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0:50 hello everyone Celtic Ferry tarot back
0:54 with another pick a card reading and
0:57 today we are going to be getting a
0:59 message from your father this could be a
1:02 father in life this could be a father in
1:05 spirit or this could be a father figure
1:08 that you have in your life what is this
1:12 person want you to know we have pile one
1:21 we have pile two
1:29 and we have pile three
1:38 take your time Vibe out which pile is
1:42 calling to you and the time stamps are
1:44 down below
1:45 can't wait to get into it
1:48 hello pile one you have chosen photo
1:52 number one and Raven feathers symbolize
1:55 power and Magic so I feel like these
1:58 dads carry a very powerful presence
2:01 whether they're using their gifts of
2:04 power and magic for good is gonna depend
2:06 on each father individually but I feel
2:10 like overall the characteristics that
2:12 I'm picking up on the energy that I'm
2:14 picking up on collectively is a depth is
2:18 a protective energy
2:20 to the best of their ability and they
2:23 understand how energy works even if it's
2:25 on a subconscious level they prefer to
2:28 read body language and study someone
2:30 before they trust them so this is a very
2:33 in tune father
2:35 um some fathers are going to have a lot
2:38 of ego involved so you know there could
2:41 be Shadow aspects of this maybe they are
2:44 oppressive maybe they are
2:46 um you know self-medicating because of
2:49 the substantial connection that they
2:51 have to Spirit they don't know how to
2:53 navigate it they don't know how to
2:55 understand it
2:57 um
2:58 so there could be a potential for some
3:00 fathers here to have gotten lost along
3:02 the way and lost in addiction lost in
3:05 Anger lost in their own personal healing
3:09 but it just feels like they are very
3:11 very connected to energy they may not
3:13 fully understand it but they are very
3:16 connected to it
3:19 yeah and I feel like you've you've
3:21 gotten this from your father you have
3:24 inherited this from your father's side
3:26 of the ancestral line you are also very
3:30 connected to Spirit the card we have
3:32 here is the jaguar card which talks
3:35 about Charisma and shamanic gifts and I
3:39 just I feel this I feel like you could
3:41 have a father that gets out of
3:42 situations and you don't know how the
3:44 hell they got out of them
3:45 or you could have a father that I don't
3:49 know just takes on the world is not
3:51 afraid to go out and Take On The World
3:54 um again some fathers here could have
3:56 those qualities and that potential but
3:58 they've gotten a bit lost along their
4:00 way
4:01 um so that's going to depend on the each
4:03 individual father we are going to read
4:05 the meaning of this directly out of the
4:07 book for you now
4:09 I wandered through the forest and along
4:12 the river I know how to be invisible to
4:14 my prey I carry the secrets of the vines
4:17 that climb toward the land of the
4:19 spirits which oh which open the mind and
4:22 the heart I seize my spirit the Jaguar
4:25 is a wizard and more importantly a
4:28 shaman in pre-columbian cultures it was
4:31 a symbol for the contract with the
4:33 Divine and other worlds its magic is
4:36 mysterious connected to the sacred
4:39 Medicine of the plants that grow in the
4:41 Amazon rainforest it guides Us in
4:44 visions of healing and helps reclaim
4:46 contact with ourselves returning us to
4:49 the path of our personal Journey those
4:51 who have it as a guide must always
4:53 remember to act with honesty for the
4:55 greater good when the Jaguar attacks it
4:58 is lethal yeah I'm telling you some
5:01 fathers here could be using their good
5:02 their gifts for good and some fathers
5:06 here could be operating out of their
5:07 shadow
5:09 it knows how to follow its Target wait
5:12 in silence and guess which position is
5:14 best for leaping on its prey which it
5:17 kills with a single bite to the neck if
5:19 it appears we must try to see ourselves
5:22 as prey and as the Jaguar hunts it
5:24 waiting for the right moment the
5:26 opportunity to Pure beyond the ordinary
5:28 and transform ourselves in our own
5:30 destiny and so when we have this um we
5:35 must try to see ourselves as the prey
5:37 what this is telling me here is again
5:39 there could be fathers here who
5:41 self-medicate because when we operate
5:44 out of the energy of the Raven The Raven
5:46 is Magic and power but it also talks
5:49 about transformation and so I think that
5:52 some fathers here could be fighting
5:55 either purging trauma or running away
5:58 from their trauma running away or trying
6:01 to escape in one way or another the
6:03 trauma that they endured and that is the
6:05 energy here that's the energy that
6:07 they're showing me you have yeah
6:12 I I just heard them say they're a chip
6:15 off the old blog so you have yeah he
6:18 lives in you mm-hmm
6:20 you have the qualities all of these
6:23 incredibly powerful qualities that your
6:26 father embodies and if your father is on
6:28 the healthy end of the spectrum they are
6:30 probably helping you get there they are
6:32 probably guiding you and showing you and
6:34 if your father is on the more unhealthy
6:37 end of the spectrum where there's been a
6:39 lot of you know generational Karma or
6:41 trauma and there's been a lot to to work
6:43 through there could be fathers on the
6:45 other end of the spectrum that is
6:47 running away from their power from their
6:49 healing from their transformation but
6:52 you have it within you and you're not
6:54 afraid that's what your father's higher
6:57 self is saying like I know that if I
6:59 can't do it you can I see your potential
7:02 I see your strength and I tried so hard
7:04 to do this I tried so hard to shift the
7:08 tides I tried so hard to overcome what
7:11 happened to me but I just got sucked in
7:13 I just got engulfed I just got lost
7:16 you're stronger than I am you're
7:18 stronger than I am
7:20 sometimes I can be a coward that's what
7:22 I'm hearing sometimes I can be a coward
7:24 but you you are stronger than I am
7:32 okay let's get some more information
7:34 let's pull some Tarot
7:43 I feel like this also the fathers here
7:46 could feel like
7:48 um
7:49 how do I explain this
7:54 there's a lot of shame that they don't
7:58 know how to communicate there's a lot of
8:00 shame that they don't know how to
8:01 communicate like maybe they lived their
8:03 life a certain amount of ways or they
8:08 had certain coping mechanisms that they
8:09 really helped instill within you and now
8:11 they kind of look back and they wish
8:13 that they didn't do that they wish that
8:15 they listened to you more like that I'm
8:17 seeing this Father Figure look at you as
8:19 if you are their North Star you are
8:22 their Guiding Light and this is not your
8:24 responsibility to be so this just means
8:26 that you inspire them you help them
8:29 understand what their shortcomings are
8:31 and what they need to work on so if you
8:33 are not in communication with your
8:35 father or your father doesn't come
8:36 around a lot it's not because they don't
8:39 love you and it's not because they don't
8:41 want to see you I just feel like there's
8:43 an incredible amount of shame that they
8:45 carry that they don't necessarily know
8:47 how to express to you okay
8:51 and they can feel that resentment
8:54 towards them they can feel maybe all of
8:56 the emotions even if you're in a room
8:58 full of people at a birthday party
9:01 um and you get the eye contact with them
9:03 and they get eye contact with you they
9:05 can feel that undertone they can feel
9:08 that frustration that you have with them
9:09 which is fair enough pile one and your
9:12 frustrations are valid and they know it
9:13 and that's why it's difficult for them
9:15 to communicate
9:21 we're gonna pull a card for each side
9:24 here we're gonna pull a card for those
9:26 of you whose fathers are struggling and
9:28 we're gonna pull a card for those of you
9:29 whose fathers are thriving I believe
9:32 they will be different messages let's
9:35 see
9:38 we're gonna use a stone too this is for
9:41 the fathers who are struggling right now
9:44 and this is for the fathers who are on
9:47 top of it
9:57 okay
10:00 I am channeling the fathers of pile one
10:04 we are channeling the ones who are on
10:06 the healthy end of the spectrum right
10:08 now just for this moment what would you
10:11 like pile one to know
10:14 what would you like pile one to know
10:16 please
10:18 we have the Seeker of spells or the
10:22 Knight of Wands
10:29 and one more please
10:33 oh thank you
10:35 and we have the liar
10:38 okay so the message that I heard is you
10:41 were trained for this
10:44 you you know this situation like the
10:48 back of your hand yeah six of Boons Six
10:51 of Pentacles your father is saying that
10:53 you're in a situation right now that
10:56 they have warned you about or they have
10:58 like they're telling you go back and
11:00 remember there's something for you to go
11:03 back and remember to either find
11:04 yourself again
11:05 find your power again or maybe break an
11:08 illusion that somebody is trying to
11:10 place upon you like
11:13 you're not enough or you should be doing
11:17 something for them there's just like I'm
11:19 seeing this father want to come in on
11:21 like a white horse and just Rectify this
11:25 situation they're like I see you
11:28 and you know you're running towards
11:32 what we've talked about that's what I'm
11:34 I'm getting uh oh is there any details
11:37 you can give me
11:39 is there any details one more card
11:42 please can you give me details into the
11:43 situation What's Happening Here
11:48 we have the nine of Pentacles okay so
11:51 you may be over giving right now pile
11:53 one
11:55 um you may be over giving right now and
11:57 this Father Figure is wanting to come in
11:58 and tell everybody to leave you alone
12:00 that's what they want to do you're over
12:02 giving
12:04 and I feel like people could be maybe
12:06 guilting you or manipulating you into
12:09 that over giving
12:10 yeah we have the eight of Visions or the
12:13 Eight of Cups on the back of the deck
12:15 you could be convinced that if you don't
12:17 give all of this to somebody that
12:19 they'll leave your life your father's
12:21 saying let them go if that is the case
12:23 let them go
12:25 yeah I heard you're not on their payroll
12:29 you're not on their payroll pile one
12:32 yeah
12:33 your father wants you to know you're
12:35 doing too much for someone or something
12:41 hmm
12:43 okay we're gonna go to the second half
12:46 of this pile here we are channeling the
12:49 father's pile one that may be struggling
12:51 a bit what would you like your person to
12:54 know what what can pile one take from
12:57 this reading please
13:04 we have the nine of spells okay so it
13:08 may be the same message either way it
13:11 may be the same message so let's see one
13:13 more card please
13:15 what would you thank you suspension yeah
13:18 okay so it kind of is the same message
13:23 I'm gonna take these away because I feel
13:26 I understand
13:30 pile one in its entirety you are giving
13:33 too much and for this half of the table
13:37 here where your fathers are struggling
13:39 they taught you this is what they are
13:41 saying they're saying that they wish
13:43 that they never ever some fathers may
13:46 have used you as a crutch emotionally
13:48 they wish they never did that they wish
13:50 they never burdened you with their
13:53 problems they wish they never made you
13:55 feel like you had to take care of them
13:57 they wish that they had their
13:59 together so that you could have explored
14:01 your life with that same power and that
14:04 same drive for magic and drive for you
14:08 know
14:09 uh taking up space in this world they
14:11 wish they did that they understand they
14:13 understand that they kind of put you in
14:15 the position that you felt like you had
14:17 to protect yourself you felt like you
14:18 had to provide for the people who
14:20 couldn't provide for themselves in your
14:22 family unit as a child they feel like
14:25 they wish they could just take back all
14:27 of that they wish they could just go
14:29 back to the you know the womb and oh
14:32 it's so emotional honestly
14:34 they wish they could just do it all over
14:37 again for you not because you know
14:40 they want you to start over they wish
14:43 that they had known better in one aspect
14:46 or another they wish they they wish they
14:48 could go back
14:50 and fix this is what they're saying
14:53 they don't want you giving too much of
14:55 yourself away to other people because
14:56 you feel like if you don't they'll leave
15:00 some of you could have had fathers that
15:02 came around when it was convenient for
15:04 them
15:05 um and then just kind of disappeared for
15:07 a while they they kick themselves every
15:10 day for this every day they kick
15:12 themselves for this
15:20 [Music]
15:20 um
15:21 they want you to remember
15:23 they want you to remember that you're
15:25 powerful and that you're brave and that
15:28 you're intelligent and that you you are
15:31 skilled and that you are funny oh you
15:34 are funny pile one they're laughing
15:37 you are you have a sense of humor
15:41 oh they are so proud of you when they
15:44 look at you they are so proud of you
15:46 that's my kid yeah they they feel as
15:49 though
15:50 you know again they wish they could just
15:53 start over they wish that they could you
15:55 know meet you out of the womb from from
15:59 maybe where they are now in their life
16:02 not back then
16:06 and if some of your fathers are still
16:08 struggling it's like
16:12 it's like they they wish they knew how
16:14 to fix it they wish they knew what to do
16:16 and they don't but that intention is
16:18 there
16:21 let's get you some handwritten messages
16:23 now
16:42 yeah you could have a very tight-knit
16:45 bloodline like you could
16:47 really pride yourself on your family
16:50 despite uh the downfalls that it has
16:54 incurred like you know how smart your
16:56 bloodline is
16:57 you know how powerful your bloodline is
16:59 and I think that your father just looks
17:03 at you like you are the the
17:06 2.0 of their 1.0 you know like you are
17:10 better at
17:12 um shifting you are better at working
17:14 with energy you are better at staying
17:16 grounded you are better at healing like
17:18 you just you carry this feminine energy
17:20 that I don't think that they received
17:22 from their mother it's like their their
17:25 understanding after viewing you so this
17:27 is for the daughters of whoever
17:30 channeled this or the the sons who hold
17:33 that feminine energy it just feels like
17:34 they've never seen that before they've
17:36 never seen the nurturing side of
17:39 feminine energy they've never seen the
17:41 caring side of feminine energy so the
17:43 way that they've been operating thus far
17:45 is
17:46 a kind of tyrannical right or kind of
17:49 just like I'm seeing someone stomple
17:52 like stomping over
17:54 um what is it popsicle stick houses
17:58 like just kind of
18:00 there you know like a like a bull in a
18:02 china shop not really knowing where to
18:05 harness uh I mean where to you know
18:07 project this power or how to use it or
18:10 how to use this energetic gift I feel
18:12 like they have not at all mastered their
18:15 shamanic gifts and you have
18:18 you have pile one
18:29 all right channeling the father of pile
18:32 one what does pile one need to know
18:34 right now please
18:37 thank you
18:39 yeah when you feel like quitting think
18:41 about why you started I feel that I feel
18:43 like some of the fathers here could have
18:44 been coaches at one point too because I
18:46 just feel like they're like get up step
18:48 up or look very powerful like Corporal
18:51 energy
18:57 I had no idea that my choices would have
19:00 such a big impact Generations later I am
19:03 so sorry for this yeah I feel that
19:05 powerfully
19:07 I'm still here with you I come to visit
19:10 you as a cat
19:13 oh my gosh you know what this reminds me
19:16 of deja Deja if you're in here I love
19:19 you
19:22 okay
19:24 I move that to get your attention you
19:27 didn't misplace it
19:29 yeah I feel like if you have a father in
19:32 spirit pile one they are very close to
19:34 you always they're always very close to
19:36 you they're like a bodyguard in the
19:39 spiritual World they could have become
19:40 your gatekeeper
19:42 um they are very close to you and they
19:45 still communicate with you
19:50 I'm drawn to the suspension card so the
19:52 best way to get in contact with them or
19:54 the best way to receive messages from
19:56 them is to be in a state of meditation
20:00 I feel like the overall message here is
20:03 I am just enamored with my child I am so
20:07 proud of my child my child may not think
20:11 the world of me but I think the world of
20:13 them and I don't know how to tell them
20:15 that that's really the message here
20:17 you're so brave you're so brave and
20:19 you've done what I could never do
20:22 I couldn't do it
20:24 and you're doing it I couldn't be more
20:26 proud I couldn't be more proud that you
20:29 are accomplishing what you're
20:30 accomplishing that you are being
20:32 yourself while you do it that you're not
20:34 afraid to speak your truth that you're
20:35 not afraid to heal what I was afraid to
20:38 look at
20:39 you are healing what I handed down to
20:42 you and the shame that I feel for that
20:45 is incredible
20:46 it's incredible and I am so sorry
20:50 that is your message pile one
20:53 I'm sending you so much love I'm gonna
20:56 leave that here I wish you the best of
20:59 luck on your journey and until next time
21:03 bye
21:05 hello pile two you have chosen photo
21:08 number two and pendulum clocks symbolize
21:12 a passing of time and the grandfather
21:15 clock specifically would tell families
21:17 when it was time to work when it was
21:20 time to eat and when it was time to rest
21:22 this is what it was designed to do with
21:25 its chiming the fathers that I'm picking
21:27 up on for this pile are very disciplined
21:30 and routine or schedule oriented they
21:33 may work quite a lot because they feel
21:35 their sense of worth is their ability to
21:38 provide financially they may even
21:41 prioritize work above their family
21:42 really believing that that's their
21:44 purpose so when I said that they were
21:47 routine or schedule oriented you could
21:48 be like yeah they're late for everything
21:50 because they got out of work late I feel
21:53 like
21:54 this routine could be their job you know
21:57 getting up getting ready and going to
21:58 their job or prioritizing their weekly
22:01 work schedule over everything because I
22:03 really just feel like this these fathers
22:05 were instilled with financial
22:09 responsibility like it's their purpose
22:13 um to be able to provide financially for
22:16 their children I don't think they were
22:18 necessarily taught how to provide
22:19 emotionally for their children they
22:21 probably had a father who worked just as
22:24 equally the same or was just as present
22:26 emotionally with them as they were for
22:29 you
22:30 the message card that we have here is
22:34 the seahorse and the seahorse talks
22:36 about fatherly power and constancy and
22:40 we are going to read this message
22:41 directly out of the book for you
22:45 I am the dragon of the water always the
22:49 same stoic I travel alongside the
22:52 ancient gods and embody their male
22:55 powers of care order and protection not
22:59 authoritarianism I am small but constant
23:03 in a sea of currents sea horses are
23:06 monogamous and unique for a particular
23:09 reason the male seahorse is the one that
23:12 gives birth not the female in fact it
23:14 carries the eggs generated by the female
23:16 in a special pocket about a month and a
23:19 half before hatching for this reason it
23:22 embodies both fatherly power and gender
23:24 equality showing us that there are no
23:26 fixed roles in nature but rather an
23:29 extraordinary possibility for
23:30 collaboration thanks to its tale it can
23:33 cling to anything so that it is not
23:35 pulled away by strong sea currents it is
23:38 a symbol of constancy the shape of its
23:41 body Remains the Same from birth to
23:43 adult age the Chinese believe that the
23:46 seahorse is a small Dragon it was an
23:49 emblem of marine gods and represented
23:52 male Authority in ancient Greece and
23:54 Rome the fatherly aspect of the seahorse
23:57 is not tied to being in command but
23:59 rather to knowing how to set limits and
24:02 boundaries with sheer willpower
24:05 and I feel like this is just further
24:07 validation here to the energy that I'm
24:09 already picking up on the energy of your
24:11 father very strict very there and
24:16 present but in a financial and providing
24:19 way so you could have had your father
24:21 there with you all the time but their
24:23 face was behind a newspaper while they
24:26 sat on the couch in front of the TV
24:27 until it was time to go to work or until
24:29 it was time to make money so it was like
24:31 they were there and they were constant
24:33 but I don't think you got enough of them
24:36 as you needed that's what they're
24:37 showing me here let's see if we can get
24:39 more information
25:01 foreign
25:04 I am channeling the father of pile two
25:07 what does pile two need to hear right
25:10 now please
25:23 we have the seven of spells or the seven
25:26 of Wands yeah pulling this makes me hear
25:29 that song keeping the Wolves Away I
25:31 can't remember who sings it but if you
25:33 YouTube it keeping the Wolves Away song
25:35 that's the song I'm hearing we have the
25:38 two of Cups here so I also feel like
25:41 your father could be one of your soul
25:43 mates yeah working through healing each
25:46 other
25:50 [Music]
25:50 um
25:53 please clarify the two of visions
26:04 we have The Two of Wands
26:07 under the two of visions
26:10 yeah I feel like this is a soulmate Bond
26:12 so that you both can learn like you can
26:15 help your father in their creative
26:17 aspect or in living their life or
26:19 experiencing new things and your father
26:22 has helped you be able to feel
26:24 financially safe in one way or another
26:26 or helped you feel steady in The Matrix
26:29 world so there are two things that
26:31 you're offering each other and they just
26:33 they love you so very much they feel a
26:36 profound need to provide and protect you
26:40 and they're saying you know I'm so sorry
26:42 I'm so sorry that I couldn't manage both
26:45 I couldn't manage you know the financial
26:47 material aspect of life while staying in
26:50 the emotional being because every time I
26:52 walked out of the house it killed me it
26:54 killed me to see how sad you were or
26:56 every time I missed a game or every time
26:59 I missed a recital or every time I
27:00 missed this it just it broke my heart
27:03 and I had to shut down because in my
27:06 mind I was doing what was best for you
27:08 and my emotions they just got in the way
27:14 that's how they perceive that seven of
27:16 spells please
27:19 please clarify those seven notes spells
27:22 yeah the aid of challenges yeah keeping
27:25 the Wolves Away like you could have had
27:28 ancestors way back down the line that
27:31 suffered incredible poverty so you could
27:33 invite ancestors in a Great Depression
27:36 um and the famine whatever it is it just
27:39 feels like there was this programming
27:43 down the bloodline to really focus hard
27:46 on money really focus hard on material
27:49 gain and it's not because you know the
27:51 bloodline is selfish the bloodline wants
27:53 all the money in the world it's because
27:54 they genuinely felt it was their
27:57 responsibility to make sure that they
27:59 kept the Wolves Away
28:02 let's see
28:08 is there anything else you'd like pile
28:10 to to know please before we grab
28:12 handwritten messages
28:19 we have the white heart the fool okay so
28:22 your father understands this now they
28:25 unders they've come out the other side
28:27 and money and material gain is not what
28:31 is most important to them anymore they
28:33 will call out of work to make that game
28:36 to make that day to be there they they
28:39 understand the necessity of being
28:41 emotionally bonded and emotionally
28:44 connected with you and again I think
28:45 that that's something that could have
28:46 been lacking in your life not that your
28:48 father was abusive or that you know they
28:52 disappeared all the time maybe they did
28:53 maybe they didn't but I feel like it's
28:55 more so just that focus on work like
28:57 workaholic right or you know
29:00 prioritizing their job or their career
29:03 over you and the family life
29:09 some fathers here could have also fallen
29:12 into addiction
29:14 um if
29:15 if the responsibility was profound if
29:18 they felt as though like I feel like
29:20 divorce if your parents got divorced
29:22 there could have been addiction or ways
29:25 they numbed themselves when they
29:26 couldn't be around you that have
29:28 affected them but that's just going to
29:30 be for a small few of you okay let's get
29:33 you some handwritten messages
29:54 okay I am channeling the father of pile
29:58 two what is what would you like pile to
30:01 to know please
30:16 we have go drink some water please they
30:19 want to make sure that you're taking
30:20 care of your physical body
30:24 practice learning how to play chess it
30:27 works well to promote deep and
30:28 non-impulsive thought
30:35 and forgiveness is a difficult path to
30:38 walk do not force it and be patient with
30:41 self and this is dark feminine energies
30:43 so your father wants you to know that if
30:45 you are feeling emotionally upset or
30:47 angry with them for their lack of
30:50 presence in your emotional life or in
30:52 your emotional bonding they want you to
30:54 know that they understand that they want
30:56 you to know that you know
30:58 I really feel like some of you could be
31:00 like well my trauma wasn't that bad or
31:03 you know what happened to me wasn't that
31:05 bad and they want to acknowledge how
31:07 you're feeling and how
31:09 um not having that emotional bond with
31:11 your father could have made you feel
31:12 tether like untethered or could have
31:14 made you feel ungrounded and they want
31:16 you to know that how you're feeling is
31:18 valid and you do not have to suppress or
31:21 ignore those feelings just for the sake
31:22 of them and their emotions they
31:24 understand that you know they prioritize
31:28 the wrong thing they understand that is
31:30 what they're saying
31:31 we have your children are absolutely
31:33 blessed to have you okay so some of you
31:36 have children
31:38 um your father just thinks you're an
31:40 incredible mother they they think you're
31:41 an absolutely incredible mother
31:46 all right and it's time to start taking
31:48 pressure off yourself you are doing your
31:51 best yeah one big message is you know
31:53 they put a lot of pressure on themselves
31:55 they put a lot of pressure on themselves
31:56 to financially provide they put a lot of
31:58 pressure on themselves to
32:01 um you know be there maybe they were
32:02 young and they didn't have the
32:04 wherewithal or the understanding of what
32:06 it meant to be a parent maybe they just
32:08 didn't have that guidance and so
32:10 you know they want you to know no matter
32:12 what you're doing your best you can only
32:14 do your best and they think your best
32:16 especially if you have children is
32:18 incredible incredible
32:22 energy
32:25 they don't want you to be like them in
32:27 the way that money is everything or
32:29 status is everything or money makes the
32:32 Wolves stay away okay they don't want
32:34 you to have that mindset you know taking
32:36 care of yourself and providing for
32:37 yourself is important but they don't
32:39 want you to lose your family in the
32:41 process of that that's the big message
32:43 here
32:47 I think they just wanted you to know
32:49 that it goes deeper than just you know
32:51 the perception of they weren't there or
32:54 the perception of they could have been
32:55 there but they weren't they want you to
32:57 know it goes deeper than that there's
32:58 just a lot that they don't understand
33:01 about the emotional being because it was
33:03 drilled into them make that money make
33:05 that money make that money
33:07 yeah back of the deck energy is yeah the
33:10 five of Boons look at that the five of
33:12 Pentacles they are terrified of poverty
33:15 terrified of poverty is what I'm seeing
33:18 here
33:22 and I think that this runs
33:23 generationally I think that their
33:25 parents were afraid of the same and I
33:27 think that their parents parents were
33:29 afraid of the same and you know uh you
33:32 know material gain was the focus and
33:36 again A lot of times we see that from
33:37 the Great Depression or the famine or
33:39 you know generations of people who who
33:41 had to fight for food and had to
33:44 have to fight for what they needed in
33:45 life
33:46 um you know that's that's really the
33:49 energy that I'm picking up on here and
33:50 they want you to know that they don't
33:52 want you to follow in those footsteps
33:53 and that they wish that they prioritize
33:55 this emotional connection with you
33:57 because you are soul mates the two of
34:00 you are soul mates you are learning this
34:02 life together in such a powerful way
34:04 okay all right pile two I'm gonna leave
34:07 that here I wish you the best of luck on
34:11 your journey and until next time
34:14 bye
34:16 hello pile three you have chosen photo
34:20 number three and cufflinks symbolize
34:24 status and chivalry or overall gentlemen
34:28 qualities the fathers that I'm picking
34:30 up here with the cufflink pile
34:33 they love the luxury in life and enjoy
34:36 being in the position to give gifts or
34:38 take you on a vacation this feels like
34:41 Rags to Riches
34:43 um it feels like Rags to Riches energy
34:45 without forgetting where they came from
34:46 like somebody coming up and making a lot
34:50 of money and receiving status in life
34:53 but then they use that money to you know
34:55 buy their parents a new home or take
34:58 their whole family out for a nice meal
35:01 this it's like very family oriented when
35:03 you go out in public you are this
35:05 persona but then when you come home
35:07 there's like this really dedicated
35:10 Family Man energy that I'm picking up on
35:14 some days they're laid back and they
35:16 wear jeans and a t-shirt but they
35:17 wouldn't even dream of going to a
35:20 holiday or a function without dressing
35:23 up that's what this feels like like very
35:26 um charismatic very humble but also very
35:30 brave very Fierce very passionate oh
35:33 like Sigma Alpha Best of Both Worlds
35:36 okay the oracle card that you have
35:40 gotten today is the Ren and the ren
35:42 talks about courage and humility
35:48 we are going to read this directly out
35:51 of the book for you today
35:52 see me scurrying around in search of
35:55 insects branches and leaves for my Nest
35:57 you don't need armor or a hooked beak to
36:00 Have Courage my beak is as pointy as a
36:03 needle and I never give up I am a humble
36:06 song of Joy the Ren's song is happy and
36:10 carefree good for the heart you know
36:12 what this reminds me of as well like
36:13 somebody working in the pipelines down
36:15 in the sewers but loving their job
36:18 because it's it's able to provide a life
36:20 for them and their family and you know
36:22 jobs like that they they aren't
36:25 glamorous but they pay very well so it's
36:28 like cufflinks after work jumpsuit in
36:32 work I don't know how to explain it it
36:33 just feels like a duality within this
36:36 individual
36:37 it reminds us that beauty lingers freely
36:40 and the lives of the smallest beings the
36:43 red knows how to find Value in its size
36:45 it is always busy hunting or looking for
36:48 materials for its nest pieces that allow
36:50 it to live everywhere its work seems to
36:53 be a game one Legend tells the story of
36:56 when the birds decided to Crown as king
36:58 whoever could fly closest to the Sun
37:00 naturally it was the eagle who reached
37:03 high enough but just as it was
37:05 approaching the Sun a little run popped
37:07 out of popped out of the feathers on its
37:10 head where it had been hiding it thus
37:13 became the king of the birds for having
37:15 flown closest to the Sun even though it
37:17 was hitchhiking a ride I know I read
37:20 that kind of silly but the ren was
37:22 basically sitting on the Eagle's head
37:23 and letting the eagle do the work right
37:26 the ren is the animal of The Druids and
37:29 bards whom it advises as a guide it
37:33 helps us to understand that we are never
37:34 too small to show courage and a bit of
37:37 healthy audacity
37:39 I just heard I have the audacity so yeah
37:42 it's like this humble human that's not
37:45 afraid to make Ripple waves when needed
37:47 this humble human that's not afraid to
37:49 go down and do the dirtiest of jobs to
37:52 provide for their family and put a suit
37:54 on for Christmas because they can afford
37:56 that suit with the dirty job that
37:58 they're doing and they don't mind it
38:00 they love it because they love being
38:02 able to provide they love being able to
38:03 give gifts right I just think that this
38:07 Father Figure is somebody who wants you
38:10 to know how deeply they feel for you and
38:13 want you to know how hard they would
38:15 work to help you out of a situation or
38:19 to gift to you the the life of luxury
38:22 okay there's they're saying there's
38:23 nothing I wouldn't do for you and if
38:25 your father is past and they are in
38:28 spirit that is a big profound message
38:31 ask them to start delivering things into
38:34 your life that could help you along your
38:36 healing Journey along your growth
38:38 Journey ask them to be present with you
38:40 when making these decisions or ask them
38:42 for guidance okay
38:45 let's get some more information here
38:59 I'm also seeing the husband from the
39:02 show Yellowstone so they could have kind
39:05 of a similar personality
39:07 it's just like laid back right but then
39:09 when it's time to have the audacity
39:11 they'll do it willingly
39:13 you know when it's time to defend the
39:14 family or when it's time they would
39:16 dress as a clown and juggle oranges in
39:19 the middle of the street if they could
39:20 financially provide for you they just
39:22 they would do anything
39:32 yeah a very selfless individual is what
39:35 this feels like
39:38 I don't know why I keep seeing Rocky
39:40 Balboa sitting at a table
39:43 um having dinner so that could be a
39:45 message for someone but I really just
39:46 feel like the message is that close-knit
39:48 family that Nostalgia that is what is
39:51 important to them finances that's not
39:53 important but giving you those memories
39:55 or giving you those experiences was what
39:58 really was important to them
40:01 I am channeling the energy of the father
40:03 of pile three
40:06 what does pile three need to know right
40:07 now please
40:12 we have The Two of Wands
40:17 what does the father of pile three want
40:20 pile three to know great thank you wow
40:23 we have the five of challenges like this
40:27 is the energy look at his face
40:29 look at his face like I'm gonna be
40:31 humble
40:32 but go ahead
40:34 go ahead and see how much audacity I
40:36 have it's I don't know it just feels
40:38 like like around and find out right
40:42 that's what it is it's like I'm humble
40:44 and I'm dedicated to my family and you
40:46 know I'll drink fake tea at a at a tea
40:50 party with my daughter with a wig on and
40:53 some lipstick and some blush but I'll
40:55 also fight you
40:57 it's like this dualistic energy that I
41:00 feel one more please
41:03 thank you
41:06 we have the Ten of Boons and again we
41:08 see a family eating a meal I just feel
41:10 like that's what your father would do
41:11 with their money they would put it
41:13 towards maybe an event or you or a
41:16 family member
41:19 we have the Ace of Wands or the Ace of
41:22 spells
41:26 and we have the seven of Wands or the
41:28 seven of spells
41:31 yeah very protective of you this father
41:35 is they want you to know that they're
41:36 always watching over you they're always
41:38 watching over you and if they're living
41:40 they could be the ones that show up
41:42 randomly at your house all the time and
41:44 maybe you wish they wouldn't maybe you
41:47 love it I don't know but I just feel
41:48 like they're always kind of popping up
41:50 and checking in on you and I feel like
41:52 this Father Figure would also know when
41:54 there's something wrong like if there's
41:55 ever a moment in time where you're
41:56 crying really hard I feel like they pick
41:58 up on that and maybe they'll text you or
42:00 if they're in spirit they'll come and
42:03 sit by you and they'll offer you love
42:05 and comfort I just feel like you are you
42:08 know they're they're
42:10 everything they're everything like you
42:13 they just look at you and your siblings
42:16 if you have siblings as if you are the
42:20 greatest creation on this planet I just
42:23 they're so enamored with you these are
42:25 my kids I love them they are my
42:28 everything I want to give them the world
42:34 what is your message please for pile
42:37 three what would you like pile three to
42:39 know about their life I feel like they
42:41 just wanna they just want to tell you
42:42 how amazing you are that's what they
42:44 want to do they want to tell you how
42:45 amazing you are they want to tell you to
42:47 trust your instincts wow that's a big
42:49 that I heard that loud and clear trust
42:51 your instincts so that could be a
42:53 message for somebody
42:54 trust your instincts what would you like
42:57 pile three to know about what's going on
43:00 in pile three's life
43:02 thank you
43:05 we have the three of spells or the Three
43:07 of Wands
43:09 and we see these fairies moving around
43:12 these spell dishes okay so they could be
43:15 talking about your witchcraft here or
43:17 talking about you getting into
43:19 spirituality
43:21 back of the deck is the nine of
43:23 challenges
43:25 they want you to know that you're
43:26 protected I feel like this I don't know
43:29 I feel like a lot of you with this pile
43:32 your fathers could be in spirit
43:36 I feel like what your father wants to
43:38 talk about the most is fear there's a
43:41 lot of fear here fear of Uncertain
43:43 situations fear of Uncertain people fear
43:47 of losing maybe what you've created in
43:49 this lifetime it just feels like there's
43:51 a lot happening for you right now that
43:52 your father wants to acknowledge
43:56 they want to be your rock they want to
43:58 be that steady place for you even if
44:01 it's in spirit you know sitting down and
44:03 meditating with them or if it's not in
44:05 spirit they want you to come to them
44:06 they want you to you know say I'm hungry
44:09 can you take me out to dinner they want
44:12 you to do this they they want to be very
44:14 present in your life and if they're
44:16 already very present in your life no
44:18 they want to be more present
44:20 if it was up to them they'd live you
44:22 know in a shack outside your house just
44:24 so they're there when you need them they
44:26 just they they are all about you right
44:28 now
44:34 beautiful energy I'm also drawn to the
44:36 spider on here and they're telling you
44:39 something something is making you afraid
44:41 and it is a giant blessing in your life
44:43 so really evaluate what it is that's
44:46 scaring you or what it is that is
44:48 bringing you fear and analyze that is it
44:51 a fear of letting go of somebody is it a
44:53 fear of staying with somebody is it a
44:55 fear of letting go of a job staying at a
44:57 job letting go of a house staying at a
45:00 house whatever it is I feel like there's
45:02 a big fear here and your father is
45:04 calling you to analyze that fear and and
45:06 try to get to the root of where it's
45:07 coming from
45:10 because it may look scary but there is a
45:15 blessing here for you there's abundance
45:16 here spiders can talk about
45:18 um wealth abundance and blessings
45:21 there's also a lot of wisdom to learn
45:24 here
45:27 they're watching you grow look at look
45:29 at you is what they're saying look at
45:32 you in all of your glory you're
45:34 beautiful you're handsome you're
45:35 intelligent you're everything everything
45:38 about myself that I love and you are
45:41 nothing that I hate about myself like
45:43 that this father figure
45:45 is very rigid in the mind so they would
45:48 really Force themselves they could have
45:50 been plagued with intrusive thoughts or
45:52 they could have a parent that was really
45:53 toxic because it's like their
45:54 conditioning was rather toxic and they
45:56 fought really hard against this
45:58 conditioning and they healed and they
46:00 worked quite a bit on you know
46:04 bonding with you and being a proper
46:07 father
46:08 whether they did that later in life or
46:10 whether they've always been like that
46:12 they've just been working really really
46:14 hard on being a proper father that's
46:17 what I'm hearing here
46:21 you haven't taken any of the dark
46:23 aspects of them you haven't taken any of
46:26 the Shadow aspects you've taken the good
46:28 aspects you've taken the instincts
46:29 you've taken the intelligence you've
46:31 taken the you know
46:33 life experience you could remember
46:35 vividly stories that your father told
46:37 you it just feels like they're proud of
46:40 you and they want you to know that
46:41 whatever it is you're fearing right now
46:43 you don't have to be afraid you are more
46:46 powerful than this obstacle is what
46:48 they're saying and
46:50 um deep down hidden in the fear is is
46:52 such an incredible blessing you just
46:54 don't know it yet
46:56 okay let's pull you some handwritten
46:58 messages
47:10 foreign
47:17 Father Figure or father of pile four
47:20 what does pile four need to know right
47:22 now please
47:27 thank you
47:34 okay we have start to look into
47:37 symbolism in your dream life as well as
47:40 your waiting life so this
47:42 um Father Figure could be really into
47:44 symbolism or metaphors
47:47 um or if your father figure is in the
47:48 spirit world they could communicate with
47:50 you through symbolism
47:53 take a break from social media and come
47:56 back to the real world
48:02 look into archery as a way to empower
48:04 your inner child they will love it
48:08 beautiful
48:10 Journal prompt what could I be using as
48:13 an emotional crutch and do I need that
48:15 crutch anymore
48:17 so that is definitely something to be
48:19 journaling
48:22 you are just so mesmerizing to watch you
48:25 are the main character yeah what did I
48:27 say I feel like your father just likes
48:28 to watch you explore life and do
48:31 incredible things and I feel like
48:33 they're proud they they just see
48:35 themselves in you in the most radiant
48:37 way maybe there were things that they
48:39 didn't like about themselves and now
48:40 they see it through you and they're like
48:42 wow that's Majestic maybe it's their
48:45 sense of humor maybe it's the way they
48:47 you know interact with people the
48:49 Charisma or whatever I don't know I just
48:51 feel like there are things about
48:52 themselves that you made them love about
48:55 themselves seeing it reflected within
48:58 you okay
49:00 beautiful energy here all right pile
49:03 three I'm gonna leave that here I wish
49:05 you the best of luck on your journey and
49:08 until next time
49:11 bye