This content explores the profound impact of loss and grief on an individual's sense of self and their subsequent journey of self-discovery and re-emergence, ultimately leading to a newfound appreciation for personal freedom and independence.
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how curiously the past effaces itself
for me
this is why the dead have no hole [Music]
[Music]
usable from our husband and my mother to
come back to earth I feel that I would
unhesitatingly give up everything that
has come into my life since they left it
to do that I would have to forget the
past 10 years of my growth
for several years after Oscar and mother
died I was groping around looking for
something big
satisfying convincing
and finding nothing but myself
or something not a big nor satisfying
the whole are convincing
it was at this period of my emerging
from the vast Solitude in which I had
been making my own acquaintance that I
stumbled upon de montessor
I read his stories and found life not fiction
fiction
a writer who looked out upon life
through his own being and with his own eyes
eyes
I began to write stories
still short stories which appeared in
the magazines
stories about the people I knew on the
cane River [Music]
[Music]
cornbread for your husband
[Laughter]
I wish you ahead
someone could care for you [Music]
[Music]
whoa wonder what the matter
oh my God
God [Music]
I wonder what the matter this morning
mmm [Music]
[Music] [Applause]
have fourth width began to suspect that
I had the riding habit
the public shared this impression and
[Music] [Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
[Music] [Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
knowing that Mrs Millard was afflicted
with a heart trouble
great care was taken to break to her as
gently as possible the news of her
it was her sister Josephine who told her
in broken sentences veiled hints that
revealed and half concealing
his friend Richards was there too near her
her
it was he who had been in the newspaper
office when intelligence of the Railroad
disaster was received with Brentley
Millard's name leading the list of killed
[Music]
he had only taken the time to assure
himself of its Truth by a second
Telegram and had hastened to forestall
any less careful less tender friend in
bearing the sad message foreign
a train that Brantley takes
had an accident [Music]
[Music]
[Music] [Laughter]
[Laughter] [Music]
are you sure honey
I'm sure
let me go with you
foreign [Music]
[Music] foreign
ES
dear God please [Music]
she was young
with a fair calm face whose Line's
bespoke repression and even a certain strength
but now there was a dull stare in her
eyes whose gaze was fixed way off Yonder
on one of those patches of blue sky
it was not a glance of reflection
but rather indicated a suspension of
there was something coming to her and
she was waiting for it fearfully
what was it
she did not know it was too subtle and
Elusive to name
hold it
the sky reaching toward her through the
sounds the sense the color that filled
foreign [Music]
[Music]
she was beginning to recognize this
thing that was approaching to possess her
her [Music]
when she abandoned herself a little
whispered word escaped her slightly
parted lips
she said it over and over under her breath
but they can stare in the look of Terror
that had followed it went from her eyes
horsing blood warmed and relaxed every
she knew that she would weep again when
she saw the kind tender hands folded in death
death
the face that had never looked saved
with love upon her fixed and gray
and dead
there would be no one to live for her
during those coming years
she would live for herself
there would be no powerful will bending
hers in that blind persistence with
which men and women believe they have a
right to impose a private will upon a
um [Music]
what could love the unsolved mystery
count for in the face of this possession
of self-assertion which she suddenly
recognized as the strongest impulse of
fancy was running Riot along those days
ahead of her spring days and summer days
and all sorts of days that would be her own
own
and she opened and spread her arms out
to them in welcome
she breathed a quick prayer that life
might belong
it was only yesterday she had fought
with a shutter
Louise come on out
[Music] okay
okay [Music]
[Music] um
Louise
let me save come on
when the doctors came [Music]
[Music]
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