meat mogul yeah that's the new name man

meat mogul meat belly me yeah

caller Billy Billy how close do you feel

like you are to that man 20 23 25 some

[ __ ] like that I believe it's possible

I saw you post the other day he was like

yo when I hit that 100 million I'm gonna

put it on the ground and my post day I

don't let people see how that look like

nobody never showed me how I look when I

was poorest lying I had dreams of

aspirations today as I got on the music

and [ __ ] like that I used to thing like

a million dollars this was like the

world even 100 million dollars some

people don't in the world but so where

we come from it's like extreme wealth

from the levels that poverty we come

from I like everything you doing man it

feel like you've really really found

your purpose yeah you know you let me

have a bunch of records just now like

how much does your new music reflect

what you stand for right now it always

been mixed up like that just I was

talking a whole one time you just like I

heard on your last I'm like it's not

what you says how you say certain things

like you know you might hear hoping them

pop some [ __ ] and a rat I forgot what he

said some [ __ ] that was like do it

through a hands-free some [ __ ] like that

I still don't know what that is you say

you get you touch to a hands-free you

know I mean it's the way he said it the

way I would have said oh yeah put a

check on checker in your head like this

is different ways like how you create

you deliver art and you deliver people

when you get to certain levels and

you're growing and you trying to reach

the masses so I think this year I got a

good advice I 32 grown a little bit so

you know it's kicking it that comes with

experience in education alright yeah

yeah getting education from great is one

of the greatest rappers what a greatest

rap in my book you getting a class get

information straight from him as

experiences that I went through at his

age yeah I wonder what you act on your

first album dreams in nightmares you had

a song called traumatized

yeah putting on your Championships out

of a Grammy nominated by the way you got

a song called trauma

yeah so have you changed mentally from

the time you wrote the first song to the

to the second uh the first one like the

first song I trauma I'm I'm sick I'm in

a hurry

I got it the hood mentality you know I

mean I kill anybody I'll do anything

just for the dumbest reasons and my mind

traumatized him talking about my killer

God I killed my dad

me now I don't know if I'd be able to

see you and control my emotion somebody

killed my father but me I don't even

think about [ __ ] like that no more I

think time is everything all right ain't

no my agenda to do but as a 18 year old

kid 19 years old probably when I wrote

that rap that was my mind frame that was

what I was feeling so I think over like

growth and [ __ ] like that changes is

this different situations me probably

had traumatized when I was doing that

when I was thinking that way I still was

being in the hood I was still around

murder still could've got murdered any

day being in them environments being

paranoid trying to protect yourself

being around definite like that I'm in

and out to hurt kind of a little more

for the last few years so I don't had

the same type of mentality fully but

it's still there

you think you've done anything to like

try to deal with that trauma yeah I've

been smoking weed all honey friends I've

been murdered and [ __ ] when we lay down

in the bed

we got a smoke son and take a benadryl

son you start thinking about tending

your homies that got killed last year so

it'd be like a low yeah I smoked I used

to I used to take perks when I was

talking about on your show yeah yeah

yeah I just take perks and [ __ ] like

that but all that came from like a

balance ed Dillon was [ __ ] like that

I like we just didn't got a kid out of

jail well not got him out of jail

the Philadelphia's public defender's

office got him out of jail and we

supported it and uh he went to jail for

not having 1900 basically like you got

judging the [ __ ] that send kids to jail

for like a child support yeah what

that's just one thing you know you get

sent to jail for taking percocets off a

smoking weed but me from experience of

living in the hood

I know these young kids that's coming

this courtroom they've shot at by police

they brothers got murdered in front of

the moms in front of the feast Oh what

types of raw [ __ ] they've been through

Friday the 13th birthday you unlock them

up for smoking weed that night cuz

they're going but choppa scribing this

[ __ ] the soldiers and Santa's medicine

you know Santa's this is what was my

point I was making I love you know bud

you know how to deal with the trauma but

you can't just you can't get a kid like just

just

drugs all right giving them them telling

you with I was gay I'm talking about

heaven 2030 homies and [ __ ]

being rich coming from poverty and

growing so far away from your people

when there's so many things you got cut

people up you got a deal with people

being famous or that you got act like

you happy if I go to a family cookout I

tell my friend I'm not trying to talk to

110 people at one time because if I was

famous I didn't used to talk to people

at a time so I would be faked coming to

a family event and just trying to cater

to everybody because I'm a celebrity

that's the type [ __ ] that make people

like the press go to [ __ ] there's so

many different compartments to it so you

know me that was the way with audio so I

get some sleep I can't sleep at night so

you know I might spark up here and there

I'm about to stop smoking right now

tomorrow when I go back from the Bahamas

just for a little period of time who's

making you stuff so I won't be addicted

tonight yeah that's the other part of

reformed all right can you talk about

then they sending these babies to jail

these [ __ ] all got addictive ways that

they dads and [ __ ] like that so once

they get introduced to it you won't be

on it so me I don't want to be addicted

to anything you know I think weed is not

a a hardcore drug but I only want to be

addicted a cigarette liquor do the names

of the album's like you know

Championships dreams in nightmare do

they directly reflect your position in

life at the time you recorded them yeah

sure my championship you know everybody

saying I was losing it here oh there now

I decided to depend the narrative I'm

gonna show you we're gonna doing a

championship when everything is on the line

line

you're back to the war I would have lost

that CD well it would have happened to

me Miller if I were to drop the shitty

album that time what you think would

happen fighting over for Meek Mill after

this remember yeah they've been bad yeah

no I named the championships and I

wanted to win I decided to and I'm an

issue for the when that was the

narrative so you know dreams and

nightmares basically being on in the

game and coming from poverty and making

two three million dollars at the time

when I'm 22 23 years old I'm living out

my dreams traveling the world I'm coming

back to the hood getting shot at you got

cops trying to take you up the street

working harder because you somebody now you

you

I'm going in and out of prison I'm

making millions but I'm in and out of

prison so you see the cover it's like a

Rolex and a hand come connected like and

you know we come from the rulli is like

I trophy to us so you know I connected

them together and his name the dreams

nightmare when they told you you was

nominated for a Grammy for championships

how did you feel

I really felt nothing for already being

they rebuilt all the way technical I was

excited but like me I've been doing this

[ __ ] for a long time I'm real vetting it

with my fellow person I came from

Philadelphia area era of having a stand

on the corner and I'm not when people

say that they like it makes me mad a

little bit cuz I'd be like I was only

battling people when you see me on on

corners because that's what was going on

people was rapping on the corners and

when we got to studios you ain't see me

rapping on the corner with people and

[ __ ] like that

so I've been rapping for 10 years I

ain't never really get nominated for

none so when I get nominated for

something me I'm not really gonna like

it's not gonna excite me to the fullest

extent it's supposed to because who's

judging me I don't even understand the

process first though I would really be

lying to you if I told you that yes I do

I think that Grammy is the highest form

of musical awards you can achieve in our

world that we in right now but just not

even towards done by anybody if you've

been making music man good for ten years

and never really been acknowledged it

ain't really gonna make you really jump

when you do get acknowledged you know

saying is like I'm a street rapper I'm

like gangsta hardcore Street rapper I

come from that we always been like

categorized as the guys that our art

didn't really match up to like the

commercial or the guys who were like

friendly towards America with their

music so you just don't need the

validation basically no I don't need

nobody validation if you know me jay-z

it will give me a million two hundred

million dollars I'm gonna walk off like

nothing ain't going on everybody know me

I'm not gonna get excited maybe if I

when I shake it in my hand I might

change but just from me doing it I know

sometimes I see people get awards over

my but I know I'm better than them in

that category that specific category and

it might make me feel insecure or less

of a person because I'm

and that that group or that that that

Academy judge my telling of the skill

sometimes I could go to your hair so I

always try to remove it I remove

billboards numbers and [ __ ] like that

like my album do good they said Meek

Mill so 300 first week you ain't gonna

see me post that more than once like I'm

gonna do it I'm gonna put it up but I

ain't gonna keep posting it like that's

what it's about because they don't

really drive me and make me excited what

was your connection to Antoine Rose was

horrific terrible a gang of people under

a certain ization killing people that

look like us and nothing being done

about it you know and drug dealers they

got secrecy cops kill people and I never

cop sometimes they can know they wrong

it's a secrecy world they had their own

secrecy nobody says anything and I think

at this time we yet these platforms and

resources and everything we can really

get on top of what's going on that's

senseless that a cop could kill how does

that kiss seventeen seventeen year old

kid when a video I think nowadays we

found ways to show the world and put

videos together like that that can

actually touch people that don't come

from my world because before I think we

had to just go for what CNN CBS it like

out of like ten stations and [ __ ] like

that so it wasn't showing that I got

twenty million followers

jay-z and got a big influence beyond say

this is the umbrella I'm telling you Rihanna

Rihanna

Jayco Aziz Megan this the rock nation

I'm brother that I'm under that we

support [ __ ] like that so when they come

I'm supporting it a thousand percent and

we like a media powerhouse we could

bring the same level of media that

anybody can bring in America it's crazy

because you know even when when you see

the name Antwon roles we see these

stories happening so much you can put

any name there yeah yeah man my friend

not yet brother

man we need us just need to get played

at the stadium one day so people could

see what type of [ __ ] really take place

in our household this is type stuff I'll

be telling you about you know saying

[ __ ] like that and you know we taking

them we doing them things and taking

them to the fullest and you know making

aware and it's like me I'm not

my I got beat up by the cops before I

got many times that's just not my issue

that I speak on but that [ __ ] bothers me

a lot enough every time you see if

somebody get killed by a cop through my

social media if I see it and I verify

that it's a real story I'm supporting it 100%

100%

what do you dig it the most effective

way to combat police brutality right now

I came from the track I don't know how

to combat a lot trying to be like a

[ __ ] a a Martin Luther King and chunk

over this crazy solution like I got

booked with a gun I got with a pistol I

used if I dropped out of school in 11th

grade [ __ ] like that when they ask me

what about Donald Trump in the pie black

from North Philly I don't know about

that she I don't know what she could do

to stop it but I know I'm not accepting

it and my mentality that is normal

anymore I said Seth getting beat up by

police was normal getting shot at I got

homie right here you got shot at by the

police we was talking about this two

days ago in here I said you got shot at

by the police and you got charged with

attempted murder you know I had to

charge him with attempted murder the

coma doesn't make up a reason why they

shot at him but I told him I'm like look

and this is a person that be with me

every day I said you came into this

story in front of Mike and I'm there be amazed

amazed

but in that world we'd never even bring

that [ __ ] up we never even thought about

it we got people like that around us

every day so you know cuz it's

normalized yes normal so my mentality me

my family and people I could teach we

teaching in any normal even michael room

he actually taught me a white man that

don't come from my communities where I

come from I was like yeah no that's a

[ __ ] they send me to jail for they been

doing he like that's not normal like it

is normal he got says like no that's not

normal like that treatment thinking like

that that makes me mad at you thing like

that and I kind of caught on and I start

seeing the way he lived he [ __ ]

around put his cell phone out in the

courtroom and they ain't gonna carry him

out of that courtroom it's just a it's a

different level of respect for the white

man and the black man or the brown man

in the system or the brown woman in the

system and it's a clear cut and now I

got billionaires and Caucasian people

who have sense who have power

saying at least

don't make any sense when I sighs so

just bringing like a real level of

awareness and I'm using and taking it to

the fullest extent that I can that what

made you open your eyes to it when you

have the conversations with Michael

rules and you telling them it's two

Americans and they starting to hear

about these things that are normal to us

and they look at my issue and crazy for

this and now I'm thinking about it

Michael Ruhlman said that to me before

one time she sent me to jail probably in

2014 when she sent me to jail was

basically over the dumbest shiny but

remember what she sent me to jail for

she sent me so many times it was like

not committing crime so now I was in

jail where I was that mentally in my

life I felt like I kind of was about the

crash from don't lean making bad

decisions and [ __ ] so when she sent me

to jail talking to Jay I'm like yeah man

I probably needed to be ahead man my

life was moving a little funny uh uh he

said man you don't never need to be in a

[ __ ] Jail you don't need to be

locked away about no animal to get you

cents [ __ ] sit down and think that's

not never the solution if you're in

command cryin ain't no threat he

supposed to go to jail just because your

head ain't thinking right you know

saying changing environment anything and

that was like my first eye-opener to

like that [ __ ] wasn't normal cuz the way

they were saying it to me they were

saying it with aggression how do you

what conversation - I was just something

like on my level just about any of this

and you talk about the corruption of the

system you know knowing the experiences

you went through as a black man but his

experiences will be totally different

because to my son about that type stuff

really at this point my son ate he liked

to play for at night like I don't even

want to introduce him yet in two worlds

that I don't even had to be introduced

to like when I grew up everybody like

you bad you bad you bad

I told me I'm bad five thousand times I

five years old now I wanna be bad you

know say what I'm saying like I'm gonna

introduce my son into even put an end in

his head I don't think he need that type

of training to you about 13 14 years old

some child stay away from it like he

don't understand

he's like why you ain't dead Joe I pop

I'm buddy when Joe dead I was riding a

motorcycle on cotton Willie but I ride

motorcycles with him every day seven

days a week in the Caucasian suburban

neighborhood you're instable is a ride

on the street but all the neighbors got

you think they gonna call the cops on

all of us and go to jail No

so he don't really understand it so

you're not just kind of leaving that day

I don't think he had the age to really

ain't gonna get up here and sound like

the perfect day like stay away from

police at the age of eight not keep that

out of his life he'd been my son I've

been to jail probably three times since

my son was like five and none of the

time when you come in and ask me I don't

know what the hell to say I just know

not a lot of my son and say I'm in

school or prison I know what to say last

time because it was it was an emotional

situation but I ain't lyin when the

first time I talked to my son at the

weekend had to his I'm in jail

hopefully I get out soon but I went to

jail for some stupid round bikes like we

do all the time it's the situation my

son be saying [ __ ] like oh and we leave

it at that you did when he is old enough

what would you tell him about the police

[ __ ] take you out me I'm I always was

I'm a rebel like if I was a meek mill

and [ __ ] like that on my days off even

sometimes now we fighting for bikes and

I'm saying we fighting for what's right

with be a fighter don't know don't let

nobody take your life we like I don't

know what the hell I would tell my son I

don't want to get up here and say the

wrong thing I gonna tell my [ __ ] my son

I do the wrong thing towards the cops

but [ __ ] you know be on point I'm I

always teach my son I try to teach my

son to be on point be a good decision

maker stay the [ __ ] away from you don't

know what's gonna happen you know I'm

saying like me I was taught to stay away

from cops if you ask me that I have a

choice to get pulled over by a police

officer regular person

nine times out of 10 I are gonna pick

the regular person just so I could keep

on going so that person will have

authority over my life to change the

feet of my day you know it's a nice

alone I don't know how is your

relationship with just some play the

role in the decisions you make and like

yeah it just give me boundaries I I got

a son I got a I got a look after I gotta

take care of and raise it I just got a

head boundaries like jumping on a

dirtbike getting chased by a [ __ ] cop

cars might not be the best thing even

though I love bikes and that's what I've

been fighting for but now I got son so

you know she ain't gonna jump on his job

before I probably ride once a year but

you know when I didn't had it my

mentality was different all I had to

worry about was me for his

responsibility box coming from Philly

man and you know just being from the

trenches you talk about that environment

how did that environment contribute to

the toxic cycle for black men in America

so what the toxic cycle for black men in

America just you know being being for

freely being in the streets you know

getting involved in drugs or violence in

jail like it's just that cycle that just

keeps going from generation to

generation how much the environment

contribute to that probably the Hornet

percent yeah it's a religion you know

like you ever see a suicide bomber you

like I just always try to figure that

out when I see 911 I'm like how the [ __ ]

they fly planes and they kill yourself

and they know they're gonna kill

yourself it's the same thing the streets

is like a religion we learned it from

when we lowest kids we turn 18 we leave

our mom in a house we leave anybody to

go to them streets and I realized that

it's not even like decision making no

more like you will go where I'm in the

streets headfirst normally gonna go to

jail and suffer the torture or die young

but it's our beliefs this is what we

believe in I just got a hold of that

type of like III experience being around

hanging around billionaires and [ __ ]

like that all hanging on [ __ ] we own

the island so I understand I rubbin up

but you getting shot at it probably

would be better if I go children Island

with my family and and did some cooler

[ __ ] and I'm saying that was all we know

coming up I got out of friend hey young

guy handing mixing [ __ ] but he like he

people's he locked in here in the

streets he moving around the streets but

in real life one of his best friend's is

Meek Mill million now I'd give him

anything your own guys do anything

illegal to make money and not just I'm

his friend you got people like Jay

[ __ ] does Mike dumped three people I

named some of my friends they connected

it to my friends because of they care

about me so they try to watch out for

random people I be around and just

having those resources in connection the

streets shouldn't even be in your

[ __ ] mind we got I could get my my

friend to pay rules or three pay rules

or something

he got working do a job I streets at

this point she's not even being a

picture we sitting in the Bahamas I got

best friends in the streets with babies

getting killed they might lose their

life tonight they can I'll go to jail

tonight it's a religion as deep as Barry

Denham it's not even like a conscious

decision we live in life of a thinking

that it's a conscious decision when you

go to court I had a gun you can't say

your honor and the 30 people got

murdered in my neighborhood last week

that's why I had a gun

you can't say that type [ __ ] so you know

this this is it's an unfair situation

this is what it is that's how we're

gonna carry is it hard to disconnected

we seen you pull up with the exotic cars

in the hood still yeah I was I was sick

in a Manson mentality and I said the

word sick it's like I got a homie right

right now we go to the Bahamas I take

six [ __ ] but I'd be with a hundred of

them so when I six come back we just had

a great time ball now you might got one

of them guys that might come to the guy

one of the six guys down you know which

I was doing out there there am such as

such just feet and poison into one of

them six heads because he might not have

came on he wasn't around I always tell

people that when you go back you hang

around me you go back to the hood you're

gonna have people trampled poisoning you

you gotta be able to determine should

you even let that [ __ ] enter your body

like poison you had no control of him

once you get in you they feed you enough

love you be sick so I always tell you

I'd be like you let it [ __ ] tell you

about me we just had the best time of

our life he's sitting in the hood [ __ ]

can't do nothing if tomorrow I call him

and tell him you know you take his seat

on a jet what's your thing gonna happen

he gonna switch him right out and

basically I've seen that happen a lot of

times so I used that as a like analogy

basically learned somebody poison you we

poison [ __ ] you think [ __ ] diseases we

watch a video a guy said he killed a

woman and don't know why that mean he's

poison something's the matter with his

hit and from the video watching it

happen in 1997 he'd been in prison he

had to go through some [ __ ] don't look

like he got poison in his body no more

and I think coming up in a bad

environment death murder and [ __ ] like

that be poison and [ __ ] on your doorstep

you won't catch it when you got a gift

like you got you can take that poison

and turn it in

the poetry right yeah you kiddin but

it's still your brain like your mind

your mind frame is bad like they teach

you everything that's good is bad you

understand like the environment we come

from it's like like if you wanted to

become a cameraman like in the hood and

this like now it's changing because you

got social media [ __ ] will talk so

crazy to you because you had aspirations

of doing something that they never like this

this

PJ cat I got homies those gangsters [ __ ]

I watched them mesmerized I watched him

watch him having fun and they wished at

some time he did even said sometimes

damn I wish it was cool to be like you

10 years ago but the way we was raised

nothing was cool it was cool to just go

to jail yeah you can't beat anything

going to school they ain't going to

school yeah like he went far in school

it was like if he went to college he was

labeled as aware that where I came from

that was the cheese where I came from if

you went the if you just was smart he

was aware if you stayed to yourself he

was aware though I like a clown to us

but that was our teachings I mean really

know any better they told us everything

that was right it was wrong basically

don't when I was a rapper in 2003 it

wasn't cool to rap you had to be like me

I had a little heart and I would fight

so people weren't just joke on me I

wasn't the toughest guy but I do what I

want I always was a leader but being a

rapper wasn't the best decision and

making 2003 kind of know your philly

home estate property cuz I ran you

coming up on the corner [ __ ] like you

right now so automatically they it just

take from you it discourage you like you

know saying the [ __ ] you hang

with every day that's just a minute I'm

not saying they wrong that's the only

way that it was taught you know how to

my sister used to come in my room mom

look here at me and run out and I be shy

be discourage him she don't know she

wasn't trying to discourage me but it's

just the teachings of the way we do it

we teach fight fight you bad everything

about it is kind of poison but that was

the only way we knew that's why I thing

to think about if I was a young black

man from Philly I'd be looking at all

these brothers that made money off rap

from Will Smith the beanie sigel

hanging around gangsters [ __ ] like

right you're supposed to be getting is

just like a beautiful it's like making

it out of the hood like people want to

tell you every reason why hanging in the

hood no more do you honestly think about

I care about anybody seven I'm gonna

hurt I would hope not

do you think that do you honestly think

of that they did a probably for a

totally Meek Mill don't come to the hood

do you think I even would say anything

on Twitter all that you would care it

would be funny it was it would literally

be funny

we help people come home I [ __ ] I

bought my grandmama in them houses I

bought my mom houses sisters and nieces

my nephews and they should see me a

superhero type [ __ ] you think I care

about with some [ __ ] that ain't never

and I saying everybody from the hood

never achieve none but the people that

talk like that are people that really

had nothing going on for this so like

why are you worrying about if [ __ ]

PNB rock came from I lose II came from

Philadelphia I'm telling me I don't be

in the hood no more wild the [ __ ] I want

them to be in the hood what I want them

to get killed

murder rates a 400 people a year black

kids why the [ __ ] would I want p.m. be

rockin Lulu to be in the hood I'm y'all

on being a hood like that what sense do

that make but I was raised on that I

used to do that all the time but now I

be like they Saturday my block is not my

block I don't own no property on that

block I do got a few blocks that with my

owner property on it I might own one now

we can head at the beat but telling me

that ain't my block I don't have nothing

to come here for when I come around

coming 200,000 word for charity toys

passing them out myself you can't make

me feel like I'm not I'm that I'm him I

feel like I passed out 200,000 toys in

the hood yesterday I left for six months

and ain't been back but when I was here

I did something that's real flexing I

saw you post on Twitter I don't know

what she was talking about but you said

something to somebody like I might hit

changing the law trying to get a law

change I want to speak on as I was

talking about what they was creating to

Blueface and young boom yeah bro I

probably new governor Oh 17 days him and

blue-faced is going back to back and

everything is meek artists meet artists

well I'm not been around this [ __ ] ten

years why the [ __ ] is DJ academics

posting Blueface talking about

young ro on Instagram he posted it three

four times in a row like I watched him

everybody tat cooing like strategic it

was three posts of blue face talking

about young realm like young revenue he

not even nobody even knew him yet so but

its leading up to my name being there

what else is gonna lead up to wack 100

cents I know what I'm saying something

no way this is a kid I just met a week

ago and assigned I wanted to make some

money with him now I'm in the middle of

a [ __ ] beef I got loves it I got real

[ __ ] going on I don't eat and me I'm

scared to be in the middle of this [ __ ]

I don't want to be a law Chyna I'm

trying to live my life and try and make

a few mistakes I don't want to be here

but I had to make sure it make that

known that like I don't even entertain

that type [ __ ] and I'm gonna leave me

out of that like ro I'm here for them I

will help support them we got bill I got

actually notice [ __ ] just because we

getting money together let's go for any

rapper that do business with me just

because we sign this week don't mean

that like our lives who I becomes your

beef leg and I got real [ __ ] our kids

and I was like that whole family tree I

take care I would be pretending if I was

out here acting like every artist I saw

his problems his life problem is my life

problems that's not the case I'd do

anything for wrong giving them

opportunity changes family life the

waiter the people were setting it up the

bloggers it was there was - I'm up

really what I seen but your life don't

change overnight when you sign a do it

alright like you ain't posed to be able

to just immediately go buy your mom a

house yes even care comparing jewelry to

family members like what conversation is

like what is the basis of this

conversation we got black people comparing

comparing

stones and metal today moms and [ __ ]

like that I'm not even getting the basis

of the debate he's saying I mean by no

jury because I got to get my mom and I'm

right before about yes none I think blue

faces respect that I know he respect

that I know wack respect that I respect

that and wrote he made me like him even

more even saying that what him and blue

face having words help yeah young new

artist no borrowing no that kid at the

time and all the deal was help I like

man make sure you handle that [ __ ] right

man on turn your rap [ __ ] and so you

coming in this [ __ ] beefing you said you finished

finished

she went through a lot of [ __ ] getting

[ __ ] get your money let them know how

you feel but don't this be creating no

chaos and little bloggers academics

y'all this that stop even publish it

because when y'all pumping it in the

middle of when it happened you don't

know young ro you don't know Blueface

and Umbriel gangbangers murderers you

don't know if young growing them real

murderers but you posting this [ __ ] four

times and trying to like gasps I

understand that bloggers have a job to

do but don't blazingly post no [ __ ] or

instigating that with any of my artists

I'm not the white owners with us is

jay-z at rock nation is meek mill at

dream chase we got emerged later we not

the white on it so we handle a little different

different

I think beefing with my artists but your

ain't is gonna blatantly take the kids

and throw him away in the trash and make

him crash and I know how to stop that

yeah I call him yo man don't don't let

nobody just bait you into the [ __ ] by

pay attention what was going on they

borrowed young kids and I'm not saying

he's he's any tougher the blue face any

I'm a wild young kids if you look at his

videos and when he talking about that's

his life so before he make decisions

trying to my social media you know I'm

saying like he probably a kid from the

ghetto he never had nobody try to play

him in front of millions of people today

that was his op school today so he might

make a bad decision so I got my car

don't let that [ __ ] throw you all for

what you came to do and then you buy to

buy your mama holler just was in the

trenches taking risks hmm you moving

forward even when I saw blue face say to

him like oh you sign a deal and you

can't afford a house and you can't

afford a car and you can't afford a

chance on the Iran deal I'm like know

how that works

no I just don't even think his blue face

should be sent at the row row is like

blue faces got hit sorry I've been gone

young row ain't even a young kid out the

street he China that's what he want to

do that's his situation when he got

going on I just thought it was tricky

that wild [ __ ] they posted blue face

three times talking about row barring

his mom my house before he bought River

he ain't even as he brand-new he ain't

even celebrity yet so you know I just

wanted to kill that just for anybody

because right now I probably got 10 20

artists on to me this cuz I got 20 10 20 artists

artists

some of them though might not even like

each other you know I'm a step in I'm a

handle it different than record labels

do now and try to stay on the right way

but not you ain't just gonna

automatically connect me to everybody

and make me take on every situation and

better where they gotta take on it's too

much I'm a crash if I do that you just

you just do the deal for Dreamchasers

records and you got 20 orders already

yeah we probably got like 15 gas wide oh

you don't want to take your time and

like grow one at a time maybe yeah grown

one at a time if we just lock in a man

like we don't at the way record labels

do it waned on anything record late was

five we got 150 people signed today

label but you only know seven up and I

mean they locked them in there you

signed them early before become a battle

going back and forth artists me the way

I'm doing it is I'm picking artists that

I genuinely like like I'm not even

trying to really do like the bidding

wars with like with labels I'm trying to

find an artist that actually match my

brand that I know I can speed the

process up my help chain make money with

a minute and how better they situation

whatever were rowdy rich I thought you

supposed to sign with you nothing

happened with me and rowdy rich got mega

[ __ ] coming I don't know like man rowdy

wasn't seeing eye to eye you know

they're younger than me I'm 32 you gotta

really think about it so when I'm

dealing with these young boys that's 22

and 21 I always treating like we're the

same age because they grown men at the

same time what seeing eye to eye at a

time he knew I wasn't seeing eye to eye

with him I knew I wasn't he I knew the

same thing he felt the same way as a

older guy as a person who leading away I

can't be beefing with no yarn [ __ ] I

just try to put on his [ __ ] we stand in

the same house we eating together a

night we just pulled up bust it up don't

do it was our own personal thing you I

need five hundred thousand right now I'm

not gonna call right it was [ __ ] up

you know I'm saying just from how I

built with [ __ ] and what I do we do

business a little bit different one of

the guys I've been working with my

friend for a minute he came to me about

rowdy early you know I [ __ ] with young

that's what I'm doing I'm supporting a

wishing Perry

how do you know growing up in the hood

you know I guess I guess shape your

mental health shut up by the time you

get through that [ __ ] I went I went back

in my hood just like just with there was

no way I'd be thinking now I really got

around people I was like dad it's a lot

of crazy people in the not crazy I want

a lot of people that have mental health

where we come from it's not just a

coincidence that these people have a

large group of people have it in these

areas I believe just going through the

[ __ ] they going through I'm talking

about Friday the 13th what's the most

scariest movie America has ever seen

with what movie is that like what's the

time movie I mean I used to take all

those movies were scary but now seeing

this [ __ ] up do we see on the Internet

where scarier real-life used that for

like judges in like DA's and [ __ ] like that

that

when you sensing that kid that got

locked up with a gun taken in

consideration that [ __ ] a hundred

people got murdered in this neighborhood

in the last hundred days he might be

mentally sick paranoid post-traumatic

stress depressed everything in one so

let's take that into consideration this

is Friday the 13th in these areas every

night when you hear about I don't know

if you'd be seeing my page I post up

every other day a little girl or woman

get shot in the head or get killed our

child get killed in Philly I'm not

coming around that type of [ __ ] I got

the resources to do it legally but when

I come around that [ __ ] I'm bulletproof

stuff I'm sticks you hearing about in

rap state legal that around when we and

I'm environment and I wouldn't have him

if I didn't have to have him in those

environments I seen Jay was like what's

got a bulletproof fool like New Jersey

you got twins you got Beyonce you

there's so much I still got a dance

amongst the Wolves yeah the world's

because I can't get that far away and

then I asked him like man what was your

last year when [ __ ] was talking about

they gonna stop you know I like you a

rapper you tryna I posted this you could

be trying to get away from the street

but you got always got somebody from the

hood that's like we didn't take

something from our nd game really ain't

built like that sometimes that was like

a big test for me probably over the last

year just dealing with people like that

because these guys will almost pull you

back into the mentality you was raised

off and even if they got a sacrifice taste

taste

to make you lose they would do that and

I had to be able to pay attention and

notice that like [ __ ] will sacrifice

their self for you to lose and I'll

entertain that no more don't want you to

be able to control my feet that's the

crabs in a broad theory basically what

we call it we call it we fronting we

call the [ __ ] itis that's what the old

G's in jail was calling it the guys the

real slaves that's locked down for [ __ ]

thing doing got license one guys I mean

it's called [ __ ] IDs cuz the seals was

locking me in a little bit more they

thought I was gonna be walking around my

chest out and I was just quiet I'm in

jail I'm a millionaire I don't know

nobody here I'm just quiet so CEOs

talking to me I'm confused I'm in prison

I'm not really interacting with people

so they kind of thought that I was like

I can hire to them so there'd be time to

lock in

they've been locking me in a little bit

more or say something to me first or

just going hard on them because I kind

of like it I made it to where I wanted

to make it and they probably didn't make

it to where they wanted to make it look

like so they kind of like taking it out

on me so a guy was like [ __ ] he said we

you know we call him and call that [ __ ]

itis you know we call that Judge he said

she infected she got [ __ ] that's why

you're trying to sing you to jail like

that so how do you cute [ __ ] artists oh

no I ain't no doctor make some millions

off rent I know how to stay alive if you

notice I'm a millionaire I just came

from the penitentiary I'm not a dancing

around now to be a likable person and

not another I don't know how to come up

with a situation how a solution today

how did it feel when you got Freeman

like like no probation no nothing just

like man Lily it ain't really kicked in

if it felt so real it felt kind of like

surreal is just as days went by probably

two months went by I woke up one day

like damn that's why I'm doing [ __ ] like

this I couldn't do [ __ ] like this just

get up and record my album in the studio

in the Bahamas off get up and just go to

a different country you might be

overwhelmed you see like celebrities and

[ __ ] these kids they be on pills and get

higher [ __ ] like that sometimes [ __ ] get

overwhelming like I just want to get up

and just go to

another country and get away from all

the negative [ __ ] I'm telling you that I

come from for a week cuz we got family

in this [ __ ] so we still got to make it

back some way but you might wanna get

away for a month I couldn't do those

things that would be I have to be in

condition I have to call the PIO all the

time you still reach for your phone like

oh my peel fire a week ago and I'm like

I'm a caller cuz she was actually a good

Pio you know she had model probation and

she asked me that I have a problem when

I was addicted to opioids I said yeah

she want to got me help and I felt like

I should keep in contact with a sort of

a day I thought about I'm like yeah I'm

a caller but I have a number when you

talk about being addicted to opioids and

you see a lot of these young rappers

dying cuz of opioid use yeah do you ever

be like yeah I escaped I escaped the

bully with that [ __ ] yeah yeah I be

telling them like I'm damn near preacher

I'm gonna have I'd be having to tell a

young guy little brother [ __ ] you know I

should really kill you like not [ __ ]

your decision-making up make you forget

like when I'm saying it to him I want to

know like no I'm telling just this

happened to me at one point I'm

eternally happy to merely happen to you

if you say you look up to me like how I

look at like the people that I admire I

look at J's he made a billion dollars I

can make a billion dollars too

so I kind of like I try to give it to

him in a way like [ __ ] that she can [ __ ]

me up bro and you claim you look up to

me let's do the same thing to you you

know saying there sometimes people gotta

go to their own life life experience is

like juice juice that [ __ ] was [ __ ] up

you had to be that way like you never

want nobody life experiences be there

for like so they can come out of but for

the ones that's doing it that that have

a chance to change you know you might

not go to a life experience me I had to

go to my own life experience to not

wanna do that how much blame [ __ ]

rappers get for those young kids drug

you know how much social media should

get regular fans for bashing these

little kids all day on Instagram these

lovely I'll be looking at a situation

like summer Walker they said she liked

to do it anxiety but nobody give a [ __ ]

they talking about how you ain't perform

right how you ain't do this right how

you ain't they want you now give a [ __ ]

of you get on pills and die for roof

room they bash a Ning gonna stop

if you could tell you could she could

tell people yo I'm depressed

I'm tired give me a break I but I got a

shoe today I got a do the show if she

won't perform right then you think

they're going give a [ __ ] about how many

12 no no and I just been when that was

like the last situation I've been

watching from the outside because I've

been through that I've been through like

my Instagram everybody got five thousand

elders that was unbelievable to me I

even think that was possible but that

was the case like I was [ __ ] I was

cool with meek done

he finished like it was so many people

talking bad about me at one time I never

even experienced that but when I come

from the hood people bustling sneaks out

they when they [ __ ] up he was on your

mind soccer withstand it these younger

kids they coming up from different

environments getting on that celebrities

and didn't get bashed all day you're

gonna take some pills when they [ __ ]

go to sleep you got 5,000 people telling

you you're a piece of [ __ ] a day like ya

wanna blame the rappers how you're gonna

blame the rapper you're gonna blame the

fence huh

that's why I can't I can't blame the

rappers I think it's layers to it I

think people are born with a lot of

these things already the anxiety

depression and when they get on these

drugs or they start self-medicating it

helps them find that escape they looking for

for

yeah so I can't I can't really just put

it on the music even though the music

does glorify to make that [ __ ] seems

like nose-up know I was with a kid and

I'm gonna tell you the truth these these

drugs helping these kids reach thoughts

that they can't reach sober and they

fall in love with that when they come

into the booth they could try to come in

to them so by smoke every night you have

trying to come into the booth and try to

reach those deep thoughts and can't

really connect because your mind ain't

going that far so they just be doing

drugs and more places and saying things

unique things cuz that's where they

unique things like most artists probably

how many are you shooting aha out of 175

I think 95 I think because you ever have

them say [ __ ] like what made you think

of that dark deep [ __ ] you know I'm

saying a lot of artists be living in it

so you know I don't think nobody to

blame for that [ __ ] but the purpose that

company to blame for that [ __ ] why can

you buy this [ __ ] if it's killing us so

why celebrate it like you know when you

got the future future make jam and ask

music with my life don't

you're telling you he did like he got it

I shouldn't have to explain well not

should have to but sending my homies got

killed this mine I like the pop perks

when I go to sleep at night and make me

feel better I was talking to a young kid

the other day I was like uh yeah John

was ain't right man I'm John was a [ __ ]

you what he like we're not going to boof

he said man make me don't forget about

everything and just feel I could see

whatever I want actually making this guy

feel like this buddy is [ __ ] up at

the same time and he ain't thinking

about long term I would it do if it make

you lose your memory how the [ __ ] you

gonna make good songs anymore you're

killing your brain cells at a high rate

the same like we mmm the same weed and

liquor we talking about we bought my

some newest a new epidemic so we got

finding out 10 years from now would it

do to your bodies when you take them at

a higher rate

did you have any scheduling you was

wiling on the no I never discloses now

that I turn the I taken ten thirties

percocets there you walking with duck

dance a real [ __ ] crazy [ __ ] you pop two

in the morning they gonna wear off by

four which other than Joe Vince and I'm

saying too much over here [Laughter]

yeah but kids can learn from this don't

let him stop you cuz there's so many

favorite artists poppin 2030s on the

love about the die and nobody catering

to what's going on myself and Blaine it

poppin tempers you if you're a junkie

negative well I ain't come up like that

so you know I had to make a decision

with myself you're gonna be a hot pill

popper you're gonna be a millionaire boy

step tight [ __ ] ain't mix alright never

see a millionaire bossed up pill-popping

in my life what was the wake-up call

like was it you team with it myself my

decision-making all types of [ __ ] like I

don't even want to like keep making as a

sitting for their make this like a storyline

storyline

yeah when I be going back and trying to

figure out like why are really like it

when I make decisions and I like me and

I do [ __ ] I know why I did it if you ask

me about like why I came at drink I

won't even [ __ ] really really like

that wasn't the case like they always

had their relationship infamy and [ __ ]

like that soon and my mind was somewhere

they dealt with each other before I got

in a situation III can never like let

that be the one reason why I'm mad at

him like all for some type of way I just

saying really know when I look back I'm

like you know what [ __ ] I want to do

something when he was high getting high

no I'm just saying though like certain

[ __ ] occur Digga from my neighborhood

had come at me I'd be in the hood [ __ ]

really wet I'm getting millions what the

[ __ ] I'm making very bad decisions to

not normal making these bad decisions

and when I wasn't hot and I look back

and when I were you tubing check my file

am I gonna do [ __ ] like that not at that

like that should we was watching the net

every dude was like yo I don't know why

I killed your daughter

I posted the day cuz that's a lot of

[ __ ] I did at one point being high I

don't have a I could tell you certain

little [ __ ] but that wasn't the reason

that I activated and made that decision

that day in certain situations and I

think it's important to have those

conversations cuz I hate when people had

those conversations so late when juice

world dead such-and-such dead and they

like [ __ ] say that they aren't putting

eggs out there but after the chain date

juice world man drink this [ __ ] forever

you know me I cuz I didn't feel like it

was nothing I could say but I ain't

think that was the best decision for my

homie to say that mm-hmm

you were you in a good position it's

it's probably a position not too many

people being you're 32 so you like to OG

to them 20-something yeah but then

you're still at the head here to the

ones that stay the old G's respect you

because you remind them of what was you

know so how did that feel to be in that

straight I just felt like I'm in a

perfect space I just feel like I gotta

execute jay-z was the last person that

executed one of those spaces from from

what having it from truth like he had it

for a minute but like 20 2002 3 I'm just

telling my error when when changed in

2009 jay-z was able to transition and

still be relatable to the people my age

you know I'm saying any people his age

who been fans of him from 1999 and [ __ ]

like that so I think the lane is open

all I got to do is execute if I execute

this year and come right

keep it coming and bombing like how it

was one point little wing just was

flushing [ __ ] mmm

she can change but the difference with

you is like you you stand for something

right so how do you come off like you're

not preaching to these young kids cuz

you're really telling you the truth no

oh yeah but [ __ ] when you telling a

younger kid I was that younger kid

before you you're not really registered

with something like when somebody tell

you you could be all you could be that's

a great statement but if you're telling

a 14 year old kid that they not really

understand the magnitude of that when I

got older I understood what it was but

that was the one slogan they said so

that she's to go end up my ear and out

the other ear so I ain't really I never

really believed in that [ __ ] kind of

what you didn't believe it you could be

all you could be no just the saying it

just the way they delivered to me you

could be all you could be you could be

anything in the world

Wow everybody around my neighborhood

going to jail and getting shot then

telling you if you do these things you

need to carry you so you need to be like

this you need to make these type of

decisions away from it this how you

could be all you to be known this Erica

and I'm saying it wasn't believable to

me we didn't believe in believing in

ourselves at the time so you're taking

that slogan but you're giving your

experiences with it in the things you

learn to show these kids how you really

can be all you can be

yeah you see me and you look on YouTube

you see me rapping on a curb at 13 that

breeze dusty and then you see me [ __ ]

wear eight rolls royces

the average line is if you see those two

points the average mind says damn I

could do that hear me how to do the same

[ __ ] because they seen the beginning

when you start it and then they see in a

process and the successor which you got

from maybe 14 years and you know it's

hard to teach kids it's gonna take seven

years to become a millionaire because

you know we come up with instant

gratification social media you look like

you got it so you know this guy keep

pressing I'm not the best I'm not

perfect I'm not an angel I do not know

it all this with my mind frame man and I

try to deliver any information I can to

the ones that come under me because

nobody really delivered to me I seen

thugs say something with J like J need

to come tell us how he yeah yeah he be

telling me [ __ ] I'll be like

yeah I think you should deliver that

[ __ ] to some [ __ ] a little bit more

because you got information j-just

different right carrier so forth

he got information that that I thought

might little [ __ ] that he might need the

hair I get that information so I don't

really feel like that but I know he was

talking about but J gave us a whole

catalog information through music if you

listening yeah yeah he's right there

yeah I'll be ready to tell J any date

master and get an Instagram dog stop

make go right we gotta follow somewhere

- [ __ ] in you see like is it's just

like we follow when like we are the

times of some fucked-up [ __ ] J like like

we're just talking about him before not

just to use him but you go look at his

company high built the guys he came up

around absolutely it's built off

integrity people that came up everybody

ain't gonna make in any situation all

that they want [ __ ] Udall your day

wasn't that [ __ ] is out the door the

people some of the people he came up

with his around

he stayed ground there it's not a [ __ ]

yeah be made it to billionaire status so

me following that path this is off

subject me file on that path I ain't

gonna be popping pills if I'm trying to

make it the billionaire status cuz I

never seen a billionaire that pop pills

really I've never seen that with my own

[ __ ] I ain't gonna try to follow that

path while I see on my corner [ __ ]

that don't have any money

popping pills so I try to lead by

example a little but imma be talking

some [ __ ] that's gonna be off the

Richter because I'm over artists I'm a

rapper I seen some [ __ ] up [ __ ] in my

life I don't mean follow it when I talk

about it I didn't she died in Japan I'm

I'm art does Meek Mill still believe in

scree Cole

like what it's a cold to everything okay

it's a cold to [ __ ] the streets it's

a cold to the police it's a cold to the

system it's a cold to everything yeah I

believe in that too what love so just

like you know I'm going it too cuz

they've been needing to hear this [ __ ] I

know this interview wasn't supposed to

be about these tight things yeah I love

it I love going there like you know you

know you for so long we've glorified the

hood we celebrated all the wrong things

and her even we talk about being real

being real as always something to do

with being criminal I don't think that's me

me

just could you be increment like it was

a gun and that he was put on what did

you do well here he was telling that to

me and to me I thought that was

extremely funny there a guy that and now

I want to take nine from like a minute

interview and just make it about but a

god that didn't really achieve much it's

sitting here cocky with her ego on here

telling me what to do and he talking in

street I'm like our bet all right you

might what you really kill two three

people are you killed seven people

he's so eighty five bricks uh what else

she what the [ __ ] do that mean what do

that mean like what do they had to do

with the word will yeah all you really

did was was add to the destruction in

our community but even if you might have

had to kill some of them like me I like

some people in the hood good killers

sure like that they'd be half in a dot

I'd be around killing people kids

causing havoc some of them people would

be having to get handled because they'd

be mentally sick America believes in it

till they got the death penalty like but

in my mind I him he talking to me so

cocky and believed that because he and

the streets that he like lava the men

like nothing I put my grandmama house I

just built a [ __ ] up from ground up

you know I rabbit to be like my grandma

don't move and [ __ ] like that my grandma

I don't move you we're gonna build the

ground up from the ground up we're gonna

put elevators [ __ ] a rooftop everything

that she desired that's what I think

real and I'm saying my mom she got

surgery she had the [ __ ] best surgeon

New York has to offer

that's what I do my son in them

everybody kids around they go to private

school that's what I do that's where I'm

a real [ __ ] that's why I'm once for you

a real man I think you got to start

separating that's it they call it real

[ __ ] we call it real [ __ ] to myself

I'm guilty of it too I'm not trying to

like le an APB this would I

this is my real so he was talking to me

like that I'm looking at the phone when

still a phone but I'm like you got some

[ __ ] out there city asking me what I

do [ __ ] crazy there was a point in

your life but his my he believed that he

in the streets like he loved her human

being he's

means more to this world than me because

he might have killed and so some work my

my [ __ ] is I'm trying to it's just it's

a disconnect there was a point in your

life where you wanted to prove that to

it all right

definitely because that's the way I was

trained from from a baby or nothing I

told you mama taught you how to fight

fight but she taught you how to write

right they try to read your rice before

you could read and write you coming

right into this so ain't really no

control you know it took me a little

it took me to what I said I quote on

when I turned 30 years old I just

started I felt myself start thinking

different and that's one around the time

I was coming and doing ready your

runners you can kind of hear my and my

uh my interviews I was talking a little

different I mean it wasn't perfect I'm

not perfect I could be an [ __ ]

sometimes in front of streets in front

of hood so everybody not might it might

not agree with my ways and my way of

thinking but you know I felt like I grew

a little more than where I came from and

I erased the I'm revamping that type of

mind frame I'm inventing my whole mind

frame never gonna tell we talk to my

street coat and you know telling you on

the streets you committing crime don't

go get snatched nobody out the house

when they in there with a wife and kids

cuz they might uh they might've was born

in the [ __ ] and was born in the crime

and gotta make away and taking two years

of rest and a life and sacrificing their

lives so they family can make it out of

get up he was going bad and committing

in crime don't try that when you get court

court

don't go snatch that of a person out the

house with this family and you don't

know what they situation and stand up to

that that's just I agree with that

I don't agree when [ __ ] Charlotte man

you're getting the car working right now

and we go ride through the Bahamas and I

shoot somebody in the head we both get

locked up and I'm like [ __ ] that wasn't

me yes me come after telling ya I said

nobody distinguish that yeah like what's

right and wrong and then mix of that

[ __ ] I used to I was in jail with some

guys and [ __ ] they had life over

somebody that for crime they didn't do

but the guy that did it not taking care

of him in jail he not taking care of the

kids on the outside he ain't doing [ __ ]

in if I'm taking this case

you [ __ ] and I'm being loyal to you if

you really did that [ __ ] take that [ __ ]

for me

you've really committed this action yeah

you saying I'm taking this action for

you because this is like if you sign up

for some [ __ ] and you get caught up in

that I ain't speaking for you you got I

live in that but you know sometimes you

might you might play basketball you hang

with me and I'm gonna Street some

shootin [ __ ] and you in a car with me

one day I shoot some [ __ ] now we get

locked up or you know is you can't tell

because mr. lifestyle you grew up in but

he played basketball he ain't got nothin

to do with this

that's the first job will man the real

[ __ ] [ __ ] I supposed to take that so

that a young [ __ ] kid do what he need

to do and focus because he really ain't

any [ __ ] but the way to go they made it

bully Tech is like even if I kill

someone you get caught for it and not

saying that I supposed to tell are you

supposed to tell this bully Tech is that

I'm not even supposed to stand up for

you trying to stand up for me if you

bout to take a life sensor you ain't

even do it I ain't going stand up for

you I ain't your [ __ ] friend it

shouldn't be my friend and not USA I'm

saying I got the first charge over here

first I'd ever had was a point in reason

the firearm assault and rat irritant the

kill guess what I did nothing other than

the backseat yeah my man shot out the

front seat due to his driver was okay

shoot oh no driving on probation told on

all the words yes what to do driver told

and he was on probation he ain't give a

[ __ ] you like I'm on probation I'm not

going to jail he only see me it's a

broken system I'm just not working with

a broken system that that's going out

there wait and then knowing it's a known

fact that got the way to take people

like my color in my counter of the

street on it could be [ __ ] somewhere

I could have died I'm just not working

with that system because the it's broken

and that's how we always came up we

always rebelled towards the ways that I

rebelled towards the Thirteenth

Amendment they go to jail we slaves I'm

not working with that I'm not working

under that orchestration this [ __ ] is

made and designed to kill people like me

I'm not working with that type of [ __ ] I

will I will be in I don't have anything

against cops I will uh I won't say I'm

not working with and that's what kind of

that's a hard with a stapler on that to

them ain't [ __ ] with that so meek

mill's here

trying to send me to jail [ __ ] she she

was in there talking about boys the men

are they came so you want to wear white

on his leg

all right [ __ ] with that why cuz she's

the type of person that's gonna keep

putting young black men under the jail

why not getting about it as well let's

write a grievance they America is built

off of paperwork the [ __ ] the

holistic are the Constitution is a paper

I can't write a grievance I gotta wear Y

and B conniving and sneaky and public I

don't even want you to think I will

worry you know I worked with the feds

every time you around me it's just like

do we got wires here accord me is it Wow

but what if we takin out the bad guys

though in that case you would be taking

out somebody who making the system

corrupt I don't want to be involved in

that would I the game that I was the

religion the lifestyle that I took upon

since a baby that wasn't a part of it

and that's just I don't believe like a

broken system that's aimed to take

people out like myself I'm not working

with that to take other people out I got

to give you the camera on 60 minutes

questions of use living in an apartment

building and you knew it was a murderer

murdered me now do you think the cops

look right now somebody want to kill you

I want to kill you right now Rylan they

gonna kill you and you know I'm a killer

and you call the cops and say make a

police report meet when I killed me

you think that's gonna stop you from

getting killed if I run out and get the

[ __ ] know if you don't make a police

report do you think the police are gonna

stop now you're not gonna protect me no

you wanna know what happened they gonna

have a clue about what happened after

you get killed

yeah let me ask you about nipsey man you

know we see people from the hood turn on

their own people who are trying to do

better do you think it's possible to be

devoted to the hood you came from what I

putting yourself in danger it depends on

the type of hood where I come from I

murder rape 365 people a day 365 back

people getting murdered around here a

day and if you're a rapper you know it

brings attention to you it brings us

more attention to you know cyber environments

environments

I don't think is the survival rate that like some 2% 5% shifts Leslie being a

like some 2% 5% shifts Leslie being a normal so famous figure and and coming

normal so famous figure and and coming back down that low where you know you

back down that low where you know you have some people that are low lives on a

have some people that are low lives on a so low level that if you that high up

so low level that if you that high up you can't even come in contact with them

you can't even come in contact with them because you won't have to kill them or

because you won't have to kill them or they gonna kill you or you end up going

they gonna kill you or you end up going to jail so I is just tricky when I go on

to jail so I is just tricky when I go on my neighborhood right now you got some

my neighborhood right now you got some dudes that just they got some myself

dudes that just they got some myself hating them they might go and try me in

hating them they might go and try me in I don't play with [ __ ] like that I

I don't play with [ __ ] like that I don't play with bullies all of y'all can

don't play with bullies all of y'all can follow me like my whole way

follow me like my whole way like I'll lay down that night when

like I'll lay down that night when people childlike and I see people bully

people childlike and I see people bully people and [ __ ] like that when I lay

people and [ __ ] like that when I lay down that night that [ __ ] pop up my butt

down that night that [ __ ] pop up my butt like he won't do that to me like I

like he won't do that to me like I always been that type so when I'm coming

always been that type so when I'm coming back to the hood and I'm making millions

back to the hood and I'm making millions and actually change my mind friend

and actually change my mind friend it's something always in the back of my

it's something always in the back of my head wanna check on them type guys and

head wanna check on them type guys and that should it be my downfall so the

that should it be my downfall so the best thing for me to do is try to like

best thing for me to do is try to like stay from around it so my message me and

stay from around it so my message me and nipsey got different mind things I think

nipsey got different mind things I think we as a like in certain ways but we got

we as a like in certain ways but we got two to two different my friends me I

two to two different my friends me I enduring never catch me in the hood

enduring never catch me in the hood without no pistol around close and I'm

without no pistol around close and I'm talking about in a legal way this is 300

talking about in a legal way this is 300 murders around little girls getting shot

murders around little girls getting shot around why should I be around here not

around why should I be around here not protected police got on bulletproof

protected police got on bulletproof vests and guns why should I be coming

vests and guns why should I be coming around here with millions and trying to

around here with millions and trying to help lift [ __ ] up with are dangerous no

help lift [ __ ] up with are dangerous no you can't it ain't

you can't it ain't if you ain't gonna play that so I got

if you ain't gonna play that so I got bulletproof trucks and there anything I

bulletproof trucks and there anything I believe that the hood will kill you I

believe that the hood will kill you I believe that you and nipsey you know

believe that you and nipsey you know y'all working on my album right

y'all working on my album right our mixtape yeah we was working on we

our mixtape yeah we was working on we was working on doing a project you know

was working on doing a project you know like it's like first artist talk about

like it's like first artist talk about it and be small talk to Dan you know me

it and be small talk to Dan you know me I'm starting java songs and I started

I'm starting java songs and I started doing verses to once he done and he

doing verses to once he done and he started going to versus the ones we

started going to versus the ones we don't but we never finish up how close

don't but we never finish up how close did y'all get 20% 30% not even halfway

did y'all get 20% 30% not even halfway done yeah you were really affected by

done yeah you were really affected by niphas death clearly like a lot of us

niphas death clearly like a lot of us were how did how did the Wayne if she

were how did how did the Wayne if she lived his life impact you he affected me

lived his life impact you he affected me too

too make change for [ __ ] like that man I

make change for [ __ ] like that man I don't know young Kings like that

don't know young Kings like that shouldn't be gunned down in the hood and

shouldn't be gunned down in the hood and that's just you here legend just for

that's just you here legend just for that you made it out and you got gunned

that you made it out and you got gunned down by a low-life you are a legend you

down by a low-life you are a legend you just show kids that you can make it out

just show kids that you can make it out and someone where you come from we'll

and someone where you come from we'll pull you back and take your life that I

pull you back and take your life that I guarantee you nipsey probably touched

guarantee you nipsey probably touched hundreds and millions of children from

hundreds and millions of children from the ghetto they know deep down in their

the ghetto they know deep down in their mind they will have their life took if

mind they will have their life took if they pursue their dreams and try to stay

they pursue their dreams and try to stay in the hood just that message alone he

in the hood just that message alone he told me Nipsey made me fall back off the

told me Nipsey made me fall back off the hood cuz if his [ __ ] trying to kill us

hood cuz if his [ __ ] trying to kill us and do that type [ __ ] to is that bad if

and do that type [ __ ] to is that bad if I'm gonna come there I'm gonna come

I'm gonna come there I'm gonna come there for that type of I ain't gonna

there for that type of I ain't gonna come here acting like [ __ ] ain't

come here acting like [ __ ] ain't trying to treat me like that that's how

trying to treat me like that that's how they darkness you see these rapidly get

they darkness you see these rapidly get shot killed I'm a carrier it that way

shot killed I'm a carrier it that way i'ma come bulletproof i'ma come protect

i'ma come bulletproof i'ma come protect it every way I can but if I got to do

it every way I can but if I got to do all that I knew solution just get around

all that I knew solution just get around that [ __ ] you know I mean some of us

that [ __ ] you know I mean some of us have read survivor's remorse when they

have read survivor's remorse when they make it out so far away from those group

make it out so far away from those group of people we probably ain't want to

of people we probably ain't want to leave those people when he had the Daria

leave those people when he had the Daria to send his messaging and really get his

to send his messaging and really get his life message his life calling across I

life message his life calling across I don't know whither to his own never

don't know whither to his own never thing he had to die I think that was a

thing he had to die I think that was a mistake on all levels but he might have

mistake on all levels but he might have felt that like I ain't leaving my hood

felt that like I ain't leaving my hood I'm gonna lift my [ __ ] up and that was

I'm gonna lift my [ __ ] up and that was his calling that's why he a legend just

his calling that's why he a legend just just that alone mmm-hmm you don't have

just that alone mmm-hmm you don't have [ __ ] that's gonna stay in the

[ __ ] that's gonna stay in the neighborhood knowing it's dangerous

neighborhood knowing it's dangerous knowing you might be killed nine times

knowing you might be killed nine times out of ten that's just herself he

out of ten that's just herself he impacted me so he let me know I could

impacted me so he let me know I could die he could let me know I could do

die he could let me know I could do change any love for [ __ ] people that

change any love for [ __ ] people that look like myself you could give away a

look like myself you could give away a million dollars a billion dollars you

million dollars a billion dollars you still might get smoked by somebody that

still might get smoked by somebody that looked like you over some [ __ ] he

looked like you over some [ __ ] he told me that so you know he taught me

told me that so you know he taught me how to move better to keep on being a

how to move better to keep on being a legend and inspiring me to to be

legend and inspiring me to to be successful when make moves better that's

successful when make moves better that's just enough in my book personally you

just enough in my book personally you know anybody that comes from poverty

know anybody that comes from poverty that can inspire the people across the

that can inspire the people across the world you're [ __ ] legend me I'm a

world you're [ __ ] legend me I'm a superhero when I walk in with my knees

superhero when I walk in with my knees nephew enough they know they asked me

nephew enough they know they asked me for a stack they getting it they ask me

for a stack they getting it they ask me for ten stacks you gonna be ten years

for ten stacks you gonna be ten years old in my household my little cousin no

old in my household my little cousin no they get any I'm a heralded I'm a legend

they get any I'm a heralded I'm a legend to them I let him to my mom nobody never

to them I let him to my mom nobody never went to college

went to college nobody never really made millions and

nobody never really made millions and [ __ ] like that

[ __ ] like that she was legendary coming from poverty

she was legendary coming from poverty everybody know that I mean this is what

everybody know that I mean this is what it is our mind frame where we came from

it is our mind frame where we came from once again we was taught to like

once again we was taught to like discredit each other I was guilty are

discredit each other I was guilty are the same thing not blaming anybody

the same thing not blaming anybody anything I was saying hey no real [ __ ]

anything I was saying hey no real [ __ ] he but I used to talk the same wait I

he but I used to talk the same wait I don't know and I still do sometimes I

don't know and I still do sometimes I don't promote it

just that alone Nipsey inspired me to stay out the hood and not lose my life

stay out the hood and not lose my life in the hood and not be trying to be no

in the hood and not be trying to be no real [ __ ] and making decisions out of

real [ __ ] and making decisions out of ego ways to impress some [ __ ] that's not

ego ways to impress some [ __ ] that's not even real that whole mentality is not it

even real that whole mentality is not it need to be updated they need to update

need to be updated they need to update the street rulebook or some [ __ ] like

the street rulebook or some [ __ ] like that cuz nobody really gonna survive

that cuz nobody really gonna survive you're gonna have a lot of real

you're gonna have a lot of real brilliant smart Kings dying over a dumb

brilliant smart Kings dying over a dumb ass [ __ ] because the rule book can get

ass [ __ ] because the rule book can get updated to the time that you hit a photo

updated to the time that you hit a photo like you we are in it right now

like you we are in it right now [ __ ] who don't like you not and I saying

[ __ ] who don't like you not and I saying that people we talking about go [ __ ]

that people we talking about go [ __ ] like the mind frame you know he made

like the mind frame you know he made about the hurry thing it different he

about the hurry thing it different he changed I got a hundred rep saying I

changed I got a hundred rep saying I would never change I change you know

would never change I change you know huge [ __ ] change when I was broke

huge [ __ ] change when I was broke nobody stands me for money now people

nobody stands me for money now people asking is you money they let you change

asking is you money they let you change I'm like no you never used to ask me for

I'm like no you never used to ask me for money so technically you change you know

money so technically you change you know I never I never was the guy people

I never I never was the guy people called one that somebody died now

called one that somebody died now somebody die right now it's my dad go to

somebody die right now it's my dad go to college nine times out of ten in my

college nine times out of ten in my world you're gonna call me it was never

world you're gonna call me it was never like that I'd be like no the situation

like that I'd be like no the situation change I ain't change so I had to change

change I ain't change so I had to change and grow and be different if you stay

and grow and be different if you stay the same [ __ ] Madhu bring a

the same [ __ ] Madhu bring a helicopter through the hood I'm [ __ ]

helicopter through the hood I'm [ __ ] on a jets helicopters every day what I

on a jets helicopters every day what I gonna do fly over the hood

gonna do fly over the hood I heard all day you're supposed to

I heard all day you're supposed to inspire the kids that's deep buried in

inspire the kids that's deep buried in poverty but man I'm on some [ __ ] I think

poverty but man I'm on some [ __ ] I think I've I got smarter when I'm with the

I've I got smarter when I'm with the just I read books manned up my whole

just I read books manned up my whole life flashed before my eyes I had I

life flashed before my eyes I had I never told people this last time I like

never told people this last time I like that I had a million dollars when I was

that I had a million dollars when I was in there my bills was a hundred grand in

in there my bills was a hundred grand in money

money hundred thousand I ain't read nothing in

hundred thousand I ain't read nothing in I mean I ain't panic I ain't complain my

I mean I ain't panic I ain't complain my career would have been over probably

career would have been over probably most likely I would've dead two years at

most likely I would've dead two years at that point I could have got killed up

that point I could have got killed up there I'm up here with life isn't [ __ ]

there I'm up here with life isn't [ __ ] my life flashing before my eyes and when

my life flashing before my eyes and when I came home and the smarten up even when

I came home and the smarten up even when I was in there I had to smarten up and

I was in there I had to smarten up and get it right and that's what I did you

get it right and that's what I did you know so you know you got a few more

know so you know you got a few more questions cuz you know what you say it

questions cuz you know what you say it is real you're breaking all of these

is real you're breaking all of these stigmas like you are redefining what it

stigmas like you are redefining what it is to be a man a real [ __ ] how do you

is to be a man a real [ __ ] how do you continue to like just eradicate those

continue to like just eradicate those stigmas that are around masculinity and

stigmas that are around masculinity and mental health and just let the hood know

mental health and just let the hood know it's okay to grow you know through my

it's okay to grow you know through my music like [ __ ] gonna see me I'll be

music like [ __ ] gonna see me I'll be telling me that look you see I'll be

telling me that look you see I'll be getting in the [ __ ] no more book people

getting in the [ __ ] no more book people will respect me for doing reform more

will respect me for doing reform more and respect me from running down on [ __ ]

and respect me from running down on [ __ ] and like what we thought was respect is

and like what we thought was respect is not really respect like doing like may I

not really respect like doing like may I be having 100 people with me all know of

be having 100 people with me all know of you know like I get I get the choice

you know like I get I get the choice like think about it man Safari just just

like think about it man Safari just just bring that up now think a year later I

bring that up now think a year later I see Safari on a red carpet I'm what a

see Safari on a red carpet I'm what a hundred dudes my budget is incredible

hundred dudes my budget is incredible I'm gonna check I got security 100 dudes

I'm gonna check I got security 100 dudes I know when I run into him nine times

I know when I run into him nine times out of ten I might got a head I might

out of ten I might got a head I might have an advantage over a who don't have

have an advantage over a who don't have the budget to protect theirself at this

the budget to protect theirself at this level Oh

level Oh in my mind I'm always the [ __ ] you know

in my mind I'm always the [ __ ] you know what I'm never gonna say not to you one

what I'm never gonna say not to you one of what a hundred people I sure like

of what a hundred people I sure like that don't make me feel real you know

that don't make me feel real you know I'm saying or make me feel like I'm Ella

I'm saying or make me feel like I'm Ella cuz I could get over if that was the

cuz I could get over if that was the case Takashi was doing [ __ ] when he was

case Takashi was doing [ __ ] when he was on that Inc I'm still wasn't looking at

on that Inc I'm still wasn't looking at him like he was really looked like he

him like he was really looked like he was living the life that wasn't his life

was living the life that wasn't his life so just because he's gone

so just because he's gone a part of being around people that's

a part of being around people that's doing

doing [ __ ] violence should don't make things I

[ __ ] violence should don't make things I ain't look at him really look like he

ain't look at him really look like he was gonna get into some real bad trouble

was gonna get into some real bad trouble and he was one had to turn back into his

and he was one had to turn back into his real self like he had to do in the

real self like he had to do in the courtroom I'm a good kid I started

courtroom I'm a good kid I started rapping I got it that's a lesson in

rapping I got it that's a lesson in itself it wasn't what he thought was

itself it wasn't what he thought was real was not real how do you feel about

real was not real how do you feel about a situation like that because he totally

a situation like that because he totally inspired these [ __ ] to be I mean I

inspired these [ __ ] to be I mean I saying I was 22 23 so I know I got I got

saying I was 22 23 so I know I got I got influence I can influence people that

influence I can influence people that young kids that come from like I'm vine

young kids that come from like I'm vine I got influence from the just to do wild

I got influence from the just to do wild [ __ ] so as a 23 yo I had to be mindful

[ __ ] so as a 23 yo I had to be mindful that I got somebody's son with me this

that I got somebody's son with me this guy he hanging with me he tried hanging

guy he hanging with me he tried hanging in any way home got Talon here no

in any way home got Talon here no business only thing he know the stick

business only thing he know the stick around is to protect me he might hit him

around is to protect me he might hit him I'm killing the first person player me I

I'm killing the first person player me I got to make that decision that how I

got to make that decision that how I carry these dudes rock out lead them the

carry these dudes rock out lead them the right way not man spend that block go

right way not man spend that block go man rob them it's a certain way you got

man rob them it's a certain way you got a that she gonna come back to you and

a that she gonna come back to you and when it came back he wasn't ready for

when it came back he wasn't ready for that you know saying I know I don't want

that you know saying I know I don't want to do 40 years in jail so why are you

to do 40 years in jail so why are you trying to send overhead oh I ain't

trying to send overhead oh I ain't trying to get anybody killed you know

trying to get anybody killed you know you tried killed me we trying to kill

you tried killed me we trying to kill you but if you ain't trying to I ain't

you but if you ain't trying to I ain't tried doing over 40 years so if fitting

tried doing over 40 years so if fitting life threatening I'm making them

life threatening I'm making them decisions you know I'm saying you gotta

decisions you know I'm saying you gotta be real with yourself and when I seen

be real with yourself and when I seen that was a little older everybody want

that was a little older everybody want witty Instagram they was looking at it

witty Instagram they was looking at it like a joke everybody was laughing too

like a joke everybody was laughing too sometime oh it was just like a big joke

sometime oh it was just like a big joke but man when he in there got

but man when he in there got [ __ ] sons and people baby moms

[ __ ] sons and people baby moms and fathers taking kids that she got

and fathers taking kids that she got serious and know he had to get reminded

serious and know he had to get reminded what was really real but I told him that

what was really real but I told him that the first time I spoke to him yeah

the first time I spoke to him yeah because that's I told him I said you

because that's I told him I said you won't end up in jail or dead [ __ ] you

won't end up in jail or dead [ __ ] you playing is not a game I said you playing

playing is not a game I said you playing everybody delight with the world ain't

everybody delight with the world ain't playing

playing and everybody perspective no they try to

and everybody perspective no they try to kill me a kid no as a kid that got a

kill me a kid no as a kid that got a shot out of Brooklyn he has a

shot out of Brooklyn he has a responsibility to not lead [ __ ] like

responsibility to not lead [ __ ] like it he was leading put a 20 pack on him

it he was leading put a 20 pack on him he sound like a terror is like you know

he sound like a terror is like you know maybe beefing with me she just put 20 on

maybe beefing with me she just put 20 on my head like they try and kill me like

my head like they try and kill me like that my god car kill him back now I

that my god car kill him back now I gotta risk my freedom cuz this do

gotta risk my freedom cuz this do got a hundred people around them acting

got a hundred people around them acting crazy and not being real with itself

crazy and not being real with itself I've seen people accuse you a

I've seen people accuse you a capitalizing off your yo your

capitalizing off your yo your experiences with the judicial system and

experiences with the judicial system and using it to further your fame how do you

using it to further your fame how do you respond it over I give these two to make

respond it over I give these two to make me millions of dollars I had to go

me millions of dollars I had to go through people listen to their owners

through people listen to their owners that makes sense

that makes sense I use my pain and make millions of the

I use my pain and make millions of the [ __ ] I've been through why should I not

[ __ ] I've been through why should I not use that part of the pain we got it we

use that part of the pain we got it we got a foundation probably 60 70 million

got a foundation probably 60 70 million dollars I don't get a doll out of that I

dollars I don't get a doll out of that I don't get paid to go to reform means

don't get paid to go to reform means I'll get paid to fly the panels actually

I'll get paid to fly the panels actually I'd be having to pay able to get my own

I'd be having to pay able to get my own self that [ __ ] you don't is it helped me

self that [ __ ] you don't is it helped me it definitely it make the fit the old

it definitely it make the fit the old white person or a person won't come from

white person or a person won't come from our culture and notice Who I am about

our culture and notice Who I am about anything I do I don't do it for a game

anything I do I don't do it for a game you see me pulls right away 50 times

you see me pulls right away 50 times Nathan again you see me pull some rowdy

Nathan again you see me pull some rowdy if rowdy would Atlantic it wasn't for

if rowdy would Atlantic it wasn't for gang you know I'm saying wasn't I

gang you know I'm saying wasn't I definitely want to eat with you and we

definitely want to eat with you and we get some money with if I deserted it but

get some money with if I deserted it but oh so right that's your life though like

oh so right that's your life though like when you were artist yeah your greatest

when you were artist yeah your greatest commodity what you selling is yourself

commodity what you selling is yourself that's what you doing why wouldn't you

that's what you doing why wouldn't you reflect in your own I'm actually

reflect in your own I'm actually spending money to do that [ __ ] you

spending money to do that [ __ ] you having three shows and then I wake up

having three shows and then I wake up and fly to LA for a reformed panel to

and fly to LA for a reformed panel to talk to some that [ __ ] hurt it take real

talk to some that [ __ ] hurt it take real time out of my life you to do that I got

time out of my life you to do that I got to do that so people that thing like

to do that so people that thing like that so you don't understand what's

that so you don't understand what's going on I'm not even addressing your

going on I'm not even addressing your trajectory seems to be leading you to be

trajectory seems to be leading you to be mentioned alongside to jay-z's the

mentioned alongside to jay-z's the titties the other hip-hop moguls yeah

titties the other hip-hop moguls yeah what did that mean to you how did that

what did that mean to you how did that feel

feel that was my plans when I came in this

that was my plans when I came in this that was my vision aligned myself with

that was my vision aligned myself with like the highest level with the top of

like the highest level with the top of the top hip always at the top of the top

the top hip always at the top of the top J&M did he in there at the top of the

J&M did he in there at the top of the top I'm trying

top I'm trying since I ever went to a J any at a

since I ever went to a J any at a concerts I ain't I ain't singing the

concerts I ain't I ain't singing the songs when I went there I went there and

songs when I went there I went there and steer and just was quiet and just study

steer and just was quiet and just study everything they was doing in

everything they was doing in today you send them I could be

today you send them I could be mentioning them titles ten years from

mentioning them titles ten years from now that's what that's why that's what I

now that's what that's why that's what I had plans wanna do when I see you in

had plans wanna do when I see you in those rooms I see you post you always

those rooms I see you post you always feel like damn is surreal to be here

feel like damn is surreal to be here with Robert Kraft my groove at one time

with Robert Kraft my groove at one time yeah do you feel do you feel like you

yeah do you feel do you feel like you belong in those room yet yeah I feel

belong in those room yet yeah I feel like I belong I wouldn't be too if I

like I belong I wouldn't be too if I belong it like these are the tables that

belong it like these are the tables that they not saying you don't have to bring

they not saying you don't have to bring that to the table these the tables that

that to the table these the tables that real decisions give me people trying to

real decisions give me people trying to make change you gotta bring something to

make change you gotta bring something to the table to even be sitting at this

the table to even be sitting at this table they make that very clear

table they make that very clear you don't got nothing to bring to the

you don't got nothing to bring to the table you ain't gonna be at that table

table you ain't gonna be at that table what would you say right now to the kid

what would you say right now to the kid in the hood who's feeling hopeless right

in the hood who's feeling hopeless right now and depends with dedo some days I'll

now and depends with dedo some days I'll be from the hope is enriched Pharrell

be from the hope is enriched Pharrell yeah it like that so I don't it depends

yeah it like that so I don't it depends what day Monday I might tell young you

what day Monday I might tell young you stay now stay focus but it be days I'd

stay now stay focus but it be days I'd be like man [ __ ] and I mean is why you

be like man [ __ ] and I mean is why you think you should deal with the pressure

think you should deal with the pressure in like is everything haven't been yeah

in like is everything haven't been yeah happy sad times that's just like I want

happy sad times that's just like I want to see you go to therapy yeah I think

to see you go to therapy yeah I think that because I want to do it that the

that because I want to do it that the interview I think I need a psychiatrist

interview I think I need a psychiatrist or therapist dr. justice somebody like I

or therapist dr. justice somebody like I think that we don't know though that

think that we don't know though that [ __ ] don't I think you would man I think

[ __ ] don't I think you would man I think it'd be good for you man like the way

it'd be good for you man like the way you growing the way you evolved and I

you growing the way you evolved and I think if you actually sat down with a

think if you actually sat down with a therapist and really unpacked somebody's

therapist and really unpacked somebody's [ __ ] yeah

[ __ ] yeah that shit'll really take you to another

that shit'll really take you to another level to therapist day book out be the

level to therapist day book out be the therapist oh man well make member

therapist oh man well make member closing by saying man you know people

closing by saying man you know people tend to give the flowers when it's too

tend to give the flowers when it's too late do you do you think you're

late do you do you think you're receiving you you just do right now

receiving you you just do right now whatever's happened I had my even people

whatever's happened I had my even people like man I don't want to say but man it

like man I don't want to say but man it might have been good to jail I don't

might have been good to jail I don't dwell on it like I don't look at it I

dwell on it like I don't look at it I don't wake up and think about Brinkley

don't wake up and think about Brinkley that judging but like she sent me to

that judging but like she sent me to jail I got something I'm like judge

jail I got something I'm like judge trying to send me to jail

trying to send me to jail give me a favor 40 mil you're stronger

give me a favor 40 mil you're stronger morning yeah later part of my story of

morning yeah later part of my story of the check out the documentary actually

the check out the documentary actually when she sent me to jail I had a million

when she sent me to jail I had a million dollars and I came home I did

dollars and I came home I did astronomical should I never even seen

astronomical should I never even seen before I went to levels I know

before I went to levels I know singing so that was just a part of my

singing so that was just a part of my life oh do you hate her no but it was

life oh do you hate her no but it was times I hated the DA I looked at uh the

times I hated the DA I looked at uh the detail was deal was on my kids she died

detail was deal was on my kids she died every day 34 cancer and [ __ ] one day she

every day 34 cancer and [ __ ] one day she was in the courtroom

was in the courtroom I got violated for a technical violation

I got violated for a technical violation she asked the judge for 10 years while

she asked the judge for 10 years while my mom and my sister and my son was in a

my mom and my sister and my son was in a room there's a technical violation

room there's a technical violation there's on people she has to ten years

there's on people she has to ten years and my mind at that moment I was looking

and my mind at that moment I was looking at her like I wish to die and I really

at her like I wish to die and I really mean that

mean that I ain't but and she saying she want me

I ain't but and she saying she want me to get 10 years in front of my mom my

to get 10 years in front of my mom my son she took me she just drove me crazy

son she took me she just drove me crazy at that point and then years later I

at that point and then years later I think she died from cancer I ain't

think she died from cancer I ain't really want that for her you know I'm

really want that for her you know I'm saying it was just the ingred time look

saying it was just the ingred time look mammy I value you bruh and I appreciate

the egg cream we all works in progress many times they'll be letting the job

many times they'll be letting the job yeah got it people that work in

yeah got it people that work in entertainment you gotta put this on here

entertainment you gotta put this on here yeah y'all have a hard time

yeah y'all have a hard time distinguishing like y'all relationships

distinguishing like y'all relationships and business like it give me an example

and business like it give me an example the mill like I can see you and be

the mill like I can see you and be busting up with you a bunch of time

busting up with you a bunch of time decide to go bear with me you ain't even

decide to go bear with me you ain't even gonna texting like yo sentence y'all

gonna texting like yo sentence y'all just gonna go full Flair's like a mom

just gonna go full Flair's like a mom for game and have a relationship the

for game and have a relationship the person I'm talking about the whole

person I'm talking about the whole industry of media well hip-hop mean like

industry of media well hip-hop mean like our media that's what I know

our media that's what I know [ __ ] don't distinguish that

[ __ ] don't distinguish that [ __ ] they just go right and they go

[ __ ] they just go right and they go right for the job like me when I do my

right for the job like me when I do my job

job I don't do it off of like your phone do

I don't do it off of like your phone do it like this I like like the moment like

it like this I like like the moment like you might ask a question where you just

you might ask a question where you just go when you know it ain't a good

go when you know it ain't a good question to ask for this person and you

question to ask for this person and you might be cool with them in that still

might be cool with them in that still put it up like me if I had that job and

put it up like me if I had that job and we got a relationship I'm gonna

we got a relationship I'm gonna distinguish the type of should I do

distinguish the type of should I do sometimes I'll get crazy like that I

sometimes I'll get crazy like that I just be mad at Charlemagne when I was

I'll be back to the dream [Laughter]

[Laughter] acted but if I see some I like

acted but if I see some I like Charlemagne no he working here what a

Charlemagne no he working here what a hundred do the [ __ ] 100 guys

hundred do the [ __ ] 100 guys imma automatically calm down cuz I'm

imma automatically calm down cuz I'm gonna hundred people and you were one or

gonna hundred people and you were one or two people that's just how I think just

two people that's just how I think just I don't hate people that look like me

I don't hate people that look like me that much I feel like that's taking

that much I feel like that's taking advantage I kind of think that's [ __ ]

advantage I kind of think that's [ __ ] [ __ ] you gotta prove somebody 100 people

[ __ ] you gotta prove somebody 100 people made me mad a few times but I

made me mad a few times but I we probably understand and [ __ ] like

we probably understand and [ __ ] like that well yeah that's it

that well yeah that's it my man maybe she ate you great rachet

my man maybe she ate you great rachet don't quote me on the talking moment

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