33:46 getting a little bit of that like shadow
33:48 Hilarion of shadow knowledge, shadow
33:51 heropant energy. And for patrons who
33:54 were in the pre- Aloha hangout, you guys
33:56 know where I'm about to go with this.
34:00 um know some we we actually spoke about
34:02 this either in the weekly or the patron
34:04 weekly but anyway knowledge right how
34:07 knowledge can be restrictive at times
34:10 sometimes it can be rigid like knowledge
34:12 is there to for us to utilize and turn
34:14 into wisdom knowledge is there to help
34:16 us um navigate situations moving forward
34:19 it's not meant to trap us yeah this was
34:21 in the patron weekly it's not meant to
34:23 trap us not meant to confine us right
34:25 there should always be space for the
34:27 natural natural. There should be always
34:28 be space for what is natural to each
34:31 individual. What wants to unfold for
34:33 each individual, not by the traditional
34:36 rigid understandings of what is
34:39 right. I want to y I want to I want to
34:42 that Uranus energy. I'm telling you,
34:43 I've really like that's really been in
34:45 the background for me lately. So, coming
34:47 back to the two of scrolls, if any of
34:49 you have been feeling like you're not
34:51 fully blossomed or like something hasn't
34:54 fully unfolded for you or that you're
34:57 needing to make a certain decision and
34:59 you're not really sure and again,
35:01 there's this pressure of timing. There's
35:02 this pressure of what is right and
35:04 what's not right and blah blah blah
35:08 blah. The eight of forces is here to
35:11 say there's clarity coming in here.
35:14 Maybe even a little bit of jostling and
35:15 emotional stirring about this for you
35:18 and what is right for you, what is true
35:20 for you. And as the jostling happens,
35:22 jostling is jostling. It's jolting for a
35:24 reason, right? You can maintain your
35:27 sense of peace in this as you're coming
35:29 into this information and you're making
35:31 you're accepting that about yourself.
35:34 But understand too that there's always
35:36 room for the three of roses even with
35:38 all of this going on. There's always
35:39 room for joy even with all of this going
35:41 on. And having a little bit of
35:43 discipline with yourself can help you
35:46 navigate the awareness of how this
35:48 blossoming is unfolding for you
35:50 naturally against what other people
35:52 expect or what you've learned is right.
35:55 Right. So you can actually have this
35:57 sense of enjoyment in a safer way in a
36:00 more peaceful
36:04 way. Can't believe those cards are out
36:06 here.
36:08 Yeah, I think both of these I think both
36:10 of these came out in the patron
36:13 weekly. And for those who are not
36:15 patrons and you're curious if you want
36:16 to be a patron or not, um you can just
36:18 go and check it out. All the information
36:20 for everything is listed below,
36:22 including like the website, socials, and
36:24 all of that stuff. Um and it's pretty
36:27 very clearly listed on Patreon. Um what
36:30 is
36:31 available? Yeah, what's available and
36:33 also all the old sign readings are up
36:35 there, too. like literally all of them.
36:38 Uh if you want access to all of them. Uh
36:41 there was something else I wanted to
36:43 mention. Hold
36:49 on. Yeah, I said it's not important.
36:53 Okay. Okay. All right. That's the
36:57 collective.
36:59 Um I'm feeling out the elements here
37:02 versus signs and all and all those
37:04 things. I've really been enjoying doing
37:05 groups, though. I can't lie. Um, there's
37:08 been something about it that's been very
37:11 nice. Um, they're all
37:23 bubsy. I think I do want to do signs.
37:26 Yeah, I think I do want to do signs
37:27 today. Um, and we're going to do how we
37:30 were doing for a hot minute there. Oh,
37:32 look what just fell out. the
37:35 lilies, the card of purity, divinity,
37:39 sensuality. It's very
37:41 nice. Um, where I'm going to pull a card
37:43 for the element and then we'll get into
37:45 all of the signs
37:47 here. I love my new setup. It's very
37:53 convenient. Is this going to be your
37:55 spot moving forward? He's loafing. Oh,
37:58 you can kind of see him a little bit.
37:59 The top of his
38:01 head. Okay.
38:04 Who we going with first? Earth. Well,
38:06 that was very loud.
38:10 Okay. Earth
38:13 signs. Groups feel like able to tap into
38:16 something different, deeper. Perhaps uh
38:18 different signs could be experiencing
38:19 similar things. Yeah, that's how I feel
38:21 about it, too.
38:23 Um yeah, that's how I feel about it,
38:25 too. And also, I like that it kind of
38:27 forces people to use their intuition
38:29 um to pick the
38:32 groups. Well, now well now I'm like I
38:36 was like so ready to do elements, but
38:38 now I'm like, "Oh, a group groups kind
38:39 of do sound
38:41 nice."
38:43 Um
38:51 h Yeah. I mean, they're just like, "It's
38:53 up to you. Whatever you want to do."
38:57 Um, everyone's like
38:59 signs. I love that, too. Intuition
39:02 versus this is for you,
39:05 right? F it. We're doing
39:08 groups. It's a f it kind of day. Feel
39:11 like I've been saying that a lot
39:12 already. It's like, well, no, it is past
39:14 noon because this was starting at noon.
39:17 All right. Yeah, let's do
39:19 groups. Do I have my crystals handy?
39:22 Hey, the crystals want to come out with
39:23 you guys today,
39:25 too. Let's
39:28 see. Yes. Yes. I Oh, no. I read that.
39:31 There's that, too, for decision making.
39:33 Yeah.
39:39 Okay. Oh, yeah. These are my crystals.
39:44 Okay. I just want all my things. Hold
39:47 on.
39:50 Crystals. I know, buddy. Just give me a
39:52 second. I'm going to be out of your
39:53 face. Okay. Yeah, we'll do dice, too.
39:56 The dice is always fun. So, you know,
39:59 it's going to take me a couple minutes
40:00 to get some
40:03 groups. So, you know, I don't know. Pea
40:05 break, water break, etc. Three groups.
40:08 Yeah, we're going to do three. Okay. We
40:10 got
40:13 planets. Yes, those are planets. Got
40:19 signs and houses.
40:31 Okay. Be for group
40:33 one, group
40:35 two, and group three. Okay, we got that.
40:40 All right. So, I will label the whole
40:43 picking the pile thing. And when we have
40:47 all of them organized, I will tilt the
40:49 camera down so you can like take your
40:51 time to pick um and feel your way out. I
40:54 won't show you the card. This is what I
40:56 did with my patrons on on Wednesday. And
40:58 I re I really liked that approach. It
41:00 felt good. It felt also like,
41:02 oh, I don't I hope this doesn't come off
41:05 as sounding weird, forcing you to use
41:07 your intuition even more um than just
41:09 going based off of an image. Um, I just
41:13 think it's important to cultivate
41:15 that. But yeah, so yeah, let me label
41:18 these. Hold on a second. Making space
41:21 here.
41:27 Okay. Shuffling groups and then pick a
41:30 group. Yeah. Where are we? 40 41 41.
41:35 That feels good. All right. So, group
41:39 one. And again, if you're catching this
41:41 after the fact, use the timestamps if
41:42 you don't want to sit here for this
41:43 portion. But I will say that there may
41:46 be some channel messages that come
41:47 through in this portion before even
41:49 getting the group
41:51 solidified.
41:53 Um, oh, are you over it?
41:55 Okay. Can I get a card for group one,
41:58 please? A card, excuse me. A crystal. A
42:00 crystal for group
42:03 one. Can I get a crystal for I don't
42:06 even know what that one is. Yes. Okay.
42:11 Oo, group one, you have
42:14 amber. It's going to be
42:16 exciting. It's funny because I was
42:18 seeing pinks. I was seeing like higher
42:20 heart chakra energy. I don't know if you
42:22 can see it. I know. You can't really see
42:23 it in the light a little bit. Um, I know
42:26 this is a specific Oh, blue amber. I
42:28 think that's what this one is. Um, blue
42:30 amber. Supposed to be different than
42:31 regular amber. Come from a specific part
42:33 of the world. But if you're not familiar
42:34 with amber, it comes from trees. Um, and
42:37 it's very light. It kind of is not
42:39 really a crystal actually. I feel like
42:40 it's more of just an extension of tree
42:42 energy, tree wisdom. Trees may have been
42:45 coming up for you recently. Druid. I'm
42:48 also getting a little bit of druid as
42:50 well. But the higher heart
42:52 chakra, something feels very
42:54 comforting with you or you're about to
42:58 move into a level of comfort, emotional
43:01 comfort.
43:02 Some of you are leaning into nature for
43:04 this, leaning
43:05 into mother energy, earth mother energy.
43:08 You could also be very sensitive to the
43:10 shift of Jupiter going into cancer. But
43:12 it's giving me this vibe of
43:17 like connecting with very nurturing
43:20 forces, but I want to say like natural
43:22 like nature. And the higher heart chakra
43:25 here feels like there's a soothing,
43:26 there's an opening, and I'm hearing a
43:28 release. Amber is also good for love.
43:32 um just for evoking more of that energy
43:34 in your life and grounding as
43:37 well. We'll see what happens when the
43:39 cards come out, but almost want to call
43:42 you cancer. Uh group one,
43:45 um it feels
43:48 like Oh, now I'm getting emotional. All
43:51 this blooming energy we keep talking
43:52 about, right?
43:55 Um there's something about connecting to
43:58 these nature
44:01 nourishing
44:03 forces. I want to say straight up
44:08 trees that's almost like helping to
44:10 facilitate this blossoming for
44:13 you. You could feel like it's the higher
44:16 heart chakra. Doesn't really matter, but
44:19 facilitating this blossoming for you
44:21 that Oh, I'm like I'm like I'm getting
44:23 so emotional. That feels very
44:26 gentle. Very gentle. Very soft.
44:30 and
44:32 paste and I think it's coming with more
44:34 love in your life in all
44:36 forms. Wow. Okay. Group
44:39 one, can I get a crystal for group
44:47 two? Group two, I'm getting greens.
44:49 Greens and blues. You I almost want to
44:51 say like seafoam. That's interesting.
44:54 Sea algae. Maybe you are uh maybe the
44:57 ocean is a thing for you or you're just
44:59 connecting to water, but greens and
45:01 blues. Not that one. No.
45:04 Okay. This
45:07 one.
45:09 Wow. Group
45:12 two. Oh, you're
45:14 interesting. This is a nebula
45:17 stone. So, if memory
45:20 serves, it's funny. Look at all the
45:22 greens but with black, right? There's
45:24 not a whole lot of blue going on in
45:25 there. If memory serves nebula stone has
45:27 to do with higher consciousness. Um,
45:29 helping you connect to that aspect of
45:32 yourself.
45:36 Um, I feel like you guys are actually
45:39 doing a little bit of retrieving. Um,
45:42 doesn't have to be soul retrieval, but
45:44 like I'm getting the concept of time.
45:46 Like aosic library even is like coming
45:49 up a little bit with this. um pulling
45:51 things from time, pulling things from
45:53 space. Maybe you are also just getting
45:55 more intuitive. You could also be
45:56 starting to channel more. But I feel
45:58 like there's something you're pulling in
45:59 for just
46:00 you that you're playing with for just
46:04 you. If Yeah. Again, they're really
46:07 being very clear about this. It's just
46:08 about you, but I can feel you playing
46:12 and pulling things from the ether.
46:16 They're like, they're giving me these
46:17 crazy numbers and it's almost like
46:19 milestones of time. Yeah. I don't know
46:21 who you are, but you're you're playing
46:22 with
46:24 time. I don't think many people are
46:26 going to resonate with this group. I
46:27 think it's only going to be a few
46:29 people. The ocean. They're bringing up
46:31 the ocean again. Yeah. I feel like group
46:33 two, I feel like there's more of like
46:36 a Sedna like energy with you
46:38 astrologically right now. You could have
46:41 early degree Gemini, late degree Taurus
46:43 in your chart. Not necessarily. Um, but
46:47 even just like with the ocean, even like
46:48 seafoam. Saying seafoam was weird to be
46:50 honest. I'm like I don't really
46:51 understand what seafoam is, but I don't
46:54 know. It kind of reminds me of the
46:55 things that come up from the ocean,
46:56 right? That's very sedna. That's very
46:58 sedna. The ocean to me is the lower
47:01 world, which to me is also just the flip
47:02 side of the upper world. We are speaking
47:04 about dimensions, but that's like a
47:05 whole other topic. Um, but you're
47:07 playing in these kinds of
47:09 spaces. Okay.
47:15 But you're very grounded about
47:17 it. You're very grounded with it. I also
47:20 feel like you're owning something. Group
47:22 two, you're owning something with
47:27 it. What you're pulling. You're owning
47:29 what you're pulling. Yeah. Some of you
47:30 are doing some sort of claiming of self,
47:32 some sort of soul retrieval. Some of you
47:34 are. And it doesn't and even saying that
47:36 it doesn't have to be shadowy. Doesn't
47:37 have to be and emotional. It doesn't
47:39 have to be. If anything, I think you'd
47:41 feel very grounded and very solid in it.
47:43 Very calm in it. Very neutral in
47:50 it. Yeah, I'm hearing friend.
47:54 Interesting. You may have a friend in
47:56 this with you. Group
47:59 [Music]
48:03 three, give me weird visuals. Group
48:12 three. Okay. They're like, "Yeah, don't
48:15 touch the crystals just yet." Okay. So,
48:17 group
48:19 three, this is just going to be one of
48:21 those
48:22 reads and take these messages as you
48:24 will. I read for a lot of people. So, be
48:28 discerning. Use your discernment. Use
48:29 your intuition. You have these skills at
48:31 your disposal. Use them. Okay? Can't
48:33 encourage that enough.
48:37 On a small level, I am getting like
48:40 renewed energy. I'm getting that
48:41 something is starting to grow in your
48:43 life and it feels positive, feels good,
48:45 feels very sunoriented. It feels nice.
48:47 Feels very life affirming, life-giving.
48:50 That feels
48:51 good. But then I had these like almost
48:53 disturbing visuals come in and I was
48:55 like, what was that? It was like that's
48:57 what I was like, what is
49:00 happening? Some of you may be very
49:03 sensitive and very open.
49:06 Um, it's funny I kept emphasizing use
49:08 your discernment, intuition here. I do
49:10 feel like there's
49:12 something you've been exposed to or you
49:15 are exposed
49:17 to that's I, for lack of a better word,
49:21 disturbing. And it may not look like
49:23 that on the surface, but there's
49:24 something energetically disturbing about
49:27 it. And I feel like it's like seeping
49:29 into your dreams almost like like if
49:32 you're having like effed up dreams. It's
49:34 like it's because you've been exposed to
49:35 this kind of disturbance. It's not to
49:39 say that you're comp I'm not saying that
49:40 like you're not compromised. You're not
49:41 under attack. Like none of that stuff.
49:43 You're just aware. It's like yeah your
49:46 own intuition is like
49:48 hey
49:50 disturbing. I'm letting you know that
49:53 thing that you've been exposed to, that
49:55 person you've been exposed to, that
49:57 situation you've been exposed to is
49:59 disturbing. Disturbing. Big
50:03 X. Group three. I'm like, we don't even
50:05 have a crystal out here yet cuz there
50:08 there's I can feel it. There's like
50:09 there's growth happening in your life
50:11 and it but it's just starting. It feels
50:13 very new. Like they're showing me a
50:14 little like sapling but like a sun
50:16 behind it. Like something is is just
50:19 getting going. The wheels just getting
50:20 going. The fire is just getting going.
50:23 And so it's interesting because I feel
50:24 like this is being highlighted for you
50:26 because when we are in that state of
50:27 like new
50:29 growth, there's it doesn't have a lot of
50:31 traction yet, right? It's like it still
50:34 needs to be kind
50:36 of protected. Yeah. Like just like
50:39 having a more watchful eye on whatever
50:41 is growing in your life because whatever
50:43 this like it's it's I don't even want to
50:45 say what they're showing me. It's very
50:46 gross.
50:48 Um, again, I don't think you are in
50:51 danger or under threat. It's just your
50:53 intuition telling you, hey, this over
50:56 here, it's effed up. Stay stay away from
50:59 it. Essentially, person, situation,
51:03 environment. Okay. Um, cuz the other
51:06 thing is some of you, this may actually,
51:07 this is reminding me of the south node
51:09 Virgo energy. Um, this may actually be
51:12 highlighting I'm I'm hearing traps like
51:15 patterns of traps you've fallen into
51:17 before of falling into or around
51:20 disturbing
51:27 energy. This is interesting, too. Some
51:29 of you who are resonating with
51:32 that, I'm getting a pulling. A pulling.
51:36 There's
51:37 something about being pulled or called
51:40 into these
51:42 spaces. Something to explore
51:45 there. But yeah, again, if like if
51:48 you're having like weird vibes or like
51:49 really weird dreams after being exposed
51:51 to a new person, a new environment, um a
51:54 potential new opportunity or situation,
51:57 again, you're not under attack. Nothing
51:59 bad is happening to you. It's literally
52:01 just your intuition screaming the truth
52:03 at you, showing you what is effed up
52:06 about this and just heed that.
52:11 Okay, let's get a crystal for
52:14 you.
52:21 Uh, this one. Okay, I knew exactly which
52:26 one it was, but I was I just wanted to
52:27 make
52:28 sure. It's a very unique one,
52:33 actually. Why did I just visualize
52:35 someone peeing on
52:39 me? Look at that. I don't know if you
52:41 guys can see it. I'm trying really hard
52:42 to get it
52:43 to focus here. So, this is desert rose.
52:47 Desert rose selonite, if memory serves.
52:49 Wow. I haven't worked with this crystal
52:51 in a really long time. But the thing
52:52 that's drawing me to this for you is
52:55 literally the uniqueness of it. It's
52:57 interesting too because like because of
53:00 the way the cleavage is and if you're
53:01 not familiar with that term with stones
53:03 and rocks and geology. Um cleavage is
53:06 literally just how a rock breaks the
53:09 pattern. It always creates a pattern
53:10 because little little geology lesson
53:12 here for my for some of my people. And
53:14 if you're new, I'm a nerd so you're
53:16 going to get some nerdy stuff sometimes.
53:18 Um all rocks, all crystals, gems have a
53:23 particular molecular structure just like
53:25 anything. But because rocks are made of
53:27 very specific things, mostly silica, um,
53:32 but you know, they all have their own
53:33 little unique makeup and whatever
53:35 structure these molecules are taking
53:37 affects how a how a rock breaks and the
53:40 pattern that it makes. Sometimes it
53:42 makes like a 90° angle, sometimes it
53:44 makes a 45°ree angle, sometimes it's
53:46 very like scattered and random, but it's
53:48 it's because of its like literal like
53:52 like not DNA but kind of it's a unique
53:55 molecular structure based off the kind
53:56 of rock it is, right? And that's what
53:59 I'm drawn to with this because
54:00 deselonite can be kind of fragile
54:03 because of the way its cleavage is. Like
54:04 you can tell it's like it's you can just
54:08 tell it's it's kind of fragile. Um, but
54:11 if memory serves, it's a really p it's a
54:14 more powerful crystal. It's the in the
54:17 selonite
54:19 family. And I feel like that's why this
54:21 is coming up for you. You're not
54:24 fragile, but you are
54:27 different. It's interesting. This came
54:28 up in the talk of in the pre-alhai
54:32 hangout. You're not fragile, but you're
54:35 different.
54:36 Um, and the way you break under pressure
54:40 is
54:42 different. Some of
54:44 these this may be why you get pulled
54:46 into
54:48 these things. I don't have a word for
54:53 it. Oh, I don't I don't have I don't
54:55 know how to describe this.
55:00 Um, it's something
55:02 about the uniqueness of you that looks
55:07 fragile, feels fragile, but you're
55:13 not. I don't have another. We'll we'll
55:16 get We'll see what the cards have to
55:17 say. But there's there's something about
55:19 this. It's like, take this as you will.
55:21 There's something about the way your
55:23 essence just is. I want to say the way
55:25 you are just designed that pulls you
55:28 into these spaces, but you're not broken
55:30 by them. That I'm hearing that's the
55:33 illusion. You're not broken by them. You
55:35 may get some cracks here and there, but
55:38 you're never going to be broken by them.
55:40 Um, but some of these disturbances or
55:44 disturbing people, we'll say, may think
55:48 they can and they may try. They actually
55:50 might try a lot more with you than other
55:52 people because you seem fragile.
55:59 Um, yeah, that's
56:01 interesting. What also I'm noticing too
56:04 about the three that were
56:06 chosen, they're all very Well, I know I
56:10 know rocks come from earth, but like
56:12 they're very earthton toned, like browns
56:15 and tans and greens, very earth tone.
56:18 Um, so just like a nod to the earth
56:20 element specifically here. Um, very
56:24 interesting. Okay, let's get the Let's
56:26 get a representative animal out. Just
56:30 curious what that was. Okay, for each
56:37 group. I love your nerd side. Well,
56:39 thank
56:41 [Applause]
56:45 you. We love nerds. Yes, we do. We love
56:48 some nerds.
56:51 Can I get a card for group one,
56:57 please? Can I get a card for group
57:02 one? Group one, I think you're going to
57:04 make me
57:05 cry. Remember, I'm not going to show
57:07 them to you ahead of time. Use your
57:09 intuition here. Group
57:12 two. Oh, that's too many. Spirit, that's
57:15 too many. Can I get I got weird chills
57:18 on that. Group two. Can I get a card for
57:20 group
57:24 two? It's interesting. Group two, again,
57:26 I know you're playing. I know you're
57:28 playing in in the in the realms, if you
57:30 will, or with like time, but your
57:33 energy, you do feel grounded, but be
57:35 careful not to scatter your energy too
57:37 much cuz even the way the cards are
57:38 coming out, it's very
57:41 scattered. Okay. Thank you. Can I get a
57:44 card for group three?
57:49 taking these. No. Okay. Can I get a card
57:51 for group
57:52 three? All right. Cool. All right. So,
57:56 I'm going to get these all nice and
58:00 pretty and ready for the camera. Uh, so
58:03 you guys can take a peek at them. I'm
58:05 also going to put the dice here.
58:06 Remember, the dice are not um with the
58:09 placements yet. I'm going to roll them
58:10 during the reading, but you know, that
58:12 may also help you discern what you feel
58:15 called to. Okay, we
58:17 ready
58:19 now. Actually, before I No, angle the
58:21 camera down.
58:23 Okay, see if I can get it
58:26 to Oh, Lord have mercy.
58:32 Um, sorry guys. I'm trying really hard
58:34 to get it straight
58:35 here. Okay, I'm just going to hold it
58:38 while you guys decide. Here, let's put
58:42 it like that.
58:45 Not having my desktop, you know, for the
58:49 lives is is just hard.
58:52 Anyway, okay.
58:55 Now, before you
58:58 choose, I always recommend to take a
59:01 couple
59:03 breaths. Just let yourself kind of feel
59:05 your
59:06 body. Just kind of feel where you're at.
59:08 Don't even think about, you know, all of
59:10 the stuff. Just think about where you're
59:11 at right now. How you're feeling.
59:14 your body's
59:23 feeling. Maybe take one more big
59:38 breath and honor the first number that
59:41 comes in your mind. Honor the first
59:43 group that you feel. Honor the first
59:45 group that comes to your
59:51 awareness and take your time with
60:04 that. This is group one. This is group
60:07 two. This group three.
60:15 Okay, I think we're
60:20 ready. Get you all
60:24 reset.
60:27 Okay, I got the time stamp
60:30 there. Oh, that took me longer to do
60:32 than I realized.
60:35 Okay, let's see. Never noticed a tattoo.
60:38 Oh, yeah. I've got a few tattoos. I love
60:40 tattoos. Um, I was taking a tattoo
60:42 course for a while. It's one of my many,
60:46 many, many
60:47 interests. All right. So, let's see.
60:52 Yeah. I'm just going to move these to
60:54 the side and then we're going to do
60:55 group
61:01 one. Okay. Group one. So, you guys have
61:04 Amber. We went over some of the
61:06 channelings in the um the shuffling, the
61:09 picking of the crystals and everything,
61:11 which is timestamped. So, if you want to
61:13 go back to that, I do recommend it. I'm
61:15 probably not going to remember
61:16 everything that came through um but it
61:18 should come back up in the reading as
61:19 well and be elaborated upon. But
61:21 lavender I lavender. Lavender. Okay,
61:27 lavender. Interesting. I meant to say
61:29 amber and lavender came out. I love when
61:31 that happens. Lavender could be very
61:33 helpful for you at this time. Lavender
61:35 is very calming, right? We like we use
61:37 lavender to sleep. We use lavender to
61:40 kind of calm the nervous system. Uh
61:41 lavender also has this vibration of love
61:43 as does amber.
61:46 Um thank you. But lavender is also
61:49 mercurial. Lavender is also
61:53 uh how to say actually opens up our
61:56 third eye a little bit. Activates our
61:57 third eye energy a bit. um also helps us
62:00 with um planning and creativity and all
62:02 of that weaving if you will weaving. Um,
62:05 so that's interesting that was coming
62:06 through here. Group one, I am feeling
62:09 that like tree energy that I do remember
62:11 feeling with you guys. Um, and that
62:13 there is this like soft opening and
62:15 blossoming that is being facilitated I
62:17 want to say by nature
62:19 actually, excuse me, by connecting to
62:22 these very like soft energies and with
62:23 that you are being gifted a soft opening
62:25 or soft blossoming in some way, shape or
62:27 form and I do feel it's with the higher
62:29 heart chakra. Um, and that just feels
62:32 really good and I really like that for
62:33 you. But let's go ahead and see what
62:35 animal came up for
62:39 you. Oh, the
62:41 raccoon. Raccoon can be a masking
62:44 energy. It also to me is the energy of
62:46 like mischief. Um, also hiding sometimes
62:49 like not really feeling safe. It's
62:51 giving me survival mode a little bit.
62:54 Um, it's giving me survival and a little
62:57 bit of hiding. like a little bit of like
62:58 a skittish animal is kind of what I'm
63:01 getting with you
63:02 here with this unfoldment. There may
63:05 also be a melting I'm hearing a melting
63:08 away of a mask that you have or a way of
63:11 like um having a guard up or just like
63:14 protecting yourself or a coping
63:16 mechanism is what I'm gathering there.
63:18 So this feels really high.
63:20 Okay, it's cuz it's way too zoomed in on
63:22 my face. Sorry, just distracted. Anyway,
63:26 uh but that's what I'm getting with you
63:28 with the raccoon. There's
63:31 like there's coping, there's being
63:33 guarded or there's having a mask up um
63:37 out of a sense of needing to feel safer.
63:39 And I keep getting a skittish animal,
63:40 like an animal being backed into a
63:41 corner is what that feels like for me.
63:44 Um this may be some emotions that come
63:46 up for you as you are allowing this to
63:48 kind of melt away that it's like, yeah,
63:50 as you're allowing this to melt away,
63:51 that's how it feels. like how gentle you
63:53 would be with like a skittish animal
63:55 that's like backed into a corner,
63:57 doesn't know if they could come out,
63:58 doesn't know if it's safe to kind of
63:59 emerge. You're going to slowly emerge or
64:02 this piece of you is going to slowly
64:04 emerge out of this state. Um, it feels
64:07 stressful. It feels
64:09 anxious and it's mostly just this
64:11 feeling of like don't hurt me, don't do
64:13 anything, you know? It's very much like
64:15 that. Just make me want to give you a
64:17 hug. Let's go ahead and roll the dice.
64:18 If you have headphones on, this may be
64:21 loud. But I don't really know to be
64:22 honest with you. But just a fair
64:30 warning. See what we have
64:32 here.
64:41 Wow. Okay. Sorry, it's a lot. Um, and
64:45 also very much aligned to present day
64:48 astrology. Uh we have
64:52 Neptune, so emotions,
64:55 um perception, also illusions, but also
64:58 love and
64:59 creativity. Aries, we know Neptune is an
65:02 Aries right now and is going to be for a
65:04 bit. I think it's going to go back into
65:05 Pisces for a little bit if I'm not
65:06 mistaken. Um but I forget when it gets
65:09 resolidified back into Aries, but just
65:11 to keep that in mind. And then we have
65:12 the second house, material
65:16 security. The key word being security
65:18 there.
65:20 that Neptune Aries
65:24 energy. How do I want to say this? It
65:26 feels crunchy. It's like that being
65:28 backed into a corner
65:32 feeling. It's almost like a fear of
65:34 Aries is what it feels
65:36 like. It's a fear of Aries. It's a fear
65:39 of fire. It's a fear of intensity. It's
65:42 a fear of Mars.
65:47 um a fear of
65:50 war, a fear of chaos. Aries is not
65:53 chaotic in and of itself. It's just how
65:55 I'm I'm channeling it and feeling it.
65:57 But with the second house, the second
65:58 house does represent material security,
66:00 but it's also the house of values.
66:01 Susie, thank you for the 1999. Thank
66:03 you. Thank you. Um it's interesting
66:06 because this unfoldment for you feels so
66:08 gentle. Feels very like not to say Aries
66:10 can't be gentle, right? you know, chart
66:12 depending. But Aries is like, let's get
66:16 up, let's go, let's do, you know what I
66:18 mean? That's like that's
66:19 Aries. What you're requiring, what
66:22 you're going to be experiencing is
66:24 opposite to that. It's like, hey, it's
66:27 okay. Almost like it's okay to not be an
66:30 Aries energy or it's like it's okay to
66:32 not be fully engaged with it cuz I can
66:35 feel this like resistance to it or this
66:37 trepidation of it in whatever way it
66:39 shows up in your life. And I want to say
66:40 probably relationships um or like being
66:42 forced to be in the energy cuz it's like
66:44 it feels like again an overwhelmed
66:46 animal who's just needs to know that
66:47 it's safe like just need to know it's
66:50 okay okay okay to relax that it's okay
66:53 to kind of be authentic that it's okay
66:55 to kind of open and be vulnerable right
66:58 that there's not going to be some sort
66:59 of intensity there's not going to be
67:01 some sort of like lashing um it's an
67:04 interesting word to use here
67:05 too you could be someone that you can
67:08 you can consider yourself a highly
67:09 sensitive person. The Neptune component
67:11 here is also interesting to me as well
67:13 because while Neptune touches on like
67:15 the emotional realm
67:17 um and love and
67:21 compassion, I'm feeling that sensitivity
67:26 that energetic
67:28 sensitivity too. So, the fact that
67:30 Neptune is in Aries right now, you could
67:32 you could also just confirmation for
67:34 some people, again, if these placements
67:37 are not in your chart, it doesn't mean
67:38 that these messages aren't for you,
67:39 okay? But for people who want that extra
67:42 confirmation, um, you could be a Pisces
67:44 rising actually. You could also have
67:46 Neptune in the first house. You could
67:48 have Neptune in the first house, second
67:50 house, Aries in the first house, or
67:51 second house. But I'm getting that
67:52 Pisces energy really strong. Not just
67:54 because of Neptune, but also if you have
67:56 Aries in the second house, you'll be a
67:57 Pisces rising.
68:01 Um, yeah, I think you're a highly
68:03 sensitive person and I think you require
68:05 gentility and there's nothing wrong with
68:07 that. There's nothing wrong with that.
68:10 And with Neptune going into Aries, there
68:12 may be this emphasis. You can like kind
68:14 of feel that intensity of Aries like
68:16 coming up either within you, just around
68:18 you. It's just happening
68:20 collectively and it's probably making
68:22 you a little bit more like this. It's
68:25 making you feel a little less safe to be
68:33 open. Oh, the fourth house came up for a
68:35 second cuz I was going to say safety
68:38 with the second house. When I picked it
68:39 up, I like I knocked it over and it
68:41 landed on four, the fourth house. I see
68:43 safety reference to cancer from the
68:45 earlier talks. But coming back second
68:48 house being the house of material
68:50 security but the house of value in
68:52 particular that you may also be making
68:55 peace with some of your own personal
68:57 values and beliefs around
69:00 um how to say well around how you
69:04 operate really um around like how you
69:08 deal with Aries energy within yourself
69:11 and around you like is it okay is it not
69:13 okay for me right so kind of like just
69:15 navigating that for
69:20 yourself. It's okay to want to make love
69:22 and not
69:23 war. It's okay to need to move slower.
69:26 It's okay to move a little softer.
69:28 There's nothing wrong with that. And
69:30 don't let other people make you think
69:32 otherwise. And even with that security
69:35 of the second house, I often equate the
69:37 second house to like legs on a table
69:39 like roots. Um even though roots is more
69:42 fourth house, um the second house is
69:44 where we like
69:46 How do I want to say where we get our
69:48 beliefs about roots? Where we get our
69:51 beliefs and values around what is safe,
69:53 what is good, what is not safe, what is
69:55 not good, right? Um, also I think nature
69:58 may be a good assist. Hi buddy. Nature
70:00 may be a good assist to you. Um, along
70:03 with trees as well. I just feel like
70:04 there's a leaning in happening
70:08 there. Some Oh, thank you. And I'm
70:10 getting this creative energy. Hey, don't
70:13 be knocking stuff over.
70:16 Hold on. He just moved
70:17 something.
70:19 Okay, I put them in his pseudo space.
70:22 Hold on a second. The other thing that
70:24 I'm getting too with the second house
70:26 cuz sometimes second house is where we
70:27 also get ideas, right? Again, beliefs um
70:31 around creation with the Neptune energy
70:35 here. I feel like group one, there may
70:38 be something that you've been wanting to
70:39 birth or have blossom. Maybe the for
70:42 some of you the blossoming is something
70:43 you want to create, not just you.
70:47 Sorry, he was about to just, you know,
70:49 plop all over the place again.
70:52 Um, and you're feeling insecure about
70:54 it. You're not feeling very safe about
70:57 it. I think whatever this is may require
71:00 you to kind of own that vulnerable
71:01 nature, own that sensitive
71:08 nature. Yeah. to do
71:10 it. Yeah.
71:16 Yeah. Um, so let's go ahead and pull
71:18 some other cards for you, group
71:20 one. I know. I'm going to put you down,
71:23 my
71:25 buddy. Thank you.
71:28 Okay. Cat hair
71:31 everywhere. All right. So, any other
71:33 messages or insights for group one? Oh,
71:35 yeah. Let's do the archetypes.
71:39 Let's do the
71:41 archetypes. Let's see. We're doing group
71:44 readings today and I've just started
71:45 with the first of three. Thank you, CJ,
71:47 for updating people. All right. Any
71:49 messages or insights for group
71:55 one. I see you, buddy. Yep. The
71:58 flame. The flame quickly has been
72:01 becoming my Ace of Wands card. the card
72:03 of right our own
72:07 uh essence right our own drive passion
72:11 inspiration I feel like there's
72:12 something that you want to do or there's
72:14 something you want to create or
72:15 experience but you're feeling like
72:17 sequestered like you're feeling either
72:19 overwhelmed or like there's something in
72:20 you that's like I don't know if I can or
72:22 I don't know if I can do it this way
72:23 that
72:24 way I want to say owning this like
72:26 sensitive part of your nature is part of
72:30 that wow
72:32 Um, owning the sensitive part of your
72:34 nature is going to help you discern how
72:35 to do it your way, buddy. I know. I love
72:39 you, too. But I need you to Yeah. Thank
72:42 you. Yeah. Uh-huh. The village. The
72:45 village. Um, group
72:49 one. The pressure of the village. The
72:52 pressure of groups, community, group
72:54 think is also what I'm hearing of other
72:57 people and what that does to your flame.
73:01 what that does to your desire and
73:03 inspiration for certain
73:05 things. And I just keep getting it's
73:07 like this you just operate a little
73:10 differently, like you operate more
73:12 sensitively, more soft, maybe slower
73:15 than other people expect you to or want
73:18 you
73:19 to. I just feel like the flame is being
73:21 hampered by the village
73:25 energy.
73:28 Bye. Thank you.
73:30 Thank you. Just do that.
73:32 Okay. Being a cat mom. Can I get a third
73:35 card for group one? You know I got you,
73:38 babe. Thank you. I know you do. Can I
73:40 get a third card for group one,
73:45 please? Interesting. The womb. Oh, with
73:48 the eternal child. There's also, if you
73:50 can see it, it's the self card trying to
73:53 come out. That womb is that being held
73:56 by nature that's being held in that like
73:59 nourishing soft safe energy so that you
74:02 can bloom. Right? The womb is also the
74:05 seed of creation. It's where things come
74:07 to fruition or things develop.
74:10 Unfold. It's time for you to unfold, but
74:14 again in your way and accepting your
74:17 nature,
74:18 accepting the way you naturally operate
74:21 and how that might be against the
74:23 expectations of society or other people
74:25 and that that is
74:26 okay. That's okay and there's nothing
74:28 wrong with that. But leaning into that
74:29 womb, I really want to say trees and
74:31 nature is going to help you with that.
74:33 Okay? Especially with the self card and
74:35 eternal child being there.
74:38 Buddy, hold on. Clyde, there's no space
74:41 for you up
74:43 here. Come here. Come here. Come
74:47 on. Come on. I got I got reads to
74:53 do. I gave him a bed and everything. He
74:56 just He wants to be closer to me than
74:58 that. Okay, let's go ahead and pull some
75:01 um Oh, I just started freaking out.
75:03 Let's pull some tarot cards for you.
75:07 Um, let's do
75:11 unicorns. Unicorns feel
75:14 right. Oh, actually, hold on. We're
75:16 going to do tamer
75:17 decks. Where are you? I know you're
75:19 close. There you are. We're going to do
75:22 energy oracle and then we'll do some
75:24 [Music]
75:26 tarot.
75:30 Okay. He said he's going to sit on that
75:32 table. Mhm.
75:38 Sometimes boys, they don't know they're
75:40 big. Yeah, sometimes he definitely does
75:42 not understand like how large he is. And
75:43 he is he's long. He's very long. Any
75:47 other messages or insights for group
75:49 one,
75:50 please? Any other messages or insights
75:53 for group one?
75:56 Yeah,
76:00 deceit coming in a couple different
76:02 flavors here with deceit being here. Um,
76:05 I really feel like it's more about how
76:07 you have allowed this like holding back
76:09 of the self because it hasn't felt safe,
76:12 right? People haven't allowed you to
76:15 feel okay being in your natural flow,
76:18 being in your natural energy, your
76:19 natural needs of maybe a little softer,
76:22 maybe a little bit more gentle, maybe a
76:23 little bit more loving, right? Maybe
76:25 there have also been people who have
76:26 taken advantage of you, but this is
76:28 speaking to that restriction and that
76:30 feeling of like this is not safe. This
76:32 is not safe. This doesn't feel good.
76:33 This doesn't feel good.
76:42 We have the journey card coming out
76:44 here. Lots of twos. We have two and the
76:47 25 and then just two coming out. Um
76:50 journey speaks to the journey. It speaks
76:52 to being on the path or even traveling.
76:56 Um some of you there may be a little bit
76:58 of avoidance that you have been making
77:00 peace with. I am getting that I feel
77:03 like it's speaking to just the level of
77:04 restriction you've been in with in
77:07 operating in this way throughout your
77:10 your life or a phase of your life.
77:13 Anything else for group one? I just
77:15 heard group two. So for those who
77:17 haven't are not used to my readings,
77:18 when I do groups a lot of times they are
77:20 related to each other in some way, shape
77:22 or form. Sometimes as like going from
77:23 one phase to another. Um sometimes it's
77:26 like a physical experience versus an
77:28 emotional experience of the same thing.
77:30 So keep that in
77:32 mind. Can I get
77:34 a my eye twitching? Can I get a
77:38 third card please for group
77:46 one? I also feel like people have been
77:49 really harsh with you. I'm also getting
77:50 that with the deceit card. It's
77:52 interesting cuz yeah, I'm even noticing
77:54 just how free and frolicky she is,
77:56 right? With her bags, her arms open. and
77:58 she's just like, "Hey, I'm just here.
78:01 I'm just like, you know, almost bubbly."
78:03 Sweetn naturatured is what I'm hearing.
78:05 Some of you are just very sweetnatured
78:06 and there have probably been some people
78:08 on your path that have definitely taken
78:10 advantage of that and I want to say have
78:12 been really harsh with you. Can I get a
78:14 third card? Um, I feel like I channelled
78:17 this recently like in the last month.
78:18 The harshness. Um, seeing some birds
78:21 outside as I say
78:24 that some people are okay with
78:27 harshness.
78:28 And some people are not like, and that's
78:31 the thing. We're all different. A
78:33 billion unique people on this planet.
78:34 We're all different.
78:36 But harshness may be okay for a per for
78:39 one person, but it can be very
78:42 detrimental to another. And sometimes
78:44 people don't understand that if they're
78:46 okay with
78:47 harshness. I feel like you're sensitive.
78:50 I don't feel like you're okay with
78:51 harshness. Can I get a third card for
78:53 group one, please?
78:56 And there's a difference between like
78:59 being too sensitive or harshness in a
79:01 way that can be harmful to you and
79:04 dealing with anger or things like that.
79:06 It doesn't mean like these harsher
79:08 emotions are are wrong or that you
79:10 rebuke them. I want to make that clear.
79:11 Maybe that's been a projection placed
79:13 off placed onto
79:17 you. Can I get a third card for group
79:20 one, please?
79:26 Can I get a third card for group
79:28 one? You got
79:32 two. Oh, thank
79:35 you. We have woman holding a coin and
79:38 healer of
79:41 ages. Interesting. On the bottom, we
79:44 have the temple
79:45 path, the root chakra. Archangel
79:48 Michael. I'm just interested here. Angel
79:50 of strength.
79:52 You're stronger than people give you
79:53 credit for. That's for sure. But what's
79:56 on the board here is also interesting to
80:00 me. With woman holding a coin and healer
80:03 of ages, I'm getting a couple different
80:04 things. Some of you there may be um some
80:07 situations you've been involved in
80:08 physically like with finances or with
80:11 work or with um contracts of some kind.
80:14 It's giving me like heropant energy a
80:16 little bit that you kind of had to deal
80:18 with this deceitful energy and you've
80:21 been healing from that. This is also a
80:22 moment to shed right any restrictions
80:26 you placed upon yourself in this way of
80:28 being the raccoon so that you can
80:29 blossom out of that also in the realm of
80:31 healing. Um oh what else is here though?
80:36 What else is here though? Yeah, it's
80:38 both ways. It's it's ways that you have
80:40 held yourself back and restricted
80:41 yourself, but also healing from the way
80:43 people have treated you and been harsh
80:45 with you. Also, the fact that you're
80:46 coming out as a woman holding a coin
80:48 tells me that you have been finding a
80:50 sense of strength and grounding as well,
80:52 and you will continue to do that. Again,
80:54 it's being drawn back to the amber of
80:56 working with the earth element and even
80:58 trees. But the bottom cards here of
81:01 temple path this is being on you know
81:05 uh being on a path that feels good in
81:08 alignment with you and alignment in your
81:09 soul. Also again you have a journey card
81:12 here. There's a lot of emphasis on the
81:13 path you've been walking and continue to
81:15 walk. And the fact that we have the root
81:17 chakra here with Archangel Michael and
81:19 the angel of strength. Again, there's
81:21 this solidification of your sense of
81:25 self and how confident and grounded and
81:27 rooted you are in your true nature and
81:30 allowing anything to shed away that's
81:32 not your true nature, even if you've
81:34 been forced to act in that way. And of
81:36 course, healing from any situations that
81:39 were just where people were just awful,
81:42 where people were mean, where people
81:43 were mean and harsh and took advantage.
81:46 All right, now let's pull some tarot
81:47 cards and get into group two.
81:57 This wasn't even the group I chose, but
81:59 resonating. I'm telling you, they all
82:00 kind of have
82:02 some connection, right? We're all one.
82:05 We're all one.
82:07 So, this just makes sense to me that
82:10 they would have
82:13 that. Any other messages or insights for
82:16 group one?
82:25 two.
82:32 Okay. The tower and
82:35 chariot. Talk about not feeling safe. Is
82:38 this an This feels like an event to me
82:40 more than a truth or awareness. It could
82:43 be something you're like becoming aware
82:45 of. Just kind of coming back to the
82:46 collective read with the eight of forces
82:48 and the lightning bolt energy. But this
82:50 tower I feel like is forcing you to take
82:52 action actually is what this feels like.
82:55 Scorpio cancer energy here. The tower is
82:57 forcing you to take
83:02 action. What is the context of this
83:04 tower? I want what is the context of
83:06 this tower for group one?
83:14 taking these. Now, what is the context
83:17 of this tower for group
83:30 one, four of wands? Remember what I was
83:34 getting about like the material plane
83:36 here like work or finances or contracts
83:40 or
83:42 obligations? Whatever you've been tied
83:44 to in the four of
83:46 wands, it's getting
83:48 shaken. Some of you could have a shakeup
83:50 at work. I feel like other people are
83:52 involved in this. Yeah, five of cups at
83:54 the bottom could even be the ending of a
83:55 relationship. It has to do with the
83:57 influence of the
83:59 village of the village of community
84:01 society. So, people you work with,
84:03 people you live with, people that you're
84:05 tied to financially or contractually,
84:08 obligations is what I'm getting.
84:10 Something something is shaking there.
84:13 Something I want I actually want to say
84:14 something is like falling apart.
84:18 Um, and it's forcing you to take action
84:20 as the chariot. It's funny cuz I think
84:23 in the channeling when I was just
84:24 getting all the decks ready, the groups
84:26 ready. Um, I heard cancer for you. The
84:29 chariot is cancer energy.
84:36 And I feel like this movement you're
84:39 making, you again, you may feel forced
84:41 to make this move, but I also feel like
84:43 there's a retreat coming up here. Maybe
84:45 you're going on a retreat. Um, like
84:47 you're retreating to nature. You're
84:49 retreating to what makes you feel
84:50 secure.
84:59 Some sort of stability is shaking for
85:02 you, but it's highlighting this for you.
85:05 It's highlighting the harshness, right?
85:08 Versus how you naturally
85:10 operate. Anything else for group one?
85:13 What's coming after this chariot?
85:14 Where's the chariot headed for group
85:17 one? Some of you are moving with the
85:20 four of wands and the tower and the
85:22 chariot card and maybe moving very
85:23 unexpectedly.
85:27 Um, wow. Yeah, you're it. This is
85:30 happening quick with the eight of cups.
85:33 More water. You have a lot of water
85:35 here. I'd be shocked if you're not a
85:37 water sign. But the chariot and the
85:39 eight of
85:40 cups, that's a lot of movement in a very
85:43 specific
85:44 direction. 10 of pentacles at the bottom
85:46 though.
85:48 Um, it does again feel like you're
85:50 forced into this a little bit, but I
85:52 feel like it's in your highest good.
85:55 could be getting 555 a
85:59 lot. Eight of cups also speaks to
86:02 detachment. So whatever is falling apart
86:03 over
86:05 here, you are disconnecting once and for
86:08 all from that. Whatever that is. Again,
86:10 it could be a relationship. It could be
86:11 a housing situation. Um could be a work
86:14 situation. Don't know if I said that. Um
86:15 but it's something about the material
86:17 plane for you and obligations. And I
86:19 want to say the influence of other
86:21 people are involved in this.
86:24 as I say that two of cups at the bottom
86:25 what's coming after the eight of cups
86:28 and I keep feeling like retreating like
86:29 you like when this happens you like
86:31 retreat somewhere or like maybe you're
86:33 just going to go I don't know go
86:35 somewhere to recover to recoup your
86:37 thoughts but that's where I think the
86:38 unfoldment starts to happen with that
86:40 amber tree energy you like you retreat
86:42 to mother you retreat to nature to what
86:46 is safe what is tried and true we have
86:48 the heropant here I was feeling that
86:50 heropant energy
86:56 Yeah, your faith and your connection to
86:58 yourself and your truth is what's going
86:59 to get you through. I'm also noticing we
87:01 have the Ace of Wands, the Knight of
87:03 Wands here. I think this is energy that
87:05 will be coming up after this unfoldment
87:07 takes place or as a consequence of this
87:09 unfoldment. Um this shedding of of all
87:13 the things, right, that we've already
87:14 talked about. There's just too many
87:15 words here.
87:19 Yeah, you're you're leaving behind some
87:21 sort of obligation or contract. It
87:24 doesn't feel voluntary. Sorry, group
87:26 one. It doesn't um take it as you will,
87:31 but when a tower comes, this movement
87:34 happens very
87:42 fast. It's in your highest good. It may
87:45 not feel like it initially, but it's in
87:46 your highest good.
87:49 Even the way this crashes may may be
87:51 very hostile. It may come with a lot of
87:53 harshness. We have the devil at the
87:54 bottom
87:57 here and just highlighting that to you
87:59 even more so that it's like,
88:01 oh, this is not this is not okay with
88:05 me. This is not okay of how I'm treated
88:06 or how I'm spoken
88:09 to. Again, melting away that
88:13 mask. Two of Wands, pivot and decision
88:17 time. Tell me about the two of wands for
88:20 group one and then we're going to move
88:21 on to group
88:23 two. Oo, we have queen of
88:27 swords, king of
88:30 pentacles, and the seven of
88:37 wands. I'm hearing
88:39 recoup. Recoup. Some of you are going to
88:42 be starting to contemplate how you can
88:44 recoup or recover some sort of stability
88:46 or some sort of like maybe even like
88:48 some resources here. Um you're feeling
88:50 very protective of yourself as you
88:52 should
88:53 be. Yeah, I'm hearing cocooning. Um that
88:56 came up earlier
88:58 too. Yeah,
89:01 cocooning. Safety and security is your
89:03 number one concern after
89:06 this. You may see someone as deceitful
89:10 and not trustworthy, especially if you
89:11 were involved in this in this tower
89:14 energy with them or they caused the
89:16 tower with
89:21 you. This is a blessing. It really is.
89:24 Um, some of you may be if there is
89:26 someone who's inducing the tower like a
89:27 king of pentacles energy, I think it's
89:30 going to shock you a little bit actually
89:31 as to who it is like who's going to
89:33 cause this tower, who's going to be
89:35 responsible for this tower. Can I get
89:37 another card on this, please? All of
89:39 this is going to push you into a space
89:40 where you retreat to what's truly safe
89:43 for you, truly nourishing for you. And
89:46 then in that space, you will be held
89:47 enough to have this gentle unfoldment of
89:50 who of you really um and what you want.
89:54 With that will be melting of your own
89:56 masks, but also a lot of healing and
89:58 detaching from these experiences where
90:00 people were just really awful with you,
90:03 um including this person potentially.
90:05 So, just want to be clear. I'm honing in
90:07 on for those where you may be shocked at
90:10 who init who causes a tower with you. I
90:13 almost want to say breaking a contract.
90:15 I don't know if someone's going to
90:18 like break your trust or break a
90:21 contract. Yeah. Or like break a contract
90:23 like the rules of a
90:27 contract. Queen of Cups and Six of
90:29 Swords. That's a healing energy. I think
90:32 that's more
90:34 you tell me more about tell me about
90:36 this person who may be breaking this
90:38 contract for those without that
90:49 applause. Yeah. Five of
90:56 swords. Yeah. I'm not liking that. Five
90:59 of
91:05 swords. It's almost like for those again
91:08 where someone in your life causes a
91:10 tower by like breaking a contract or
91:12 breaking your trust.
91:14 Um again, it's something about that
91:16 feels shocking for some of you. That
91:19 five of swords energy, it's almost like
91:22 they did it out of a triggered state or
91:24 an agitated a threatened state. A
91:26 threatened state. An agitated state.
91:27 again that harshness. Yeah, with the
91:29 five of pentacles.
91:33 Um they may be an earth sign, not
91:36 necessarily. I'm also getting something
91:37 about like hiding. Um they may be very
91:40 good at like highlighting their true
91:42 feelings. Maybe they're a Capricorn.
91:45 Um but yeah, they're feeling some kind
91:47 of way. They're they are coming through
91:48 as the five of swords and the five of
91:50 pentacles. It's like agitated. I'm just
91:53 getting like
91:58 agitated. And then we have the T of
92:03 Pentacles. They feel like something's
92:05 not
92:07 fair. They feel like something's not
92:09 fair in relation to you or your contract
92:12 with them, your tie with
92:15 them, and they're going to act out from
92:18 this
92:18 place. And it's it's going to really
92:21 trigger that raccoon energy of yours of
92:23 like not
92:25 safe. It's gonna force you to
92:29 retreat. Some of you, again, this some
92:31 of you this is work, but it's it's like
92:32 it's some sort of agreement or contract,
92:34 and it's just I don't know. It's like
92:36 it's kind of making me sad, but it is in
92:39 your highest good. It may not seem like
92:40 it. It's going to give you a gift. It
92:42 really is going to give you a gift um
92:44 that is for just you and yourself in
92:47 this form of unfoldment and accepting an
92:49 aspect of your true nature here.
92:52 Okay. Okay. Let's move on to group
93:02 two. Like where's all my things? Um
93:05 okay, I'm just put that over there.
93:11 Group
93:15 two.
93:17 Okay, group two. I'm kind of excited for
93:20 your group. This is like very mystic,
93:22 very mystic, very meta. Uh, so you guys
93:26 had the nebula
93:30 stone. So, as I mentioned in the when I
93:33 was getting the the cards ready, again,
93:35 it's timestamped if your cash is after
93:36 and you want to go take a peek at that.
93:38 Um, this is a stone that has to do with
93:40 higher consciousness and also time, the
93:42 concept of time. Um,
93:44 oh, thank
93:46 you. Thank you. Yeah, they're giving me
93:48 like fossil fossilized. Yeah, I just I
93:52 feel like group two, you're really
93:53 playing
93:54 in in the realm of time and like again,
93:58 some of you it's soul retrieval, some of
93:59 you it's like channeling intuitive
94:00 abilities that are coming through, but I
94:02 also feel like you're pulling things for
94:04 yourself or you're pulling in things for
94:06 you. You could just be recharging your
94:08 energy as well or like recalling your
94:10 energy throughout time and space, right?
94:12 But the fossil energy that reminds me of
94:14 the seda energy that came through as
94:16 well, like ancient knowledge, ancient
94:19 information. Um, sorry, my face is itchy
94:22 from all the cat
94:24 hair. And I did I remember I heard
94:26 friend with you as
94:31 well. There may be an old friend coming
94:33 back into your life or coming back up
94:35 into your awareness. You may just be
94:36 starting to think of them recently as
94:38 you're also pulling things here through
94:48 time. I do also thank you. This like
94:51 grounded energy I was getting with you
94:52 too and even just like fossils coming
94:54 up. You may also be working with
94:56 fossils. You may be working with like
94:58 prehistoric like vibes. Um when we work
95:01 with those kinds of things, it is very
95:03 grounding. It connects you to the It
95:05 connects you to like literally the
95:06 history of Earth, the knowledge and the
95:08 information and like the historical
95:10 imprints that Earth carries within her
95:12 almost I wanted to say within her DNA.
95:14 Um, and you're connecting with that. You
95:16 may be getting like downloads or flashes
95:19 of or just like awarenesses of
95:22 of Earth's real history coming through
95:25 as well. Some of you guys are doing
95:26 research in this. I'm also getting a bit
95:28 of a scribe writing energy too. Some of
95:30 you guys are doing that. Okay, let's see
95:32 your
95:38 card.
95:41 Cobra element of
95:44 fire.
95:46 Uh,
95:47 cobra. Sorry, I'm like there's there's a
95:50 weird energy coming in that I know is
95:51 not about the cobra for
95:53 you. Sometimes sometimes spirit does
95:56 that to like show me another message
95:58 that I wasn't picking up on before.
96:01 It's weird. It's kind of reminding me of
96:03 group one where like group one had that
96:05 like per some of you in group one had
96:07 that person. That's actually what I'm
96:08 getting here. I'm actually getting that
96:11 like the cobra is not
96:17 you. This is going to be interesting cuz
96:20 I feel like you you're busy. I feel like
96:22 you're busy doing your thing in your own
96:23 realms. Some of you with that scribe
96:25 writing energy, that research energy.
96:27 Some of you guys could be a student
96:28 right now. Sometimes cobra speaks of
96:30 student teacher. Uh the cobra also
96:32 speaks of a timing like uh you know
96:35 sometimes being at a pause and waiting
96:36 for the right time. It's very Satturnian
96:38 to me which is also teacher sometimes
96:42 right but why do I have a
96:45 feeling this is someone who has their
96:47 eyes on you watching you observing you
96:50 while you're busy doing your
96:52 thing playing with the
96:54 realms. Playing with the realms. And
96:56 again, some of you compiling some sort
96:57 of research or understanding here for
97:00 yourself. And I got to be honest, this
97:02 energy feels a little Is that kitty? Is
97:05 that a kitty cat bed or is he just
97:07 claimed the spot? Oh, I he if words,
97:10 sorry. In my workspace, he needs to have
97:12 a place to sit cuz he wants to be near
97:14 me. It is a little far away for his
97:16 liking, but he's getting used to it. So,
97:18 it's just a meditation pillow. I have
97:21 one in every room for him cuz I'm just
97:23 that kind of cat mom. And I have it
97:25 elevated so he can have a little
97:27 elevation too. He likes that. Um, so it
97:30 is his cat bed, but it's a meditation
97:32 pillow.
97:35 Um, yeah, it's giving me the flavor.
97:37 It's It's like there's a little bit of a
97:39 irritated energy here. I almost said
97:42 Sagittarius. So maybe they're a
97:43 Sagittarius. You could have Sagge in
97:45 your chart. Um, they're it's like this
97:48 person's watching you or keeping tabs on
97:50 you while you're doing all while you're
97:52 doing your thing. Okay. While you're
97:53 doing your thing. Happy in your
97:55 bubble, happy with what you're
97:58 doing. Yeah, I like that weird energy
98:01 that came in. I was
98:02 like, this is bizarre, but it was
98:05 bringing my attention to the fact that
98:06 this is not your
98:11 energy. This may be someone who's
98:13 actually judging you, to be honest. This
98:15 may be somebody who's silently judging
98:17 you cuz I don't know if you are aware
98:19 that they're watching you or that
98:22 they're judging you. Like it is it's
98:23 giving it's giving me like shadow
98:24 Saturn. It's giving me critical like
98:27 judgmental eyes. That's what it's Yeah.
98:29 Yep. That's what it is. That's what it
98:31 is. It's giving me judgmental
98:35 eyes. They could be older than you. They
98:38 could just feel like they have more life
98:40 experience than you. I think you
98:42 triggered this person.
98:49 Um, I'm just I'm really feeling into it
98:52 now. Yeah, you I I think I think you
98:54 triggered them. You may like you may not
98:57 even been doing anything but just being
98:58 yourself, which is like sometimes that's
99:00 just how it happens cuz I I keep feeling
99:02 like you're in a really fun space with
99:04 this. You're in a really fun space with
99:07 this. I feel like you're learning like a
99:10 student. Again, this this could be a
99:12 teacher of yours or a mentor.
99:14 Um, it's giving me heropant. Yeah.
99:18 Again, very similar to group one, but
99:19 this is also part of the collective
99:20 energy. We saw that in the collective
99:21 read with Hilarion, right?
99:24 Um, yeah, you're focused here and
99:27 they're focused on you and I'm not
99:29 liking that. Let's
99:32 pull. They're
99:36 triggered. Yeah, they're triggered.
99:39 Okay.
99:43 Uh, sorry. I keep getting sucked into
99:45 their energy. I don't think they're
99:46 perceiving you
99:49 accurately. Maybe there was some mis
99:51 like mis miss some miss something
99:53 misjudgment,
99:57 miscommunication. I just feel like
99:58 they're angry at you. They're just
100:00 angry. They're just angry at you.
100:05 Um, maybe they feel like you're doing
100:07 something you shouldn't be doing.
100:13 I just I don't like it. It's it's it's
100:15 it's giving me that vibe of like the
100:17 vibe of like eyes on your back, you
100:19 know?
100:22 Um I don't think there's jealousy here.
100:26 There could be. I don't think there is
100:27 though. But there could be for some of
100:29 you. I don't like it. I don't like it.
100:35 Um, let's get into the dice for group
100:39 [Applause]
100:41 two. Oh, look what came
100:43 out.
100:45 Sagge. Is that what I was feeling? Sagge
100:48 and
100:50 Jupiter. Wow. Okay. A lot of Saggy
100:54 energy going on here. And then we have
100:56 the fourth house coming up with
100:58 you. Yeah. You're expanding your
101:01 knowledge. I mean that and that's what I
101:02 was getting here. It's like you're
101:05 expanding. You're expand you're
101:07 expanding. It just is what it literally
101:08 Jupiter. That's what Jupiter is. Um
101:09 especially with like all the stuff I was
101:11 picking up on with you. It's all like
101:13 knowledge. It's all knowledge. It's
101:15 research. Um even like a spiritual
101:17 context for some of you that's very
101:19 Jupiter. You can't see that. Sorry.
101:21 That's Oh lord. It's very Jupiter Sagge.
101:24 Just trust the dice. It's very Jupiter
101:27 Sagge. And then we have the fourth house
101:29 here.
101:31 I keep I keep getting this feeling with
101:33 the cobra like someone thinks you're
101:34 you're you're you're going too far that
101:37 you're going too far or you're stepping
101:39 over a boundary or you're you're
101:41 treading into territory you don't have
101:42 any business treading into. It's
101:45 something like that. It's funny because
101:47 you're coming up as Jupiter but they
101:49 feel like Saturn. So there's some and
101:52 you know Jupiter and Saturn are
101:54 interesting. We've been talking about
101:55 this for a while because they are in a
101:56 square and that square is getting
101:57 stronger. Um Jupiter wants to expand,
102:00 Saturn wants to restrict, contain.
102:02 Right? So it's like the fighting forces
102:04 of being expansive and open and free and
102:08 restrictive and disciplined and focused
102:10 and right. That's what happens when they
102:12 square off with each other and I think
102:14 you're really feeling this. So I would
102:16 be curious about your chart. Right now
102:19 Jupiter's in Gemini is going to move
102:20 into Cancer on the 9th of June. Um
102:23 Saturn is in Aries. So you could have
102:26 there could be something that Jupiter or
102:28 Saturn are doing on your natal Jupiter
102:30 Saturn. Could even be a sinistry thing
102:32 with this person. This is clearly
102:33 someone who's upset with you. Um could
102:36 also be um sinistry with you and this
102:38 person if you know who this per I if you
102:40 know who this person is. Um some of you
102:43 could have prominent Jupiterian
102:46 Sagittarius influences in your chart as
102:48 well. But I would be very curious how
102:50 Jupiter and Saturn are dancing with you
102:52 or how yours are dancing with theirs.
102:54 Think you understand what I'm saying?
102:55 But the fourth house, the fourth house
102:58 coming out that is the safety safe,
103:00 right? This is obviously a theme right
103:01 now too. Where we feel most comfortable,
103:04 where we feel most ourselves, where we
103:05 feel we can really just surrender
103:08 completely into our own little inner
103:10 world. That's the fourth house. But it
103:12 is supposed to be a sense of safety. I
103:15 think this is where you're most
103:16 comfortable.
103:18 I think this is where you're most
103:19 comfortable. And there's something about
103:21 it
103:22 that
103:24 it's your level of comfort with taking
103:27 things to the level you take
103:30 them bothers this
103:36 person. They could feel territorial with
103:39 you. So this is like a partner or a
103:41 parent, hell, even a
103:43 friend. But it's like it's something
103:45 about the
103:49 boundaries. I think you like I think
103:51 this person's perceiving you like you
103:54 don't have proper boundaries or like you
103:56 have messed with their boundaries in
103:58 some
104:03 way by doing what you're
104:09 doing. This is interesting. I don't
104:12 know. I'm like I just want to like
104:13 saturate in this cuz like I don't even
104:14 want to pull cards
104:20 yet. Some of you guys could be Virgo
104:22 rising. Virgo starting to come through
104:23 pretty strong. Actually, Virgo, you
104:25 know, is about order, right? And I feel
104:28 like you're more about let's play and
104:31 expand and experiment and have fun and
104:34 then we can worry about order is what I
104:37 is what I feel for you. We'll worry
104:38 about that later.
104:41 This person doesn't roll doesn't like
104:43 that. It's almost like you're too free
104:45 or
104:46 something. Again, I am getting something
104:48 about boundaries pretty
104:51 strongly. They want more. They want you
104:53 to have more solid boundaries or they
104:55 want more solid boundaries with
104:56 something happened with boundaries
104:59 here. Some sort of threat to boundaries.
105:01 And I want to say on their end, not
105:03 yours. Let's get cards. I'm fascinated.
105:07 Okay.
105:09 Oh, that's right. I was going to use I
105:12 just jumped into the energy oracle.
105:14 Let's go with the archetype. Oh, it's
105:16 going to be interesting with the
105:16 archetype
105:22 cards. H more snakes. Healer energy
105:26 coming through. That's also very Jupiter
105:29 Sagge. Healer is healer. It's it's
105:33 healing, right? Healer can also be in
105:35 reference to a guide.
105:41 Any other messages or insights for group
105:45 two? There you are playing in the
105:47 realms. The Bardo is like a portal card
105:50 and that's kind of what I was getting
105:51 with you. You're kind of like opening
105:53 and pulling and just, you know, you're
105:54 just doing your thing there with BO.
105:57 Okay. You may even identify as a healer.
105:59 You this person could be a healer that
106:02 you know or a teacher of sorts. Teacher
106:04 also coming up in that heropant energy.
106:06 Um I feel like I feel like this is your
106:09 energy. I feel like you are doing some
106:11 sort of healing for yourself by
106:14 experimenting and expanding in this way
106:17 by following what you feel inclined to
106:18 do in that
106:21 way. I can't get away from this person's
106:23 energy and it's just it's just it's just
106:26 there. Some of you this person's
106:28 seething. Some of you they're just there
106:30 and they're annoyed.
106:39 I keep trying to get deeper into this
106:41 person's energy of like what's actually
106:43 bothering them and I just keep hearing
106:45 boundaries, boundaries, boundaries,
106:46 boundaries,
106:48 boundaries. You got under this person's
106:51 skin and I think people don't normally
106:53 get under this person's skin and you got
106:54 under this person's
106:59 skin. Can I get a third card, please,
107:01 for group two?
107:10 I'm sorry. I'm I'm just like I'm like
107:12 Can you tell I'm being all Scorpio? Like
107:14 I'm going to see it. I'm going to probe
107:16 in there and I'm going to see
107:18 it. Can I get a third card for group
107:24 two? The starorn. Yeah, beautiful. Oh,
107:28 we have the one at the bottom and nosis
107:31 divine knowledge and insight and
107:32 information. Yeah, I like I feel like
107:34 you're just on your little journey. I
107:36 just like you're just on your little
107:39 journey. You're just enjoying like
107:41 playing in the realms or researching and
107:43 learning and healing. And with the
107:45 Starborn 2, it's like there's something
107:47 about your essence that's really coming
107:50 more forward out to the forefront. It's
107:52 beautiful. You're expanding and it's
107:55 gorgeous. You're healing and it's
107:58 gorgeous. You're probably even becoming
108:00 more radiant and more confident in
108:01 yourself and it's gorgeous. We have
108:03 again the one at the bottom which is
108:04 this feeling of wholeness and connection
108:06 to the I am and all of that good stuff.
108:09 It's beautiful. And then you got this
108:12 person that's
108:14 mad or just triggered. I I I can't get
108:18 over it. It's like it's the way you
108:21 are. It's just the way you are. It's
108:24 just who you are.
108:29 Sorry, we got disconnected for a second.
108:33 Um, I am getting I am getting for some
108:36 of
108:38 you maybe they wanted you to rely more
108:41 on them. Some of you with the fourth
108:44 house this could be a family member or
108:46 someone that you have that kind of like
108:48 safety safe
108:53 with. Yeah, some of you that's part of
108:55 it.
108:57 Like what you're
108:58 [Music]
109:01 doing. Maybe they didn't think you could
109:04 do that on your
109:07 own or that like you should have needed
109:14 them. I don't know. They're just they're
109:16 just judgy wedgie. Okay, let's get
109:18 energy oracle out here.
109:26 They do be mad and seething that they
109:27 can't catch
109:32 us. Yeah. It's kind of like how can you
109:35 do that in that way without me or by
109:39 doing this or that?
109:44 Like they're just they're they're
109:46 they're angry. They're just
109:49 irritated. I'll be honest. Some of you,
109:51 this person feels tricked or misled in
109:56 some
109:57 way. But I'm like, I can't I can't see
110:00 how how that misleading could happen,
110:03 has happened cuz Yeah, I just feel like
110:04 you're preoccupied with yourself. You're
110:06 just preoccupied with yourself and what
110:08 you're
110:09 doing. Contract at the bottom.
110:17 It's like they had a certain perception
110:19 of you and however you're operating in
110:22 this expansive way has shattered their
110:25 perception of you and it's like they
110:27 feel
110:29 tricked and they feel deceived. Yeah,
110:31 some of you that's that's part of
110:39 it. Any messages or insights for group
110:42 two? Well, let's just get into the
110:43 cards. Any messages or insights for
110:46 group two? Wait, did I miss a super
110:47 chat? I'm sorry. I'm like so caught up
110:48 in this. Um, hold
110:52 on. If I missed your super chat, I'm so
110:54 sorry. I'm scrolling up just to make
110:56 sure. I don't see one. The number just
110:58 didn't add up in my head. Um, if I
111:00 missed your super chat, I'm sorry. Thank
111:02 you. Thank you. Thank you for that.
111:12 I almost like like if you got this
111:14 person in a room I would like I'd be I
111:16 would say okay so words if I were you
111:20 and there was this person in my life I
111:22 would be so tempted to go what's really
111:24 bothering
111:25 you why are you actually angry do you
111:28 know why you're
111:34 angry okay yeah you're in your own
111:36 bubble
111:37 rest and
111:38 rejuvenation. 19 cyclical energy breaks
111:41 down to a 10, which also breaks down to
111:42 a one. You're you're you're in your
111:44 bubble. You're in your bubble doing your
111:46 thing. And like I said, I feel like some
111:47 of you guys are also playing in the
111:49 realms a little bit. This also um speaks
111:50 to
112:03 meditation. My god, I can't keep holding
112:05 the cards.
112:10 Okay. Interesting. We have storm
112:15 warning and healer of
112:20 ages. I can't shake it. It's like you're
112:23 doing something on your own and this
112:26 person just thinks you shouldn't be
112:27 doing it that way. I like they just feel
112:30 some kind of way about it. With rest,
112:31 rejuvenation and storm warning. It's
112:34 almost like as you're doing all of this,
112:37 right, this tower is starting is like
112:41 this tower is getting ready to go is
112:42 what I'm getting with that. I wouldn't
112:45 be shocked if it's this
112:46 person like getting ready to say
112:49 something, okay, to disturb your peace
112:52 and how you've been operating. But it's
112:54 interesting with healer of ages coming
112:55 out here because it's
112:57 like I feel like you're not going to be
112:59 phased by this or it's like you're going
113:02 to bypass it somehow. This may also piss
113:05 this person off.
113:10 Um, whatever chaos gets stirred in your
113:13 life at this time, group two, whether
113:14 it's by this person or other
113:18 means, you're solid. I want to say
113:20 healer is here to say you got this.
113:23 You're not going to be swayed. You're
113:25 not going to be disturbed. You're not
113:27 going to be thrown off your center no
113:29 matter what kind of chaos people bring
113:31 into your life or whatever chaos happens
113:33 around you. And again, I want to say
113:35 like some of you really have a prominent
113:38 prominent energy
113:40 person who is really not
113:43 okay with you doing what you're doing
113:46 for yourself right now, which I just
113:47 think is very bizarre. It's just very
113:49 weird to me. On the bottom we have door
113:52 to personal healing and happiness. It's
113:54 like you're you're doing fabulous. Why
113:57 should you be disturbed? On the top we
113:59 have woman holding a heart. Don't feel
114:00 like that's you. Yeah. With the third
114:02 eye chakra. Look at you doing your thing
114:05 in the realms and researching and
114:07 understanding things, learning things.
114:12 Oh, what goes underneath that caring
114:16 connection with door to value and
114:20 walking
114:25 away. If this person tries anything with
114:28 you, I think it's you will promptly
114:31 detach very quickly again like bypassing
114:34 the
114:36 situation. Yeah. Under door to personal
114:38 healing and happiness, we have strategy.
114:40 You're you're in you're in the element
114:41 of air. You're in the element of air.
114:43 You're in the element of ether. And
114:45 again, it's like you are just figuring
114:47 things out and you're learning things
114:48 right now and you're having fun with it.
114:50 You're just in the flow of it.
114:51 Interesting. We have man holding a coin
114:53 underneath that. Um this
114:55 person, some of you, this is someone
114:57 that may try to propose something to
115:00 you, some sort of contract or some sort
115:02 of
115:05 opportunity. Ease your discernment
115:08 there. Now I'm picking up on group
115:11 three and remember what we got with
115:13 group three. If you're if you're using
115:15 time time stamps your caches after the
115:17 fact, I definitely recommend watching
115:18 the portion of getting the cards ready.
115:21 There's channelings that come through
115:22 there. Um I'm getting that message that
115:25 was coming through in group three of the
115:27 like if something feels off, if
115:30 something feels effed up, right?
115:34 Disturbing, there's a reason.
115:38 Let's get some tarot cards out here for
115:40 you using the unicorn
115:44 deck. I want to get that Virgo energy
115:48 again. I mean, if you have prominent
115:50 Sagge or Virgo, right? They My god, I
115:54 can't there. Sagge and Virgo do square
115:56 off with each
116:01 other. If they come back, they better be
116:03 everything I want them.
116:09 I don't I'll be honest. I don't think
116:11 this is romantic. It could be for some
116:12 of you this
116:14 person it feels more like a peer like
116:18 someone who just who's someone you have
116:20 history with but
116:23 like how do I want to say
116:28 this? It's like they want you to need
116:31 them. I think that's what this is coming
116:33 down, which sounds codependent, but like
116:35 they want you to need
116:37 them, which you got to wonder
116:40 why. Why do you need to be needed like
116:43 that,
116:48 right? Yeah. Again, whatever chaos is
116:50 going to be happening, you can tower at
116:53 the bottom. You can find the order in
116:54 it. You're very capable of that. Any
116:57 messages or insights for group two
116:59 pertaining to this spread? Any other
117:01 messages or insights for group two
117:03 pertaining to this
117:13 spread, page of
117:15 cups. Okay, it's my card of innocence.
117:19 Um, also can speak to um art artistic
117:22 like things like poetry and painting and
117:24 things like that. Sometimes could also
117:26 be just a
117:27 very genuine conversation or someone
117:31 just being very genuine in what they're
117:33 saying. Feel like that's more your
117:34 energy to be honest. I feel like you're
117:36 the page of cups here. Any messages or
117:38 insights for group two pertaining to
117:40 this
117:42 spread? Yeah, it's like this page of
117:44 cups energy. It it's definitely you and
117:46 it's I'm getting a tether like you start
117:48 following the tether that's rooted in
117:50 your page of cups energy that's rooted
117:52 in your heart. Um, that's rooted in the
117:54 sense of just like pure curiosity is
117:56 what I'm getting too. Um, and it feels
117:58 good to you and that's taking you
118:01 places, showing you
118:11 things. Any other messages or insights
118:13 for group
118:21 two? Hi
118:23 All the cards keep
118:34 falling. Seven of swords.
118:38 Yuck. Yuck.
118:44 I'm telling you, if this person
118:45 approaches you with some sort of
118:47 proposal or something of any kind, not
118:49 like
118:53 marriage. Oh no. I I'm I like maybe it's
118:57 just my inner Scorpio. That is highly
118:59 suspicious. Okay. Highly suspicious.
119:03 Could this be an apology for [ __ ]
119:05 behavior?
119:06 Sure. Sure. It could be. Use your
119:10 discernment. Um, it could
119:15 be. I just I feel like you're you're so
119:20 preoccupied with with what you got going
119:22 on. You're not see you're not seeing
119:24 something. It's like you're not seeing
119:25 the seven of
119:31 swords. We have the fool and the This is
119:34 an interesting reading. We have the fool
119:35 and the
119:37 empress. I I feel like spirit's got your
119:39 back on this.
119:41 It's so weird because like with the way
119:43 the cards are coming out, even with the
119:45 way these cards came out,
119:48 right, of rest and rejuvenation with
119:50 storm warning and healer of ages, it's
119:52 like you're bypassing some sort of crazy
119:55 craziness, some chaos, some
119:58 disturbances. If you group three, nod to
120:01 group three here. You're bypassing that
120:03 and you're staying rooted in yourself.
120:05 You're having your fun within the realm
120:07 that you're exploring what you're
120:08 learning, following the tether of your
120:10 own heart. You're just enjoying you and
120:13 you're just in your bubble and you're
120:14 expanding and you're growing because of
120:16 it. Now, you're also healing as well.
120:18 That's like that's also very clear, but
120:21 it's weird cuz it's like I feel like
120:22 it's emulating how these cards came
120:24 out almost like here's you with rest and
120:28 rejuvenation. Here's the storm warning
120:30 and then here's healer of
120:32 ages. You see what I'm saying? It's like
120:34 you're bypassing the seven of swords.
120:36 It's showing up right in the middle of
120:38 everything. It's showing up in the
120:40 middle of your piece of the middle of
120:42 how you got [ __ ] going, but you're fine.
120:45 You're not affected by it. You're not
120:47 influenced by it. You're not going to
120:49 allow yourself to be influenced by it.
120:51 And the fact that you have the Fool and
120:52 the Empress, too, that's like that's a
120:54 yummy energy. It's like to go from the
120:56 page of cups to the Fool and the
120:58 Empress. Um, you're just continuing to
121:01 follow what feels right for you. You're
121:02 continuing to honor your own energy and
121:04 what wants to come from your own energy
121:06 as well.
121:08 Um, yeah, without being affected by
121:11 that. Can you tell me about knight of
121:14 swords at the bottom with
121:15 hermit? And I knew it was going to be
121:17 the king of wands and the king of wands.
121:20 This is for some of y'all. This is that
121:24 energy with the six of
121:27 wands and the queen of wands. Can't even
121:30 make this [ __ ] up here. here. So, I'll
121:31 show you how it's coming
121:32 out. We have the knight of We have the
121:35 knight of
121:35 swords, the hermit. So, them coming out
121:38 of whatever hole they've been watching
121:40 you from. The hermit, king of wands,
121:44 them with the six of wands intending
121:46 victory over the queen of wands. You,
121:51 Empress, male or female, don't matter.
121:53 It's just about energy cuz you're busy
121:55 doing you and they're thinking about
121:57 you. They're watching you. Um, yeah. I
122:00 don't I don't
122:02 [Music]
122:04 know. That looks like someone who
122:06 intends to be v I want to say be
122:09 victorious over you is what it feels
122:13 like. They keep feeling like they
122:15 they're supposed to be involved in some
122:17 way. Tell me about the seven of
122:20 swords. I just think that's kind of
122:22 entitled about the seven of swords.
122:27 We have the
122:29 lovers. This could be someone you have a
122:32 significant tie to, but lovers is
122:33 usually about alignment and choices.
122:36 Someone like the lovers is here with the
122:37 seven of swords. Yeah. Burdens, 10 of
122:41 wands. I feel like that's them. I don't
122:44 think that's
122:50 you. Yeah, I feel like that's them.
122:52 They're they're the one carrying the t
122:54 of wands with the seven of That's That's
122:55 not you. That's
122:57 them. Well, I don't think we need to
122:59 look deeper into it. I think we should
123:01 get into group three. I don't know why
123:03 this person's got such a stick up their
123:05 butt about you. Okay. Every time I tune
123:08 into it, it just feels weird. King of
123:10 Swords is also coming through. Maybe
123:11 coming through a lot as King of Swords
123:12 in your
123:15 readings. Yeah. Look, Knight of Cups and
123:17 the Page of Swords coming right at you.
123:20 They've been watching you. Two of Cups.
123:26 I I would just be very
123:31 wary cuz you're you're looking pretty
123:33 good
123:34 here. And why mess up a good
123:39 thing? Yeah. I I whatever they're pissed
123:41 about doesn't even make sense to me as a
123:42 reader. Um
123:45 okay, moving on. Let's get out of that
123:51 energy. All right.
123:58 Oh, group
124:02 three. All
124:09 right. Okay, group three. So, you guys
124:12 had the desert rose salelonite. Some of
124:15 you may just know it as desert rose. Um,
124:17 I remember what I was getting with you
124:19 is
124:20 like, thank you. Yeah, growth. Um,
124:23 there's some sort of new growth that's
124:24 happening in your
124:27 life. You're aware of, you know, you
124:29 know what this is. You know what this
124:30 is, what this growth is for you. Whether
124:33 it's something, you know, that you got
124:34 your hands on, whether it's a new
124:36 opportunity or experience that's like
124:38 you're enjoying in your life or even
124:40 just something for yourself, right?
124:42 Maybe it's even just your own happiness.
124:44 Maybe you've just been happier lately
124:46 cuz it's like I remember they were
124:47 showing me like a little sapling plant
124:49 with like a sun behind it. So again,
124:52 relatively new but growth and it feels
124:54 good actually very empress like which
124:56 came up in group two. Um but that there
124:59 may be some things that are trying to
125:02 get your attention that are really not
125:04 good for you. Okay, that I remember very
125:08 clearly. We were talking a lot about
125:09 like the breakage of crystals and
125:11 cleavage and molecular structures and
125:13 everything and that channeling. So I
125:14 would check that out if you're curious
125:15 about that and how that applies to your
125:17 reading. It's just about like how how do
125:21 I make I feel like I said it so
125:22 eloquently before. This is the thing too
125:23 about channeling. Once it comes out,
125:25 it's just kind of out and I like it's
125:27 hard for me to articulate it properly
125:29 again.
125:30 Um oh, how did I phrase
125:36 it? It's like the your your essence, the
125:40 way that you just are your being, maybe
125:42 even like the way you're designed if you
125:44 want to go that route. Maybe you also
125:45 follow um human design. uh makes you
125:48 appear very fragile, makes you
125:51 appear easy to break, maybe easy to rein
125:54 in, but you're not. And that's the
125:57 illusion. That's what it was. But you're
125:59 not. You are a little different. You're
126:02 a little different. Um but these
126:05 situations, these people, these
126:08 environments that are
126:10 disturbing, however that means to you,
126:12 disturbing to your energy or just
126:14 disturbing in of themselves. Um, your
126:16 intuition is telling you that, by the
126:17 way, that was Thank you. That was
126:18 another big message that came through.
126:20 Your intuition is telling you that
126:21 something is effed up. That someone,
126:24 some place, um, some situation or
126:27 opportunity has got some effed up energy
126:30 or effed up effed up [ __ ] going on with
126:33 it. And your intuition is showing it to
126:34 you. Don't mistake it for being under
126:38 attack or being negatively influenced.
126:41 It's not that. It's your intuition
126:43 showing you exactly what that energy is.
126:46 really bizarre visuals there. Um, and to
126:49 pay attention to that so that your
126:50 growth doesn't get disturbed. Some of
126:53 you may benefit from um, strengthening
126:55 your container. We haven't spoken about
126:57 that in quite a bit. Um, strengthening
126:59 your container. It's just it's
127:02 solidifying and strengthening your field
127:03 and your reality, right? Being very
127:06 diligent about what you want to have in
127:09 your reality and your experience and
127:11 what you want to feel um, versus what
127:13 you don't, right? It's like being paying
127:16 attention to certain people,
127:18 disturbances, right? People, places,
127:20 situations, um, consumption like food or
127:23 media, um, habits that make you feel
127:27 drained versus make you feel good and
127:30 solid and secure and in your own energy,
127:32 centered and grounded in your own
127:34 energy. Solid, right? Um, yeah, that's
127:37 coming through really strong. I I I
127:39 might be talking more about those
127:40 practices soon. But
127:44 anyway, yeah, however you get pulled
127:46 into certain situ disturbing situations,
127:50 I think you're going to have a new level
127:52 of awareness of this. And I think this
127:53 is tying into that south nodal Virgo
127:55 energy too that we're experiencing with
127:57 this quarter moon um on Sunday. So yeah,
128:00 and to be and to remind yourself too
128:02 that these kind of situations, these
128:05 disturbing energies, influences, they
128:07 don't ever break you. They never
128:10 could. That's the
128:12 illusion. That's the illusion. They
128:15 never broke you. They never could.
128:16 Nothing could break you. Even if it
128:18 looks like Even if it looks that
128:20 way. Okay. All right. Let's see what
128:23 your card
128:26 is. H. Why do I feel like you're about
128:28 to like rise? Let's see. We got
128:31 hummingbird out here. I love that.
128:33 Hummingbird to me can be a timing
128:35 medicine. It's a big concept right now.
128:38 Um, but also hummingbird is like a burst
128:41 of like radiant positive energy or
128:44 experiences, the growth that you're
128:46 experiencing. Um, this the other thing
128:48 too, it's like I think Yeah, thank you.
128:50 I remember from channeling. There may
128:52 have been times you got pulled into
128:53 these disturbing situations and it like
128:55 it slowed something down for you or it
128:57 messed something up for you because you
128:59 allowed yourself to be in these
129:01 disturbing environments, situations
129:04 around disturbing pe disturbing is the
129:06 word the ones we use. A disturbing
129:08 people, right? A disturbing frequency, a
129:10 disruption.
129:13 um you have more discerning more
129:16 discernment and awareness of that and
129:19 you don't have to let that you don't
129:21 have to you don't have to allow that to
129:23 disturb the growth that you're
129:25 experiencing right now. And again,
129:26 growth doesn't always have to be like,
129:27 oh, I'm growing and it's painful and
129:29 it's evolution and it's pressure. Growth
129:31 doesn't always have to be that. Growth
129:32 can be very fun and pleasant and happy
129:34 and joyful. It could literally just be
129:35 happiness, right? You're not going to
129:37 let anything [ __ ] with your vibe and you
129:39 shouldn't. Um, some of you may benefit
129:41 again from like bubbling a little bit
129:43 from time to time to just like keep your
129:45 container solid. Um, but this is boating
129:48 really well for you and I like it.
129:51 Nothing's going to stop your
129:53 growth. At least you don't have to let
129:55 it. All right, let's roll some dice for
130:00 you. See what we have here. Oh,
130:03 Jupiter's like show it out for
130:05 everybody.
130:06 Okay, interesting. So you have Jupiter.
130:10 Jupiter showed up in the second group.
130:13 You also have the second house which
130:15 showed up in the first group. And then
130:17 we have Scorpio which is unique to your
130:20 reading. So Jupiter Scorpio second
130:23 house. Your Jupiter could be Scorpio.
130:25 You could be a Libra rising. Your
130:28 Jupiter um could be in the second house
130:30 regardless of what sign it's in. I'm
130:32 just like shouting these things out. You
130:34 could have a prominent like Taurus
130:36 Scorpio thing going on in your chart as
130:39 well, but just getting into this a
130:42 little bit
130:45 more. Ooh, the getting pulled
130:51 on with the Scorpio energy. So, coming
130:54 back to getting pulled into these
130:56 disturbing places, people etc. Um when I
131:00 was just doing the channeling initially
131:02 when I was getting the cards the groups
131:03 ready
131:05 um I just felt inclined to say like just
131:08 explore that for yourself like why you
131:10 are drawn to these kinds of people and
131:12 places just like sit with that with
131:14 yourself. I feel like I'm picking up on
131:16 something
131:20 there. It's like a magnetism is what I'm
131:24 getting. like a mag like literally like
131:25 a magnetic effect that some of you carry
131:28 and it's just because of your essence.
131:30 Okay, it's just because of your essence.
131:32 Some of you could again could have very
131:34 prominent Scorpio but Scorpio energy
131:36 brings light out of the darkness, right?
131:38 Scorpio energy deals in the underworld
131:40 and the fact we have second house which
131:42 is opposing the eighth house, the house
131:44 of Scorpio. There's definitely something
131:46 there about um what we attach to, what
131:49 we hold on to in the physical sense, but
131:52 also in the spiritual, emotional sense
131:55 in that kind of darker way. And it's
131:57 almost like it's like, oh, I like I'm
131:59 feeling hesitant to even say this.
132:04 Um there's something about the magnetic
132:07 attraction or pull to darkness. Um not
132:12 in a bad way, it just is.
132:14 And also, not all darkness is bad,
132:17 right? Not all darkness is
132:20 bad. It's Thank you. Thank you, spirit.
132:23 They did just confirm what I what I was
132:25 thinking they were getting at. It's like
132:27 there's some speckles of
132:29 light within that darkness and that's
132:32 what pulls you
132:34 in. That's actually what's attracting
132:36 you in. It's not the darkness. It's not
132:38 the disturbances. It's like trapped
132:40 light is what pulls you in. This is
132:44 interesting. I like I figured this group
132:45 was going to be a little like meta and
132:48 it is. I think this is like a little bit
132:49 for mystics here. If you find you kept
132:52 getting drawn to like effed up people,
132:55 effed up places, effed up
132:58 situations, there is trapped light,
133:01 stuck light that's trying to break out
133:03 that almost wants to be freed,
133:06 liberated. And that's why you feel this
133:08 pull to those those things. It's
133:11 something about your essence. It's the
133:12 just the way your essence is
133:14 vibrationally or how you're designed
133:17 that pulls you into those spaces to
133:19 liberate that light to break I want to
133:22 say to break to break things open. Um
133:26 you can even say transmute but that's
133:28 what you're drawn to. You're drawn to
133:29 the
133:31 light. Sometimes light is just hidden in
133:35 the
133:36 dark. And it's interesting that you're
133:38 coming out with hummingbird light.
133:45 It's just I don't know it's just
133:46 interesting ju just position. There's
133:47 something about that too about the dance
133:49 of like polarities
133:51 um that I think you is prominent in your
133:53 journey. Okay. It's just very
133:57 interesting. Can we get into the second
133:59 house here?
134:08 Some of you Jupiter may be just moving
134:10 into your second house or just leaving
134:12 your second house. That came through as
134:14 well. So your second house could be
134:16 Gemini or Cancer, which would make you
134:18 either Taurus rising or Gemini rising. A
134:20 lot of different signs coming up in
134:22 here. Again, this doesn't mean that like
134:24 if I didn't call it your signs that this
134:25 isn't your reading. It's just for some
134:26 people who would benefit from hearing
134:28 that. But I am getting this like transit
134:30 of the second house is coming through to
134:32 you or that kind of energy, right, of
134:34 the house of value and the house of
134:37 security. I feel like whatever growth
134:39 you're coming into right now is actually
134:41 going to help with your material
134:42 security. Yeah, your material security.
134:45 I feel like something's almost changing
134:47 or transforming there. But there's new
134:49 growth
134:50 happening. Thank you. Spirit wants you
134:53 to be aware of this to protect this.
134:54 Yeah, this came up in the channeling as
134:56 well. When we have new growth, it
134:58 doesn't have roots yet. It's not solid
135:00 yet. It's not like protected and
135:02 sanctioned yet um from
135:05 disturbances. Be diligent about that. Be
135:07 aware of that. Do what you got to do to
135:09 protect that growth until it grows
135:12 roots. Yeah, something's changing with
135:14 your money. I want to say something's
135:16 trying to change with your
135:19 money. You got to allow that to happen,
135:21 which means to be thank you. And to also
135:23 be diligent about what's required for
135:24 you to do that. And sometimes that will
135:28 require you to like hunker down on some
135:30 things and not allow these pullings to
135:34 happen.
135:38 being drawn back to the
135:48 hummingbird. It's
135:50 interesting cuz I feel like whoever I'm
135:53 speaking to, you may resonate with
135:54 certain titles or archetypes of like
135:57 liberator. Um, liberator is a big word
135:59 that's coming through
136:01 here. But really what's happening right
136:03 now is that you're allowing yourself to
136:05 experience that for
136:09 you. I want to say liberation of
136:11 anything that's kind of been like
136:12 strangling your finances. That's like
136:14 the finances are coming in big for you.
136:21 Um yeah. So you could have like
136:23 something solidly nurturing for yourself
136:25 and not have that be upheaval or
136:27 disturbed by these disturbing forces.
136:34 Interesting. Let's pull from the
136:36 architect
136:48 deck. So, group one had this card as
136:50 well, the flame. Uh, the flame has been
136:53 becoming my ace of wands card very
136:55 quickly. The card of uh inspiration,
136:58 passion, purpose, the light. Interesting
137:00 too. The light in the dark. The light in
137:03 the dark. Um you are drawn to the light
137:06 in the dark. All all the light light
137:08 even if it is just in the dark.
137:10 Interesting. Um I also again this like
137:13 liberation. Oh little birdie. Um they're
137:16 like these reddish brown birds. I like I
137:18 for someone called it out. I forget the
137:20 name. But I just love looking at them.
137:22 They're just so cute. He's having a
137:23 really hard time staying on this little
137:25 rope. He keeps like almost falling over.
137:28 Anyway, sorry distraction.
137:30 Um, it's interesting with this liberator
137:33 energy because I think you have played
137:37 that role of again I I said this before
137:39 but I want to reiterate here of
137:41 liberating light out of dark places and
137:44 spaces and
137:45 people. I almost want to say faces.
137:48 There's a little face behind the flame
137:49 too if you can see that.
137:54 But in doing
137:58 that, it's like you haven't
138:01 had I want to I want the right words
138:08 here. You haven't had that for you. It's
138:10 like cuz it is a gift. It's a gift to be
138:13 able to do that, right? Or experience
138:15 that. And it's like you're doing it for
138:17 yourself. I want to say you're
138:18 liberating your own flame. Actually,
138:20 you're allowing your own flame to grow.
138:22 You're allowing your own flame to be
138:23 liberated by not doing this externally
138:28 or not being pulled into these
138:30 disturbing spaces and places and faces.
138:33 Yeah, the shadow. We know why the
138:35 shadow's there. It's all the stuff we're
138:36 talking
138:40 about. Can I get another card for group
138:42 three?
138:47 [Music]
138:51 Oh
138:53 yeah. Yeah. The temple and the
138:57 kiss. Oh, it's making me happy for you.
139:00 I want to give you a hug. The temple is
139:02 how it sounds. It's sacred. It's sacred
139:06 containment. It's a sacred
139:08 space.
139:10 Uh and then with the kiss, the kiss is
139:13 uh in the deck I in the deck in the
139:15 book. Um, I
139:18 believe, sorry, something was weird with
139:20 those hands. I thought there were three
139:21 hands in there for a minute instead of
139:23 two. Weird. Um, the kiss, if memory
139:27 serves, is more like a special moment in
139:29 time. Um, I always get catalytic energy
139:32 off of this, off of the kiss,
139:35 like which is a special moment in and of
139:37 itself and is also sometimes rare.
139:43 But yeah, you're you're honor you're
139:44 honoring this like special moment you're
139:46 going through with whatever this new
139:47 growth is. Even if it means having a
139:50 more solid container, a little bit more
139:52 containment even um of whatever this
139:54 growth is to honor that because it is
139:56 sacred and it's
140:00 okay and you deserve
140:03 that. Can I get a fifth card,
140:05 please? It's interesting. It's like you
140:08 deserve sacred space and sacred time.
140:13 is how that's coming through. Yeah.
140:16 Agape, the card of unconditional love
140:19 and
140:24 alignment. Yeah. I It's weird. I keep
140:27 getting like anytime you've gotten like
140:29 involved in this
140:31 disturbing situations, people or or or
140:35 places, it's like you couldn't have
140:38 sacred time. You couldn't have sacred
140:39 space.
140:42 It's like it was taken from you. It was
140:44 stolen from you. Disturbing,
140:48 right? But you're like,
140:51 "No, no, my sacred time. No, my sacred
140:55 space.
140:57 Mine." And it's doing wonders for you. I
141:00 like it. All right, let's get the energy
141:02 oracle out here for group three.
141:12 any messages or insights for group
141:15 three? Yeah. The other thing is too,
141:18 it's like some of you in this like
141:20 containment of self
141:24 um you may also be like, you know,
141:27 pulling your energy away from certain pe
141:28 people, places, situations. And you may
141:30 be very shocked at how quickly that
141:33 changes something for you, especially
141:35 with your I keep getting finances, guys.
141:37 especially with your finances cuz
141:38 finances it's a form of energy, right?
141:41 Money is a form of energy, currency is a
141:43 form of energy.
141:46 Um, yeah, that might actually turn
141:48 something around for you very
141:56 quickly. This one too.
142:01 Okay. Sorry, I was pinching my lips.
142:04 the sixth chakra with Archangel
142:06 Medatron, the third eye, and
142:09 hostilities. Those hostilities, those
142:11 are that disturbing energies, those
142:14 disturbing forces. I'm telling you, this
142:16 is exactly how I was getting it for you
142:18 in the channeling that through your
142:20 dreams especially, you may start to have
142:23 really weird dreams or weird visuals
142:25 when you're exposed to somebody new or a
142:28 new place or like a new situation is
142:30 like coming up for you. If you like and
142:32 you're deciding whether you should or
142:33 shouldn't, your dreams are going to tell
142:35 you everything about that energy. And it
142:37 may not be straightforward. It may
142:39 literally just be like I keep getting
142:41 the word disturbing, disturbing
142:44 images. It's literally how it's coming
142:46 through. Again, whatever that means for
142:49 you, it's telling you everything you
142:51 need to know. And again, just because
142:54 you're seeing something awful and
142:57 disturbing doesn't mean that you're
142:59 under attack or that you are in in
143:01 danger or that you're under threat in
143:03 any way, shape, or form. It's literally
143:05 just your own consciousness, your own
143:07 intuition showing you the truth of what
143:10 that vibration really
143:12 is. Right? Like if you think about like
143:16 trying to think of I'm trying to think
143:17 of one.
143:19 Um, like you know when like you look at
143:21 people and you know you can tell
143:25 somebody is just really off like really
143:28 unchecked rage for example, really
143:31 unchecked pain and maybe they're a
143:33 little paranoid,
143:34 whatever. What do you think? Like if if
143:38 that vibration if that frequency could
143:40 take on a physical manifestation of what
143:43 it really looks like, right? What do you
143:47 think that would look like? It would
143:48 look disturbing. You understand what I'm
143:50 saying? I think you guys get what I'm
143:52 saying. That this is your intuition and
143:55 your consciousness showing you what you
143:56 need to
144:07 see. Okay. It's crazy too that in every
144:09 group we've had this like vibe of an
144:13 angry onlooker or like a jealous person
144:16 or a
144:18 whatever. These disturbed people or
144:21 disturbing energies definitely are tied
144:23 to some people that may be close to
144:26 you. If something feels off, it's
144:29 off. What do your dreams tell
144:32 you? Can't even make this up. Crown
144:35 chakra. We have the third eye and we got
144:37 the crown chakra out here with
144:38 hostilities right smack dab in the
144:42 middle. Right smack dab in the
144:48 middle. Every like all of this is coming
144:50 to you
144:54 psychically and don't dismiss that [ __ ]
144:57 Okay? Like I know it could be really
144:59 easy to be like dreams are just a
145:02 manifestation of what you're working
145:04 through. I'm not discounting that. I'm
145:06 not. I think that's very valid.
145:10 However, for people like us, dreams are
145:13 a lot more than that. And we know it. We
145:15 know it. We know it in our core. We know
145:17 it. Some of you, maybe that's a thing.
145:20 Maybe some of you like were having like
145:21 effed up dreams about somebody and
145:23 people are like, "You're just working
145:25 through your emotions. You're just work
145:27 No, you're you're no your consciousness
145:30 is telling you something, right?
145:34 Don't dismiss your intuition. Don't ever
145:36 dismiss your intuition. Don't ever
145:37 dismiss like what what is being screamed
145:39 at you. It's happening for a reason.
145:41 Even if people think you're crazy, who
145:43 cares, right? Would you I'd rather be
145:44 safe than sorry, right? Sorry, I'm
145:46 getting like really passionate now cuz I
145:48 feel like this group maybe you have been
145:50 like gas lit or like maybe you doubted
145:52 yourself and then it's gotten you in bad
145:53 situations or dealing with bad people.
145:56 Two, two, two likes. By the way, as I
145:58 said, I I want to pull a couple other
146:00 cards for you. I pulled three for each
146:01 group, but I feel like you guys need a
146:02 couple more. Can I get a couple more
146:04 cards for group
146:19 three? I'm like like I'm feel like I'm
146:21 channeling my grandmother a little bit.
146:24 Contract. We know what contract means,
146:27 right? It's an obligation to something
146:29 outside of you is what that
146:32 means.
146:35 I Please listen to your intuition. I I
146:38 know I'm being repetitive. I know. I
146:40 know. I know. I just I feel like I
146:42 really really need to get this drilled
146:43 into your head. Okay? Pay attention to
146:46 who wants to be involved with you and
146:48 why. Even if you feel
146:50 pulled doesn't mean you should do it,
146:54 right? Just cuz you feel drawn to
146:56 something or someone or a place doesn't
146:59 mean you should go. Doesn't mean you
147:01 should say
147:03 yes. Doesn't mean you need to get into a
147:05 contract. Some of you are already in a
147:07 contract of sorts and this is you
147:08 realizing you need to you need to get
147:10 the f out of that contract.
147:14 Okay.
147:16 Jesus. Everyone's real color shine
147:18 through eventually. This is also what I
147:20 what I'm getting too.
147:23 Mask can masks can only stay in place oh
147:26 so
147:29 long. Can I get a fifth card? Please
147:31 tell me about this contract. Actually,
147:32 can I get a card about this contract for
147:35 group
147:40 three? Yeah.
147:43 Mhm. Mhm. Look at that. Financial
147:49 constraints. Depletion.
147:52 Depletion. That's what that is.
147:56 Depletion. Some of you are already in a
147:58 contract or an obligation of sorts and
148:01 it has been draining your energy or
148:03 literally affecting your
148:06 finances. And it's time that you see
148:10 that. And it and if you are someone who
148:12 like struggles with dreams or like
148:14 remembering your dreams, make it a whole
148:17 ritual. Okay. As you're getting ready
148:19 for bed, get you some tea. I recommend
148:21 lavender. Lavender had a weird shout out
148:23 in group one if you're using the time
148:26 stamps. Lavender. Some people use blue
148:28 lotus. You don't have to go that intense
148:29 with it. Lavender should be sufficient
148:31 enough. Maybe a little star anise in
148:33 there if you have it available. Um
148:35 chamomile is great too. And like take a
148:38 nice like hot yummy shower. Get your
148:42 comfy clothes on. Get your tea. Get into
148:46 bed. Sip your tea. and just like sit in
148:49 that calm space with just like allowing
148:52 yourself to like not be disturbed by TV,
148:54 phones, whatever. Just like you're just
148:57 there in your energy. Let yourself get
148:59 sleepy. Finish your tea. And as you like
149:01 get under the covers, just set your
149:04 intention and say like in my dreams, I
149:07 will see who my enemies are. I will see
149:11 uh the best path for me financially. I
149:13 will see all that is in my highest good.
149:16 and like and let yourself go into sleep.
149:18 You will be amazed at how your answers
149:20 will be given to you, especially if
149:21 you're this
149:23 intuitive. I I can't get over that. Look
149:25 at
149:27 that. I want one more on that. Yeah, we
149:30 have temple path at the
149:32 bottom, which is right like what is like
149:35 the path that is best for you that's
149:37 more most aligned to
149:39 you. Tell me about contract and
149:41 financial
149:44 constraints. Okay. Again, similar to
149:46 like group
149:48 two, that disturbing
149:51 energy in group two, it's like someone
149:54 was like really angry. And I'm almost
149:55 getting for some of you, there's a
149:56 person where it's like they can't
149:58 contain their their own [ __ ]
150:00 anymore. They can't hide it
150:06 anymore. Can I get a card for contract
150:08 and financial constraints?
150:19 Yeah, adjacent possibilities and all
150:22 tied up at the bottom of that. You have
150:24 other options. You know, you do. You
150:26 don't have to take something just cuz
150:27 it's presented to you. We also have the
150:29 sacral chakra showing itself and storm
150:33 warning at the top. Yeah, be very
150:34 discerning about this and the people
150:35 you're dealing with right now,
150:37 especially if they want to get in
150:38 contracts with you. Even if you're
150:39 already involved in a contract of sorts,
150:42 um maybe time to get out of it.
150:47 Okay, let's pull some
150:56 [Applause]
150:57 tarot. Sacred time, sacred space is
151:01 going to help you get very clear.
151:05 Okay. My dreams have never been wrong,
151:07 right? mine either. Some of the [ __ ]
151:09 that's come up in my dreams has been
151:11 like, "Oh, that was crystal
151:14 clear." You
151:16 know? Any messages or insights for group
151:23 three? Smoke signals where there's
151:25 smoke, there's
151:28 fire. Any other messages or insults for
151:30 group three?
151:39 Yeah, some of you got someone that
151:40 you've been dealing with and they've
151:42 been like they've been putting on a
151:43 pretty good mask so far, but deep down
151:45 you irritate the [ __ ] out of
151:47 them. Five of cups is the first card and
151:50 we have two of cups at the
152:00 bottom. I'm just sitting with this
152:04 Are you realizing something here? Yeah.
152:09 Yeah. This is this is disappointment. I
152:12 feel like this is disappointment in
152:13 relation to the clarity really of of
152:18 needing to have sacred time and sacred
152:20 space and who is your people who's
152:24 not who are just destructive
152:27 forces. Feels like
152:29 people as I say that. The three of
152:33 cups, queen of pentacles. Yep. And
152:35 there's you taking your space. And the
152:37 four of swords. Wow. Six of swords and
152:39 the ace of wands and two of cups is
152:41 still at the bottom. The five and the
152:43 three and the two being out here is
152:45 pretty indicative
152:46 of who you thought were your people or
152:49 who was safe or that like, oh, I was
152:52 drawn drawn to this, right? So, it's
152:54 okay.
152:55 No. No.
152:57 With the three of cups, we have the
152:59 queen of pentacles and the four of
153:00 swords. This is you reflecting and
153:02 taking space. Um, and honestly, it's and
153:05 being kind of sad, right? Being a little
153:07 disappointed at the clarity that you
153:09 have. Um, but also in that sacred
153:11 time, you move into this with the six of
153:14 swords and the ace of wands. Um, that
153:16 flame energy that was the first card to
153:18 come
153:20 out. Your flame gets to burn bright
153:24 now. Your flame gets to burn bright. You
153:26 get to honor your flame. You get to
153:28 honor your own sacredness, your own
153:30 energy, all the things because you are
153:33 you're seeing the
153:35 truth. You're seeing the truth of
153:37 disruptive people and energies and
153:39 places and all of that
153:45 [ __ ] and you're liberating yourself from
153:49 them. Any other messages or insights for
153:52 group three?
153:55 We have Queen of Wands. So, why is the
153:57 Queen of Wands
153:59 here? Oh,
154:02 okay. We have Queen of Wands and the Ace
154:05 of Cups. That's pretty nice. That's
154:08 really nice. It's like when this flame
154:10 starts to radiate and burn bright, um,
154:13 your passion starts to really flow. I
154:15 want to say you may even feel I want to
154:17 say like your old self again or like you
154:18 got your groove back in some way.
154:20 Something just feels like it's finally
154:21 working within you. I'm also hearing in
154:23 your body. Some of you may have been
154:25 going through a lot of like physical
154:26 stuff and like you're finally feeling
154:28 good is what I want to say. And the Ace
154:30 of Cups is a feeling of
154:32 hopefulness that I'm getting with
154:40 you. Even if you just like take a break
154:43 from people, um you may be shocked again
154:46 like how much that changes things for
154:48 you. This is again you solidifying your
154:50 container. You're strengthening your
154:51 container by doing this.
154:59 I'm wondering if this is other people.
155:01 Five of pentacles and the hermit. Some
155:02 of you guys could have been struggling
155:03 financially. Um, tell me about the five
155:05 of pentacles and the hermit. Actually,
155:06 it's not the hermit energy. Who's behind
155:08 the hermit energy? Cuz like this is a
155:10 feeling of I'm struggling and I need to
155:12 figure out some [ __ ] about this
155:13 struggle, whether it's financial or
155:15 feeling alone, feeling kind of left
155:18 out, feeling depleted.
155:22 Tell me about the
155:26 hermit. Tell me about the hermit energy
155:28 here for group
155:30 three.
155:32 Woo, nine of swords. I'm telling you, if
155:35 you guys have financial
155:36 issues, you've been dealing with some
155:38 disruptive energies. And I want to say
155:40 in the form of people, could be places
155:43 and situations.
155:45 Um, but if you've been really worried
155:47 about money, I really want to say
155:49 there's been some sort of disruptive
155:50 force to your finances
155:55 here and solidifying your contain.
155:58 Solidifying your container will help you
156:00 a lot here. But I want to come back to
156:02 this and clarify the Ace of Cups. So
156:04 with the Ace of Cups attached to this
156:05 Queen of
156:10 Wands, we have the
156:12 heropant. Whoa.
156:14 Justice. Justice. You're the only one to
156:17 get justice. I don't know why I'm
156:21 whispering. Wow. So, again, let's bring
156:24 me back to
156:26 contract. If you are involved in a
156:28 contract, I definitely see you making
156:30 your way out of it. Um, even if you have
156:32 to deal with some legal matters of sorts
156:35 and like some paperwork [ __ ] I see
156:37 you definitely getting out of that and
156:38 liberating yourself from that.
156:39 Sometimes, this could even be like
156:40 divorce or leaving a job. um you know
156:43 how it pertains to you. But I also see
156:45 recognizing what contracts are actually
156:48 healthy for you and like assist you with
156:50 this feeling of honoring your sacredness
156:52 and honoring your
156:55 flame. I like that. That's really nice.
156:57 We have the fool at the bottom as well.
157:00 So, this is going to be a little bit of
157:01 a process for you, group three. And
157:02 maybe you've already started this. Maybe
157:04 you're already in this.
157:06 But strengthening your container,
157:08 solidifying your container, making that
157:10 a
157:12 priority and allowing yourself to to
157:15 really like recover from these energies
157:19 cuz I I just feel like they've been
157:20 depleting you, like literally like
157:22 depleting your money or your your actual
157:24 physical energy, maybe even your mental
157:25 energy, definitely your passion. And
157:28 allow that passion to come back. Allow
157:30 your passion to be surged up. I would
157:32 even recommend um daily if you're in
157:35 this group and you're resonating with
157:36 this. I would recommend daily sacral and
157:40 solar
157:42 exercises is what I would recommend here
157:44 to kind of get that like fire and
157:46 juiciness going again, right? Get your
157:49 batteries going again.
157:52 Um
157:56 yeah. Yeah.
158:00 What's at the
158:01 top? Oo. Mhm. Healing confusion. Look at
158:04 the top cards. The star. Uh, with the
158:07 seven of cups and the ace of pentacles.
158:09 This is getting very clear very quickly
158:12 on what is for you and what's not for
158:16 you. Yeah, very nice. All right, guys.
158:20 That concludes the Aloha Friday hangout.
158:23 It's always a pleasure to hang out with
158:25 you guys in this space, but I am going
158:28 to go. My books are closed for right
158:30 now, but they may open again soon and
158:32 there may be some new stuff available.
158:34 Just saying. I I'm like I'm I'm
158:36 marinating on some things. But also, my
158:38 computer's been busted for a while,
158:41 which has been kind of frustrating and
158:42 I've been trying to get that figured
158:43 out. Um, but you know, don't forget to
158:46 like, subscribe, share, comment, spread
158:49 the word. I appreciate it. Other people
158:51 appreciate it, too. And I just love you
158:53 guys. I hope you have a great weekend. I
158:55 hope you have a great Friday. Um, and
158:57 thank you again for those who sent the
158:59 super chats as well. And give some time
159:01 for the timestamps to get up there. Like
159:03 I said, my computer has been upset. My
159:06 computer has not been working right. So,
159:09 it's going to take me a while to get
159:10 those up there.
159:11 Okay. All right. I'm going to go. Love
159:14 you. Take care and I'll see you on
159:16 Monday. Bye.
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