0:01 Hey soul family, welcome back to the
0:04 channel. This is the White Feather Tarot
0:06 and in today's reading, we're taking a
0:08 look at your shadow that has a surprise
0:11 message for you. Can't wait to get into
0:14 your reading today. And um we will be
0:17 pulling out three cards from this deck.
0:19 By the way, if you prefer to pick your
0:21 piles using your zodiac signs, as
0:22 always, you will find the time stamp for
0:24 that down in the description box. If you
0:27 prefer for spirit to pick your pile, you
0:29 will also find a time stamp for that as
0:31 well down in the description box. But
0:34 otherwise, let's take a look at the
0:36 cards that we have for today's
0:39 reading. For pile number one, you've got
0:42 the
0:47 raven. For pile number two, you've got
0:50 the inner demons.
0:55 And for pile number three, oops, hold
0:59 on. That one fell and came back up.
1:02 You've got the
1:05 watch. If you prefer to pick your piles
1:07 using your crystals, then let me add
1:10 these right
1:13 now. There we go. So, for pile number
1:16 one, you've got the sod delight point.
1:30 For pile number two, you've got the
1:33 white howlight
1:41 point. For pile number
1:44 three, you've got the red
1:48 jasper point.
1:55 So, take a look at which one of these
1:58 three piles you're the most drawn to,
2:00 and this will be the pile for you here
2:02 today. In case you feel drawn to more
2:05 than one pile, maybe even all of the
2:07 piles. Trust your intuition. It's meant
2:09 to take you to the messages you're meant
2:11 to hear in today's reading regarding
2:14 your shadow and the surprise that it has
2:16 for you. You might find that the
2:18 different piles that you're drawn to are
2:20 completing one big
2:23 um message that only you will
2:25 understand. Uh you guys being always a
2:28 co- reading, a co-reer with me. You guys
2:30 have your intuition third eye on as you
2:33 listen to the readings. I show you what
2:35 I can see. You show you are able to see
2:37 what is meant specifically for you. And
2:40 through that magical process, you get
2:43 exactly your message. And yeah, so let
2:45 it lead the way. It could be one big
2:47 message. It could be several things. You
2:49 know, when integration happens, massive
2:52 things happen like maybe your shadows
2:53 integrating, maybe there is progress,
2:57 maybe it just has a certain no progress
2:59 or anything. It just has a surprise for
3:01 you because at the end of the day, our
3:03 shadows do hold a power within them. So
3:06 let's see what this is all going to be.
3:08 It could be different messages. It could
3:09 be all in one. Trust your intuition. Let
3:12 it lead the way. it's showing you
3:14 something. And once you're ready, you'll
3:16 find the timestamps down in the
3:18 description box. Click on your
3:20 timestamps and I will see you in your
3:22 readings. And please note that the next
3:25 section is all about picking your piles
3:27 with your zodiac signs. If this is
3:29 something that you're interested in,
3:31 please stick around. If not, please
3:33 pause the video and take as much time as
3:36 you need.
3:40 But if you prefer to pick your piles
3:42 using your zodiac signs, welcome. This
3:45 section has been created specifically
3:47 for you so that you can do just that.
3:50 And in a moment after the
3:53 shuffling, I will be drawing out four
3:57 signs for each
4:00 pile. All right, so let's get straight
4:03 into it. Pile number
4:06 one, these are the four signs.
4:10 Pile number two, these are the second
4:12 and these are the third. All right. So
4:16 for pile number one, the signs are
4:19 Scorpio,
4:20 Leo, Gemini as well as
4:26 Aries. Pile number two, the signs are
4:30 Virgo,
4:32 Libra,
4:34 Pisces as well as Taurus.
4:40 The signs for pile number three are
4:46 Sagittarius,
4:49 Capricorn,
4:51 Aquarius, as well as
4:54 Cancer. So, my dear soul family, these
4:57 are the zodiac signs and their
4:59 association to each of the piles in
5:01 today's reading. Please feel free to
5:03 pick your pile or piles using your sun,
5:05 moon, or rising. I highly recommend you
5:08 check out the three. Alternatively, if
5:10 you prefer to pick your pile or piles
5:12 using any other placements in your
5:14 chart, please feel free to do that. And
5:17 once you're ready, as always, you'll
5:19 find the timestamps down in the
5:20 description box, which will take you
5:22 straight to your reading. And please
5:24 note that the next section is all about
5:26 spirit picking your pile for you. If
5:27 this is something you're interested in,
5:29 please stick around. If not today,
5:31 please pause the video and take as much
5:34 time as you need.
5:38 But if you prefer for spirit to pick
5:40 your pile, welcome. This part of the
5:42 introduction has been created
5:44 specifically for you so that you can do
5:46 just that. And as I know, as you know, I
5:50 do assign a different tarot card to each
5:52 pile. The magician presents pile number
5:55 one, the high priestess pile number two,
5:57 and the empress pile number three. And
6:00 what I like to do is shuffle them around
6:02 until one of them grabs my attention. A
6:05 lot of the times, just like now, you
6:06 guys are asking me, "How do I know?" I
6:08 was just passing this one around and I
6:11 didn't pick it up. Then I know it is
6:13 your chosen card. It could be either I
6:16 didn't pick it pick it up or I didn't
6:18 pass it
6:19 on. And your chosen pile, my dear soul
6:23 family, for today's reading is pile
6:25 number
6:26 two. Right. So these were the different
6:30 ways in which you in which you can pick
6:32 your pile today. I truly hope you've
6:34 enjoyed them and that they brought you
6:36 the clarity in helping you find your
6:38 pile. And once you're ready, you know
6:40 the drill. You'll find the timestamps
6:42 down in the description box. Click on
6:44 your timestamps and I will see you in
6:48 your readings.
7:07 Hi, pile number one. Welcome to your
7:10 reading. Today, we're taking a look at a
7:12 surprise message that your shadow has
7:15 for you. These are the decks that I'll
7:17 be using. If you're interested, as
7:19 always, in knowing the names of any of
7:20 them at any point during the reading,
7:22 you'll find that I always Oh, I actually
7:25 feel drawn to this one. List them below
7:27 for you guys. And I also feel drawn to
7:30 that one. So, I'm just going to take the
7:32 two that I'm drawn to. Yeah. But very
7:34 quickly, let me introduce your pile to
7:36 you. Your c Thanks. Your crystal is the
7:39 beautiful so delight point. Your
7:41 significator card is the raven with the
7:44 key words prophecy, insight, wisdom,
7:48 darkness brings the light. And also the
7:51 card itself says never say never. That's
7:54 what the crow here is saying in the
7:56 moonlight. In the moonlight,
8:01 everybody. Forgot the lyrics, but just
8:04 got hit with these with these words.
8:07 Maybe I should check it out.
8:09 Everybody dancing in the
8:13 moonlight. Maybe there's something
8:15 there. All right. So, uh yeah, and if
8:19 you've picked your pile using your
8:20 zodiac signs, then in that case, the
8:23 signs for this pile are Scorpio, Leo,
8:26 Gemini, as well as Aries. Welcome to
8:29 your reading, guys. If these are not
8:31 your signs, please don't worry about it.
8:33 It's just another way for others to find
8:36 their pile as well.
8:38 Okie dokie. So, let's get straight into
8:41 it and we'll take a look at your oracle
8:43 cards.
8:45 First, you've got card number 45 and it
8:49 says, "Unfurl the wings of
8:54 forgiveness." Huh. All right. I almost
8:58 feel like the more the string, the satin
9:03 string is squeezing this bird, the more
9:06 the it's uh the more it's uh releasing
9:10 all these beautiful butterflies and
9:14 pretty insects out perhaps um signifying
9:19 transformation or something and it's
9:21 being released as beauty and
9:25 freedom. Let's see. You certainly have a
9:28 lot of flying beings in your
9:31 cards,
9:34 right? You've
9:36 got
9:43 curiosity and you've got another raven
9:46 with
9:48 knowledge. Okay.
9:54 You've got go on and adventure. Now
9:59 we've got another flying being and it's
10:02 a flying horse or maybe a
10:05 unicorn like the the flying here and the
10:08 wings, the flying beings particularly in
10:11 your pile is is a huge um symbol for
10:16 sure. We can't miss that.
10:19 So it says today is the day to try
10:22 something
10:23 daring.
10:27 Okay. And finally you've got the inagram
10:31 projection under the category of defense
10:34 mechanism. And the key words here are
10:37 expulsion from yourself, external
10:41 reproach, shifting,
10:43 victimization, externalization, external
10:49 attribution.
10:54 Okay, let's now take a look at your
10:59 tarot cards. So, you've got temperance
11:08 The six of
11:10 swords. Look, you're slowly moving to
11:13 victory here. I don't know what, but
11:15 we'll find
11:17 out. Ah, look at that. Two of
11:20 Pentacles. It's like you were stuck. You
11:24 weren't able to do something maybe
11:28 before and now you're
11:31 slowly healing. Temperance, you're
11:34 slowly healing, slowly moving to
11:36 victory, being able to do something.
11:39 Yeah, look, the dichotomy here of
11:42 energies are very clear.
11:44 Someone here is super
11:47 stuck and maybe stuck
11:50 um in being able to make a choice like
11:53 it looks from the outside that you have
11:55 a choice. Maybe people people are
11:57 telling you, hey, you got that choice.
11:59 Why aren't you doing it? Why aren't you
12:01 taking it? I mean, and maybe you feel
12:03 like but I kind of feel like I don't
12:06 have a choice because I can't do it. And
12:08 here we see the wings you being able to
12:10 fly and release that. Now, I have a
12:13 surprise for you. As you're releasing
12:16 that um let's say restriction, as you're
12:21 releasing that restriction, it pushes
12:24 beautiful things out of you. It's like a
12:27 rebirth. It's like a birth or rebirth of
12:29 yourself or um
12:33 transmutation of that energy leads to
12:36 something beautiful. I don't know how to
12:39 translate it yet, but little by little,
12:41 I'm kind of showing you what I'm
12:44 seeing. You've got the Queen of
12:52 Cups. Oh my god, another queen. By the
12:56 way, the queens are healers. So, the
12:58 Queen of Pentacles healing perhaps
13:02 emotions, healing the physical body. My
13:04 god, this is amazing. I I don't know,
13:07 but I feel like this
13:10 pile maybe is
13:13 releasing something leading to
13:18 uh an integration of a shadow that's
13:22 leading
13:23 to massive healing or
13:26 something. And look at this figure
13:29 pointing towards the spider. I wonder
13:31 what that means. And you've got the fool
13:36 in the devil
13:38 card. Wow. The fool and the devil card.
13:42 Like a new beginning arising in the very
13:46 area where you felt stuck. Like the the
13:48 devil card is feeling stuck. And here
13:52 you're unstucking yourself like being
13:56 released from that restriction. So
13:59 what's going on? What's the surprise
14:01 message here? There's something about
14:03 today. Today is the day to try something
14:06 daring. I almost feel like there's
14:08 something about today is the day
14:11 where you start to free yourself from
14:15 something that was holding you down
14:17 today. What did you do
14:19 today? Why is it today? Maybe we want to
14:21 ask. Let me pull out another tarot deck
14:24 which I intended to use in this reading.
14:29 Why is it saying today for this pile?
14:34 What's going on today for you
14:38 guys?
14:40 Judgement.
14:42 Wow. Like look at these hands rising
14:45 again
14:46 from the the dead. Um
14:53 uh re yeah we did pick up on rebirth or
14:57 the rise from something that was maybe
15:00 immobile. The dead here could be
15:03 immobile. The reawakening of
15:07 something. Look at that. The magician as
15:09 an astronaut.
15:11 Maybe you felt foreign to your
15:17 environment when really
15:20 um
15:22 there there and because you felt foreign
15:26 to your environment, the magic within
15:28 you only you can see or maybe you
15:32 weren't able to see or
15:35 um wasn't able to come out be
15:39 seen because the magician card at the
15:42 end of the day is as within so without.
15:47 So there's something about your inner
15:49 world that wasn't shown out because
15:52 maybe you weren't looking at it. Maybe
15:56 you weren't looking before at your inner
15:58 world.
16:00 There's something about you with the
16:03 judgment awareness being aware of your
16:07 inner world perhaps with projection like
16:10 yeah projection here could be talking
16:13 about as you look inside it projects
16:16 outside perhaps recently or maybe for a
16:20 long
16:21 time you've been paying attention to
16:25 your inner world marking a new
16:27 beginning.
16:30 So why today still? Why
16:33 today? Maybe you've just given attention
16:36 to your inner world
16:39 today. Yeah, because here with
16:42 externalization, perhaps you were so
16:44 focused on the outside and the high
16:47 priestess is internal. Maybe you just
16:50 focused on the inside. Perhaps I don't
16:55 know what it is about today. Perhaps
16:56 today is just signifying these days. But
17:00 I would say looking at the fool card in
17:03 the devil card, it's kind of like devil
17:06 darkness. Something that was rotting
17:08 that you weren't paying attention to.
17:10 There's something about you paying
17:12 attention and thus a reawakening is
17:16 happening. An instant release is
17:18 happening as you're look you're paying
17:22 attention and finally your shadow has a
17:25 voice. is like, "Ah, you heard me." It's
17:28 kind of what I'm picking up in this
17:29 pile. Yes, you heard me. Ah, okay. I
17:33 love that for you. The two of wands, you
17:36 shifted your attention, two of wands,
17:39 from the outer world into finally your
17:42 inner world. See, you're looking at the
17:46 world, but inside you the inner world
17:50 and not the outer world anymore. That's
17:53 exact because look, these are audience.
17:55 This is like the um what seems like a
17:59 studio or something. Someone's going to
18:02 go live on television and there's a mic
18:05 here and a presenter and this person is
18:08 like looking in the inner world. They
18:10 despite all of that, the attention is
18:13 the inner world. So, I definitely think
18:16 there's something about
18:18 you because you didn't look at your
18:21 inner world before with the astronaut
18:23 here. Maybe you felt like you were
18:25 outside of your
18:27 environment. Um, you weren't comfortable
18:30 because you weren't comfortable inside
18:31 of your environment and that caused a
18:33 lot of
18:36 restriction. Um, maybe you weren't
18:38 feeling like yourself, I believe, is
18:40 what this reading is trying to say. So
18:43 here you made a
18:46 choice and you're on your path to
18:49 healing. One foot in, one foot out.
18:51 You're on your path. The sun is rising.
18:54 You're healing. You're slowly but surely
18:57 moving to victory. Overcoming this
18:59 particular shadow. I feel like uh the
19:01 surprise message is like you're doing
19:03 something amazing. I don't know. I I
19:06 will trust my intuition and say someone
19:10 here with today must have done something
19:13 today or maybe you're doing it these
19:16 days or even if it you did you didn't do
19:19 something today I would say
19:23 today marks a significant change
19:28 um in something that you tried doing
19:31 recently. Today is the day to try
19:34 something daring. Perhaps you've
19:36 recently tried something
19:39 uh with knowledge, something you read
19:41 about something you followed an expert
19:43 advice, your
19:45 therapist, maybe you've been eating
19:47 right. Um I don't know, maybe you just
19:51 did something intuitively. You're paying
19:53 attention one way or the other. You've
19:56 been paying attention to your inner
19:58 world. That's specifically what you've
20:00 been doing.
20:01 Um, it seems like it has to do with
20:04 knowledge. Curiosity and knowledge. Oh,
20:08 it doesn't have to be like you reading
20:10 or following an expert. Perhaps
20:12 curiosity and knowledge. Look at where
20:14 the raven is looking internally. Again,
20:17 there's something about this pile of
20:19 look at the pictures like look here.
20:22 You're you stopped looking outside with
20:24 projection the externalization and
20:27 instead you were curious to look in your
20:32 inner world because look darkness brings
20:34 the light. There we go. I'm think I'm
20:37 very sure
20:39 now. And um there's something about
20:43 release that happens and transmutation
20:46 of a heavy energy that is becoming light
20:50 and is becoming free liberating you as
20:54 you focus on your inner world. You're
20:57 like, "Oh, curiosity. I'm listening to
20:59 you. What does what do you my inner
21:01 world want to tell me?" And the magician
21:04 is as within so without. And the more
21:06 you're focusing on your inner world, the
21:09 liberated you are becoming, that's where
21:12 that's where your cards are taking us,
21:15 you're becoming curious about your inner
21:18 world and thus you're gaining wisdom.
21:21 You're gaining insight and you're
21:23 becoming liberated because you're
21:26 becoming aware of your internal world.
21:29 That is leading to victory in two areas
21:32 where you could have felt super stuck.
21:34 First area has to do with your emotions.
21:36 You're releasing, let's say, stuck
21:38 emotions and maybe even emotions stuck
21:40 in your body with the pentacle queen of
21:43 pentacles. Uh I feel like things are
21:45 moving. Um I feel like with the with the
21:49 string here, the more you're doing,
21:51 you're focusing on the inter inner
21:53 world, I'm imagining uh things are
21:57 becoming looser by the day. Thus
22:00 movement is happening and rel uh stuck
22:03 emotions are being released and even
22:06 health issues are being released.
22:10 There's something about a new beginning
22:12 or the fool card in the devil
22:15 transmutation of that darkness or let's
22:17 say of that
22:19 shadow transmutation that's leading to
22:24 uh awareness paying attention to a
22:26 shadow that wanted you to look at it.
22:29 This is a shadow that just wanted you to
22:32 it's like hey look at me can you see me?
22:36 A a shadow that just wanted you to pay
22:39 attention to it. A shadow that just
22:41 wanted you to see it. It's like the
22:43 hands me me. A shadow that wants you to
22:48 see it and you finally did. You've
22:51 looked at this shadow. You paid
22:53 attention to it. It's like when you look
22:57 at it, just like an inner child or a
23:01 child saying to its mommy, "Oh, mommy,
23:04 did you see this? Hurt me?" And just as
23:07 the mommy goes, "Oh, I'm so sorry about
23:10 that, sweetheart." That's healing. So,
23:13 the fact that you are looking at it is
23:17 very healing emotionally, particularly
23:21 and oh, physically. And with the High
23:23 Priestess spiritually as
23:26 well, this is the strength figure in the
23:29 Queen of Cups. It's bringing it's making
23:32 you
23:33 stronger. So I guess your surprise
23:36 message is that something about you saw
23:39 me.
23:40 Surprise. It's working. You're becoming
23:44 stronger. Um continue to do this
23:47 awareness exercise. whatever it is that
23:50 you're doing, maybe maybe you're paying
23:52 attention to yourself, maybe you're
23:54 doing a meditation regimen, maybe you're
23:56 doing a focus regimen, maybe you are
24:00 recognizing a pattern
24:03 uh for the first time. Just recognizing
24:06 the pattern means everything. Whatever
24:08 it is, I'm not going to try to guess so
24:10 that I don't um shift your attention
24:14 from what you're doing. Keep doing you
24:16 whatever it is that you're doing. your
24:18 shadow is saying thank you it's working
24:21 thank you for seeing me thank you uh
24:25 we're healing together so this could be
24:28 integration lovely and today marks a
24:32 very important day the day you see this
24:35 marks a very important day three and
24:37 three is six there's definitely an
24:39 integration going on here and you know
24:41 six is a very um significant number and
24:45 I just heard someone talking about this
24:48 on Instagram saying how before 666 used
24:52 to be the number of what they would call
24:55 the devil um before when really it's the
24:58 number of goddesses it's the feminine
25:00 energy it's the number of the hexog of
25:02 the bees it's the number of nature uh
25:04 feminine energy receiving taking care of
25:08 oneself recognizing oneself and so on
25:12 and so forth nurture um yeah having the
25:16 capability to have a
25:19 choice. Yeah. And all of that. So I
25:22 would say this is definitely you being
25:26 connect you connecting to your divine
25:29 goddess to your divine feminine energy
25:33 for sure. And that's bringing beauty and
25:35 love and healing,
25:37 self-care. Uh very soon I would say
25:41 you'll be vibrating very strong. There
25:44 is a prophecy going on here as the light
25:47 enters the darkness and you gaining
25:50 wisdom and insight. There's something
25:52 prophecied here. It's almost like if you
25:54 open that box, if you finally make it
25:57 and open that box, a surprise pops out.
26:02 And let's take a look at what the
26:04 surprise is, which is the other part of
26:06 your reading. The main surprise your
26:09 shadow wants to show you. And it is a
26:12 prophecy actually.
26:16 So let's take a look at what this
26:19 prophecy
26:20 is. Just want to adjust this deck a
26:23 little bit. It has
26:25 this curve. I can straighten it. There
26:30 we
26:31 go.
26:34 Right. The prophecy. Thank
26:38 you. Right. I feel like I want to look
26:42 at this as well. So, Ace of
26:46 Swords. I'm
26:50 hearing.
26:54 Okay. You've
26:56 got Do we have any issues here? No, we
27:00 don't. Okay. Page of Pentacles.
27:04 Oh, this page of pentacles is imagining
27:08 how the sculpture their sculpture is
27:11 going to be like. So, they're looking at
27:13 it before they begin and they're like
27:15 studying it. They're like, "Oh, it's
27:17 going to this part's going to look like
27:19 that and this part's going to look like
27:21 that." So, they're still studying with
27:24 the page of pentacles
27:26 uh how something is going to look and
27:28 look the tool here, the sculpturing
27:34 tool. And then you've got the five of
27:36 swords, which is a card of winning or
27:39 losing. So the
27:42 prophecy here is about you winning
27:46 something
27:48 easily that you used to lose
27:55 before and that is
27:59 because there is a new blank Canva.
28:06 Everything has been cleared for you to
28:09 restructure it the way that you want.
28:13 It's almost like you came into the into
28:16 the world with a particular karma. It
28:20 shaped your world first and there's
28:23 something about you now going right
28:25 clear canva. How do I want my world to
28:28 be like? Because I feel like I have the
28:30 power fully to sculpture it in the way
28:34 that I want. is not forced upon me. I
28:37 can adjust it the way that I want.
28:40 Making you viable to absolutely winning
28:44 because you get to set the rules. You
28:46 get to set the environment. You get to
28:49 set everything. You're the one in
28:51 control now. You're the one who gets to
28:53 set the rule. It's like imagine employee
28:57 versus manager for example where the
29:01 employee can only do what um the manager
29:06 or the store decides while the manager
29:10 is the one who creates the environment
29:12 that they want. They have that power. Uh
29:15 let's say they don't believe in waking
29:18 up early. Uh they want the store to open
29:21 at 12:00. That's what they believe. So
29:23 they make these rules. Uh let's say uh
29:27 they also get to decide when the
29:29 customers want because they have the
29:31 power of people just wanting their
29:34 product. If whatever time they open the
29:37 store, the people are going to adjust to
29:39 that. Uh and I don't advise anyone to to
29:43 just be that self like only thinking
29:46 about oneself. But just that's just an
29:48 example. So that manager gets to say
29:51 when the store opens, what goes around,
29:54 what happens. They get to have the
29:57 luxury of everything working in their
29:59 way. And so they're using it. And so
30:02 similarly, I feel like with the Ace of
30:04 Swords, new rules, you get to you have
30:07 the power to set the rules to to um have
30:10 a say to do what you want. And you get
30:15 this clear karma, a new beginning where
30:17 you get to look, huh, I want it to look
30:19 like that. I want to do that. It's so
30:22 it's prophecied that you will have the
30:24 power to restructure things, restructure
30:27 your story, re restructure your life.
30:30 There's something about you reaching a
30:32 form of power of being able to
30:40 um holding the power here of being able
30:43 to imagine
30:45 it, create
30:48 it, and win
30:50 it. It's like, oh, this is not working
30:53 out for me. Fine. I changed the rules.
30:56 I'm going to be um I don't know uh like
30:59 uh super talented at that so that I can
31:03 get to the finish line. You're able to
31:04 do that. I uh do I need money for that?
31:08 I'm going to be able to get money for
31:09 that to be able to get that for myself
31:11 and so on. I don't know. But it's
31:15 prophecied that you will have the full
31:18 power. This is raw energy. the full
31:22 power to restructure your world in the
31:26 way that you want to see it. It's not
31:28 like the world doing it to you. It's now
31:30 you restructuring your
31:33 world to be able to win at everything
31:36 that you set your mind to. You're not
31:38 losing
31:40 anymore. And so today is the day this
31:44 begins for you. you're on your root
31:49 route to
31:50 that. It's like
31:53 uh this energy that was holding
31:57 tight is being released and it's being
32:01 transmuted into something beautiful and
32:03 you're just being free. Yeah, there's
32:06 something about ultimate freedom and
32:09 whatever you thought couldn't happen
32:10 before, now is the beginning where it
32:14 starts happening for you. Now things
32:17 change for you.
32:19 So why is today so significant for you?
32:23 I know we've discussed it, but just like
32:26 let's try one more time. What's so
32:29 significant? Let's go again about today
32:32 for
32:35 you. Wow. 10 of
32:39 pentacles. Look, this 10 of
32:43 pentacles perhaps had a story of many
32:48 lifetimes affecting them
32:51 or perhaps this is a portal coming out
32:54 from one portal and getting to another.
32:56 At the end of the day, the T of
32:57 Pentacles is a card of great
33:00 abundance, massive
33:03 abundance, I would say. Yeah. Looking at
33:06 the same thing here, which looks like an
33:11 X-ray, right? X-ray of something. Yeah.
33:15 Looking inside. I don't know my dear
33:18 pile number one what you're doing but
33:20 there's something today or these days
33:23 where you looked paid attention to all
33:27 of the fractured part of yourself of
33:30 your
33:31 shadow and it feels like they're all so
33:35 happy to be
33:36 seen and that is instantly putting you
33:40 in a new timeline of
33:43 abundance. Yeah, that is what I'm seeing
33:46 here.
33:47 What was that? Six of swords. Again, the
33:49 six of swords, you're slowly but surely
33:54 moving. And when I say slowly but
33:56 surely, this is relative because yes,
33:59 this is the six of wands. Slowly but
34:01 surely moving from tumultuous waters to
34:04 calmer waters. But it's an airplane at
34:06 the end of the day. Uh it represents
34:09 speed. So, while it may feel like a long
34:13 time for someone to go from, I don't
34:15 know, from one end of the world to the
34:17 other, maybe 24 hours in the airplane,
34:20 it could be
34:22 annoying to sit in the plane for so
34:25 long. uh or unless you're
34:29 entertained. But there's something about
34:32 at the end of the day it's relatively
34:35 quick also because if you go from one
34:37 world one end of the world to the next
34:39 in 24 hours that is quick right but it
34:44 may feel like it's taking its time. So I
34:46 would say in your life that's going to
34:49 be quick. It might take you I don't know
34:53 it's relative a week, a month, 6 months,
34:56 who knows? But in the grand scheme of
34:59 things, that's nothing.
35:01 um when trying to heal something
35:03 old again old when trying to heal
35:06 something old many fractured shadows
35:10 parts of
35:11 yourself and it may feel like it's
35:15 taking a long time but really it's going
35:18 to be very short is all I'm trying to
35:21 say and yeah your surprise message from
35:25 your shadow is surprise you see me thank
35:28 you for being curious thank you for
35:31 paying attention and learning about me.
35:33 There's something about your shadow that
35:34 really wanted to be seen because there
35:36 was an over uh focus on the outside
35:39 external so much that the the internal
35:44 was so forgotten. It's become ancient
35:48 and it's
35:51 time. It's finally being free, released.
35:54 It's
35:56 integrating. It's going to result with
35:58 the prophecy and the 10 of pentacles to
36:01 huge abundance in your life in every way
36:04 because the 10 of pentacles is abundance
36:06 and wealth. It's a happy family. It's
36:09 feeling happy. It's it's having a Yeah.
36:11 The 10 of pentacles is having everything
36:13 in
36:15 life. And so my dear pile number one,
36:19 your shadow is showing you every day
36:21 that you're paying attention to it.
36:24 You're every day going to
36:27 notice and increase in the energy of
36:31 abundance in everything in your life and
36:33 watch that happen and enjoy
36:38 it. And my dear pile number one, I loved
36:42 your reading. I wish you the best of
36:43 luck with that. All the best of luck
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37:18 reading. Bye. Okay.
37:26 Hi, pile number two. Welcome to your
37:28 reading. Today, we're taking a look at
37:31 the surprise message that your shadow
37:33 has for you. I also see that card. I'm
37:36 going to take it. And these are the
37:37 decks that I'll be using. If at any
37:39 point you're interested in knowing the
37:41 names of any of them, you'll find Oh,
37:43 thanks. Fly with the dreamer. Wow.
37:46 You'll find that I always list them
37:48 below for you guys uh in the description
37:50 box. But very quickly, let me introduce
37:53 your pile to you. Your crystal is the
37:56 beautiful white how light point. Oh,
37:59 look at that card moving. I'm going to
38:00 pick that up. Um your significator card
38:04 is the inner demons and it says
38:08 thoughts, feelings, beliefs. They're on
38:11 your side or in side. All right. But if
38:16 you've picked your pile using your
38:18 zodiac signs, then in that case, the
38:20 signs for this pile are Virgo, Libra,
38:23 Pisces, as well as Taurus. Welcome to
38:26 your reading. If these are not your
38:28 signs, please don't worry about it. Uh
38:30 it's just another way for others to pick
38:32 their piles as well.
38:35 Okay, so let's get straight into it.
38:37 We're going to take a look at your
38:39 oracle cards first, and that's the one
38:41 that popped open. It says fly with the
38:46 dreamer and you can see an owl on the
38:49 head. Uh symbolizing
38:53 wisdom also could be knowledge,
38:56 awareness.
39:00 Mhm. You've
39:04 got seeking guidance in this.
39:09 And you can see a man here who has
39:12 developed butterfly
39:15 wings sitting in a in a beautiful spot
39:19 in nature. You can see the sun rays
39:21 beaming
39:24 in. Oh, it see it seems like they're
39:27 smoking an herb or
39:31 something. In any case, it says it's
39:34 time for a different perspective.
39:42 Okay, you've got opportunity. It's like
39:46 right under your nose. How
39:48 interesting. Okay, so your shadow wants
39:51 to show you an opportunity that right
39:53 that's right under your
39:56 nose. It's interesting how there's a an
39:59 amalgamation
40:01 between animals or insects and uh
40:05 people like
40:10 flying
40:11 beings with
40:14 people.
40:18 Okay. Yeah. You've got the
40:23 inagramram anger. It's under the
40:26 category of avoidance.
40:28 And the key words here are losing
40:30 control,
40:32 annoying, pleasure, mistaking,
40:36 uh impulsiveness as well as personal
40:39 desires.
40:43 Okay. And you've got moving
40:49 forward. Lovely. Let's now take a look
40:53 at your tarot cards. So, you've got the
40:55 Ace of Swords.
40:58 What's behind this
41:02 figure? Looks like a building or
41:05 something. Anyways, not able to really
41:09 pick it up. So, the Ace of
41:18 Swords, the Five of
41:25 Swords makes me think of overcoming
41:28 pain. Why? Or sadness or loss. because
41:33 that's the background of the five of
41:35 cups which is sadness, loss,
41:39 um pain of sadness, pain of loss. Five
41:42 of swords is like either winning or
41:44 losing. If I see the ace of swords here,
41:46 there's something about
41:47 overcoming that a specific sadness or
41:53 loss. Seems like a pretty
41:56 chilled demon or shadow. It's like,
41:59 "Hey, I'm your
42:01 friend. I'm not an enemy. I'm your
42:04 friend. Something like that here. Sweet
42:07 shadow. Kind of feel like Yeah, a sweet
42:10 shadow
42:12 here. All right. You've got the six of
42:16 pentacles in the background of the six
42:19 of
42:20 cups. You've got ooh the tower card.
42:26 And that particular hat in this card is
42:29 the or not hat like crown hat is that of
42:33 the hierofphant. So some something about
42:37 awareness here, knowledge,
42:40 awareness which is what we see here. It
42:42 could be wisdom, making sense of
42:45 something, learning about something.
42:47 These are all things that uh could be
42:50 concluded with this. Um, you've got the
42:56 Empress.
42:59 Empress. You've got the death figure in
43:02 the
43:04 Empress,
43:06 right? And finally, oh, we don't have
43:10 space. That's fine. Maybe we should
43:11 create space. That's probably what's
43:14 required
43:17 here. I think we can totally create
43:20 space.
43:23 Yeah, kind of.
43:25 Yeah. And you've got the lovers
43:29 card. That's the angel from the judgment
43:32 card. Awareness. There's something about
43:34 awareness here. Especially that the ace
43:37 of swords is a card of
43:40 clarity. So something has recently
43:43 become clear to you or maybe that's a
43:45 surprise message that your shadow wants
43:47 to show you.
43:48 It's surprising you
43:53 with showing you a clear truth maybe
43:57 that you haven't seen or something.
43:59 Let's find
44:02 out where do we begin
44:06 here. Avoidance. Ego level. Maybe you
44:09 were avoiding looking at something and
44:12 your shadow through the truth that
44:15 they're going to show you
44:19 uh they're going to surprise you on how
44:22 to overcome something maybe. Let me take
44:26 just a little a few seconds to look to
44:28 look at your cards.
44:32 Oh. Um, it's s surprising
44:37 you because it wants to show you an
44:40 opportunity that's right under your nose
44:43 that you may not be seeing, particularly
44:46 regarding overcoming something that is
44:49 currently uh making you feel sad or
44:53 concerned about losses that maybe are
44:56 happening in your life. It's like, hey,
44:58 I have the power to help you overcome
45:02 these losses and instead give you back
45:06 so
45:07 much, help you in your growth because
45:10 look, that's the background of the six
45:12 of cups, which is growth. Six of pent
45:15 pentacles is giving generously. So here
45:19 your shadow is saying surprise I have
45:23 the power to help you overcome some
45:26 things you're losing and instead making
45:29 it grow abundantly making it grow
45:33 generously. Um
45:35 that information will blow your
45:40 mind. It will help you with this death
45:44 figure here and
45:46 something that is uh
45:50 scary or taking away from you and
45:54 instead with the Empress give you
45:59 abundance. That information is going to
46:02 equip you in making much powerful
46:06 choices. a powerful choice. It's going
46:09 to show you that you have a choice in
46:11 this
46:13 situation and you knowing what sort of
46:17 power I have will allow you to make that
46:21 choice. It's an opportunity that you can
46:25 take that's right under your nose. And
46:29 although it might take some
46:33 time, I can help you with that.
46:36 If you communicate with me, I'll be able
46:40 to show it to you. It's like with this
46:43 man smoking here. You know how there are
46:45 some herbal plants that help you become
46:49 uh more spiritual when you do it of
46:53 course under the guidance of shaman who
46:55 know what they're shamans who know what
46:57 they're doing. There's something about
47:00 what I'm picking up in your cards here,
47:02 something spiritual that your shadow, as
47:06 crazy as this may seem, but stay with
47:08 me. I'll be able to as much as I can
47:10 pinpoint what this is and help you in
47:13 your life. Um, there's something about I
47:16 can help you spiritually because I have
47:18 a particular power that can help you.
47:21 It's like remember we said this demon
47:24 looks friendly. I can be your friend. I
47:26 can help you make use of an opportunity
47:29 that's right under your foot. Maybe
47:30 you're not recognizing it
47:33 because you don't know my power. I'm
47:36 introducing it to you and making you
47:38 become aware of it today because I can
47:41 give you something. I can I can help
47:43 you. Um if you are aware of what I can
47:48 do, it will blow your mind as well as
47:51 other people's minds.
47:53 So, and it seems like the only emotion
47:58 blocking you from that portal from
48:01 connecting with your shadow so that it's
48:03 able to help you seems to be
48:05 particularly angger.
48:09 Um there you're angry about some losses
48:13 and uh as long as you're angry, you're
48:16 not giving your shadow the space or the
48:19 spiritual connectivity to give you the
48:22 wisdom in which you can use to your
48:26 favor to make use of that particular
48:30 situation. It's kind of
48:36 like there's an
48:38 opportunity with these losses or
48:41 something or there's something that if
48:43 you see within these losses, you'll
48:45 realize it's an
48:46 opportunity. There's like a strong beam
48:49 of light amidst what seems to be
48:54 covered or unseen at the moment.
48:58 And look, these berries, they look like
49:00 these grapes. There's something about
49:03 there's some fruit or something that you
49:06 can catch right under your
49:10 nose. And um you might want to
49:14 um choose if you want to not be angry
49:18 about it. So I can show you. You might
49:21 be thinking, but I'm not angry.
49:26 Let's see what this anger is
49:28 specifically saying. If you're angry
49:30 about some losses, that's clear. If
49:32 you're not, then I'm going to help you
49:34 out with
49:36 that. What's the anger here? Uh
49:39 symbolizing for pile number two. I'm I'm
49:41 sure it makes sense. If you're losing
49:42 something, you must be upset. But let's
49:45 get down to the bottom of
49:48 this judgement. Ah, yesterday I got
49:51 stried for the judgment card. So, let me
49:54 adjust that. I'll be back.
49:57 Okay. Judgement with
50:01 anger. No, I think you're totally aware
50:03 of this
50:04 anger. Um,
50:07 also, you're looking up to it. It's you
50:10 kind of feel like this anger is
50:12 protecting you or how upset you are or
50:15 annoyed about this particular
50:17 situation. You're looking up to that
50:19 because you feel like it's your right.
50:20 It's protecting you, but your shadow is
50:25 saying that
50:28 uh you you it it can help
50:35 you.
50:38 Oh, my apologies. I think I'm picking up
50:41 what your shadow is saying here. That's
50:44 the devil, the shadow, the demon, right?
50:46 There's something
50:48 about oh how did I miss that? I think
50:51 this is definitely saying don't your
50:55 anger or how upset you are about this
50:57 particular situation holds a power that
51:00 you that you can use to your favor. So
51:04 sometimes our shadow sometimes all the
51:06 time our shadows have a particular power
51:09 and when we integrate the shadow we're
51:11 able to use that power in a non-toxic
51:14 way. But for now, there's something
51:18 about how what you're losing
51:24 um you can take an opportunity because
51:27 the way you're upset about it can help
51:31 you can help free you from this
51:35 situation. Yeah, exactly. you but if you
51:40 know how to use it. So just know that
51:44 the way you're upset about it is going
51:46 to free you. Like for example, let's
51:47 take anger and how anger holds power. So
51:53 you might find someone who's not able
51:56 to get their rights usually, but then
52:00 when they get angry, oh boy, are they
52:02 going to get their rights, right? It's
52:05 like the sometimes we see people and
52:07 they get angry and people say you don't
52:10 want this person to get angry because
52:13 you have no idea what they turn into
52:15 when they're angry. So that's what I
52:17 mean by a power within
52:19 um a shadow. Now when this person
52:23 integrates their shadow, they don't need
52:24 to reach that point to hold that power.
52:28 They will be able to access this power
52:30 whenever they want.
52:33 Um so for now your shadow is saying I
52:37 can help you move forward within this
52:40 situation reap so much benefits and
52:43 growth and you can take
52:46 generously if you use
52:49 that anger or being upset in the right
52:53 way and that's what I'm here to give you
52:55 clarity towards if you use that if you
52:59 use me wisely
53:02 I can totally help you turn the sadness
53:06 or the pain into abundance. You're going
53:08 to love what this is going to make or
53:12 what what I'm about to tell you. You can
53:14 see someone here drunken in love. And
53:17 sometimes what we feel stuck in is the
53:20 very thing that can give us something
53:22 that we really love. So your shadow as
53:26 we've now fully
53:28 unerstood is giving you guidance. seek
53:30 guidance in this. It's time for a
53:32 different perspective is here to show
53:35 you how they will be able to help you
53:38 move forward and reap benefits and make
53:40 huge benefits and growth out of a
53:42 particular situation. Okay. Now let's
53:45 ask what how will your
53:49 shadow help you in these
53:52 losses and how can they help you easily
53:55 because that's a power that it holds.
53:59 How can it help you easily? Ah, what's
54:06 this? Four of
54:09 Pentacles. Holding something so tight,
54:12 wanting maybe something so much. You
54:14 know, willpower for
54:16 sure.
54:18 Willpower makes anyone achieve what they
54:22 want. That's definitely a willpower.
54:25 Well, unhealthy attachment. Whoa. All
54:27 these cards may not be
54:30 uh a healthy thing, but it does hold the
54:34 power when you're so obsessed about
54:36 something. It holds the power of
54:38 achieving it. Right? That's why you can
54:40 see people who are obsessed with power,
54:43 money or or whatever, they are so
54:47 obsessed they they get to it eventually.
54:51 So what you're losing is something that
54:55 your shadow or you really value, really
55:00 want. That's why you're very upset about
55:02 it
55:03 here. At this time, it's like these
55:06 losses are hitting in the nerve. It's
55:10 like, ah, no, not this one. Not that
55:12 type of loss. Are you kidding me? Okay.
55:15 And you're like, oh, no, no, no, no. You
55:18 You don't touch that. That's mine. Are
55:21 you
55:22 crazy? That's the thing I'm seeing here.
55:25 That's why there's anger. It's
55:27 triggering
55:28 anger,
55:30 right? Okay, let's continue. How is it
55:33 helping you? And so we're seeing the
55:37 energy of how being obsessed about
55:40 something will definitely
55:43 uh allow you to get it because at least
55:46 that is the power that it holds. There's
55:49 that sort of energy that will get
55:53 anything no matter
55:55 what. Okay.
56:03 Justice. You can see here even the
56:07 king is riing with everyone because
56:11 that's the
56:12 truth. Perhaps you
56:15 are oh per maybe you were treated
56:18 unfairly. So that holding on seems to be
56:21 holding on to your rights like no matter
56:24 what happens this is my right. Nobody
56:28 takes my rights from you. Perhaps
56:31 um here it could be a wounded inner
56:34 child who
56:37 um had their rights taken from them one
56:40 way or the other. It could be a teacher.
56:42 It could be a parent. It could be an
56:44 older or even younger sibling who was
56:46 more
56:47 spoiled. Society being unfair. In any
56:50 case, there's something about no that's
56:53 not fair. I'm getting my rights. Ah,
56:57 this is a shadow that does not like to
57:00 be messed with when it comes to their
57:02 rights or what's right. Yeah, for sure.
57:07 You're able to fully recognize what's
57:10 wrong and that makes you
57:13 upset. And so, let's look at the
57:15 different perspective here. Let's
57:20 continue the moon
57:22 card. There is great empathy here. Do
57:25 you see how the dogs are
57:27 going and anger and uh everyone every
57:32 sort of animal
57:34 is
57:35 upset about how this figure is
57:46 ill. And so everything in your being,
57:50 your shadow has
57:54 um your shadow
57:56 has what's the
58:00 word? Well, the closest has
58:02 succeeded
58:04 to get a grip on every type
58:09 of power, decision making or anything in
58:13 your being like your mind, your
58:17 emotions, your body, you name it. It has
58:20 full control over everything.
58:25 um when it reaches that state of upset,
58:29 that's why everything in the weirdest
58:31 way suddenly becomes harmonious in
58:34 helping you reach that justice. And so
58:38 that's why you have a power here when
58:40 things are unfair or unjust. you're like
58:43 you fully get into that power because in
58:47 the shadowy way um this shadow was able
58:51 to harmonize everything to work for its
58:54 favor like your body your
58:56 emotions your your being your spiritual
58:59 energy everything is now moving in that
59:02 direction that will make sure you don't
59:05 stop until you get your rights back and
59:09 now kind of thing it's like no no we're
59:11 not joking here my rights come back to
59:15 me. So your shadow is
59:19 recognizing has super empathy for you
59:22 right now with regards to this sadness
59:25 or this loss and it will stop at nothing
59:29 before you get benefits right away right
59:32 under your nose. So that's what it means
59:33 bene your benefits greatly right
59:37 now.
59:39 Wow right now.
59:41 Okay. So, what is it guiding? Right. So,
59:45 that's what's going on and that's how
59:46 it's going to do it. How what is it
59:48 guiding you to do with this information?
59:50 Do what you want with this information.
59:53 What are you guided to do to use this
59:56 power? It's like your shadow saying,
59:58 "Hey, I have it all under
60:01 control. I'm I got this. I got this."
60:05 So, right. Yeah. Pretty friendly shadow
60:08 here.
60:09 Um what is your shadow guiding you to do
60:13 with this information or with this type
60:15 of
60:16 awareness and what type of opportunity
60:19 is it pointing towards? So first of all
60:22 what
60:26 opportunity what opportunity and what
60:29 are you guided to do with this
60:31 opportunity?
60:35 The opportunity
60:37 is the lovers. Look at that. This is a
60:41 very interesting lovers card. It looks
60:43 like they're not paying attention to
60:45 each other, but boy are they paying
60:47 attention to each other. There's
60:48 something about love here. Uh is this Do
60:51 you have a crush on someone or do you
60:54 like someone or something that could
60:57 be part of it or something? Or maybe you
61:02 really want something, but you're
61:05 pretending not to want it. Or it's the
61:07 other way around. Maybe your shadow is
61:09 showing you
61:11 that someone's pretending like they
61:14 don't want something from you, but they
61:18 do actually want something from you.
61:24 So there's the opportunity here seems to
61:27 be that um the outside is fooling you
61:32 here with this
61:33 losses. Maybe this is someone being
61:36 manipulative or the situation being
61:38 manipulative trying to convince you that
61:42 you're not important through these
61:44 losses when really they really want
61:46 something from you. So these losses are
61:49 just trying to convince you with
61:52 something. That's why your shadow is
61:54 recognizing that something is not just
61:56 here. Something is
62:00 manipulative. Okay, we're getting there.
62:03 What else is the opportunity? Definition
62:05 of the opportunity. King of Wands again.
62:08 Do you see how they attract attention?
62:12 It's
62:13 like
62:17 uh well at least I'm thinking
62:20 of a concert of Bohemian Rapsidy or
62:24 something. I don't know
62:26 why. I just imagined Freddy Mercury
62:30 standing there singing Bohemian Rapsidy.
62:33 I I don't know. But any any case, my
62:35 goodness, Freddy Mercury was like a
62:39 super charismatic figure. So there's
62:43 something about you holding strong power
62:47 with your charisma. Maybe someone or
62:51 something is pretending that you aren't,
62:55 but you are crazy. That's what I'm
62:58 seeing here.
63:00 someone here or a situation could be
63:03 your job. It could be something with
63:07 someone pretending like, man, not really
63:11 that drawn to you or I don't need
63:13 anything from you, but they really,
63:16 really, really are drawn to you and they
63:20 really need something from you and your
63:22 shadow's like, I can help you with that.
63:26 Okay, fine. We understand what this is
63:28 about. So, I'm just going to put it out
63:30 there out of the way so we have space.
63:34 Right. And finally, with the
63:36 opportunity, identifying the
63:39 opportunity, you've got the six of cups,
63:42 and it's someone in getting in touch
63:44 with their
63:46 childhood. Although they look like look
63:50 look although this person looks like a
63:52 grown adult, they're really a child at
63:56 heart in the six of cups. So this is
63:59 saying looks are
64:01 deceiving. Don't believe what someone or
64:05 others are showing you in this
64:08 particular situation of loss. Your
64:10 shadow absolutely recognizes it and it
64:14 angers them. Where are your cards?
64:15 Because
64:17 they they don't want you to they have
64:19 empathy for you with this situation and
64:22 they want to bring you justice. They're
64:25 like, "Oh, do we have everything to
64:28 control the situation and I'm going to
64:30 make it happen for you?" Oh, nice. Why
64:32 aren't they making it happen for you
64:35 then? Why is this a
64:38 message? Perhaps you they want you to
64:41 listen to their guidance so that you're
64:44 able
64:45 to make use of that. We'll find out
64:49 right now.
64:53 Why isn't pile number two making use of
64:56 that? Uh if this is what's going on, why
65:00 isn't their
65:02 shadow doing that
65:04 already? And how can you make use of
65:08 that? At least that's what we're seeing
65:10 here. We'll find this all out by asking
65:13 the question, how can you make use of
65:16 that? Which are which is what we wanted
65:18 with these cards anyway. So, how did you
65:21 how can you make use of the power within
65:24 your
65:27 shadow? Nine of
65:31 cups.
65:33 Oh, you see two types of two different
65:37 parties with this nine of
65:39 cups. Here you can see a party that here
65:45 you can see like a party that is proper
65:49 with it's like a black
65:52 tie sort of party while here it's like
65:57 very chaotic. My goodness. It's like uh
66:01 everything
66:04 that's extreme,
66:07 ghastly almost if not very
66:10 much. So
66:14 like yeah, I don't know what it's trying
66:17 to say. Like we see two extremes here
66:20 for
66:21 sure. How you can make use of it, we'll
66:25 find out.
66:27 Nine of cups is a card of being
66:28 emotionally
66:31 fulfilled. Is it inviting
66:35 you either to be
66:37 like to be either proper or it's
66:40 inviting
66:42 you
66:47 to connect to your wild
66:52 self. Uh connect to
66:57 ah that pathway opens if you connect to
67:02 maybe a form of inner fun that you're
67:05 not allowing yourself to connect to
67:07 because you want to be proper. I think
67:10 that's it. But it gives you fulfillment.
67:13 If you connect to that, you instantly
67:16 deal with that interesting card. It's
67:19 like it's great to be proper or do
67:24 things right. Maybe there's a value here
67:27 that is not allowing you to enjoy
67:30 something that you see as ghastly, but
67:34 maybe you have the right to enjoy it in
67:37 a in a in a way that resonates with you.
67:39 You don't have to like block it
67:40 altogether. I think that's what it's
67:42 trying to say. Like you have the right
67:44 to enjoy something. You don't have to
67:47 enjoy it in a way that disgusts you uh
67:50 or makes you feel like ah that's not me.
67:53 I wouldn't do that.
67:54 But you can you can enjoy it, fulfill it
67:57 with the nine of cups in a way that's
68:00 resonates with you or proper in the
68:02 right way for you. Right? So it's like
68:06 don't block yourself from enjoying
68:08 something just because you're defining
68:10 it to be in a specific way. You can
68:14 always do something in the right way.
68:16 Like for example,
68:18 um someone wants to go out and party for
68:22 a wild night, but they don't resonate
68:25 with a lot of the things that happen in
68:28 a wild night, depending on what what
68:31 wild is for that person. So instead of
68:35 like not doing something that they love,
68:37 they can either like do their own party
68:40 and invite people to like go wild to the
68:44 level that they feel is proper or they
68:46 can pick a place that doesn't go as wild
68:51 as um they are that doesn't resonate
68:55 with them or maybe they can refrain from
68:57 doing the things that they don't want to
69:01 do. Yeah. Just I'm just trying to
69:05 uh translate the energy here. There's
69:07 something
69:08 about something that could get you
69:11 fulfillment and joy, but you're so
69:13 restricting it. You know what uh hit my
69:17 mind now? It could be simpler than that.
69:20 It could be like maybe there's joy in
69:24 showing who you are. There's a there's
69:27 for example some people um don't show
69:31 off at all be exactly for that reason
69:35 because they're humble and they don't
69:37 find they they're self assured and they
69:40 don't need to show off right and so some
69:43 people take that to the extreme where
69:45 they don't stand in their light either
69:48 they don't uh enjoy also presenting
69:53 themselves properly. So in that way they
69:57 are not enjoying something that they
70:00 have the full right to do as long as
70:02 they are not trying to put anything
70:04 anyone down or anything right because
70:07 they're trying to be too proper. So here
70:10 that would be to yes enjoy telling
70:13 others about the accomplishments that
70:15 you've done or something amazing that
70:17 you've done. That's okay. And if anyone
70:20 doesn't like it then it's their problem.
70:22 But at the same time, you don't want to
70:23 go to the extreme and go, "Oh, look at
70:26 me." Right? There's definitely a balance
70:29 there. So there's something about your
70:31 shadow saying you can access my power
70:36 by enjoying something that really
70:40 enjoying something that you you're
70:42 really being too proper not enjoying.
70:45 But you don't also but you also don't
70:47 have to go to the extreme but just get
70:49 access to that inner child fun wild part
70:53 of you. Get access to it. You can do it
70:56 in a way that resonates with you. Don't
70:59 block the door. Not everything about me,
71:02 aka the shadow, is bad. So, enjoy what
71:07 you want to enjoy. And we're going to
71:09 get more guidance on how to do that, to
71:12 access the shadow. Perhaps that's why
71:14 you're not using that power because at
71:16 the end of the day, it's a choice with
71:18 the lovers card. You must choose to
71:23 align with that shadow or let that
71:25 shadow. And it's like you are so strong.
71:28 You're like, "Okay, that shadow has it
71:30 all, but I'm not allowing it in." So, if
71:32 you do enjoy it, you open that portal
71:35 and you can have control to the potency
71:37 that it comes out. Maybe that's
71:39 integration right there, you know? So,
71:43 interesting. Your shadow is actually
71:45 showing you how to integrate it. So,
71:47 you've got the nine of wands. Do you
71:49 see? You can be guarded and you can
71:52 control how much you allow in. There's
71:54 even like this electric fence at the
71:56 back.
71:58 You have full control. You've been
72:00 blocking this for so long. So, don't
72:02 worry. It's not like you're going to
72:04 open a window and it's all going to come
72:05 in. You have full control and you can
72:08 open it and close it as much as you
72:11 want. But just give some way for me to
72:16 to help you out here. And it's your
72:18 right to enjoy something. Don't block it
72:20 all together. H don't worry. You have
72:23 the right to you have the power here
72:26 over me. and how much you want out and
72:28 how much you want in. Okay. So, choose
72:32 your volume, I
72:34 guess, and how much you want to hear
72:37 your shadow or let it out.
72:39 The how amplified it
72:43 is. The Empress. Oh
72:48 my. This is the root
72:52 cause to the shadow with the Empress
72:55 here. That's why you have the Empress.
72:57 Look, the Empress is either abundance or
73:01 love or beauty. One of these things is
73:06 blocked in this pile. One of them is
73:10 blocked. And you're not able to enjoy
73:13 one of
73:14 them
73:17 because you're blocking it at the root.
73:20 You're not allowing that energy to rise
73:23 into your life like everything else.
73:26 You're totally blocking that sort of
73:28 enjoyment because you feel very strongly
73:30 about being proper in something in
73:34 particular because when you think about
73:36 the uh opposite, it's like full
73:39 something fully bad and it doesn't have
73:42 to be this or that. There's a place in
73:44 the middle and you're blocking it at the
73:46 root. It's like you're not coming out.
73:49 And with that type of blocking, it's
73:51 blocking your love life or your
73:54 abundance or your beauty, your
73:57 attractiveness, one of these or your
73:59 ability to create your
74:01 creativity. Right? So it is saying in
74:05 that case, stop blocking it. Just let it
74:09 out a little bit and see what plant
74:12 comes out. If you don't like it, you can
74:14 always block it back again. You have the
74:16 power here. Allow a little bit of
74:21 it. 10 of
74:26 Wands. These This card is showing how
74:29 these insects are working hard and it's
74:34 heavy. See that they're working hard and
74:37 it's heavy. And it's like your shadow is
74:40 saying if you continue to work alone and
74:44 not enjoy, it's only work, work, work,
74:46 do the right thing, do the right thing,
74:49 do the right thing. It doesn't have to
74:50 be work, but it's like if you continue
74:53 to be like super proper, it's going to
74:56 weigh heavy on you and it's going to
74:58 explode at some point. If you don't take
75:00 care of it now, at some point this is
75:03 going to be so heavy. You're going to
75:05 drop all of this proper and it's going
75:06 to turn into the opposite energy, the
75:09 very thing you don't want. And if it
75:11 goes there, you might like have to um
75:14 develop new shadows like new split that
75:17 could lead to guilt, shame, uh selfhate
75:21 even and many other things. So 10 of
75:26 wands is saying this is at its heaviest
75:28 now.
75:29 You must open that door a little bit.
75:33 And if you integrate me, it's like, hey,
75:35 I'm not your enemy. Just integrate me,
75:38 you'll have this power for you to use
75:40 whenever you want.
75:43 So there is so maybe the your outer
75:48 world has to do with ignoring so much
75:53 and not showing you uh how much you're
75:57 desired in whatever the situation is.
75:59 Business, love, attractiveness, whatever
76:02 this is, although you've got it here
76:06 because you're being too proper. And the
76:09 only way to access this power is to give
76:12 just a little bit
76:14 way. In case you're asking, how do you
76:17 give a little bit of way for your shadow
76:22 or for that enjoyment to come out in a
76:24 way that resonates with
76:25 you? I've got two cards to answer that
76:28 question. And that would absolutely
76:30 three cards that would absolutely finish
76:33 your reading to treat that with wisdom.
76:36 to treat this shadow with wisdom. This
76:39 way you integrate it. This way it helps
76:41 you in this very
76:43 situation. So how are you guided to open
76:48 up a little bit just enough for it to be
76:50 proper for you but also enjoyable? How
76:54 are you guided to open
76:57 up? Ace of swords is through the mind
77:00 and nothing will open up until you
77:04 present that idea to yourself like make
77:06 new rules. Say when this happen I can do
77:09 this and I can do it this way. That's
77:12 what's comfortable for me. When that
77:14 arises I can do it like this but I don't
77:17 have to do that. So there's conversation
77:20 here. There's uh being aware of what you
77:24 like. Yeah. This is like all of these
77:26 clouds. You want to become aware. Ask
77:28 yourself questions like why? What is it
77:31 that I'm not enjoying? Why? What do I
77:34 think is particularly bad about what I'm
77:37 not enjoying? How can I enjoy it in a
77:40 way that resonates with me? So clarity,
77:42 clarity, clarity all the way. That's the
77:45 focus here. Bring clarity to this
77:47 situation. It will give you that safety
77:50 to open up that door in the right amount
77:53 that you feel good in. So that the next
77:56 time when this situation occurs, you're
77:58 aware and you're able to deal with it
78:01 well cuz you you've allowed yourself to
78:05 behave in a way that you enjoy whenever
78:07 this
78:10 arises. Knight of Pentacles. Your shadow
78:13 is saying that door doesn't open up
78:15 quickly. It takes time. enjoy the ride,
78:18 you know,
78:20 um, open up a situation for yourself.
78:23 Allow yourself to enjoy it there. And
78:25 when it comes around, you're going to
78:28 enjoy it. When it when it comes around
78:30 again, you're going to enjoy it. When it
78:31 comes around, you're going to enjoy it.
78:33 And then you go, "Oh, I'm enjoying that.
78:35 Let's open another opportunity to enjoy
78:38 something else around it." And so you
78:41 can little by little with the Knight of
78:44 Pentacles, you don't have to open it all
78:45 right away, but the more you're aware,
78:48 you can go, "Oh, next time that I I
78:50 could have enjoyed that. The next time
78:51 it happens, I'm going to enjoy it. So
78:53 the next time it it happens, you enjoy
78:56 it." And then you notice something else.
78:57 And you say, "Oh, I could have enjoyed
78:59 that. The next time it happens, I'm
79:02 going to enjoy it." So take it slow.
79:04 Your shadow saying, "No rush there. Take
79:06 it slow and notice
79:10 things. Find the clarity. That's half of
79:12 the cure. The other half is that when it
79:14 comes around the next time, you start
79:18 enjoying
79:19 it.
79:21 Okay. And five of swords is winning over
79:25 it. It's saying
79:28 that repetition because it's a
79:31 merrygoround
79:32 repetition and becoming aware and
79:35 repeating and becoming aware and
79:36 repeating and so on is what will help
79:40 you overcome that strictness, that
79:44 extreme
79:45 strictness and it will liberate you and
79:48 it will allow you to open just enough
79:51 where you know is right. That's shadow
79:53 integration right there. This is not
79:54 just your shadow helping you. This is
79:57 also shadow integration and it's
79:59 allowing you to finally enjoy something
80:01 in life that you may have not been able
80:04 to enjoy for so long. It could
80:06 be your ability to shine and be desired
80:11 and loved and have fun. That could be it
80:14 if we look at these three cards, but not
80:15 necessarily
80:17 um it could be your ability to shine and
80:20 be able to have the power to get what
80:23 you want and enjoy it and so
80:25 on, but you have a friendly shadow there
80:28 that's ready to help you. And if it's
80:30 has everything in control and you allow
80:33 it to come out, then you have everything
80:36 under control. Uh and yeah, it's like
80:40 that opportunity is right under your
80:42 nose. everything is ready. Just open the
80:43 door a little bit and we become one. One
80:46 team, one power and you'll be able to
80:50 truly enjoy what you've always wanted to
80:53 enjoy. And yeah, that's a different
80:57 perspective. That's exactly what I see,
80:59 my dear pile number two. Very
81:01 interesting reading. I wish you the best
81:03 of luck. And if you've enjoyed your
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81:11 my dear pile number two, I'll catch you
81:14 in the next
81:16 reading.
81:23 Bye. Hi, pile number three. Welcome to
81:27 your reading. Today, we're taking a look
81:29 at a surprise that your shadow has for
81:32 you. And these are the decks that I'll
81:34 be using for your reading today. If
81:37 you're interested in knowing the names
81:38 of any of them, as always, you'll find
81:40 that I list them down below in the
81:43 description box for you guys. But
81:46 really, three cards from this deck. I'll
81:49 just follow along. Uh, very quickly, let
81:52 me introduce your pile to you. Your
81:54 crystal is the beautiful red jasper
81:57 point. Your significator card is the
82:00 watch with the key words observe
82:04 carefully, caution, slow down, take your
82:07 time. And if you've picked your pile
82:10 using your zodiac signs, then in that
82:12 case, the signs for this pile are
82:14 Sagittarius, Capricorn, Cancer, as well
82:18 as Aquarius. Welcome to your reading. If
82:20 these are not your signs, uh please
82:23 don't worry about it. It's just another
82:24 way for others to pick their piles as
82:26 well. All right, let's get straight into
82:29 it. And you've got three cards from this
82:31 deck and two from this one.
82:35 Right, so you've got accept what is the
82:40 act of acceptance will bring
82:44 peace. All
82:49 right, you've got disappointment is not
82:52 the end.
82:54 There is hope even in the darkest of
82:58 nights. Something is heavy here. And
83:01 there's something about accepting it.
83:04 But accepting it does not mean that it's
83:07 it's the end,
83:09 right? That there is hope even in the
83:12 darkest of nights nights. First of all,
83:16 my heart is with you my dear pile number
83:18 three with regards to this heaviness
83:21 that you're going through.
83:24 I'm very sorry for that. Um, and it
83:28 looks like first and foremost, your
83:30 shadow is saying, uh, don't worry, even
83:34 at its darkest, it's not
83:39 dark. There's hope even in the darkest
83:41 of nights. So, first off, I'm seeing
83:44 acceptance, but accepting doesn't mean
83:47 that it's the end. It's just accepting
83:49 it for now. And you also have the card
83:54 pull yourself close. This is the most
83:57 time you want to harbor
83:58 yourself. Every part of your being
84:02 deserving of love. So sweet. Very
84:08 wise. Okay. Very wise shadow I must
84:14 say. You've got the inagram frustration.
84:18 It's under the uh category of
84:20 disintegration. How fitting. This is a
84:22 shadow reading. And the key words here
84:25 are lesson giver, restriction, nitpick,
84:29 critical, impatient, and resentment.
84:31 Right? So, there's a lot of frustration
84:34 when it comes to a particular situation
84:36 in your
84:37 life. And you've
84:40 got inhale
84:42 permission, exhale relief.
84:50 And that's how you take care of yourself
84:54 here. Inhale
84:56 permission. Exhale
85:00 relief. Yeah. Give yourself permission
85:02 to feel
85:03 frustrated to don't uh um what's the
85:08 word? Don't criticize
85:11 yourself. It's the time where you don't
85:13 want to criticize yourself. You really
85:15 want to hold yourself uh and just re uh
85:21 release it all. Feel the relief for now.
85:24 That's all you got to do is to take care
85:27 of yourself. We're still going to find
85:29 out what the surprise is, but I'm
85:32 honoring exactly what your shadow wants
85:34 to show you in the order that it wants
85:36 to show
85:38 you. Right? What if I know, forget about
85:42 this. What if you can't see your cards
85:45 properly? Glad thing I've
85:48 looked at the
85:51 camera. Right, I'll adjust this and I'll
85:54 be back.
85:56 Okay, you've got
86:02 explore and you've got
86:06 knowledge, right?
86:12 Let's take a look at your tarot cards.
86:18 So, wow, you've got the tower card in a
86:22 shadow reading. I would say this is
86:24 talking about either a trigger or
86:26 enlightenment. We'll find out together
86:30 in a moment. Could be enlightenment
86:32 because of the magnifying glass and the
86:35 light here, but we'll wait.
86:38 You've got the three of
86:42 pentacles in the background of the three
86:44 of
86:49 cups, the knight of
86:56 swords, you've got the knight of
86:59 pentacles. Two
87:02 knights. Knights are messengers. Maybe
87:06 your shadow wants to give you two
87:08 surprises, two big
87:11 messages. One is a surprise with the
87:14 Knight of Swords. One is will will allow
87:17 you to move forward. So, we've got two
87:19 messages here,
87:22 right? And this one I'll place here.
87:25 It's the fool card is the fool and the
87:28 devil
87:30 card. All right. Now, the the these
87:34 exact two cards popped up in pile number
87:37 two. I would say if you were drawn to
87:38 pile number two, I highly recommend it.
87:41 And let's pull out
87:43 these as well as this one. These seem to
87:46 want to come out as well as that
87:50 one.
87:55 Okay. What are we seeing here? It it
87:59 looks
88:00 like something is fracturing here. First
88:04 of
88:06 all, you seem to be going through a
88:09 difficulty and first of all your shadow
88:12 wants to deliver a message.
88:15 It is saying don't continue to be uh
88:20 frustrated
88:22 because if you are not
88:27 cautious you could be creating a
88:31 fracture a fracture in your shadow
88:35 fracture in yourself.
88:37 um
88:39 meaning more shadow or
88:43 uh something within you a split within
88:47 your self-image or
88:51 yourself. So your shadow is
88:54 saying like yeah causing more shadow is
88:57 what I'm trying to say quickly
89:00 especially with the knight of swords
89:03 quickly making a a split even bigger
89:07 causing creaking havoc with the
89:10 tower. So what you want to do now in a
89:13 particular situation that you're going
89:15 through that you feel very frustrated
89:16 about it's very dark at the moment. This
89:20 is the most time that you want to pull
89:23 yourself together rather than create
89:26 this fracture that we're seeing
89:29 here. And
89:31 so your shadow is saying
89:36 uh this is the most time that you want
89:39 to take care of yourself and that is by
89:42 first and foremost accepting the
89:45 situation for what it is. I kind of feel
89:47 here with the three of the background of
89:50 the three of cups and this coin breaking
89:53 into pieces. I feel like um if you don't
89:57 take good care of yourself at the
89:59 moment, you are further fracturing
90:01 yourself causing more slipping of the
90:05 splitting of the
90:08 shadow. And if you don't you're not
90:11 careful by time uh something small will
90:15 become something
90:17 big which may lead
90:20 to bad emotions. It could lead to mental
90:24 illness. It could lead to physical
90:26 illness. It could lead to many things.
90:28 I'm not a professional. This is just
90:30 reading your tarot cards. Always consult
90:32 a professional.
90:34 So this is the most time your shadow is
90:37 talking about how you want to harbor
90:39 yourself. This is the most time despite
90:42 of what's going on on the outside. You
90:44 don't want to blame yourself. You don't
90:45 want to um be angry maybe at yourself.
90:48 Your inner child really needs you. Now
90:53 this is the time you want to harbor
90:55 yourself. You want to give yourself love
90:58 and speak to yourself in a way that
91:01 you wish with the three of cups in the
91:04 background and the three of pentacles
91:06 which is collaboration which you wish um
91:10 others would collaborate and take care
91:14 of you. You know three of cups is
91:15 community. Be your own community at the
91:18 moment and it can't begin without you
91:21 accepting what's happening.
91:25 Now, we'll get to the surprise message,
91:26 but that's the first message that your
91:29 shadow wants to deliver to you.
91:30 Remember, we said two messages, one
91:33 surprising, but one very important with
91:36 the Knight of Pentacles in the long run,
91:39 moving forward, and that's the first
91:41 thing I'm picking up.
91:46 Now, since the knight of swords is the
91:48 fastest knight in the deck and you have
91:52 time here, which says slow down, there's
91:55 something about how if you take your
91:59 time, slow down, something is going to
92:03 move
92:05 fast, a transformation with the death
92:08 figure, perhaps a transformation in the
92:10 situation that you are
92:12 in. And there's something about if you
92:15 stop and take the time to take care of
92:19 yourself, this situation will transform
92:22 for you and it will move quickly. So if
92:25 you're worried about the fact that you
92:28 need to
92:28 rush maybe to save yourself from this
92:31 situation or something, your shadow is
92:33 saying slow down, take your good time to
92:36 take care of yourself and your inner
92:38 child. And it's giving you knowledge
92:40 here. Your
92:43 intuition. Perhaps your shadow is
92:45 connected to your intuition. Perhaps
92:47 your shadow um is the reason you're
92:52 highly psychic in one way or the other,
92:55 highly spiritual, and it's giving you
92:57 knowledge under
92:59 understanding that if you stop and take
93:03 care of
93:04 yourself very well, this whole situation
93:08 is going to change to your favor and
93:10 it's going to move quickly. So, don't be
93:13 afraid to stop and take care of
93:16 yourself. Don't worry. The feelings of
93:19 frustration and disappointment you're
93:21 going through, that's not the end of
93:23 this situation. That's things are going
93:27 to change massively for you.
93:31 There is a new beginning
93:33 amongst the chaos and um the toxicity or
93:38 the scary situation with the devil card
93:41 that you are experiencing it. The
93:43 darkness that you are experiencing at
93:45 the
93:46 moment. Your shadow is highly
93:49 psychic. Highly psychic shadow. It's
93:53 almost like when you are triggered, you
93:57 become super psychic. You become super
94:00 spiritual and your
94:02 shadow can see
94:05 beyond it. It can see what you can't
94:08 see. It has access to knowledge. These
94:10 could be the accashic records. These
94:13 could be seeing what the naked eye can't
94:17 see. It is seeing good great luck is all
94:20 I'm trying to say. Um yeah, your shadow
94:24 is able to see beyond the veil through
94:26 the looking glass.
94:29 And it is showing you that things
94:33 are completely transformed and you
94:36 you've crossed to the other side in your
94:38 future. And so for now, this is the time
94:42 to take good care of you. And so the
94:45 surprise here is your is how your shadow
94:49 has access to the future, has access to
94:53 showing you how things are going to
94:55 transform
94:56 fast. And the surprise is that your
95:00 shadow is saying take care of yourself.
95:03 Now if you take care of
95:07 yourself that leads to integration,
95:11 personal integration, integration with
95:13 you and your shadow. If you don't, that
95:15 leads to further fracture of the
95:19 shadow of the
95:21 self. Very interesting. What is your
95:24 shadow seeing in your
95:28 future? Eight of pentacles in the
95:31 background of the eight of cups. You're
95:33 going to walk away from this situation
95:36 you're in and your path is going to be
95:38 filled with opportunities,
95:42 abundance. What else is it showing you
95:45 in the future from your accashic records
95:47 that it can't that it can see and is
95:50 giving you a glimpse
95:52 at? the hermit and that's the chariot
95:56 tea.
96:06 Um what is it showing?
96:09 Movement although slow. Oh, it is
96:14 showing you that you can go on this path
96:17 alone. You don't need anyone. That's why
96:19 you want to take care of yourself. And
96:21 although you will be you feel greatly
96:25 hit, you will be able to find your way,
96:29 which is the hermit. And you will be
96:31 able to move. That's the chariot.
96:33 Although you're greatly hit and
96:38 um a and you
96:40 feel pain. You feel great pain. Maybe
96:45 even hit behind your back like maybe you
96:47 feel like betrayed.
96:50 uh you will still find your way and you
96:53 will still be able to move forward. So
96:56 nothing is hindering you. There's
96:58 movement in your reading. There's
96:59 something about you be able to move
97:01 despite all of that. Move forward that
97:05 is
97:07 admirable. Very
97:11 impressive. You've got the Knight of
97:13 Wands. You will be able to move until
97:16 you've healed and able to move quickly.
97:19 Knight of Wands is one of the fastest
97:21 knights in the deck. So maybe you'll be
97:25 a you'll be moving slowly. And despite
97:27 the fact that it's slow, opportunities
97:29 are everywhere surrounding you until you
97:33 heal from this slowness and you find
97:35 yourself moving quickly. That will
97:38 happen when you change your inner world.
97:40 That's why there is a focus on the inner
97:42 world. Why am I saying that? This is the
97:44 magician and the knight of wands. As you
97:46 know, the magician card is all about as
97:49 within, so without. And so here, the
97:53 more you take care of your inner world,
97:55 stop to take time to take care of your
97:57 inner world, the faster you're going to
98:00 be moving on your path. And so this is
98:03 what your shadow is predicting. You'll
98:06 despite the hits, despite the darkness,
98:09 you'll be able to move out, albeit
98:12 slowly in the beginning before you find
98:14 yourself moving quickly. And that will
98:16 all depend on how much you take care of
98:19 your inner
98:22 world. There's a new beginning that's
98:25 arising from this darkness.
98:31 It's as if you were be being pushed out
98:33 of the danger a wrong foundation to
98:37 start properly a new
98:41 one. Oh, I heard you shall rise in my
98:45 mind. You shall
98:48 rise. You shall
98:50 rise. And there's a massive
98:53 transformation to the self if you stop
98:57 and take the time to take care of
98:59 yourself. Right? So, we know that taking
99:02 care of yourself, which changes
99:04 everything here for you,
99:07 um is the most important thing that your
99:09 shadow wants to show you. It's giving
99:11 you a huge peak into your future and how
99:13 lucky you're going to be.
99:15 Since that's the
99:17 message, pull yourself
99:19 close, take a good look at yourself,
99:22 nurture yourself. Like your whole focus
99:24 should be on yourself. Now, let's see
99:27 how your shadow is guiding you to take
99:29 care of
99:36 yourself. You've got the
99:39 emperor. You need to regain your power
99:42 back. There's an empty seat waiting for
99:44 you. That's the chariot. So things move
99:49 as you gain your power. Look, I want to
99:53 tell you
99:55 something. Energy is neither created nor
99:59 destroyed. We all have
100:01 energy. And
100:03 um depending and and and what in us what
100:11 um directs this energy is your mind.
100:15 specifically your focus. That's why your
100:18 shadow is saying focus on you. And so
100:20 energy is
100:21 there. Where it's going to go depends on
100:24 what you're focusing on. Like for
100:26 example, you're focusing on trouble
100:28 equals more trouble. You're focusing on
100:30 anger equals more anger. You're focusing
100:33 on frustration equals more frustration.
100:36 That's how you are directing the energy.
100:39 And so when you put your focus on you,
100:43 that's where the energy is going. And
100:46 thus you regain your power. And that is
100:49 why your shadow is so focused on a new
100:52 you with the fool
100:54 card by redirecting the energy that's
100:57 already
100:58 there towards you. That's why you want
101:02 to stop and and focus on yourself. And
101:05 when you do that, things start moving
101:07 automatically very quickly for you
101:09 because that's the direction of the
101:12 energy. So,
101:16 uh what were we? Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
101:17 We were talking about how you were how
101:20 are you guided to take care of yourself.
101:22 So, right to stop no movement. Just
101:26 focus on you. Whether this is just focus
101:30 on how you feel. Just focusing on you.
101:33 Focus on nurturing yourself. Focus on
101:36 taking care of yourself. Sometimes you
101:38 just want to like leave it all. Go out
101:41 for a walk. Just take care of you.
101:43 Sometimes it's so heavy you just want to
101:46 drop it and go. Can I tell you something
101:48 about my grandfather?
101:50 My grandfather in the hardest of times
101:54 would say the same thing to my mom as he
101:57 would say the same thing to me when
101:59 things seem like it's totally out of
102:02 your control. My grandfather would
102:06 always say just go to bed, go to sleep.
102:09 It's all going to be okay. Don't worry
102:11 about it. And no matter how much even
102:13 when my mom would say, but she would
102:15 always recall saying these stories, but
102:18 how could it be okay? Don't you know
102:20 this is happening and that's happening?
102:22 When things are out of control, my
102:24 grandfather would just say, "Sweetheart,
102:26 just go to sleep. It's out of your
102:29 control now. You're going to he would
102:31 always say, "You're going to wake up and
102:33 it's going to be good." And every single
102:36 time he said that, it would all turn out
102:40 to be okay. And so when I went to him
102:44 and I would say, "I don't know what to
102:45 do with this and this and that." he
102:48 would say, "Just let it go. It's going
102:50 to it's going to go." Okay. The analogy
102:54 that he used,
102:57 um, I can't remember. It's something
103:00 that has to do with the fire and the
103:03 rubble. Let me try calling my mom. Hold
103:06 on. I couldn't get to her. There's
103:08 something about you sleep as the fire is
103:12 raging. You wake up and it's all calm
103:14 and the air is clear. Something like
103:16 that. He he would always repeat that.
103:19 So,
103:21 and every time, and it's the same with
103:24 me, every time my mom would think, you
103:27 know, that doesn't make sense, it would
103:29 still happen. Every time he told me
103:31 that, I would have a heavy heart and I
103:33 wouldn't believe it. I'd go to bed, I'd
103:36 wake up, things are clear. I don't know
103:39 what's uh that perhaps it's that calm he
103:42 focused on. But what I'm trying to tell
103:46 you is
103:48 um it's sometimes things can go and feel
103:52 like it's full of rage. The fire is
103:55 everywhere. And sometimes what you just
103:57 want to do is drop everything. If it's
104:00 out of your control, just let it go. Go
104:03 have a walk, you know, watch your
104:05 favorite show, go sleep, just just take
104:09 care of you. And uh things do change.
104:14 It's crazy and you're probably listening
104:16 to me feeling the same way I felt when I
104:18 listened to my grandfather. But try it
104:21 out. When it's out of your control, just
104:24 let it go and see what happens. All
104:26 right. So, here there's the message of
104:29 just take very good care of you.
104:32 Redirect your focus and your energy onto
104:35 you. That will give you power. And don't
104:37 move until you get you regain that
104:40 power.
104:43 There you go. Oh my god. You've got the
104:46 background of the four of swords which
104:47 is a card of rest. It's exactly it's
104:50 like my grandfather is advising you guys
104:53 now. May he rest in peace. So there's
104:56 something about healing and resting
104:58 here. Just rest, take good care of you
105:01 and just drop it for now. Exactly what
105:04 we're
105:08 seeing. Oh, two cards.
105:12 You've got the three of wands. Exactly
105:16 that advice and the judgment card being
105:20 awakened. So yeah, focus just focus on
105:23 you rest until you heal which you will.
105:26 And three of wands is launching. You'll
105:29 find that you are uh
105:32 awakened and it might get so good that
105:36 you could celebrate the very thing you
105:39 didn't like and it might be taking you
105:42 towards something you desire because the
105:45 devil card also has a light side which
105:48 is desire depending on how on the
105:50 reading of course but it has it could be
105:53 a card of desire whether it's desire
105:55 towards something in the shadow or
105:57 something that that you desire. Desire
105:59 is
106:00 fine. So it is going to take you launch
106:04 you off towards something that you
106:06 desire. And we can see here that
106:08 although it this situation looks like
106:11 it's pushing you out of something great,
106:14 ultimately it's taking you uh to a place
106:18 that you want that you desire that you
106:20 will really welcome and love.
106:23 So be patient and uh that can only
106:28 happen and that's the access to
106:30 knowledge that your shadow has that is
106:31 trying to show you that uh it's taking
106:35 you there by time and how fast it
106:38 depends on how much you take care of
106:40 yourself and here you don't really need
106:42 to do much about where you're going. All
106:46 you need to do is take care of you. And
106:48 that's what I keep seeing in your
106:51 reading that your shadow wants to show
106:53 you. And you will really be surprised
106:55 and how what you desire and want shows
106:58 up in your
107:01 life. What else is your shadow
107:05 seeing? That's your guidance. What else
107:07 is it
107:09 seeing? Strength.
107:12 You got the Empress here who can't get
107:15 access to something. Imagine the Empress
107:17 begging when she's the Empress. She's
107:20 the card of
107:22 um abundance and
107:25 luxury. The High Priestess with the Star
107:31 figure internal. High Priestess is going
107:34 inwards. So, this is healing inner
107:37 child.
107:40 Oo, look at that. This is the nine of
107:45 wands and it has the background of the
107:48 nine of pentacles. Nine of pentacles is
107:50 a great wish fulfillment especially also
107:53 um fulfillment of resources or
107:56 fulfillment of something that you really
107:58 desire which we have here. So your
108:02 shadow is basically saying what you
108:04 can't see with the high priestess is
108:07 that healing your inner child which is
108:10 super needed at the
108:12 moment will give you access to your
108:17 strength. When you have access to your
108:19 strength, you will no longer be begging
108:22 for something that comes to you easily
108:26 and it comes to you abundantly.
108:31 with the Empress. This could be love.
108:33 This could be abundance. This could be
108:36 uh beauty, attractiveness. This could be
108:39 your capability of gaining access to
108:41 your creativity or your ability to
108:44 create
108:46 something. And so long as you're in your
108:49 energy of
108:51 frustration, you'll be begging for it.
108:55 And you don't need to beg for something
108:58 that's already yours. What you want to
109:01 do is regain your power,
109:04 strength. Once you have your strength,
109:06 it comes to you very easily. That
109:10 block, nine of wands, that block drops
109:16 and you easily have access to it. It's
109:19 funny how sometimes some thing in our
109:23 lives, some things in our lives we have
109:26 zero access to and how at other points
109:29 of our lives it's the easiest thing to
109:32 have access to. How many times did this
109:34 happen in our lives? There are many
109:37 things where we once thought that would
109:39 be impossible or can't have that. If you
109:43 look back in retrospect, there are some
109:46 things that you have now in your life
109:48 that you're enjoying or just there and
109:50 you may not even be paying attention to
109:52 them that used to be absolutely
109:55 impossible for you. And if you look at
109:58 it spiritually, this means that you must
110:01 have without realizing worked on
110:04 something, changed your mindset with
110:06 regards to something, took care of
110:07 yourself in one way or the other, and
110:09 now you have it. It's your normal thing.
110:12 It's your everyday thing. And maybe if
110:14 you have people meeting you from the
110:16 past, they'll go, "Oh, you have that now
110:18 or you're like that now or you do that
110:22 now." Depending on each one listening to
110:24 the reading, and you go, "Oh, yeah.
110:26 Yeah, I've had that for a long time or
110:29 I've been like that for a long time or
110:31 did that a long time ago." And it's just
110:34 your normal life. You're the one
110:36 startled at how they they're like from
110:39 way back they're talking about something
110:42 in the past. So it's that similar thing.
110:45 What you desire
110:47 today in the darkest of times will be
110:51 your
110:52 everyday normal thing. And your shadow
110:55 is giving you access to spiritual
110:57 knowledge on how to gain access to this
111:00 great luck. All you really want to do is
111:03 not worry about the outside for now. Let
111:05 the fire be in its rage. If things are
111:09 completely out of control, just let it
111:11 be. Take good care of yourself. Do the
111:14 things you love. Drop it just for now.
111:18 Enjoy these times, as crazy as this may
111:22 sound. Take a
111:24 breather. Focus on yourself. And you
111:27 will be surprised to see how that focus
111:30 redirects energy, gives you power that
111:32 instantly gives you access to that which
111:35 you are desiring.
111:37 Sometimes something may be taken from us
111:40 that may seem like this one pentacle
111:43 like it's everything. How can you just
111:45 take it from me and split it? only to
111:49 see that what we've held on to for so
111:52 long was so little in comparison to the
111:55 abundance that we can have
111:58 instead. And thus your shadow is saying
112:01 don't beg for
112:03 little. Take care of you and get what
112:07 you
112:09 deserve. Put most of your focus, if not
112:12 all of your focus on you at this point
112:15 of your life. And it's showing you
112:17 gaining access to your aashic records.
112:19 It's showing you behind the veil how
112:22 there's so much of what you desire in
112:24 your
112:25 future. And it comes easily without the
112:28 begging, without the pushing, without
112:31 the trying to get access, without this
112:33 frustration. And the frustration is what
112:36 needs to heal here. And that comes
112:38 through acceptance of what is the
112:41 situation right now. taking good care of
112:44 yourself and knowing that there's great
112:46 things to come which is a vital element
112:48 in your reading and that's why your
112:50 shadow is giving you access to that the
112:53 in the knowing that it's going to be
112:56 great. I would say give it as much time
113:00 as it needs. But really your shadow is
113:04 saying the speed at which this happens
113:07 totally depends on how much you invest
113:12 today in harboring your inner child,
113:15 taking care of maybe your self-image or
113:17 yourself, taking care of how you feel.
113:21 Exhale relief. What sort of permissions
113:24 are you going to give it to yourself?
113:25 Yeah, good question. What permission? I
113:28 wondered about that from the beginning.
113:30 What permission is your shadow
113:33 um guiding you to
113:37 take? Eight of swords and eight of
113:39 wands. Something stuck that you want to
113:41 liberate and free. Limiting
113:44 beliefs. Permission to think in a
113:46 particular way. permission to to relax,
113:50 not to hold on and be stuck
113:54 um in your mind like stuck in the fear,
113:56 stuck that you have to do something.
113:58 It's something uh like my grandfather
114:01 used to say. It's the same thing is is
114:05 release the situation. Exactly that.
114:07 Eight of swords background, eight of
114:09 wands is moving quickly. Eight of swords
114:11 is being stuck. It's like let it go.
114:13 Inhale permission to let it go to Yeah.
114:17 to let it go, to sort of pretend like
114:20 it's not there because really right now
114:24 the full power is it's not in your hands
114:26 at the moment. It's out of your control
114:28 for the moment and to to so inhale
114:31 permission to to release the situation.
114:33 Let it go and then because of that
114:36 exhale relief
114:38 go just take care of yourself basically
114:41 is exactly what I'm seeing as your
114:44 message from your shadow. The surprise
114:47 is what's to come. It has access to your
114:51 future. It's letting you know you're
114:53 going to be given great luck and it's
114:56 you're going to give it yourself by
114:57 shifting the focus inwards. That gives
115:01 you the power to easily gain access to
115:04 it. And my dear pile number three, this
115:06 is exactly what I see in your reading. I
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