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hello there and welcome back to the

closet historian and back to my series

side hustling where I take you behind

the scenes of some of the videos I've

been making recently or behind the

scenes of my work in general whether

that be YouTube sewing writing whatever

I'm getting up to whatever side hustle I

happen to be focusing on although now

that YouTube is my full-time job it's

less of a side hustle and more of just

my full-time job today I wanted to show

you how I built the cyberpunk lookbook

set which I am very thrilled with even

though it is it is a bit much I might

scale it back a little bit to something

slightly a slightly more cleaner corner

of a futuristic city for future videos

but of course for cyberpunk I really

wanted to push this because ninth city

is a dangerous and slightly dirty place

but before I could even build this set I

had to clean up the last one um if you

watch my last side hustling video where

I built the Halloween set and then

noticed recently it had some fake snow

on it as well it was already going to be

a bear to clean up and then I added the

fake snow stuff which made it even a

stickier situation so I had quite a lot

to do before I could even start on the

cyberpunk set let's jump back in time

and I'll show you how I got on so I made

a Star Wars themed lookbook several

years ago I can put a card up to it here

if you'd like to see it

um which this is the set for that which

is what I reused to make the cyberpunk

set today you'll see how these pieces

get slotted in and repainted and reused

but I did just keep this set because big

set pieces like this are quite an

investment obviously it's not as much as

like a real building would cost but it

is still quite pricey to buy all these

things so here's my mock-up kind of like

Photoshop sketch of what I wanted to do

for this set some murals some graffiti

some you know signage from the game some

stuff from Home Depot I knew kind of

what I wanted to do but before I could

do anything

I need to clean up the Halloween set

here and like I said it was covered in

fake snow at this point as well so I had

a couple of like two full cans of fake

spray snow on this which is kind of like

a weird flocking material that you

really don't want to breathe in and then

a whole bag of like Fake Plastic snow

that you get this kind of stuff over in

like the Christmas Village area of the

craft store if they have such things

where you live here in America one of

the Traditions is to set up a Christmas

Village I don't know if they have this

in other countries but

my mom has one somewhere packed up she

hasn't set it up in years but sometimes

you put fake snow on these things so I

was trying to vacuum up the fake snow

and some of these leaves with the shop

vac which kind of worked but I kind of

just kept clogging the shop vac with all

these leaves of course because the

filter in the shop pack isn't very good

either so I started trying to clean all

this stuff up and then I started trying

to move the bricks so I was stacking

them up in this blue Fabrics box and

then I put them on this hand truck which

ended up having a flat tire so I really

struggled with that one I thought the

hand truck was gonna make that easier

but not so much then I grabbed some

Garden trash bags and all of these are

rubber wood chips they're not real wood

chips they're rubber wood chips and I

used a snow shovel to shuffle those into

trash bags because I want to save these

wood chips to use again anytime I need

you know weird dirt with leaves in it I

might have to sift that in the future if

I use it again but yeah we'll see how it

goes and I took the lamp down from the

wall and then started moving these Star

Wars set pieces over here and you can

see they're still painted the kind of

Tatooine sand color uh here which I

didn't really go hard enough with the

I don't know distressing or lighting

when I was doing that video but it's one

of my first super themed videos so I'll

forgive myself or not

uh loving it as much as I probably did

then but of course whenever you look

back into old work you always see things

you would change now because hopefully

you're growing as a person and as an

artist in life but here I am painting

these big foam set pieces so Sublime my

favorite gray color from Glidden and

going around and painting all this I did

have to do two coats of this I think I

had three coats on the door in total

just because even though this is like a

light gray here the paint I chose for

the door this time was like a yellow

color that was quite transparent the

paint so I had to paint that a couple of

times and I painted around these door

panels that I made that look quite star

warsy uh and I just hung the open sign

over those to kind of hide that this

time I was practicing doing a little bit

of graffiti here as well 5280 it's uh a

mile high which is what you see here in

Denver quite often used

um so I just was randomly just spray

painting to see get a feel for what it's

like to spray paint something but I

painted the door a couple of times and

then I started working out how I was

going to do these ads from the game

cyberpunk 2077 up here uh I you know

originally I was going to go get some

posters printed at like Kinkos also

here's me my pajamas hello

um but I was trying to figure out this

got a couple of pieces of poster board

that I taped onto the scent for a minute

and using an old projector I projected

the least offensive of the many many ads

that are projected everywhere in the you

know very dystopian futuristic video

games higher Punk there's screens with

ads all over that game and so I thought

it'd be cool to take some of the ads in

the game and actually just project them

instead of printing like a static image

to do like something that was

um more of a video based thing so I

ended up doing that and here I am after

watching two YouTube videos on how to do

graffiti trying to do some graffiti here

and tagging my own set with TCH of

course the closet historian trying to

figure out how to do some Stars I have

the circle outline for the bit of a

mural that I'm about to paint over here

I did use the projector to project the

design onto the wall and then I had to

figure out how to hang all the duct work

which is just hung up with yarn and then

secured to the back of the wooden part

of my set which comes around here I had

my mom help me with that because it was

a bit of a nightmare I tried doing it

myself and it was a no then again projecting

projecting

the image of this like skull it's like a

sort of 80s or 90s t-shirt inspired

image that one of the designers did for

the game that I changed the colors of

and then painted here on the wall and

the easiest way to do a mural is to use

a projector project what you want to

paint on the wall and then just go over

it which is what I'm doing here this

isn't a very complex little mural anyhow

so no big deal I'm sure most people

won't recognize this as a graphic from

the game because I don't know exactly

where in the game it was used but

you know we're we're pulling things

straight from cyberpunk itself to try

and incorporate into the whole thing

here and I'm sorry about this footage

because the open sign is blinking during

this whole thing so all of the footage

is sped up

it's quite a party with this open sign

with its sick jams in the corner here

um this is an open sign that's just an

LED open sign from Amazon so if I ever

open a business that needs to be open I

guess I'll have this sign now I might

hang up these neon signs and then like

other neon signs if I collect a few more

some more in an office in the future but

here's how things are looking obviously

nothing is distressed yet but my mural

is mostly painted slightly still wet

there let's do a little bit more

graffiti just with some paint got some

Never Fade Away more 5280 my B I painted

it in there I did my initials 2022 just

kind of drawing random things around

um I really ended up going I think too

far with the like random graffiti and

random scribbles and so I end up scaling

it back later on so you'll see this get

a lot more graffiti and then I end up

going over it with some gray paint and

kind of scaling it back just because it

got so busy so fast

um and I didn't exactly know what to

Graffiti so sometimes I liked what I did

and sometimes I didn't you know but here

I am stacking up some containers some

Jerry cans some random ductwork stuff

and a lot of trash I had been saving I

had like a whole piles of cardboard down

here in case I ever need it and also

junk mail and stuff so it's probably on

that on and then started testing some

lighting so this is a very 80s scheme

here very neon

um just testing different types of

lighting how many colors do I want to

use at once I don't tend to use this

many colors at once for the setting the

background because although this is like

a fun 1980s postcard uh it's too much

for when you want anyone to look at the

clothes you're wearing because the

background's got so much going on it's

hard to make it doesn't draw the focus

to the outfit so something like this

where it's mostly green lighting with a

little bit of like pink from the neon

side or purple from the skull actually

helps the eye focus on the model in this

case me a little bit more and this is

actually still quite clean I had not

distressed this yet because I

was putting it off because I knew it was

going to get paint under my fingernails

and it's quite a process to distress and

split to distress an entire set did it

and it's also hard to say so um I hadn't

watered down any dark gray paint and

gone all over the place with it yet but

this is how we were looking you know

after the end of day two basically the

set took me about two three maybe like

three and a half days three and a half

four days to put together in total

but here's how things are looking with

my hair looking quite a mess

um on like the end of putting the set

together and you can see there's more

graffiti and especially yellow here than

is in the finished video so again I

scaled a lot of this white and yellow

spray paint back so you can see next to

Never Fade Away that all kind of went away

away

um I painted it back so here is on shoot

day number one in my pajamas and then in

some clothes what I had going on for the

lighting I had the pink light above the

door on I had the open sign flashing and

when I pulled this in to start editing

the video pulled the footage in

uh which you know is a lot of me looking

at myself trying to model which is very

fun it's better sped up like this than

it is in real time

um but I just thought there was so much

going on that it was hard for the eye to

focus on the outfits and the first part

of the video is definitely my least

favorite the first like very first segment

segment

um and then later when I get to this

robot suit kind of outfits and the

second half of the beginning fast

portion and the rest of the video I am

happier with the open sign being static

it's not flashing too much

um and the lighting being a little bit

more monochromatic obviously this is all

blue green here but keeping it in the

same color family less contrast I think

helps to be able to focus on the clothes

more so this set is the you know most

the busiest set I've ever done so it is

hard for me to get used to how much is

going on here there's a lot of trash

last time I had a lot of leaves and like

detritus on the in the graveyard this

time I have a lot of trash which is a

unique prop to be collecting and having

set aside some specific trash I'm like

oh I need some things that are like

really shiny and like teal keep those

aside you know and this is another of

the lighting schemes I have my Spotlight

here set to a little dot pattern instead

of the stripes and this outfit actually

I forgot to talk about in the second

half of the video so this is outfit 16

in some ways I forgot to talk about it

which is hilarious because as much of

the fashion in this is inspired by Terry

mugler this is the only mugler piece in

this this jacket is actually a cherry

mugler jacket from the 90s that I

collected actually just before he passed

away I bought this online vintage it

fits me like a glove and is the best

thing ever

um and yet I didn't get to talk about in

the video because I forgot because I was

editing at 3am but I have paired this

black cherry mugler jacket with a neon

like Runners top like athletic top mock

neck top and then my iridescent electric

blue stretch faux leather pencil skirt

and then matching heels with that and a

black patent clutch and a little blue

brooch I really like this outfit and yet

I forgot to talk about it like a fool

and I did wear gray sheer nylon tights

for all this as well which I had to go

to Every department store in town to

find I finally found some at Kohl's from

Haynes because nobody carries Hosiery

anymore which is a real bummer

I highly doubt

this will be picked up on the microphone

for the iPhone but this buddy actually

makes quite a lot of noise this light

you can turn it uh down this is doing

the dots over here right now

um so this has a little filter on it

that does that I can

make those all the way bigger or make

them smaller or if I take out

the filter we just have a

normal Spotlight here

where is it

change the size of

if we want to but we'll just leave that

on for now while I take you around on

set so of course I have that recycled

rubber like gym flooring or gym or

garage flooring that I bought for the

last set that again is being reused here

you can still see the two different

colors of

material here which is unfortunate then

I have this like wire curb cover stuff

to kind of make a curve curb in the

front of this

in a nice safety yellow color and then

of course we have the set in general

which let me

which if I move over here and back up

you can see

and it's full capacity as it were so we

still have my theater Flats behind this

we have our three main pieces of pink

insulation foam made to look like

building and then I have another extra

piece of like really cobbled together

foam over here

that is like the cutout of this door got

put onto there so this was my Star Wars

set if we use magic I can kind of show

you what that was looked like before

um of course repainted and um completely

covered in Gray and grime to make it

look like this instead

um and you can see here's the ceiling of

the basement it's not a very tall space

um if I didn't have this like I'm sure

this is like duct work or something in

here I could have made my set wider

which would have been great because I do

still have to fill in the sides of my

set because in a full wide screen it is not

not

like I either have to zoom in and lose

height or zoom out and get black bars on

the side or something so one day when I

can build another set of course it would

like it be wider but this is literally

as physically wide as I could make it

down here in this basement back lot but

yes I painted the door with like a

shinier dark mustard color and then the

walls are that so Sublime my favorite

color of Glidden paint which is actually

what the set behind is painted as well

in this same color of dark gray and then

of course there's a lot of even darker gray

gray

faux finishing on here unfortunately I

didn't get footage of the faux finishing

this time but you just kind of wipe dark

paint anywhere you want it to be and you

can clean some of it off I just like

keep a sponge loaded with dark paint in

one hand and a paper towel on the other

and I just kind of put dark on and then

take it away where I feel I need to so

it's not a very precise process actually

in the end because it's supposed to look

dirty and random so you don't have to be

super particular about it now this mural

here you saw me paint that

this again is inspired by a graphic that

one of the artists that worked on the

game made I think as a t-shirt design

but I inverted the colors and then did

that here on the background using the

projector to put that on there Never

Fade Away of course one of the songs

from the game and like big lines from

the game so that's on here TCH a couple

times me learning how to do graffiti a

couple of cheap signs from Again Home

Depot and then I have my open sign which

you can change the colors of and change

it to flash or not flash Ubuntu and this

skull fake neon is actually from

Target's Halloween section

and then we have a storage bin which is

currently empty but I'm sure I'll use it

when packing and moving next year

um some Jerry cans some random ducting materials

materials

um and lots of trash and and uh like

junk mail that I've been saving it's

like plastic bags and these are like

inflatable bags to like protect stuff

and bubble wrap and all that kind of

crap I could have just been saving that

and sticking it under these

um these are a couple of soda cans that

I wrapped with a Nikola

wrapper that I just put it off on the

computer so that they're a little bit

more cyberpunk themed but here's what

the the street looks like this is

actually a fog juice for the fog machine

we have the cinder block here you can

see there's another one over here

because there's two pieces of PVC that

are holding up

this piece of plastic which is like kind

of serving

as a bit of an awning here

um it's like a piece of plastic that

comes out here and this is actually a

window well cover for a basement window

then I have my ducting again that just

goes across the top of here

sort of looks like a lot of uh cyberpunk

buildings in cyberpunk design and this

is all really inspired by Blade Runner

has a lot of the duct work and

infrastructure added on to the external

side of the building that's how they

transformed the back lot for the Blade

Runner set if you've ever watched the

behind the scenes of how they made the

first Blade Runner film they used like a

city backdrop set I think it was

supposed to be like New York City or LA

on one of the back lots and they

transformed it by sticking a ton of neon

and air conditioning units and ducting

and all that kind of stuff on the

outside so this course is inspired by

that same kind of idea but this is this

side of the set here with our nice glowy

lights some crates and more trash that

I've been collecting you know save your

trash you never know what's going to

come in handy white screen that was kind

of displaying ads as if it were an LCD

screen or LED screen like they have in

the game but this is actually just a

piece of white or a piece of foam that I

painted white and this is actually black

Gaff tape that's around the edges of

this because I didn't have time to paint

it nicely so I just used black Gaff tape

to make it look like it had a bit of a

rim but this I was projecting those

images onto that screen so this isn't a

screen that has projection from behind I

was using a projector to project onto

that screen and here are the behind the

scenes scenes of that this is a table

with some boxes

and on top of the boxes an old projector

this is still a very nice projector

actually but my dad likes to have a

projector on the wall to watch the NFL

games as large as possible

um and this is his old projection I said

hey can we use that and he said yeah so

that's how I did the projection for both

painting the mural and then also for

those ads on the wall

you can see all my other props and things

things

just offset here because this is a

Backlot and a props Department Etc this

is a what in film would be called a flag

really I think this is a black like

Garden trash bag hang from the ceiling

to block some of the light from this led

buddy that I can change the color of

which is nice

um to block some of that light so that I

can have a stronger projection up on

this buddy because this was you know the

more other light I have on the set the

less crisp this projection up here it's

going to be so you can tell when I have

the lights on this is much uh more faded

the projection that's on there of course

it's not turned on right now at all but

um in general that's what's going on

there if I had done like a green screen

I could have done this in like a green

or a different color and then keyed it

out but I've never done anything like

that before I didn't have time to figure

out how to do so I have the spotlight

going on that I could change sometimes I

had lines on set sometimes I just do a

spotlight sometimes I had those dots

then I have my LED strip light here that

can do different colors and intensities

of those colors over here onset I had

one practical light here that I didn't

end up really liking so I turn it off

for most of the video then we have of

course our open sign and this buddy and

then we have these strip LED color

changing lights again and there's one

actually behind this pile of trash

that's kind of projecting up onto the

wall so I could change the colors of

those as well um or to them off and on

depending on what I wanted for a

particular scene then other than that I

just have my typical soft boxes there's

another one over here

um just to light up close to my face and

then right here where we're standing

currently is where the camera and also

my ring light are and I had the ring

light set to about like five dialed up

to about like a five setting halfway for

most of the video just to provide a

little bit of white light and then for

the end part of the video of course I

turned that up to like 10 or 12 notches

so we have more light on the situation

you can see more of the natural color of

the clothing that I'm trying to show you

here in the wardrobe Department things

are just a total mess because I haven't

done anything since I finished filming

the video so everything's just kind of

in a jumble and laying about because I

have not fixed everything since filming

the video but I'll just highlight light

some of the shoes I wore because I know

some of you are shoe lovers like me out

there these were the Nine West kind of

patent pumps they're black patent on one

side and then they are clear transparent stuff

stuff

so that's very a very fun I love these I

love the shape of this heel too I mean

that heel is very tall there's no

platform up here so they're quite

uncomfortable but

they're very pretty and then speaking of

very pretty these are holographic

iridescent patent looking heels from Sam

Edelman that I'm just in love with and

they match my blue holographic pencil

skirt perfectly so super excited about

these Buddies and then the last like

fancy pair were these Steve Madden

transparent buddies I have a very

stilettoy heel oh but they're just like clear

clear

slightly I don't know like beige colored plastic

plastic

um it is a slingback they're actually

quite comfortable the the plastic is

weirdly enough but

slingbacks in my heels don't get along

super super well so probably better

better if I wasn't wearing nylons

actually but

some of the the fun shoes that I wore

for this video but in general I'm quite

happy with how the set came together

it's a little you know it's busy

compared to a lot of the sets I do and use

use

um so usually I have a less busy

backdrop which I guess the last set was

pretty busy as well

but there's a lot of different colors

going on there's contrast going on so it

did take me a minute to get used to that

almost in the edit and it kind of takes

you know Focus away from the clothes but

it is fun to do something this bold and

trashy and weird

um I think I'm going to be scaling this

back a little bit instead of using it as

like my everyday backdrop for the next

upcoming videos I need to film for

starting the next year so I think I will

scale back some of my graffiti and maybe

make this a little bit cleaner part of

the city I will take this down actually

and then I have an idea to maybe do

almost a

um like green wall kind of inspired

thing where I do like plants on the wall

and like bring the planter from Verity

back over here and kind of do a more

concrete and then Greenery sort of idea

over here on this cyberpunkish set I

think I'll paint the duct I'm going to

keep it but I think I'll paint it uh

gray a little so it'll just dial it down

a little bit make the background a

little bit more neutral for some of the

ideas I have coming up

so here's again raw footage of the

outfit That Time Forgot uh here on set

with the darker lighting color scheme

here but I'm shooting on a neutral

profile on my camera which means this is

not very contrasty actually

um so when I drop the footage into

Premiere I like to do a lumetri color

effect which you can see here so this is

with the contrast bumped up with a

vignette put on the footage so this has

a black vignette around the edges that

makes the edges of the image darker than

the rest and a couple other like color

changes basically just like Minor

Adjustments to the contrast the lights

in the darks and then of course the

sides are still you know the basement so

I need to put some sort of a frame on

this to extend the set so I kind of

invent a little Photoshop frame to stick

on top of this that hopefully you won't

focus on when I'm modeling hopefully

you're looking at the clothes you know

and not the little mistakes I make or

things I have to change to make things

work and adding the frame like this

around the image just kind of finishes

it off and makes it so you can't see a

basement and you can only see this one

little corner of night City instead

hopefully and our open sign is making

the lights flicker here which is a shame

but LEDs and frame rates always have

surprises for me which is about

bummer we have a nice Tiger Claws logo

up on the screen here as well that is a

logo from the game not a cool tiger

graffiti that I made but in general that

was how I put together this set for the

cyberpunk lookbook which I ended up

calling synapse and this video is called

synapse burnout because that is one of

the quick hacks in the game I have

actually played the game I'm surprised I

didn't get that question more often this

video has only hit like my audience all

of you so you all know that I wouldn't

like make something that I didn't know

much about but I was afraid that you

know if this hit any wider audience

they'd be like you know hit me with some

fake gamer girl stuff where it's like

you don't even know anything about

cyberpunk and it's like not about the

board game but I have played the video

game twice so uh sit-ups burnout is one

of the quick hacks in the game like a

way to deal damage to your enemies and

it's also um you know I kind of burnt

myself out making synapse so really it

all kind of makes sense I was trying to

for those of you who are my patrons

who've been listening to me ramble about

this on the podcast for the past couple

months I've been trying to get it so

that I could take December off um and

just catch up on a lot of cleaning I

need to do around the house

um reading I'd like to do and also do

some writing because I haven't done any

writing in a very long time or at least

dedicated taking time to do writing I

haven't done in a long time so I was

trying to take December off it is now

December what is it today

12th it's December 12th and I'm not off

yet but I'm planning to at least take a

cup uh two weeks off like around

Christmas to again yeah straighten up a

lot of things in the house and get my

brain in order as well

um so hopefully I can manage to do that

I've been taking pockets of break here

just after filming the video and getting

that out because

um to actually compile the edit for this

video uh it took me about three or four

days of editing probably I filmed the

first four looks first four or five

looks on one day and then the rest on

another day so you'll notice like my

makeup improves after those like I did

the makeup again and the second time it

came out better I had some clip-in

extensions in the first part of the

video that I just ended up not liking

because like my hair is quite blonde

right now as opposed to White and the

extensions were white and it just wasn't

meshing very well and I had them like

perfectly combed in my hair and then as

soon as I got on set they were like

looking really choppy and bad so took

those extensions out so I changed a few

things from that like first day of

filming when I was hoping to get like

eight or ten looks films I only ended up

getting thing uh yeah five looks in the

can that day so I was like oh my God and

I filmed all day so I really

was having trouble keeping my usually

when I do the quick changes for The

Outfits I try and film like maybe tops

you know 12 13 minutes of footage per

outfit because otherwise I'll be there

all day and this day I was filming 30 40

minutes per outfit just because I was

like do I have it do I have it uh

because I can't watch my footage back

immediately I'm always just like well

I'll do one more take to make sure that

I have something I can use and I second

guess myself a lot um sometimes when I'm

on set because I don't really know how

to model I don't know what I'm doing I'm

making it up so

um I was having a really hard time that

first day of shooting

so I changed a few things for the second

day I actually set a timer on my phone

the second day which the first time I've

done this while doing lookbook like this

where I just set it for 10 minutes and

you know I would try and get what I need

to get done in that 10 minutes and then

really try and keep myself on a tighter schedule

schedule

um that's like the director side of the

doing because I'm doing like all the

film jobs what I'm doing it look look

like this so I have you know as in

addition to modeling or acting or

whatever we're calling what I'm doing on

camera here I'm also having to like

remember continuity what I need to do

for between shots uh with the lighting

because in this video is the first time

again for a lookbook where I've changed

the lighting like dramatically several

times for different segments doing

different colors of lighting and then

doing the both like the darker lighting

that I do for the beginning of the video

and the brighter lighting that I do for

the end of the video skipping all that

lighting stuff it's direct for

photography like DP and grip kind of

stuff going on there and then you know

props department is me modeling makeup

touch-ups all these things

um trying to keep it all going and then

like film and have it not take 12 hours

is a unique task um I'm usually

absolutely dead after a shoot so I did a

second day of the shoot where I filmed

the other

10 looks or whatever it was this ended

up being like a 15 16 look video I try

to keep it to 10 usually because I know

how these massive shoes destroy me so I

do try and keep it down but I just had

so many looks I wanted to play with and

share because I really love this genre

and like theme so I really went overboard

overboard

um so that's a shame but after I filmed

the first day I actually did drop that

footage into my video I had done the music

music

uh first so I did I found all the music

first when I had a a bit of time earlier

in the month so I did all the found the

music edited all that together and I

wanted to throw that up onto YouTube to

make sure like unlisted to make sure it

wasn't going to get flagged for having

music music is from epidemic sound I do

have some sound effects from the video

games our punk I have a little bit of

song footage from cyberpunk in the audio

track so I wanted to make sure it wasn't

going to get flagged for copyright for that

that

um so I have unlisted music first then I

did that first day of filming edited

that footage together for the beginning

part of the video

um and learned a few things I want to do

differently filmed the rest of the video

and then I put that in there so it was

about two days of editing before I even

filmed the three quarters of the video

and then I did about a day of editing

that first portion of the video it has

so many cuts and so many

um you know effects layered on to those

Transitions and stuff a lot of that

stuff is from videoblocks by the way

which I can link them below um they're a

it's like epidemic sound where you pay

to get either stock footage or effects

and presets and stuff like that you can

layer in some of the effects I did

myself in Premiere and some of the

effects I just dragged and dropped which

is very useful um

but you know that first half of the

video it took three days and then the

second half of the video takes three

hours so it's kind of like you know the

first three minutes are what's taking

days and days and days of time but I did

a day of editing where I like let myself

go to bed at a proper hour and then the

next day was the Wednesday before it

came out so I stayed up till 4am

finishing the edit for this one which is

how that one look escaped getting talked

about which is a shame because I really

like that look but you know these things

happen when you set yourself deadlines

and for some reason I have this feeling

that my videos need to come out on

Thursdays even though it's up to me as

we know so I could technically release

it on Friday and I might have let myself

have a couple of hours on Thursday like

in the first half of Thursday and put

the video out late on Thursday if I had

that Thursday available but I actually

had a tattoo appointment that day to get

my new chrysanthemums shaded in so I

have plastic on underneath here over my

mom's because I had those shaded

um on that Thursday so I wasn't even

home while that video was like I like

published the video and then I left to

drive across town down to get tattoo

finish so I was not even home that day

so I couldn't finish it on Thursday I

had to get it done on Wednesday and then

I only got like four hours of sleep

before I went to a full day tattoo

session where I got stabbed all day

which was fine although you do lay in

funny positions so my neck has been out

of whack since so it was again a bit of

a rush to the Finish Line I guess is

what I'm trying to say trying to explain

these things well again yes I am a

little bit

a little jumbled still I actually took a

minute to clean the sewing room because

I just couldn't do anything like this is

my office as well my computer's right

here and then the sewing room was next

to us

um I like couldn't do anything in here

because I needed to vacuum before I

could even be in here anymore so I

vacuumed the floor I picked up all the

Lost sad bent pins I reorganized my

fabric a little bit I've been around

some like errant patterns that were all

over the place so it feels much better

to be in here now I still have some work

to do in here but I'm instead of trying

to do things all at once which clearly is

something I tend to do I'm trying to do

like okay one bookcase at a time one

pile at a time going through my scraps yesterday

yesterday

um things like that so I'm trying to

take it a little bit easier to get all

the things I want to get done but

perhaps not all at once or in the

timeline I originally envisioned so I'm

really glad that there are some of you

who are enjoyed the video I guess

um I knew there was gonna be some people

I was gonna lose some people with this

one just because

um it's so different it's like mostly

futuristic and a tiny bit vintage

um just in the sense that like there's

1980s influence on cyberpunk as a genre

in general and then when it's me I'm

gonna try and figure out how to make it

red lipstick and a little bit more 50s

or a little bit more 40s but thank you

so much for the support on the video

thank you for watching this video

because I know the side hustling videos

are very different from the rest of

things I do and I will have the sewing

videos coming up soon for many of the

projects involved in the video in

general and of course thank you so much

to my patrons who make videos like this

possible who make my work in general

possible who make my career possible

um again more like behind the scenes

sort of things I never thought that

under a hundred thousand subscribers

although we were getting really close

now so by the time I make my update

video for the year I might be able to

say that we have 100 000 subscribers

here on the channel

um which would be you know a huge goal

hit for me uh just in this uh

sustainability of my channel more so

it's not like I want to have a gigantic

Channel I just want to feel secure in my

job and that's something I never thought

I would hit until I got to 100 000

subscribers but I've been feeling like

that this whole year felt secure in my

work uh like the rug wasn't gonna

completely get ripped out from under me

because of patreon

um so patreon has afforded me the

stability to make this my job and the

amount of like mental comfort

having that

support there it's you know YouTube can

do whatever they want as a platform you

never know when a social media platform

you know might weird things happen with

social media platforms

um but and like the same is true with

patreon in some ways but like the

individual patrons

all of you together make this something

that I can do as my job and afford me

the stability that I need to make it a

career and also just to feel less

anxious so thank you for helping not

only like my financial stability but

also my mental stability in that way

because it although I have a lot of I'm

sure like most people

um in this position have a lot of I

don't know guilt around having such an

amazing job and also uh imposter

syndrome couldn't remember the name for

imposter syndrome um where it's like why

like are you sure me like I'm not like

cool enough to

for this uh but um

yeah all in all I'm just so lucky and I

know I know that and thank you I guess

is what I'm trying to say but once again

my brain is just scrambled eggs uh this

is your brain on drugs this is your

brain on work for me because I just I

love my work so you can't get me to stop

as I always say but I'll talk about all

this more in my wrap-up of the year I'm

gonna have my uh annual end of the year

side hustle and video coming up soon

here over the new year period and then I

will make some goals for next year which

is going to maybe maybe be a very weird

um and strange year for me so we'll see

how that goes I'll talk about that more

in the future if you're interested in

more behind the scenes and personal

stuff for me you can see those videos

over the new year period but again thank

you so much for watching today and I'll

be back with more sewing vintage fashion

costuming and crafting real soon so I'll

see you then bye extra special thanks to

Amy Alicia Anna Audra Che Karina Denise

Ellen eloquent silence Fern Heidi J

Lucky Lane Lilith Linda Lynn Hamilton

and Lynn Olsen Margaret Myrna Nancy

Natalie rachemus Rhonda swingularity

Thea Tracy Oola Zara and zuzana and

thank you to all of my patrons and of

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