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hello everybody celtic fairy tarot back

with another pick a card reading and

today we're going to be getting into

your inner child what would your inner

child like to tell you is this about

healing is this about creativity is this

about just having fun

what needs to be brought to your

attention all right so we have pile one

pile two pile three and pile four you

are more than welcome to pause the video

take as much time as you need to really

navigate which pile is yours and the

time stamps are down below

hi pi one all right we're gonna be

jumping into what your inner child would

like you to know

i do feel like this does have to do with

healing

and this does involve a family member

let's see

there's also um a lot of grounding and

cleansing of your energy needed

there's

there's an element of being in fight or

flight or in survival mode right now

where you i i feel as though there's

something surfacing with your inner

child about a revelation about a family

member that you've had recently

um but it feels like throughout the day

you don't really have time to think

about it so it's just kind of sitting on

the back burner right now

let's get more into this

all right i do shuffle this deck um

before

i start the video so we're just going to

shuffle it a couple of extra times

okay

all right pile one's inner child please

tell me more about this

please tell me more about this

inner child

[Applause]

all right we have the page of pentacles

all right we have the five of swords in

reverse okay i think

what i'm picking up with even just these

two popping out and when i just felt

prior i almost feel like

you're you're in a new area of life that

you've never been in before maybe you're

just starting school maybe you're just

starting a family maybe you're just

starting something and you need this

person

it's almost like there can't be conflict

but your inner child really

there is still conflict your inner child

does not feel like

something has been unjustified something

has has been left um

up in the air since childhood there's

things that you're you can't talk about

or you can't

speak about without this person getting

upset but they're really just unresolved

let's see

please tell me more about kylian's inner

child situation

[Music]

all right we have the ten of wands in

reverse

and we're going to clarify this page of

pentacles please

all right we have the eight of pentacles

okay

five of swords

we have judgment in reverse under the

five of swords

yeah it's almost like you're starting

something new and you really need this

person but there's also something you

really want to talk to them about that's

really bothering you but you feel like

you can't a ton of wands please your

inner child is very anxious about this

we have the hermit under the ten of

wands in reverse

yeah this feels like a revelation it

feels like you didn't think about things

from this perspective before

um and it's just coming to light now

you're re-going over

um things from the past and you're

really

it's confusing for you this feels very

confusing

and unstable

let's see judgment i'm not unstable in

the in the sense that you're emotionally

unstable it just means you're you're

confused about these memories you're

confused about how to feel about um

the situation judgment please

okay eight of cups

yeah and you're starting something new

and i think that part of you um

starting this new venture is very

excited and wants to get out there but

your inner child is is afraid your inner

child is i kind of feel like you don't

know what your reality is i don't really

know how to explain this but it almost

feels like your reality doesn't belong

to you like you were just kind of like

going along your way and then somehow

found yourself here

um only to find out that how you got

here

was like on autopilot right or

how you got here was based off of the

needs or wants of someone else let's see

let's see this hermit card

please harm it

we have the six of cups in reverse under

the hermit

yeah it's almost like you're forcing

yourself not to the back of the deck

energy is also page of swords i'm sorry

my new england accent just slips out i

try to talk uh so that everybody can

understand me but occasionally it might

come out i do apologize

so with the page of swords being the

back of the deck energy and the six of

cups here in reverse coming out i really

feel like this fight or flight has to do

with your thoughts you're you're

battling your thoughts right now and

your inner child keeps surfacing these

memories keep surfacing or reaching out

and there's synchronicities happening

lining up with what you're these

memories that you're remembering and i

feel like a lot of them it's

manipulation and and it's kind of like

like i said you don't know what your

reality is you don't know how you got

here

and maybe it was people telling you that

they know what's best for you or they

know what you should be doing but it's

almost like you woke up and had this

revelation of wait a minute

i i don't think i put myself here

um i'm gonna pull we have these

handwritten um inner child message cards

so i'm gonna shuffle these and we're

gonna pull a few for you

[Applause]

okay

i'll just shuffle it a couple more times

all right messages please

from pyle one's inner child messages

from children's inner child

we have nobody ever believed me they

always called me a liar

family secrets

i feel like with

with whoever this is it just feels like

you had to

go along with them and their emotions

and their feelings it's almost like you

had to be tied to this emote person's

emotions and feelings like you had to

feel how they felt or they couldn't go

through something alone they had to drag

you into it

but with these two just please take what

resonates

all right messages from fileman's inner

child please

messages from pylons in

inner child

all right we have i wish there was

someone out there who understands my

trauma

i feel like i am being called to

something but i don't know what

okay

being bullied as a child makes me timid

around people this is how i push people

away

okay

i remember when i used my imagination to

create my reality that was crushed but i

want it back

right we're going to pull some more

messages from kyle one's inner child

please

okay messages from silence and child

i don't want to go to school tomorrow

they are so mean they make me want to

hate myself

okay

messages from pylon's inner child please

let's do some

all right while my present self views us

as the bullies did i just want to feel

loved

i was forced not to talk about what

happened to me

messages from

pile one's inner child i think we just

had one falling

over but i could be wrong

nope okay

messages from pile one's inner child

my parents said it was just my

imagination but i know those monsters

were real yeah very psychic group um

very in tune

okay

i feel like with these bully cards

that they're you are still struggling

with issues in your solar plexus that

have to do with bullies in childhood but

i feel like more so your inner child is

viewing whoever this family member is as

a bully

there your inner child is saying that

when it comes to this person your view

you used to view them

um as some

one who could bring safety and someone

who could bring

security but right now whether it's how

they're saying things to you

or what it's it's kind of like

your inner child views this person as a

bully

they want you to spend less time with

this person or even just

set healthy boundaries with them

um setting healthy boundaries with this

person if they're if they're

coming to you and they're saying you're

not doing this good enough or you're not

doing this uh the right way or you're

not doing this how i would do this

there's two different types of people in

the world right there are people who

will give you advice and they'll say

this is what i did but you're more than

welcome to take your own we're all

different individual people um they're

really not pushy about it right but then

you have other people who are like well

i know what's best for you or well i

know that this is gonna work or how

would you know you've never done this

before so it's a very different vibe

when someone is coming to you with

advice because they care and they want

to help make the situation better or

they're coming to you for their own

ego inflation or i can do this better

just because i am and it's it's

your inner child is feeling bullied by

this person whoever this is

all right

we're gonna pull a couple more messages

from pilon's inner child two more please

two more messages from pile one's inner

child

two more messages from pylons in our

child please

two more messages

all right i will take all of them

i have always been attracted to

witchcraft in the paranormal

beautiful

all right

my childhood was stolen by trauma

i will rise from the ashes

i cannot escape the memories of the one

who abused me

my parent projected their insecurities

on to me and i need to filter out those

i am perfect as is

yeah i feel like this projection of

insecurities is whoever this family

member is it's like they have to be the

best at everything

and

they they

think that it's weak

when other people don't feel that way

they think that it's a weakness um

if other people

aren't out there competing or striving

or um

doing it is whatever it is they're doing

they think it's a weakness that other

people don't do that

let's see

yeah this is like they have to be like

the savior of the day

type of energy they have to be the best

at everything they have to be the one

everybody wants to call they have to be

this is this is an interesting energy i

don't really further know how to go into

that but we're gonna pull a little bit

more tarot

all right messages what else

does pile one's inner child want them to

know please

we have the knight of cups

okay

what else does pilon's inner child want

them to know

oh okay so that was the back of the deck

energy coming out here

and we have temperance

okay yeah your inner child just wants to

feel safe your inner child just wants to

be around people who make you feel safe

um you don't want to be around people

who are going to compete or

how do i say that not compete but

like compete with you almost like um i

can do this better or

um you have to learn from me

like i said you can tell when someone is

coming to you with advice when they love

you and they just want you to feel safe

or content and you can tell who's coming

to you with advice because they think

they know what's best for you there's a

very big difference and i think whoever

this individual has

is is constantly

thinking that they know what is best for

you

and this is a family member this feels

like um an authority figure

family member

someone who has a place of authority in

your life that doesn't necessarily have

to mean it's a parent it could be

a child in your life who is

in control of the situation because

there's healing work you need to do or

this could be

a mother or a father or a grandparent

whoever it is is somebody that just

is not healthy

in this moment and any advice they're

going to be giving you your inner child

really wants you to know that you should

take it with a grain of salt

because they really are in in need of

great healing themselves and it's

something that they've put on the back

burner because they really have worn a

very good mask of portraying themselves

as healthy and healed um but it's

actually not true there's a lot of open

wounds under

uh under the pashmina if they

really took this mask off you would see

just how many open wounds there still

are and they're leading you kind of down

this path of avoidance

nothing's wrong with me it's always

something wrong with everything else

is the energy that i feel

all right pile one i am going to leave

it here it was wonderful to sit down

with you i'm actually you know what i'm

gonna give some advice one more one more

card for advice

one more card advice from file one's

inner child please

we have the four of wands in reverse

okay

interesting

think right now pile one is is an

important time for you to really

separate your energy from this

individual and i don't mean that you

never have to talk to this person again

and i don't mean that you have to

disregard their existence in your life i

just mean

try to do

more things that break the codependency

between you and this person

try to do more things that empower you

by yourself rather than involving this

individual

really kind of break that tie

not cut the cord just break that

codependent tie because i do feel like

it's really hindering your personal

growth and you putting yourself out into

the world and really getting to

accomplish the things you want to

accomplish because there's there's an an

aspect of this person holding you back

all right pile one i wish you the best

of luck on this journey and i will see

you next time bye-bye

hello pile too all right we're going to

be getting into your inner child now

i also have handwritten message cards

we're going to be using

um this session to

get

a really detailed view of how your inner

child is feeling

i feel like much like pile one

this pile has a lot of healing work to

do but i feel as though unlike pile one

this pile uh

the trauma runs deep so we're gonna be

getting

into it immediately now i want to get

into it as quickly as i can because i do

feel like you've been looking for

some kind of clarity on how to deal with

this

but haven't really been able to find

anything

so let's see i do think you've tried

a lot of different ways to really help

you get over this trauma so let's see if

we can get you some answers today what

does your inner child

want you to know all right messages from

piles whose inner child please

all right we have the emperor in reverse

we have the seven of swords

okay

messages from oh okay i will take all of

those

all right we have the two of pentacles

we have justice

we have the two of cups

we have the page of cups

the lovers

upside down and the nine of pentacles

okay so this your you could have had a

parent who

um was incredibly toxic and i do feel

like this is in the masculine sense

um there's an element here of

because of somebody's careless actions

your foundation your foundation was

shaken

um because of this could have been

addiction this could have been

abuse this could have been um a father

cheating on a mother this could have

really been any of the above

um but the effects of this really hit

you deeply let's pull some more um

on this lovers and reverse please

oh you know what you could have um a

romantic connection mimicking

this right now let's see the lovers in

reverse please

we have the ace of cups in reverse

and the fool

um there's also an aspect of this parent

created in you that you have to

work to be loved this person

whoever this parent was

they their

in and out their constant back and forth

really affected your self-worth um your

inner child is saying

um that they feel like they have to work

too hard for love they don't want to

work hard for love anymore they want to

be loved as they are

um and that's something you've been

entitled to since birth i just don't

think you really learned that

the back of the deck energy the ton of

cups being joyfulness i always i feel

like you've just always had to

navigate relationships like you're doing

something wrong or like there's there's

a situation where you need to change

your behavior you need to do something

in order to keep these toxic people

around you might gravitate towards toxic

people as well

because of this mindset in life well

they left me so everybody else is going

to leave me or if they left me it might

be because i'm not worthy of love so

there's a lot of different aspects here

i actually want to pull some more tarot

on this two of cups as well this emperor

in reverse is

i i do believe this individual and and

it's a very

i wouldn't even say chaotic in the sense

that it's

raging

but i feel like it's chaotic in the

sense that whoever this person was

didn't know they wanted and they just

kind of

did what they wanted

in the moment if that makes sense it's

like they didn't have a

routine or a schedule

to keep you secure it was like you were

always on their time

all right we're gonna do justice please

justice

okay

yeah queen of wands in reverse

okay this has absolutely caused some

depression within you but it's also

caused some

your shadow self

is both angry but wanting to be free

as well uh your inner child and your

shadow self are kind of ruling you at

this point i feel you might be dealing

with a lot of different kinds of

emotions down the rabbit hole right

that's what this energy feels like

it's like you want to move past all of

this you want to be free of all of this

but you can't no matter how hard you try

because what this in childhood did was

really

set the set the tone for how every

relationship you have goes

it's like you feel like you have to over

give or overextend or over this or over

that because someone

who i mean by societal standards our

parents unconditionally love us right um

but someone who just comes and goes like

that and doesn't really let us feel the

love it can make us feel like there's

something wrong with us and not

something wrong with them right

let me pull some messages

huh what's some of these handwritten

messages

this pile is absolutely full of

starseeds as well

this is this is the pile

syrian pleiadian

this is absolutely the pile of star

seeds

the

what what do i call hi

starseeds to me are like the orphans

walking this planet right we have

parents but it kind of just still feels

like we're orphans

all right let's see

all right messages from file two's inner

child please

messages from pilots and our

all right we have music and singing

helps get you more connected to me

my parents love for me was always

conditional i do feel this i feel like

you guys feel

like you have to behave a certain way to

be loved or you have to speak a certain

way to be loved or know certain things

to be loved it's like that it's like

you're you have not experienced somebody

just saying you are who you are and i

love you for it

uh and i'm so sorry for that pile too

because your energy is um incredible

incredible protective you would give the

shirt off your back for anybody you

listen you're empathetic

you in no way

deserve to feel that way

all right messages from pile three's

inner child please

messages from kyle three's inner child

please

okay we have one day i'm going to be

older and it won't matter what they say

i'll love myself and live how i want

beautiful

men have never been a comforting or

protective presence in our life yeah i

was feeling that with the um

with the emperor in reverse as well i do

feel like this is a father figure

i've always just needed someone to hear

and see me

i feel like with this person

it's almost like

they they they are proud of you as their

this person is just emotionally shut

down this has nothing to do with you

um this has nothing to do with how

incredible you are how amazing you are

how intelligent you are how lovable you

are it has nothing to do with that it

just has to do with the fact that this

person's parents were the same way this

person's parents did not show love

for them

just as they didn't really know how to

do that for you

all right messages from pile

to this inner child please

messages from prior to inner child

all right i am going to help save the

world someday beautiful souls

beautiful souls you are

is someone going to help me out of this

dark place you bet

you bet love you bet i am going to do my

best to give you

whatever i can get for you this session

messages from pile two's inner child

please

i did not deserve the physical abuse i

endured as a child this is gonna be for

one or two of you in this pile

this isn't gonna be for everybody i do

feel like this pile

mostly with the collective is dealing

with issues of

insecurity and not having the confidence

they need based on the nurturing as a

child that this father figure um either

was not able to give them or did not

give them

chose not to um but this physical abuse

i do feel like this this is for just a

few of you

and i'm gonna pull a tarot card um for

some advice

for the few of you this card belongs to

let's see

advice for these few please

all right spirit please give me some

advice for this view

we have the ten of cups

okay

so i feel like for you um these few

people that this card

uh resonates with

first of all i i just want to

energetically

cleanse you that's all i want to do

right now this has nothing to do with

you you did nothing wrong you were a

child you did not deserve this abuse um

and

through everything through the darkness

you've been through through these dark

forests you've walked through the

joyfulness that is waiting for you you

can't even imagine you can't even

imagine it and and your higher self is

coming through and saying they they have

accomplished this if you look

on every single one of these cups you

will see the viking compass

and the viking compass has a lot to do

with protection your ancestors are

behind you this is something

that

this is something where you dealt with

a parent

who

either went through this themselves just

i said with the rest of the collective

with they didn't get the love they

needed this is something that is just

normal in their mind in their mind

getting angry and using your hands and

doing all of these things is normal and

obviously it's not it's not normal and

it's not something that you should

continue to tell yourself in your mind

oh this was corporal punishment or this

was

i was a bad kid or i didn't behave

because that's not the case you're

you're a beautiful soul you're amazing

soul and you deserve the respect and the

safety that everybody every other human

on this planet deserves you deserve that

and you deserve this joyfulness

i do feel like for those of you who this

card resonates with this person is no

longer longer in your life as well

um and your ancestors are saying that's

for the best

it's best to keep yourself distance from

this individual

all right messages from pile twos

and our child please

all right

i still believe in magic always on the

back of the card too i did put i do

believe in fairies i do believe in

fairies but

um i still believe in magic always this

is beautiful

that was back when i was gonna i was

gonna make this a double-sided deck but

i decided not to i'd rather have more

than one

all right messages from kyle two's inner

child please

messages from pile to's inner child

all right we have black sheath

i still can't get past this card because

i have so much i want to say it's

difficult in a collective reading on

camera because i'm not i'm not face to

face with you um but

i i can empathize with this um on a very

personal level and it's really important

that you don't ignore

the

the aftermath of this because it you

deserve peace and you deserve happiness

and you deserve all the contentment in

the world you deserve to um feel safe

you deserve this you did not deserve the

abuse

messages from pile shoes

inner child please

messages from policies inner child

one more please send me a message from

parliament

all right we have my present self and

higher self have been loving and

protecting me

this is beautiful

honestly

oh with this too why am i always the one

backstabbed and talked about

that's funny i was just gonna say

honestly with this my present self and

higher self have been loving and

protecting me i feel like you have been

your biggest

ally even since childhood you've always

had this element of feeling

misunderstood and i don't believe

that you would be someone who would

shout at the rooftops

what you've been through

it's more so if someone has a

misconception of you you kind of just

allow them to have it

but when it really comes down to

defending your word character or honor

it's you've always been your biggest fan

um and it's hard for you on the days

where the intrusive thoughts that the

the

the things that people have said to you

that have really affected you start to

circle in your mind those days can be

really difficult for you but i think

since a young age you've really learned

to self-soothe and you've really learned

to comfort yourself you may have spent a

lot of time alone as a child you may

have been um

uh you may have been a child that came

home from school and they were just

alone for a little bit

there's self-soothing is something that

you've mastered

all right we're gonna pull some advice

spirits of love and light what is some

advice

for pile to please

we're gonna pull some advice from spirit

and your ancestors instead of your inner

child today uh just to make sure we get

you exactly what you need leaving this

session here today all right spirits of

love and light please tell me what does

pile to need for their inner child

oh we have judgment and i really want to

highlight

the water here where she's looking down

at herself water is going to be

extremely important for your anxiety

splashing cold water on your face when

you're having a panic attack submerging

your hands in cold water when you're

having a panic

different things like that can be

amazing for anxiety um and self-soothing

water absolutely and i do feel like

there's an aspect of your spiritual

sides

that really would do well watergazing

watergazing could be something you would

thrive at

all right um one more card please for

advice from spirit

we have the nine of wands in reverse

okay so immediately i know exactly

immediately it's allowing yourself to

feel how you feel there's an element of

pushback and there's an element of well

i have to heal in order to be better i

have to heal right now or i have to get

this over with or i can't

and and it's it's

not your fault because it's heavy

these are heavy emotions these are very

heavy and chaotic emotions but they need

to be felt and spirits advice is do

things with your hands that can really

let out this aggression and frustration

whether you're hitting balls uh in

baseball

or you're going to one of those rooms

where you can put the goggles on and

just like smash a bunch of things

whatever it is keep it healthy but

really

allow yourself to purge um because i do

feel like you've been in and out of

therapy you've really tried to to tell

your story

and no matter how many times you tell

your story it doesn't it doesn't change

the fact that you feel the way you feel

i'm also drawn to this um

this wolf in this card

and i do believe

that a dog

i know that it's not easy for everybody

to just get a pet

but

in this full card here we see this and

this is something that i struggled with

pile too this is very close to my heart

and

i do believe that it's important to you

to have a loyal companion that you don't

have to

worry about whether or not you can trust

this individual and this will also help

you with self-love and taking care of

yourself by taking care of this other

animal as well having a routine spending

time with this animal

like i said it's not always easy just to

go out and get a pet and you shouldn't

if you don't have the time to take care

of it and you don't have the resources

but if you do have the time and the

resources i highly recommend um bringing

a familiar into the house and really

just

spending a lot of time in isolation

spending a lot of time with you with

this animal with your thoughts with your

emotions and really allowing you to feel

them because for this new beginning to

come in

with the full card here

it's really important that you purge all

of this so that this package doesn't

come in with you in the next chapter of

your life

it's like there's very chaotic emotions

there's there's instability when it

comes to whether or not you're having a

good day or a bad day it can change

within within seconds it can change just

like that

um and this is not good for you for your

mental health or your physical health

we're going to pull one more on the

judgment

judgment please

judgment card please

all right we have the knight of

pentacles in reverse

yeah you're moving too quickly through

this healing

pile two you're moving too quickly

through this healing it's it's going to

take

quite a while to really navigate through

these feelings because it's not like

there was one traumatic instance that

really

set you off course there there were

multiple here

there were multiple instances where this

person whoever this is did not show up

for you and did not

give you the the nurturing and the love

that you needed and in turn it really

made you believe that you're not worthy

of it and that's something your inner

child is really struggling with right

now

and it's important to give them that

love that time and that affection as if

um you were re-raising your inner child

that's really the answer here the answer

for you to really get out of this is to

re-raise your inner child give your

inner child that knowledge that love

that affection those new experiences you

wanted to do but do it together um and

don't really depend on anybody else to

give you any of this

if there was somewhere you wanted to go

as a child take yourself there have like

a little day date or something and and

really

focus on what you need and what you've

needed since childhood

it's time for you to know pile two

that love for you should never be

conditional

it should never be conditional

okay

all right i'm going to leave that here

it was wonderful to sit down with you

pile too and i wish you the best of luck

on this journey hi pile three

all right we're going to be getting into

your inner child here today first i just

want to say i feel like this pile

is full of warriors ancient

warriors you guys might know a lot about

your past lives you might have dreams

about it you might um resonate with

where you came from in these past lives

and know it very well

you could also be doing a lot of past

life regression right now

let's see

all right i do shuffle this deck off

camera as well we're just gonna give it

one more good shuffle

all right

all right messages from pile three's

inner child please

unless it is from pile three's in your

child

okay we're gonna take all of these

innocence

page of wands in reverse

we have nine of pentacles in reverse

and the magician

okay

i don't know why i feel like

you could have been prone to running

away

a lot in childhood

you could have also been prone to

um fits of rage

not

in a

i'm just an angry person sense but there

was a real need for your freedom here

you felt trapped

you felt trapped you felt

like you couldn't be yourself

and there was a lot going on

let's clarify this page of wands in

reverse please

we have the hairpin in reverse

your parents could have been young when

they had you as well

pile three

nine of pentacles please

the emperor in reverse under the nine of

pentacles

the magicians please

and the two of swords under the magician

oh my goodness this feels like you were

the parent

in the situation

it's like

the back of the deck energy is the eight

of swords

um in reverse and i feel like really as

a kid all you wanted to do was escape

this situation it was like your parents

it's like you grew up with your parents

you were part of all of their mistakes

you had to deal with all of the downfall

of their decision making and choices

and it really took you out of your your

vibe out of your high vibration

let's see

this two of swords please

two of swords

two of swords please

we have the page of pentacles in reverse

this feels like you have been told that

how you operate

on a personal level is wrong whether

you've been told you're too angry or too

hostile or too this or too loud or to

whatever

it's you're a truth teller too this is

real whistleblower energy if something

was going on in your childhood you were

probably the one to call it out

you may be the oldest as well

let's see

if you hear my my dog in the background

i do apologize she's a little cutie she

came to join us

all right let's see

with this nine of pentacles

in reverse and the emperor in reverse i

feel like you're

there maybe

one of your parents that you're closest

um and that you are most like

but it's it's also the opposite effect

this person is the most toxic parent and

it's not that you're like this toxic

parent in the toxic way it's almost like

you took their toxic traits maybe they

were overly protective and that became

abusive

like in the sense that they needed to

protect themselves and they they took on

this persona of strong um

unemotional

all of this whatever it took its toll on

you

you took the strong and really did

protect rather than take the strong and

just

live in fear but pretending to be strong

you you really took that strength

and learned how to use it you are

probably the bull the the person beating

up the bullies

in school right like you were probably

the one defending the people getting

picked on

but there's one

there's one parent let me pull on this

parent who is this

who is this person

maybe it's not a parent let's see who is

this person please

oh boy i'll take all of them let's see

tell me a story please

all right we have the ace of swords

the eight of cups in reverse

the seven of cups in reverse

the knight of wands

the five of cups in reverse

and the wheel of fortune in reverse wow

these are a lot

of reversals here

this is somebody who has a good there's

someone who wrote really hard to hate

honestly this person has such a good

heart but they are just a buildup of

horrible horrible conditioning

with this person's need to feel safe in

childhood they really established a

sense of

how do i say this

i don't really know how to explain this

other than to say

this is a real

you know how when people are in the

mafia they're raised with this intense

loyalty

um with this you know hostile really

upfront personality right off the bat um

they just demand this respect this

person did it in a toxic way but it's

like almost like you took those traits

and alchemized them and you really use

them for good

you really use them for good here

and again by using that reference i'm

not saying anybody's parent was in the

mafia i'm just saying there was there

were things that you were raised with

that were highly toxic that you

alchemized into

a very healthy

mindset this loyalty might need to be

worked on though this this being loyal

to everybody

all the time definitely needs to be

worked on because there are times where

you do need to walk away from certain

people um but

your inner child is saying that

the memories with this individual are

really holding you back right now with

the wheel of fortune in reverse they're

blocking you from some kind of abundance

because there's still an aspect of your

inner child here who feels

they need to protect themselves from

this individual who feels that they need

um how do i say this

spirit how do i say this

there's still a part of you stuck

there

it's like every day you wake up and and

you know for at least a few hours of

that day that mindset that age you were

those memories are definitely going to

come flooding back for you at some point

whether it's all at once whether it's a

little bit each day you remember you're

you remember your childhood very vividly

there's a depression here though

that it's it's

there's a there's a part of your inner

child that's wanting to flee from a

situation right now just like you wanted

to in childhood

out the window down the street far away

from this this situation what is this

current situation please spirit

what is this current situation

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spirits of little light what is this

current situation please

ten of wands

um okay i i can see this very clearly

there that you

spent so much of your childhood taking

care of your parents that you didn't

learn how to take care of yourself

you never learned basic things like uh

driver's ed or things like that and even

if you learn drivers edit that it's just

take what resonates you were not

prepared to be an adult

is is how

the best way i can describe it you are

not prepared to make adult decisions be

in the adult world um you spend so much

time taking care of your parents that

they they they weren't

giving you this information

it's like they were surviving

but in turn it really took away your

thriving right like it took away from

you really learning how to navigate this

world we're gonna start pulling some

handwritten messages for you before we

pull some advice from you

but yeah this i can really i really feel

like you grew up with your parents

and that at some points you really just

kind of wanted to be as far away from

home as you could

messages from pile three's inner child

please

messages from piles

please

messages from piles and your child

all right we have family secrets

i want to be rich someday so that i can

give to the less fortunate beautiful

energy

all right messages from pile three's

inner child please

all right i don't know how to feel

emotions in a healthy way because i

always had to suppress them yeah you

always had to be the adult in situations

i'm hearing yelling a lot of yelling and

chaos and scream and screaming all right

i've always talked more in my head than

out loud to anyone else

messages from pile

three's inner child

my parents had to work a lot to provide

for our family and they were never home

it's not their fault but i needed them

i grew up in a very strict and religious

family i had limits for how i could

express my true self

all right let's get some of these back

on camera for you

messages from pile three's inner child

please

messages

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i look for safety in others because i

did not feel protected as a child i need

to heal this deep wound

messages from pile threes in our child

please

having a parent who constantly pointed

out my weight has given me an unhealthy

relationship to food

messages from pile threes

please

my parent left me at a young age and it

shook my foundation i needed them

messages from kyle drew's inner child

i learned at a bad a uh i'm sorry i

learned at a young age that bad

attention was still attention i craved

it and i need to recognize this cycle

okay

messages from pile three's

inner child piece

let's just find piles of these inner

all right my childhood was stolen by

trauma

when i am older i won't let anyone push

me around

while my present self views us as the

bullies did i just want to feel loved

yeah there's

i'm so sorry pile 3 because it feels

like you really never got to live your

life it feels like you were just busy

taking care of your parents and their

needs and what they needed and being um

the child they wanted you to be or was

trying to force you to be it feels like

you never really got to live

who you are as an individual

one more message please from

kyle three's inner child before we pull

some advice

kyle please inner child

messages from coyotes

i've already had too many toxic people

in my life and that was out of my

control i'm in control now

i have too many options if i have too

many options in front of me i shut down

i never felt good enough why should i

this is just it's it's important for you

to really distance yourself right now

and if there are family members that you

need to protect your energy from right

now it's important to do so

because you do deserve peace from this

and you deserve healing and you deserve

to feel how you need to feel

don't let anybody pile three tell you

how you should feel about a certain

situation okay we're going to pull some

messages

advice

all right advice for pile free please

advice

oh we had three fly out there okay

all right we have the five of swords in

reverse

we have the knight of swords

and we have the ten of pentacles

okay

yeah

live the life of your dreams pile three

do things that make you happy do things

that um bring you peace do things that

creatively stimulate you really learn

how to

much like pile two needed to learn how

to re-parent their inner child it's kind

of the same here i do believe you have

really mastered

your emotional side

honestly pile three i feel like you've

really mastered your emotional side does

it get chaotic sometimes yes

but the duality you're capable of is

incredible and not many people are

capable of this and i think what you

really need to focus on and work on

right now is your place in this world

pile three what you want to be where you

want to go who you want to surround

yourself with things like that are most

important for you right now and these

family members that are toxic you don't

need to surround yourself with them i'm

not saying cut them off completely i'm

not saying run away from your problems

but i am saying

that as opposed to you being a child and

not having a choice to remove yourself

from certain situations you have that

choice now you absolutely have that

choice now i'm so sorry

all right pile three we're going to

leave it there i wish you the best luck

on this journey and i hope you have the

most fun these next few weeks figuring

yourself out what do you like where do

you like going

um and i will see you for the next pick

of card bye file three

hi file for

all right so immediately tapping into

your energy i feel like this is a

an incredibly transformative time for

you this is a moment in time where

you're stepping out of the cocoon and

you're really starting something fresh

and something new

all right i do shuffle this off deck so

i'm just gonna shuffle it a couple of

more times

and we are going to pull messages from

your inner child what does your inner

child want you to know i feel like the

first three piles really had to do with

healing and this fourth pile has to do a

lot with stepping out after healing

okay

all right

messages from kyle for his inner child

please

messages from pile force in our child

we have the king of pentacles yes yes ah

i feel this energy

you're creating stability you're giving

yourself everything right now that you

were not provided as a child your inner

child is like oh

your inner child views you as their

perfect ideal parent you are you are

doing everything right right now for

your inner child all right messages from

pile force inner child

we have the three of pentacles in

reverse

all right

this may be coming with some pushback

from people maybe family and friends

saying you're not available enough or

um they're not getting enough attention

from you or there's something there

could be something like that happening

where there's a little bit of pushback

from others but keep doing what you're

doing because holding these boundaries

that you're holding your inner child is

thrilled absolutely thrilled

messages from kyle four's inner child

please

messages from kyle ford's inner child

okay we have temperance

this is beautiful

messages from pile forth in our child

all right we have the knight of

pentacles

i feel like whereas your inner child may

have used to run the show especially

when you felt triggered or you felt

upset about something i feel like now

your inner child hangs back and lets

your present self

handle situations i feel like your inner

child has a peace now like when you were

younger you may have said oh i just want

peace whether you struggled with anxiety

whatever was going on you just wanted

peace and i really feel like you're

giving that to your inner child right

now

all right three of pentacles

yes

yes we have the six of wands fly out

under the three of pentacles hold those

boundaries take that time for yourself

you could be um really

taking your time answering people as

well you could be taking your time

responding to plans continue to do this

uh you might be feeling the relief of

anxiety as well or maybe you'll feel the

relief of anxiety once you

hear that it's the right thing to do

what you're doing whatever it is

um whatever you've been working on

through your healing and establishing

boundaries it is

brilliant this king of pentacles energy

is brilliant

all right

temperance please

pumpkins please

all right we have the ten of cups in

reverse

and the queen of pentacles in reverse

yeah when your inner child feels

triggered or when your inner child feels

like they're about to go off the rails

or they're about to have a meltdown or

they're about to lose everything and

their foundation is being shaken instead

of going into panic mode your inner

child really just lets you run the show

your inner child trusts you

immensely this is such a beautiful

energy and honestly um collaborating

with your inner child when it comes to

work or when it comes to your um

creative endeavors is going to be

amazing as well

your inner child just wants to create

and when they do feel unsettled they're

saying that you are really good about

pulling them back you're really good

about really saying putting your hand on

your chest and saying it's all right

it's all right we've got this and they

really want to thank you for that

all right let's see the six of wands

please what is my pile for up to

what is piled for up to

oh we have the nine of swords

all right

one more on this

one more please what is pile four up to

and the page of cups in reverse okay so

you're on this like

the best way i can describe it is the

ground you're on right now is you know

when

there's a new deer born right like you

know bambi in the movie bambi um when

he's just born and he's trying to stand

up and he's trying to walk around but

his legs aren't working right

um and this is kind of

where you're at right now you're coming

out of this cocoon and you're not really

fully into this new mindset but you are

done with

the the healing work that you were

working on um i'm not saying you're done

completely with healing

but you've really stepped onto a new

path and you've really stepped into

you've shift timelines really is what

you've done um and you're just learning

how to walk in this one that's all and

if you're feeling stressed or if you're

feeling like nothing's falling into

place don't worry just relax because it

is coming into place you've dealt with

the mental conflict sometimes you can

still have these intrusive thoughts

and that could be something worth

working on but i think right now you're

just being rewarded for doing the work

that you have done

because it's easy

to just not do the work right it's easy

to be like i don't want to hear that

about myself i don't want to think about

that i don't want to face that and

somebody who really goes into those

rabbit holes and

and pulls that piece of themselves back

you deserve a round of applause honestly

and an incredible round of applause

alright so we're going to pull some

messages from your inner child right now

these are handwritten messages and we're

going to pull these before

we start pulling some advice from your

inner child

okay

i actually a fun fact about this stone

is i picked it up on the ground outside

of the place that we

signed the papers for the house

when we moved into this little

little uh house in the middle of nowhere

and i i feel i feel like it's the same

with you you're starting something

you're really walking a path that is

going to lead you to an incredible

amount of abundance and really

everything you ever wished for including

freedom

especially freedom

all right let's see

um if you do hear my dog she's a little

bit anxious right now she's

looking at the door so if you do hear i

do apologize

all right

messages from pile for us and our child

please

all right i'm afraid to show my true

self to others others have stripped me

of my self-confidence

i look for love and destructive people

because my parents and i needed to and i

need to heal this deep-seated wound i'm

going to read that one more time i'm

sorry i look for love and destructive

people because my parents and i need to

heal this deep seated wound this could

be something that you're not wanting to

focus on right now um because it did

take me a minute to read this it was

like the second i wanted to read this

card my everything got cloudy

um so when you do have

thoughts like this or or feel this way

um try to sit with them for a minute

before pushing them aside

all right messages from pile force inner

child please

messages from pile force and child

please

you can this this pile is definitely

your own main character i love the

energy here

having a parent with addiction issues

has absolutely broken parts of me i feel

like this one is just going to be for a

select few people here

all right my present and higher self

have been loving and protecting me yes

ugh

uh i just feel like the chill is like a

big hug you like i don't know if you hug

your inner child or like wrap your arms

around yourself and say you're hugging

your inner child but it just it's like

all body chills

my parents

love for me was always conditional

all right

messages from pile force inner child

piece

okay

my parent was selfish and only focused

on their own needs and wants

if i have too many options in front of

me i shut down

when my present self is in a rage it is

because i am shattered and scared

yeah if you feel i feel like there's a

an overwhelming like

when when when i see if i have too many

options in front of me i shut down and

when my present self is in a rage it's

because i'm shattered and scared i feel

like a lot of

trauma was taking up space in your

psyche in your mind and it was really

hard for you to process things

i feel like this trauma that you

just overcame

whether it's romantic whether it's

childhood whether it's anything like

that it really

it really was taking up space in your

psyche it was it was causing you to to

struggle with processing information and

processing things um properly and

quickly

this could be because of fight or flight

but i think it's more you may have had a

parent that needed you to answer

something right away or they didn't like

to wait for a response or you felt like

you weren't really hurt as a child this

could also

cause you to really have a difficult

time processing things uh it can really

when when when someone's standing in

front of you and they're like come on

i'm waiting i'm waiting for an answer it

can be really difficult to really

process that information

and have it come out properly

all right messages from pile fours in

our child please

one more message from filed for his

inner child please

all right

i never feel good enough why should i

verbal abuse

so before i get into this card here i

want to reiterate these two cards down

here

with these nine of swords this is an

in-between time for you so if ever if at

any point you feel like your your

healing is not um

enough or you haven't been doing enough

don't

don't kick yourself while you're down

because with this mental conflict and

this page of cups it's just you not

having your footing yet it's you not

knowing how to navigate into that

playfulness

high vibrational abundant energy

from this cocoon of dealing with a lot

of lower vibrational emotions so it's

just kind of like your equilibrium

i can't speak your equilibrium is a

little bit off that's all um and you're

definitely going to come back from that

we're gonna pull some advice from spirit

but first we're gonna get into this i

never feel good enough card and i think

that it comes with um your confidence

being stripped as as well you could have

had a lot of bullying as a child and you

could have had

a lot of issues where people

criticized specifically in a joking way

little aspects of yourself the quirky

things that you do

that make you special and unique i think

people have really broken those for you

i think they've really made you feel

less than because of them

all right

but i think they're beautiful and

honestly your energy is beautiful and

you deserve all the amazing things

coming for you

all right advice from pile for his inner

child please

advice from pile force and her child

please

thank you

oh my gosh we are the star listen

you guys don't even understand how

magical you are i i wish that i could

say it and make you believe it but

look at this look at this card

you're you're going places pile four

you're meant for big things

we're gonna pull two more

advice

from pyle for his inner child please

we have the ten of wands responsibility

i just heard um with great power comes

great responsibility

uh one more card please advice from pile

for us and our child

advice from file for his inner child

please

okay we have the devil in reverse

yeah i think what you keep setting your

boundaries keep holding them keep

not allowing people into your sacred

space when you need that downtime when

you need that cleansing um when you just

don't vibe with their energy it's

important for you to focus on what you

need right now rather than what anybody

else needs and it's also important to

remember that

to with this ten of wands

i'm really hearing don't be impulsive

about anything don't be impulsive about

anything that you're creating right now

because i feel like impulsivity can

sometimes lead you to not doing it at

all i feel like you can

i'm so sorry i feel like you can tell

yourself

i'm gonna do this and then have this

creative impulse and really run with it

and if it doesn't work out the first

time

uh or the second time you kind of you

become discouraged um so try to do

things at your pace do things to enjoy

them rather than just to get them done

if you need to take time take time don't

be impulsive with it i think you already

know that though to be perfectly honest

i think you're already in a space where

you're holding these boundaries and

you're you're respecting your own time

but that was just a message coming

through for some of you and really

it's like wish upon a star right

everything you've ever wanted is going

to come into fruition because you're

making it happen not because you're

wishing for it not because you're

taking it out of thin air but you really

are working for this and a lot of it has

to do with shadow work you have no idea

how much the universe loves it when you

do your shadow work um and when you

really start to to make healing a

priority and you've done that

then this is beautiful energy i love

this energy

i'm actually gonna pull

a couple more tarot

um just to

amp you guys up a little bit just to say

what you should be proud of right now

because i feel like you deserve it you

deserve it this this is a very light

energy

all right let's see

what

should pile for

no let's change that what does pile

four's inner child love about them

what does pile four's inner child love

about them please

we have the king of swords

okay first of all your intelligence your

wit i'm hearing your witty

you're very charming you're very witty

you're very intelligent um you're

creative

thoughts and ideas might come just out

of thin air for you

especially witty comments your inner

child thinks you're hilarious by the way

all right

what does oh there we go

okay we have death you're resilient um

you have a resilience about you

where

if somebody tries to break you or tear

you down it only makes you a kinder more

compassionate human it doesn't turn you

into a bitter pessimistic human it in

turn makes you gravitate to the people

who feel like you do so that you could

comfort them which you should be a

little bit careful about this so that

you don't drain yourself doing this but

it's an amazing quality you have

you don't

look to the

look to the dark side so to speak not

the shadow side but you don't look to

the dark side like revenge and

things like that it's just not your jam

at all

all right one more please

what does pile force inner child love

about them

what does kyle 4's inner child love

about them please

we have the two of wands in reverse

your inner child loves your inner

conversations so

when you're talking to yourself in your

head

your inner child is all for it um

honestly

if you haven't written a book

i would start doing that i would read

that book i feel like you're really good

with your words you're a really in-depth

human and honestly

you have a lot to say i feel like that

might be a gift of yours your voice

what you have to say

may help people

all around the world

wherever you go if you're speaking

you are helping someone

and your inner child loves this about

you honestly there's a billion things

your inner child loves about you but

these are the ones that i wanted to

highlight today

all right pile

or we are going to stop the reading here

it was wonderful to sit down with you i

am sending so much excited passionate

energy towards whatever it is you're

creating here and i wish you the best of

luck bye final four

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