0:16 [Music]
0:18 she got like a lime or lemon taste to it
0:20 but it ain't crazy right
0:22 now let me tell you what it is it's jen
0:24 it's jen yeah oh [ __ ] i thought this was
0:26 tequila now if i told you it was jen
0:28 you'd be like i'm good i wanna try it i
0:30 just still tried it all right and i was
0:31 good it was good what's good man how you
0:32 feeling dog
0:34 long time coming up
0:36 you've been trying to get it for a while
0:38 right you you seen my dms
0:39 you just you aren't seeing my [ __ ] you
0:41 didn't you've seen it and you you know
0:42 you swipe over but i'm saying so many
0:45 [ __ ] yo you've seen my dm's or
0:47 they said they're bro i'd be having so
0:49 much [ __ ] in my dm muffler i think you
0:51 lying or whatever i got so much [ __ ] and
0:54 then i really don't pay it no mind and
0:55 don't really care too much about the
0:57 [ __ ] that'd be in my dm because if it's
0:58 important it's really coming through an
1:00 email but i know
1:02 one time d-hov did reach out and i meant
1:05 to call you okay i never called that was
1:07 by mistake
1:08 so then
1:10 i reached out let's get this [ __ ] over
1:12 with get it i appreciate you for that
1:14 interviews in a while and i ain't really
1:16 did too many interviews in the city so
1:19 you know i appreciate that dog um i mean
1:20 a lot for me because like you know i
1:21 think it's working on that way up for
1:24 real sure i [ __ ] with it uh you was
1:25 it's funny you just listening to the uh
1:27 money back yeah you [ __ ] money back
1:29 music oh yeah [ __ ] with money back who
1:30 the hell is younging out right now you
1:32 [ __ ] with it baby
1:34 baby
1:35 i [ __ ] with me we talk about we talking
1:37 about baltimore just
1:39 all over music what do you think
1:41 baby for sure no baby running
1:44 me personally i [ __ ] with um
1:46 i'm leaning more towards money bag right
1:51 i'm gonna say what is what it is i feel like
1:53 like
1:55 he been getting more of like the
1:57 baby-ish on me what i mean by that is i
1:58 feel like the baby [ __ ] all sound the
2:00 same so when i listen to lord baby it's
2:02 like starting to sound the same though
2:04 see i feel i think i think it's probably because
2:06 because
2:07 to a certain extent i know baby you know
2:09 what i'm saying you know what he stands
2:10 for and then he's coming for his people
2:12 around him and [ __ ] like that so
2:15 that kind of that kind of gravitate me
2:17 towards him a little more because like i
2:19 know how i am the [ __ ] that i stand for
2:20 how i feel about the people around me
2:22 and how i'ma come from on different
2:24 levels and [ __ ] like that so
2:26 that that [ __ ] say a lot that mean a lot
2:27 and that's why i like that's why i like
2:29 me and me click how we click you know it
2:31 was business at first but after business
2:33 you know that became my brother right
2:35 that's my heart you feel me so
2:36 really and he put me in all the
2:38 positions and [ __ ] that i'm in today
2:39 because if it wasn't for him i wouldn't
2:41 be where i am today and [ __ ] so and then
2:44 like what he stand for you know genuine
2:46 um he won't see anybody win make sure
2:48 everybody's successful around him you
2:49 know you just gotta i'm gonna give you a
2:52 wild take what's that and you tell me if
2:54 it's too wild i feel like meet like
2:57 our generation uh jay-z for sure i feel
2:59 like a lot of people wouldn't agree with
3:01 me on that one that's that's really how
3:02 i be that's really how i feel about not
3:04 only from him being my brother but just
3:06 seeing the positions that he had put a
3:08 lot of [ __ ] in man and not even
3:10 that right before we even get into the
3:12 positions that he put [ __ ] in
3:14 honestly i feel like i didn't i wasn't
3:16 really old enough to see jay-z come
3:18 about of age right a lot of people
3:19 always talking about um
3:21 what the [ __ ] was his first project
3:22 nigga's gonna kill me for this i forgot
3:24 her name but the reasonable doubt [ __ ]
3:25 have a reasonable doubt [ __ ] talk about
3:26 jay-z when he was selling drugs and [ __ ]
3:29 like that yeah i really remember meek
3:31 mill with the nappy braids freestyling
3:34 so when i see him next to nicki minaj
3:35 and like doing what he's doing now next
3:37 to uh [ __ ] the [ __ ] from the
3:39 patriots and [ __ ] like that like
3:41 yeah craft see him getting flown into
3:43 the sixth game he's like yo i remember
3:45 this [ __ ] in the hood something like
3:47 that [ __ ] is crazy so i definitely got a
3:48 different appreciation let me ask you this
3:50 this
3:52 speaking of old rappers right if you had
3:54 to choose between biggie and pop who
3:56 would you choose
3:57 that's see that's before my time i don't
4:00 really i would say i listen i've heard
4:03 more tupac over biggie but that's before
4:04 my time so i really wouldn't be able to
4:06 pick up which one i would say better or
4:08 not but they are both legends and ghouls
4:10 no i asked that because um you know
4:13 biggie he got this this song and it says like
4:14 like
4:16 whoever knew that hip-hop would make it
4:18 this far and i remember listening to
4:19 that song and i thought about you and
4:21 it's weird right
4:23 because what you're doing in a bike life
4:24 is different like you're really
4:25 cultivating it and i was i was curious
4:27 to know
4:28 as cliche as it might sound did you ever
4:30 think that bike life would take it this
4:32 far i ain't never truthfully i never
4:33 thought i would make it this far right
4:35 now damn dirt bikes that's what i'm
4:37 saying because i don't ride high the
4:39 [ __ ] that make it off
4:41 riding their bikes ride as far as like motocross
4:42 motocross
4:44 and freestyling doing tricks and [ __ ]
4:45 like that like me i just do tricks on
4:47 wheelies and [ __ ] like that but that's
4:48 still talent that's a major talent
4:50 because [ __ ] can't do that
4:52 that's what i'm saying and then for me
4:54 to really be able to turn it into
4:55 something and then being in the position
4:56 that i am
4:58 to be able to like
5:00 be able to
5:02 about to start a league for it for
5:03 [ __ ] that where i come from and
5:06 ride how i ride to be able to make it
5:08 somewhere and gain sponsorships and [ __ ]
5:10 like that so they could better their
5:11 lives and take care of their families
5:13 and [ __ ] just like i do so you about to
5:14 create a league for sure that's my
5:16 biggest goal i'm working on create a
5:18 whole league bike life how is that going
5:19 how is that going oh good you know but
5:21 it takes time because a lot of
5:22 [ __ ] still don't want to touch
5:25 it because they look at it as illegal or
5:27 y'all ain't doing helmets so this in the
5:29 third but when they come to a situation
5:31 like that
5:33 that's when [ __ ] gonna have to
5:34 wake up like we're gonna put these
5:36 helmets on like we trying to make it out
5:38 of where we come from right i made it
5:39 out i'm the only one right now i don't
5:41 ever want to be the only one because
5:42 then that drove too many haters and [ __ ]
5:44 like that i like for everybody around me
5:45 to be getting some money happy and
5:47 living life foxy
5:49 yo not so damn you touched on so much in
5:51 so little time right
5:52 he was the only one you're doing this
5:53 this league
5:55 one point of time you always was saying
5:57 man i want to reach back and grab [ __ ]
5:59 how reach back and grab me and i was
6:01 wondering like how is that going but
6:02 you're doing a
6:04 i feel like
6:05 i feel like when you're in a position
6:06 when you when you're successful in your
6:08 position to help people you supposed to
6:09 help people like you got to help
6:11 [ __ ] because
6:13 when you see being successful you're
6:14 always going to be successful but you're
6:15 not going to be successful if you ain't
6:17 helping nobody that's behind you and
6:19 trying to bring them forward as well you
6:20 know what i'm saying because it's money
6:22 money going to come is you sharing it
6:23 you're giving it out you're giving it
6:24 back that [ __ ] is going to come
6:26 plentiful you know what i'm saying so
6:29 yeah yo question what is the
6:31 what is the goal of this right because i
6:33 know like back in the day i feel like
6:34 bikes was you know it seemed like it was
6:36 something fun and it was just something
6:37 that y'all did
6:39 as a karate and brought each other
6:40 together right but like when you think
6:42 about that and if i had to do air quotes
6:44 if you think about the nfl of bike life
6:45 what would that be
6:47 the nfl bike life yeah or the
6:48 professional like where do you so
6:49 basically you're saying how would it
6:51 play out like what would the league look
6:52 like not even a league but like what's the
6:53 the
6:54 what's the goal of it like what's the
6:55 highest goal that you can go for bike like
6:56 like
6:58 is it off-road or is it just
7:00 sponsorships uh i would say the high the highest
7:01 highest
7:04 role that you can go is probably
7:07 uh gaining like just like me basically if
7:08 if
7:10 if you look at it well i've already
7:12 reached the goal where it's like this
7:14 [ __ ] the best that i've ever done it
7:15 you know i'm saying look where he took
7:17 bike life look we look how many people
7:19 have looked up to him from it and now
7:21 i'm doing the [ __ ] that he'd do so you
7:22 gain a certain recognition of who you
7:24 are in that sport you understand what
7:26 i'm saying right it doesn't make sense
7:27 no because i was wanting like when i me
7:29 again i don't really know too much but
7:30 you know um
7:33 i was thinking that it was like the
7:35 off-road motocross stuff would be like
7:36 the professional when we start our league
7:37 league
7:39 you gonna be professional in our [ __ ]
7:41 i'm saying like you're gonna be the top
7:43 [ __ ] you're gonna be the champion and
7:44 what we do how we ride on the street and
7:46 [ __ ] like that okay gonna be in an
7:48 enclosed area and [ __ ] like that it's
7:49 not gonna be
7:50 literally street but it's not gonna be
7:52 dirt right so back to the question
7:54 though like you know we are in a place
7:56 where you can monetize it you can get
7:58 these sponsorships yeah and like it's
8:00 where do you see bike life now compared to
8:01 to
8:03 where even originated at
8:05 now i see bike life
8:07 i don't know that [ __ ] big it's all over
8:08 the world you got to think about it like
8:10 me i got fans in ghana
8:12 i got fans all over the world just from
8:13 doing the [ __ ] that i do on a dirt bike so
8:14 so
8:16 if i got this many fans you think we
8:17 can't pack a [ __ ] arena out or
8:20 some [ __ ] like that and do we do i got
8:21 what one point some million followers on
8:23 instagram so that's telling you right
8:25 there how many people is looking at me
8:28 daily to see exactly what i do 100
8:31 yeah let's take it back for a second bro
8:33 the sundays at the park yeah they still
8:34 do that first of all yeah yeah they do
8:37 it well dude that's real dude
8:39 bro how did that even originate because
8:40 when you was like what seven eight they
8:42 was already doing that that [ __ ] was
8:44 already done that was i think that [ __ ]
8:45 just always been around where
8:47 [ __ ] just come with the cars and
8:48 and
8:50 the car club [ __ ] and the bike 12
8:52 o'clock boy [ __ ] like wayne who have
8:54 been riding forever you know what i'm
8:56 saying so they stopped pee wee
8:58 they started all that [ __ ] that's sunday
9:00 [ __ ] and you know what i mean like
9:01 around what time you know you think i
9:03 think that was [ __ ] probably like the
9:04 80s or some [ __ ] damn
9:07 some [ __ ] sheesh that's crazy 90s early 90s
9:08 90s
9:09 do you think would you say like
9:10 baltimore was [Music]
9:11 [Music]
9:13 the first like the first donut the right thing
9:14 thing
9:16 or one of the capital for sure baltimore
9:19 capital everybody everybody that's doing
9:21 the [ __ ] that they doing now they get it
9:23 from us damn that's what i'm saying so
9:24 that's fire bro anybody like you know
9:26 how we we hit his club music we from
9:28 baltimore we know we created club music
9:30 and [ __ ] but we hear sometimes we hear
9:31 jersey saying like they put it on or
9:33 they created it is it any cause i'm not
9:35 in the bike life is there any arguments
9:36 out there somewhere that like nah we was
9:38 actually everybody what city what city
9:40 is it york philly
9:42 everywhere try to argue it but they
9:43 already know what's up they know where
9:45 they get their styles from they nobody
9:46 get everything from dang it's from
9:48 baltimore we're the ones for sure so the
9:50 legends that we know about doing a bike
9:51 like it's 12 o'clock boys we always hear
9:54 about these [ __ ] yeah
9:56 how long have they been around
9:58 [ __ ] wayne i ain't over that's been
10:00 around for a long time he started that
10:02 [ __ ] yeah i ain't like the top one in
10:04 that [ __ ] so so where'd you ever like
10:06 were you a part of it or
10:08 how are you is that like how did like
10:10 talk to me about it i gotta i wouldn't
10:13 say it's not really something you gain
10:16 by like how you ride really like you got
10:17 like a lot of [ __ ] know how to wheelie
10:19 you come saying you got to know how to ride
10:20 ride
10:22 ryan comes with williams so the the
10:23 better you know how to ride the better
10:24 you know i will our [ __ ] just know how
10:27 to pick the wheel up okay so me i had
10:29 gained a lot of [ __ ] early like i don't
10:31 know how i was riding pedal bikes at two
10:33 with no training wheels you feel me then
10:35 i got on dirt bikes at five but um i was
10:38 looking up to uh lips yeah i remember
10:39 you said about it the nicest [ __ ] in
10:40 the city when it came to that she had
10:43 the swag the style everything you wanted
10:45 on the bike he had so me i was looking
10:47 up to him as i'm coming up i'm like yeah
10:48 i want to be just like that [ __ ] you
10:49 know what i'm saying like on the bike i
10:51 won't be like him
10:53 so then i came up and actually started
10:54 riding with lips you know that's one of
10:56 my close homies um and
10:57 and
11:00 and then i just started that [ __ ] just
11:01 started getting bigger and bigger social
11:03 media then youtube well youtube then
11:06 social media first um i got found on youtube
11:07 youtube
11:10 uh the instagram and none of that [ __ ]
11:12 wasn't even around right so that was
11:14 when you had um no this was before that
11:16 because the vlog the first vlog you was
11:18 already with meek at that time right
11:19 yeah that's it like 13 minutes like a year
11:20 year
11:23 like a year before that damn yeah two years
11:24 years
11:26 yeah yeah two years before that yeah yo
11:29 let me ask you this bro what like
11:31 where does the misconception come from i
11:32 feel like you know like the police they
11:34 they think of it as a negative thing
11:35 it's negativity they think they even
11:37 call it a gang like where does that come
11:39 from because from our experience i feel
11:41 like bikes
11:43 dirt bikes saves a lot more lives than
11:44 it killed
11:48 i feel like the misconception comes from
11:50 i just think truthfully
11:53 when you see a lot of
11:54 black [ __ ] together doing
11:57 positive [ __ ] as one
11:59 i feel like that becomes a problem um
12:01 like they don't never want to see a
12:02 group of black positive [ __ ]
12:04 it's we're too powerful really as one
12:05 talk too much
12:07 real [ __ ] we're too powerful as one so
12:09 once they see us all together like that
12:11 they they begin to make up problems
12:13 because it really ain't no problem
12:15 y'all we can't stop that lights because
12:16 y'all chasing us um
12:18 and they weren't even supposed to chase
12:19 us for real
12:20 we're gonna stop
12:22 we're gonna obey all your laws and rules
12:24 or whatever however y'all want to put it
12:26 but y'all chasing us because y'all see
12:28 how positive this [ __ ] is and see how
12:30 much crime is down when we are on the
12:32 bikes you got to think about it they
12:34 like the crime yeah they're the police
12:35 but they like crime it gives money to do
12:39 yeah so you know
12:41 it's crazy because i look back at it and um
12:42 um
12:43 you know it's kind of like sports it's
12:46 not football per se but it's like it's
12:48 something that brings the the
12:49 the community together you know i'm
12:51 saying like it come it came down to a
12:54 point where i remember when
12:56 where we came from
12:57 once more young got promoted bro i'm cool
12:58 cool
12:59 i remember where we came from
13:00 [ __ ] like
13:02 i won't be
13:04 this is really what people were saying i
13:05 want to be
13:08 a doctor football player a basketball
13:09 player some people even wanted to be
13:11 police that's right right yeah um
13:12 um
13:15 but now you got [ __ ] growing up
13:16 i want to ride dirt bikes i want to be
13:18 like chino facts what i'm saying is
13:21 likes i didn't start at some whole other
13:23 [ __ ] you know what i'm saying seeing how
13:25 far i made it riding dirt bikes 100
13:27 percent i didn't turn this [ __ ] into something
13:27 something
13:29 i want to ride dirt bikes when i get
13:31 older yeah ain't thinking about football
13:32 basketball and all that [ __ ] no more
13:34 that's what they want to do exactly then
13:35 they see how you a [ __ ] living off of
13:37 it so you know that's why that's why
13:40 when i heard this song it made me think
13:41 of you i'm like yo damn i wonder if this
13:43 [ __ ] ever thought about
13:45 will bike life make it this far for real
13:46 that's crazy
13:48 it's crazy question
13:50 we see you in movies and [ __ ] now yeah
13:51 for sure how much
13:53 of a true story was trump charm city
13:56 kings i feel like trump's it has some it
13:57 has some parts in there that wasn't true but
13:58 but
14:00 based on the whole [ __ ] it was
14:03 definitely true you know if me looking
14:04 at it out
14:06 i would say this [ __ ] is just like how
14:07 we grew up really you understand i'm
14:10 saying so but the [ __ ] falls on the dirt
14:11 bikes with the drugs that ain't what
14:13 going on everybody's but you know it's a
14:15 movie you got to put a story about it so
14:17 a lot of people don't understand that so
14:18 everybody look at it like that ain't
14:20 what we do on dirt bikes it's a story
14:22 line we know that it's facts really know
14:23 about dirt bikes no we ain't selling no
14:25 drugs and all that off dirt bikes we're
14:27 riding dirt bikes we're having fun and
14:29 we've been free that's what i'm saying
14:31 so some of it was fabricated but it's a
14:33 storyline once again and we gotta sell
14:35 it it got to be sold question did you
14:37 like it hell yeah i loved it
14:39 for me to be for me to be doing a
14:41 [ __ ] movie where i come from and in
14:44 my element major about your culture
14:46 about my culture just end truthfully about
14:47 about
14:48 really like that was my life i was
14:49 living my life in that movie that was
14:51 that's me you know what i'm saying
14:52 wasn't nothing fabricated with me in
14:54 there i would say so how hard was it to
14:57 like to step into that role i grinded
14:59 with you but reading the lines and [ __ ]
15:01 like that it wasn't hard i ain't re i
15:03 read no lines i ain't i didn't practice
15:05 for none of this [ __ ] i was whenever i
15:08 needed my line i called a line coach lie
15:09 and that's how i was going i was doing
15:11 that [ __ ] right then i was in my element
15:12 you gotta think about it i'm home i feel
15:15 it i'm home i'm comfortable there was no
15:17 reason for you yeah yeah yeah
15:19 that's hard so question honestly bro
15:21 yeah how did you feel about the over
15:23 exaggeration of the accent though bro
15:25 come on you gotta feel the way about
15:27 that he got an accent where can't nobody
15:29 get down pat like if baltimore is just
15:31 different i don't know what nobody said
15:32 we we
15:35 this is when you mention baltimore we're
15:37 not maryland we maryland but we bought
15:39 some more yeah yeah back smalls their
15:42 own separate island from dc maryland all
15:43 that [ __ ] you want we our own [ __ ] is
15:45 baltimore facts everything is different
15:46 about us
15:48 for sure i don't know so i watched it
15:50 and i thought it was a good movie but
15:52 the [ __ ] accent that the main
15:54 character had was cringe cringe worthy
15:56 bro like the [ __ ] bro
15:58 we don't sound that bad bro
16:00 it like me truthfully i feel like people
16:03 look too deep into [ __ ] okay [ __ ] about
16:05 our accident accent yeah i just don't so
16:07 i didn't even really look into it like
16:09 that you know what i'm saying it's like
16:11 not once like you ain't never think like
16:13 oh that [ __ ] no mine okay hit too much
16:14 about the wrong yeah but you was in it
16:16 that's how i understand that it's like
16:17 [ __ ] i'm in a movie [ __ ] as we talking
16:19 about i was in it but i you know what
16:20 i'm sitting here thinking i'm in a
16:33 that's crazy um question
16:34 question
16:36 we see they had a couple baltimore
16:38 people in there and specifically um
16:41 willie queen yeah how much of a role did
16:43 you play of getting her in that show did
16:44 they reach out to her i would say i
16:46 played the role a lot in the whole movie
16:48 you might as well say we're getting
16:49 everybody because i've been we've been
16:51 working on this movie since 2015. yeah
16:54 uh with jada pickett and um well
16:56 not not even will will will was a part
16:58 of it but kayla pickett her brother i
17:00 went and sat down in calabasas and met
17:02 with uh jada pickett and uh
17:05 kayla pickett at jada house this was in
17:08 2015. [ __ ] took three years before to come
17:09 come
17:12 i got shot in 2016.
17:14 i remember when i got the hospital i
17:16 called i called uh caleb i'm like yo we
17:18 gotta do this [ __ ] movie get me out
17:20 of baltimore you know what i'm saying so
17:21 then right after that i wound up moving
17:22 to l.a
17:25 i moved to la for a year and came back so
17:26 so
17:28 bro how um because i'm gonna get to the
17:30 la move because like i feel like a lot
17:32 of us in the city it's hard bro like the
17:34 city is so treacherous
17:36 but we got a love to it so before i go
17:38 to that before i go back to that how
17:40 close were you on um willie queen rooms
17:41 close how far with william i feel like
17:43 y'all had a lot in common like first
17:45 like you grind you wasn't one of the
17:47 first to ride bikes but to be so young
17:49 to get so much attention from it i feel
17:51 like she probably wasn't the first girl
17:52 not going to be the first girl but she
17:53 was one of the first to get so much
17:55 attention behind it for sure she was she
17:57 was definitely one of the first
17:59 um to get a lot of attention being a
18:01 female too yeah that was different
18:03 [ __ ] ain't seen that and then
18:05 she ride like some of the guys so you
18:06 know did y'all did y'all get close from
18:08 that or hell yeah i [ __ ] with really
18:10 queen so how do you feel about the
18:11 situation that we see going on right now
18:14 like you know like
18:16 it's a [ __ ] up situation but you know
18:17 that ain't really my place to speak on
18:18 it you know whatever happened it
18:20 happened i mean pray for the family or
18:22 whatever but i don't speak i ain't
18:23 speaking on the black situation no i
18:25 think um
18:27 not speaking on the situation i just
18:29 feel like bro we have so much so many
18:31 people with talent and then we hear
18:33 people either getting being
18:35 killed or being in jail and it's like
18:36 that [ __ ]
18:38 we should we sit around and we say we
18:39 got so many people with talent and it's
18:41 that dirt
18:42 [ __ ] don't be knowing what
18:44 people be going through
18:46 mental health is a major thing where we
18:48 come from bro like i don't really
18:50 understand that i did therapy so i
18:52 really understand it like i did a lot of
18:54 [ __ ] to like be a better person in life
18:55 that's why i'm the way i am you know i'm
18:57 saying that's why i talk how i talk and
18:59 things like that like i did therapy i unders
19:00 unders
19:01 it come from me
19:03 i would say
19:05 so young traveling the world and just
19:07 seeing what other [ __ ] went
19:09 through i was thir
19:13 12 13. i was 12 13. i'm traveling all
19:15 across the world by myself to go meet me
19:18 this place that place just to be for him
19:20 to put me in situations to better my
19:21 life so
19:23 when i'm in certain areas in certain
19:25 rooms and [ __ ] and i see i hear this
19:26 person's story i hear that person's story
19:27 story
19:29 i'm like damn they went through that
19:31 this person going through this that
19:32 person going through it and then it was
19:34 a time where i was in like a depression
19:37 space real [ __ ] like real down you know
19:39 what i'm saying like real down so
19:40 and then before
19:42 depression is serious you know i'm
19:43 saying so before
19:45 that [ __ ] break you you gotta do
19:47 something to fix that [ __ ]
19:48 that's the strong part of you that make
19:50 you wanna become a better person you
19:52 feel me so i sat down like over uh
19:54 doing like when the pandemic first hit
19:56 and did uh therapy i felt like that was
19:58 the best time to do it i had so much
20:01 down time [ __ ] to do i said i was ever i
20:02 think it was like every thursday
20:04 i did it we did that [ __ ] on uh we did
20:06 it on a computer every day i'm talking
20:08 to the third person in the center and um
20:10 i actually did it through uh chris simon
20:12 okay his bts [ __ ] i got an interview out
20:14 doing it too but um yeah that [ __ ] i
20:16 think i've seen that one um he was on a
20:17 blue couch that was i don't know exactly
20:19 okay yeah that's fire people always
20:21 speak on i just say
20:22 [ __ ] but we i don't judge
20:24 nobody but not even judging like i don't
20:27 know me being from baltimore like again
20:28 not speaking on her situation but when i
20:30 see people with so much time like that
20:32 and something tragic happened it break
20:34 my heart honestly like it hurt for him
20:36 definitely was unfortunate but i don't
20:38 know what was going through her mind at
20:40 the time um we don't know what happened
20:42 nobody know the behind story of it but
20:43 heard that person right
20:46 so it was an unfortunate situation but
20:47 i don't know what they want to know if i
20:49 was that pretty very involved like oh
20:51 everybody um yo can we i know you ain't
20:53 trying to drink bro but therapy [ __ ] is
20:55 dope bro we gotta take a shot on therapy bro
20:55 bro
20:57 i don't want to ah just take a shot come
21:00 on this monster all right [ __ ] it i got it
21:03 it
21:04 question bro
21:06 speaking of therapy yo um just going
21:07 through so much depression and [ __ ] like
21:09 that i feel like baltimore is a huge
21:12 part of that it's so much just traumatic
21:15 [ __ ] in here in baltimore
21:17 so much [ __ ]
21:19 so much [ __ ] going in baltimore but me i
21:20 feel like
21:22 i don't want to be i wouldn't want to be
21:24 from nowhere else facts baltimore made
21:26 me who i am and made me as strong as i
21:30 am to as though i go to other cities and
21:35 i might if i even if i go to chicago i
21:37 can go any i will go anywhere and the
21:38 [ __ ] would be like man this city
21:39 hard what the city hard we'll just set
21:41 the third
21:43 this [ __ ] ain't horrible the way i grew
21:44 up and what i come from and [ __ ] that
21:47 i've seen throughout my life
21:49 [ __ ] regular so stay there bro stay
21:52 there the [ __ ] that we seen in our life
21:54 but we love like you said the passion we
21:56 got of our city is different bro but we
21:59 see people get killed every day we see
22:02 the trauma and like when we have chances
22:03 to get away like you had a chance you
22:06 get opportunities with mmg meek mill and
22:07 you got a chance to get away but it
22:09 seemed like everybody it seemed like the
22:11 city got a hold on everybody wow you
22:13 think that i feel like i don't feel i
22:14 don't feel like the city got a hold on
22:16 it's really what you what you build your
22:18 mind up to like if you want to leave
22:20 you're going to leave i left i left for
22:22 a year a year probably like a year and a
22:24 half and came back i left
22:28 because l.a wasn't what i'm used to you
22:29 understand what i'm saying l.a ain't
22:32 what i'm used to you come saying so
22:34 owl city is just the [ __ ] is just
22:35 different like me if
22:36 if
22:37 it's so bad with me it's [ __ ] that i
22:40 know i really shouldn't be doing like
22:42 i'm who i am but it's something about me
22:45 like i i travel the world all the time
22:47 every week every other week or whatever
22:50 but i always come back and
22:53 i still go in my hood not to be sitting
22:54 around there like i'm this [ __ ] that
22:56 [ __ ] or whatever
22:58 i go there because that's my hood you
22:59 understand what i'm saying and i also
23:01 want the kids and [ __ ] like that in my
23:04 hood to understand and see like damn he
23:06 made it and he ain't never leave us
23:09 he i basically try to take
23:10 my neighborhood or even the city
23:12 everywhere with me i keep it i try to
23:15 keep them with me at all times because
23:16 that's what i come from i wouldn't be
23:18 who i am so i feel like meek was one of
23:19 the first to say this we're not one of
23:21 the first but i feel like he he had this
23:22 big movement
23:24 motivational purposes only yeah for
23:26 motivational purposes only i understand
23:28 what you're saying yeah right
23:31 but honestly bro i just feel like
23:32 we you don't think we can you can
23:34 motivate your hood
23:36 somewhere else you definitely can for sure
23:37 sure
23:38 you can you can leave and motivate your
23:41 hood still but it's when when that's
23:42 some [ __ ] you've been living in all your
23:44 life like you don't think meat stopping
23:45 is good
23:47 and [ __ ] like that don't make it right
23:49 we don't don't nothing i mean not right
23:50 we can't say right or wrong i mean say
23:51 that yeah but
23:54 if we if we do so don't make it smart
23:57 what ain't smart about going back to
23:59 your hood if you
24:01 if you know [ __ ] is okay i ain't beefing
24:02 with nobody
24:04 you know what i'm saying so just hate us
24:07 yeah there we go a lot of haters but
24:09 like me i tell a [ __ ] right now all right
24:10 right
24:13 i like me i will walk around the city
24:15 all day i don't need no security i i'm
24:16 what i'm free
24:19 this is where i come from this is the
24:21 city i grew up in right the same [ __ ]
24:22 that's i just said the same [ __ ] but in
24:24 two different ways but
24:26 i feel like i ain't giving out no
24:27 negative energy
24:30 so if some negative energy come my way
24:32 it must was meant and then we gotta
24:33 handle it from there you understand what
24:35 i'm saying but i ain't walking around
24:36 here giving up no negative energy so i
24:38 don't feel like nobody wanna do nothing
24:39 to me now if you're a hater you're just
24:40 a hater
24:42 that's just what come with it
24:44 so you know like when you walking around
24:45 you don't have like security and nothing
24:47 i got my guys with me but i might not
24:48 even head up with me i might be by
24:50 myself but i ain't giving out no
24:51 negative energy i'ma see i'm gonna be
24:53 respectful as long as you don't
24:54 disrespect me i don't want no troubles
24:56 with nobody but i ain't talking i'm
24:59 healed i'm saying yeah so would you say
25:02 that you downplay a celebrity
25:03 but i feel like i downplayed my
25:05 celebrity on a whole nother level like i
25:06 feel like
25:09 me being i'm really somebody like me
25:11 being who i am talk to me oh real [ __ ]
25:13 me being who i am i really could be out
25:15 here going crazy and just and like
25:17 i don't even i don't even think i think
25:19 it is a humble side of me but i just
25:21 feel like this has been my life
25:23 you know what i'm saying this been my
25:24 life then in my whole i ain't really had
25:26 no childhood i've been in this [ __ ] my
25:29 whole life so i be looking at this [ __ ]
25:30 and just seeing it it's just like i've
25:32 been living this [ __ ] for like a more
25:35 than a decade now right real [ __ ] so i
25:37 wouldn't say downplay my celebrity
25:38 because when i first got on i was one of
25:40 them [ __ ] who
25:42 i was cocky as [ __ ] you know that was
25:45 cocky i'll talk a bunch of [ __ ] but when
25:47 that has been your life for 10 years or
25:48 more you just like this is my life and
25:50 this is how my life is going you
25:50 understand what i'm saying i wouldn't
25:54 say down play it but i see
25:56 i see a lot of [ __ ] get on and
25:59 get cocky and be cocky and don't last
26:01 i've been it's 12 years i'm still here
26:03 i'm still who i am i'm still getting
26:04 money i understand i'm saying they get
26:07 on get cocky or
26:09 however you want to call it in three
26:11 years you ain't nowhere to be found
26:13 right i say down play a celebrity in a
26:14 sense of like you know you just being in
26:15 a community let's say the community
26:18 right yeah uh yeah hood and things like
26:19 that no security and i fight when you
26:21 think about celebrities they always they
26:23 gonna have security
26:25 i don't me being in my hood without no
26:27 security ain't really downplaying my
26:29 celebrity because my guys is around me and
26:30 and
26:32 it's my hood you want to see what i'm saying
26:33 saying
26:36 i just so i respectfully rogers you know
26:38 i only disagree because we talk about
26:39 you we hear boosie talk about like you
26:42 know it's the most haters in your city
26:44 we know that hometown hate is real but i
26:47 ain't in my hood all day 24 7. right
26:49 [ __ ] to do but i stopped through my hood
26:50 and like to be in my hood you got
26:51 himself okay and i'm not trying to
26:53 promote you not to be give back to you i
26:54 just feel like this other way because we
26:55 understand what you're saying because we
26:57 we hear about slim duncan we hear about
26:59 uh nipsy hustle we hear about [ __ ]
27:01 young dolph you know i'm saying we hear
27:02 about little snoop dogg in this in his
27:04 hood i'm saying we hear about all these
27:06 these people that died in that hood but
27:07 it's like
27:08 [ __ ] little scooter you know what i'm
27:11 saying and it's like when would we get
27:13 it like because it's so much hate not
27:14 even just [ __ ] the beef or nothing
27:16 like that just [ __ ] be hating yeah
27:18 like i'm just figuring like when do we
27:21 learn from this
27:22 i me truthfully i don't feel like i feel like
27:23 like
27:25 you never should leave your head
27:28 never leave you you can move you okay
27:30 you can i like that never leave your
27:31 hood though because your hood is really
27:34 what puts you exactly right i'm with you
27:36 we can get back to our hood in other
27:39 ways you bro you being chino i swear to
27:40 god of course you can get back right
27:42 outside to get back and what you do
27:44 physically you being chino bro
27:47 is giving to your city bro it's it's
27:48 it's because you did so and you know
27:51 this like you did so much a lot you feel
27:53 me like you did so much bro for for the
27:55 city for the community just by you being
27:58 you bro you exposing the city bro
28:00 so it's like i don't it's like it's
28:02 nothing to prove anymore yeah it ain't
28:04 hell no i've been stopped trying to
28:06 prove [ __ ] to these days
28:08 i ain't proven nothing to nobody my life
28:09 is my life and it was worth it but you
28:10 don't think going back to your heart is
28:12 kind of like trying to like y'all that's
28:18 my hood is going back to my hood from
28:19 the little kids that's growing up and
28:21 [ __ ] like that okay to show them hey i
28:23 made it out of here y'all can too so can
28:25 you go back to your security
28:26 for what
28:27 i'm just
28:29 because of what we see the detriment listen
28:30 listen
28:32 anytime that i'm in my hood i'm well
28:34 protected i ain't okay listen respect
28:36 well keep it statement keep keep
28:38 yourself protected because when you when
28:40 you got shot yeah
28:42 where was that i got shot that was
28:45 what that was that was 2016. i got that
28:47 [ __ ] i don't need i don't even know
28:48 where that came from you understand what
28:50 i'm saying it's like it's
28:52 where was you you like i was in from my
28:53 my house i was pulling up my my house
28:56 was like 10 in the morning a car pull up
28:58 on the side of me and just started
29:00 shooting and that's that's really why
29:01 i'm having this conversation because bro like
29:03 like
29:04 and i don't want to come up it's like
29:06 too pushy but i just i'm i stand firm on
29:07 this because like yo i
29:09 this interview made me excited because
29:10 you are one of those guys like i respect
29:12 you to like yo
29:14 if i had an interview with any other
29:15 big-time celebrity i look at you the
29:17 same way you go saying i hear i hear no
29:19 problem i hear situations like you
29:20 getting shot that could have took a
29:22 tragic turn no for sure but if you do
29:24 you think that would happen if you had
29:26 like i don't know more security or stop that
29:28 that damn
29:29 damn
29:31 security couldn't stop that
29:33 so you think it was like just strictly
29:35 hate security ain't stopping no [ __ ]
29:37 bullets let's just get that security
29:39 ain't stopping no bullets security gonna
29:41 get shot you gonna shot with security
29:42 ain't stopping no bullets so
29:44 what the [ __ ] is security gonna do really
29:45 really
29:47 when bullets fly everybody start moving
29:48 out the whale shooting back or whatever
29:50 am i right a room no you're right yeah
29:52 nah that's why i actually i don't know i
29:56 mean that's crazy let's talk about um
29:57 speaking of like now playing out
29:59 celebrity i feel like
30:01 lil scooter was one of the first of
30:03 in our generation one of the first of
30:05 his kind of when we talk about putting
30:07 our city right
30:08 like you got you got to sit and think
30:15 how can i it ain't really no way to put it
30:16 it
30:18 i gave i gave a city school you might as
30:20 well say well i might as well say i did
30:23 yeah i said my brother signed scooter
30:24 you know what i'm saying so
30:27 i gained a city scooter and then come
30:29 behind school that's who why
30:30 why
30:31 yeah he
30:33 picked up on school the situation you
30:37 understand what i'm saying and then
30:38 who else uh
30:39 uh
30:40 we got a lot of yeah we got tech we got
30:42 rowdy racks we got yeah been around though
30:43 though
30:46 type been around take been around uh
30:48 rex you've been rapping for a while now
30:50 too um
30:54 we got money jake we got money we got a
30:58 lot of [ __ ] got uh ot we got uh chass uh
30:59 uh
31:01 it's tess chess
31:08 but speaking of ybs specifically yeah
31:10 what's your affiliation strictly from
31:12 your brother or
31:15 i i've never been ybs not ybs but like
31:16 when i say affiliated around i'm like
31:18 was it strictly because your brother
31:19 wasn't because of my brother you gotta
31:22 think about it everybody around we
31:24 know each other to some sort of degree
31:30 what is it shot money yeah yeah brought
31:32 scooter to my brother okay understand
31:34 what i'm saying okay and um
31:36 me being who i am i'm promoting school
31:38 and things like that and school of [ __ ]
31:40 is just blowing up yeah i'm saying and
31:42 scooter had the talent i wouldn't even
31:44 say just from me promoting this [ __ ]
31:45 scooter was talented really rat you
31:48 understand i'm saying so um
31:50 that's what got scooter to be who he was
31:53 the promotion and then his talent
31:54 showcasing this town his talent being
31:56 what it was and then also meek getting
31:59 behind it and backing it and also
32:01 promoting them and things like that so
32:03 how was um scooter when uh shot money
32:05 brought him like the early stages
32:07 because we only saw when he was lit for
32:09 me i always stayed this [ __ ] scooter i
32:11 feel like scooter was
32:13 scooter talent just spoke for herself
32:16 from the beginning so i'm saying [ __ ]
32:18 yeah he was just a rapper like literally
32:19 corrupt so
32:21 yeah scooter always been insane to me
32:22 but of course when you when you start
32:24 getting some money and [ __ ] like that
32:25 you start feeling yourself you know
32:27 things start changing a little bit but
32:29 you can't the music i feel like with
32:31 school the music ain't never changed
32:33 literally so you don't think even in
32:34 that situation security couldn't stop that
32:35 that
32:38 no how
32:39 or let's not even say security like i
32:42 just moved if you moving smarter being
32:43 in trucks
32:44 bullet proofing your cars and [ __ ] like
32:46 that yeah but you they
32:48 scooter wasn't to a level to have
32:50 bulletproof costs
32:52 i'm saying he ain't had that type of
32:53 money yet
32:54 when you got that type of money and you
32:56 moving like that
32:59 of course
33:01 and also it's like
33:03 when you got that type of money
33:05 and if you ain't into [ __ ]
33:06 you really ain't gotta have no
33:09 bulletproof cars because you ain't into
33:11 [ __ ] be going on because people be into
33:13 [ __ ] you understand like one foot in one
33:16 foot outside only be haters
33:18 right it's cause people enter [ __ ]
33:19 you're right you got a point we down playing
33:20 playing
33:22 the [ __ ] that people be having going on
33:24 behind closed doors i mean you're right
33:25 you're right you're right you never know
33:26 what a [ __ ] going with the [ __ ] doing
33:29 why she ain't got nothing going on
33:31 you walking you you
33:32 you just like
33:34 you live free you live free i get it i
33:36 live free i ain't got nothing going on i
33:38 feel a lot of [ __ ] hate me i know that
33:41 for sure but i ain't got no
33:43 i ain't no beasts i mean so
33:45 question so we seen like you just spoke on
33:46 on
33:48 we sing talking about scooter right we
33:50 seen [ __ ] like did he post them like
33:51 one of the first [ __ ] that really was
33:54 like putting on for for uh for school
33:55 that was your man meek yeah what
33:57 happened with i feel like it was even
33:58 talking i don't know too much you you
33:59 probably wouldn't know what happened
34:01 with the talks of like him signing with
34:03 mmg was that have a real conversation he
34:05 was gonna sign with dream jesus yeah
34:07 drink not mmg i'm wilding drinking cheeses
34:08 cheeses um
34:10 um
34:13 i think [ __ ] was just like
34:14 everything take time that's how i'm
34:16 saying so and then school [ __ ] happened
34:17 a little quick
34:20 scooter um his [ __ ] started rising quick
34:23 like he was he was so [ __ ] hot
34:25 that everybody was asking about scooter
34:26 and he was in different meetings and
34:27 [ __ ] like that scooter was actually
34:30 about to get signed before the situation
34:32 so right it was to dream chases he was
34:33 going he's about to get signed to
34:36 somewhere else damn yeah for sure you
34:36 know who
34:39 i forget but i i remember he was why
34:40 didn't meek just go ahead and snatch him
34:42 up i don't know me might have had
34:43 something different going on at the time
34:45 but you know y'all never talked about it
34:47 he's definitely backing him 100
34:49 for sure but that was like never no
34:50 competitions y'all had i guess it was
34:51 definitely a conversation assignment definitely
34:53 definitely
34:55 so what about um
34:57 after he passed you know like you said
34:59 yeah yeah scholar come through and like
35:01 kind of like pick up that momentum and
35:03 [ __ ] we even seen scholar and make
35:05 freestyle videos and [ __ ] like that we
35:07 just want to doing the promo runs and
35:09 [ __ ] like that why hey
35:11 scholar was signed to dream chasers
35:13 yeah we sound so little to dream chase
35:14 for sure
35:17 i'm the only [ __ ] i didn't know that
35:20 wait what like was it public
35:21 yeah everybody knew about it i ain't
35:22 know about that [ __ ] y'all say did y'all
35:24 know what this is
35:26 i did not know that [ __ ] damn that's crazy
35:27 crazy
35:29 so what happened with that situation i
35:30 mean you know i think scholar wound up
35:32 going to jail or something if i'm
35:33 mistaken yeah he did get locked up yeah yeah
35:34 yeah
35:36 so the [ __ ] let go like i mean just like
35:37 like
35:43 damn man that's crazy what about um you
35:44 started rapping for a little bit yeah i
35:46 started rapping for a little bit what
35:47 the [ __ ] like what made you do that bro
35:48 i was going through some [ __ ] or
35:49 something i think i just wanted to let
35:51 some [ __ ] out
35:53 so you know it wasn't like
35:55 i hate that [ __ ] i listen to that i'm
35:56 gonna say i'm asking i want you to be
35:58 real with me but you know what's so
36:00 crazy a lot of people would be like yo i
36:02 actually you actually could rap you just
36:05 needed more practice or whatever
36:06 i'm like yeah i don't even want to hear
36:07 that [ __ ] so
36:08 so
36:09 the [ __ ] that were saying you could rap
36:11 rap
36:13 let's just play devil's out again listen
36:15 the [ __ ] i said you were correct was
36:17 you really believe in him because you
36:19 thought you could rap or do you think
36:20 they was just saying that because you
36:23 chino [ __ ] you lit if i was believing i
36:25 might be still rapping i didn't like it
36:27 okay that's what i'm saying so you
36:28 wasn't mad when because meek mill had
36:30 actually was talking about it on um a
36:32 millionaire game he was saying like you
36:34 know social media do something to [ __ ]
36:35 and he was telling you that your music
36:38 wasn't all that but you go on a video i
36:41 feel like definitely social media
36:43 put a little [ __ ] in my head maybe like
36:45 a batter in your bag oh yeah of course
36:47 damn seeing all them fires and all that
36:48 [ __ ] you don't think you're gonna think
36:54 damn so like but even at that time could
36:56 you take me to that time where
36:58 you was making music was it any did you
37:00 ever feel any animosity of like yo me
37:02 like just back me support me with this
37:04 [ __ ] i don't me truthfully i'll never
37:06 really i don't ever really get into the
37:09 point of meet back me a thousand percent
37:11 with everything yeah
37:13 i'm saying you've been in my corner
37:15 since day one that's the fact that i i
37:17 never really look at
37:19 [ __ ] on social media where a [ __ ]
37:20 [ __ ]
37:23 be like damn you ain't posting my [ __ ]
37:24 you ain't bro
37:26 bro
37:28 it's so many [ __ ] [ __ ] that i post
37:30 that don't post my [ __ ] i don't give a
37:32 [ __ ] you understand i'm saying if if i
37:35 need some publicity or anything bro i
37:37 got rock nation
37:39 i got me bro it's one call away post
37:41 that i don't call me ask him about no
37:43 post if meek feel like he wanna grab
37:45 something and post it he's gonna post it
37:47 i'm good that's what i'm saying so i'm
37:49 gonna promote my [ __ ] on my own
37:51 i don't need and if and if everybody
37:52 wanna jump on a bad wagon and promote it
37:54 with me hey help me all right but i
37:56 ain't sitting around calling nobody if
37:57 it's genuine you're gonna take it and
38:00 post it regardless i do that [ __ ] daily
38:02 right just because of who i am and and i
38:04 and i like genuinely helping people you
38:06 understand what i'm saying so i mean
38:07 but that's why i asked if you could tell
38:09 me then i also don't be on that too because
38:10 because
38:14 i don't want [ __ ] to be like
38:16 yo you ain't post my [ __ ] i just ain't
38:18 get around to it we're making this about
38:20 post i see you i speak to you it's
38:22 genuine love what the [ __ ] are we making
38:24 instagram a big deal about a post bro
38:26 like it's so many people on instagram i
38:27 want to unfollow
38:29 but if i unfollow them [ __ ] gonna feel awake
38:30 awake
38:32 i just don't want to see your [ __ ]
38:34 really like no a lot of people post
38:36 [ __ ] i just don't want to see it bro
38:38 when i say it's crazy here you say this
38:40 because i've literally had similar
38:42 situations like yo these [ __ ] are just
38:44 bringing negative energy i just wanna
38:46 unfollow these [ __ ] i don't follow no
38:48 shade rooms on fire no murder inks i
38:51 want to see all positive [ __ ] all day fast
38:52 fast
38:53 and it's a lot of other [ __ ] that i can
38:55 say i don't want to see but i still
38:58 follow people just so if i unfollow them
39:00 it's like it's a there you know i put my
39:03 hands i don't want no social media yeah
39:05 so you ain't even in that that time
39:06 though because we're human then we
39:08 [ __ ] we men sometimes we get emotional
39:10 and that time when meek was like man
39:11 social media is hyping his head up he
39:14 not all that you don't know
39:16 why because i still made money off that
39:18 [ __ ] tape that would whoever felt
39:20 like it wasn't nothing notice that i
39:21 made money off that [ __ ] i don't care
39:24 about that and i'm getting money that
39:25 wasn't the only thing that i was doing
39:26 that was just something i was tapping
39:29 into fast that's what i'm saying so
39:32 don't none of that [ __ ] get to me at all
39:33 i believe yo
39:35 how did you when did you when did your
39:37 mind shift because like you said you did
39:39 therapy and stuff like that when did it
39:40 shift because like us coming from the
39:44 city bro we i feel like my mind shift
39:46 with therapy i started seeing a lot of
39:47 [ __ ] different what made you go to
39:49 therapy though because i didn't want to
39:51 be in a [ __ ] up space i was in l.a one
39:52 day and i stayed in the room for two days
39:54 days
39:55 i stayed in the room for two days so i'm
39:57 like hold the [ __ ] up why am i in the
39:59 room for two days i'm in l.a
40:01 i wasn't living at a time but i'm here
40:02 i'm like matter of fact it was grammy
40:05 weekend damn and he was home for two and
40:07 i stayed in the room for two years once
40:09 i came out i'm telling me i'm like
40:11 probably not running for two days i
40:12 don't know what the [ __ ] going on with me
40:14 me
40:16 i wound up texting
40:17 i wound up texting one of my managers
40:18 like man i think i needed to go to third
40:21 because i need to let some [ __ ] out
40:28 certain [ __ ] you can't
40:30 it's crazy how you can go to you're
40:31 gonna you'll go to therapy and tell a
40:33 [ __ ] everything that you don't
40:35 know but you can't really tell a
40:38 [ __ ] around you guys you know
40:40 you look at it like
40:42 i don't want [ __ ] to judge me or
40:44 this thing that third but
40:45 but that's real though bro that's real
40:47 because like the [ __ ] we think we got
40:49 to be careful telling certain people
40:51 certain [ __ ] because we go to them for
40:53 advice or just the relief and the next
40:55 thing you know i was [ __ ] in the streets
40:57 and it's like [ __ ] yeah that's i think
40:59 that really is important
41:00 damn bro that's crazy bro like that's i
41:04 i [ __ ] with it bro um
41:05 where you where would you say you are
41:07 now like me
41:09 what stage is this
41:10 what stage is this stage right here that
41:12 i'm in is um
41:14 i would say just i'm in a space where i
41:16 just want peace and just want to be
41:19 happy and then i want everybody around
41:21 me to be happy that way
41:23 every moment that we have and wherever
41:24 we're at we're having fun and we're
41:27 enjoying life and knowing none of this
41:28 [ __ ] ain't promised
41:30 and also
41:33 i understand now who i am i ain't used
41:36 to understand who i was i really didn't
41:39 like i had a i did i did a lot of [ __ ]
41:41 for a lot of [ __ ] that
41:42 i would say
41:44 over time
41:46 they got in a position
41:49 and um they got in the position
41:51 i put them in a position you know what
41:53 i'm saying they came
41:55 lizzie say it was a lot of my [ __ ]
41:56 coming to the table and taking their
41:58 trays to go
42:01 and then they take their trays to go
42:03 and then that [ __ ] be gone and then they
42:05 trying to come back no ain't no u-turns
42:06 you feel them i did a lot of [ __ ] for
42:08 [ __ ] and they just said [ __ ] me basically
42:09 basically
42:12 you give me an um that [ __ ] ain't last
42:13 look what i'm saying
42:15 [ __ ] with me i would say my [ __ ] lasts
42:18 because i've always been genuine i've
42:20 stayed the same way i don't change on nobody
42:21 nobody
42:23 i don't
42:26 i i [ __ ] with everybody that's that i
42:28 [ __ ] with until you show me that i can't
42:29 [ __ ] with you no more you understand
42:31 what i'm saying is like
42:34 i only know how to be one way and then
42:36 also too i remember
42:38 i remember my homie he always told me
42:40 see they always tell me like yo
42:43 you you you wear your heart on your sleeve
42:44 sleeve
42:46 too much
42:48 real [ __ ] and and i never understood it
42:50 i never understood it
42:51 you know you wear your heart on your
42:53 sleeve too much bro you got to stop
42:54 doing that [ __ ] because you're basically
42:56 letting the [ __ ] know everything
42:58 about you through that one thing
42:59 so now
43:02 even there's a lot of people that
43:05 i don't i may not even [ __ ] with you but
43:06 it never got to a point of me in the
43:08 past if i [ __ ] with a [ __ ] or
43:09 you did some foul [ __ ] or something like
43:26 just stay over there
43:27 i don't have a problem with you or
43:29 nothing just stay out my way i'ma stay
43:30 out your way you understand what i'm
43:33 saying so and then also
43:35 being the way i was when i was carrying
43:37 my heart on my sleeve it was like
43:39 that [ __ ] was making me it was [ __ ]
43:41 me up mentally because
43:44 all the [ __ ] was getting to me
43:45 now when it ain't getting to you and you
43:47 showing these [ __ ] ain't nothing
43:48 phasing you shaking their ass even i
43:50 know you hating on me i'ma still shake
43:52 your hand and keep it pushing
43:54 just stay out my way i'm gonna stay out
43:56 yo this is really how i feel now so once
43:58 he told me that i'm like god damn that's
43:59 something that's something that really
44:01 stuck with me but it took me a while to
44:03 really tap into it
44:04 because he told he been telling me the
44:06 [ __ ] but
44:08 i never really stood on it until like
44:09 some recent times like damn i do gotta
44:11 stop wearing my heart on my shoulder because
44:11 because
44:13 if you do some [ __ ] [ __ ] right now you
44:15 did some [ __ ] [ __ ] don't say nothing
44:17 else to me
44:18 but now i'm just i you know you did some
44:20 [ __ ] [ __ ] you gotta live with that you
44:22 gotta live with that basically real [ __ ]
44:24 bro oh my god give me chills talking to
44:27 you about this because i feel like
44:28 it can be let's just say i want to say a
44:30 baltimore thing for me i thought it was
44:31 a baltimore thing because you know this
44:33 is where i'm from and i never forget i
44:35 always tell people like
44:37 the biggest misconception that the hood
44:40 toward me was this thing of not being a
44:43 [ __ ] and i associated that with so many
44:45 things right there go ahead go ahead i'm
44:47 gonna cut you all right there be
44:49 everybody sit around and see not being a
44:53 [ __ ] i'm chino um successful
45:00 nine times out of ten a lot of [ __ ] with
45:04 me i would say have to be alleviated
45:06 i want to alleviate a lot of [ __ ]
45:07 because i i ain't trying to throw my
45:09 life away i'm successful i got [ __ ]
45:12 going on for myself talk to me oh [ __ ]
45:14 so nine times out of ten i wanna
45:16 alleviate the situation
45:19 i don't want it to become harmful for me
45:20 or you
45:22 you understand what i'm saying because
45:23 it will get to that point i don't want
45:25 it to get to that point at all it's not
45:26 worth it it ain't worth it that's and
45:28 that's what nine times out of ten the
45:30 [ __ ] that you going through
45:31 something with
45:33 ain't got nothing nothing oh my god it
45:36 went at the end of the day bro and but
45:37 that's what i'm saying i feel like
45:39 coming from the hood right
45:40 but what i was taught what i thought i
45:42 was being taught was not be a [ __ ] and
45:44 not being a [ __ ] look like don't ever
45:46 let nobody call you out your name or if
45:47 you feel away speak on it but then when
45:49 i became an adult
45:50 it's like nah that's when you're holding
45:51 your sleeve i learned that i didn't have
45:53 to wear my heart on my sleeve
45:55 it's a lot of
45:57 it's a lot of rules [ __ ] made
46:00 up in the hood that's really [ __ ]
46:02 come on [ __ ] bro it's a lot of it's a
46:03 lot of rules that [ __ ] made up
46:05 in the hood that really be having us
46:07 stagnated and staying in the situations
46:09 that we'd be in because of the mindset
46:11 not be a [ __ ] or this that the third
46:12 he looked at me wrong i'm supposed to do
46:16 something now that's his problem
46:17 this is fire
46:20 listen to this [ __ ] bro like camera's
46:22 aside bro this [ __ ] is the [ __ ] that i
46:24 feel like men need to this is giving
46:26 back bro this is the [ __ ] that i wish
46:27 that that [ __ ] would listen to
46:29 what happens is this ain't the [ __ ] that
46:31 go viral yeah i'm saying this ain't the
46:33 [ __ ] that that that's gonna get
46:34 everybody attention because this is the
46:35 real [ __ ] coming from where we come from
46:37 bro it's too much to lose my [ __ ] you
46:40 know that like real [ __ ] don't never go viral
46:45 if we can think about it though right if
46:46 we can if we can look at the hood and
46:48 the lessons that taught us from it right yeah
46:49 yeah
46:50 not being a [ __ ]
46:52 it's really being a real man if we want
46:54 to look at it right standing on your one
46:56 and that ain't talking about fighting
46:59 i'd be what is not being a [ __ ]
47:02 exactly enough at all times and and and
47:04 being being accountable for your actions
47:06 that's not being a [ __ ] a lot of people
47:08 don't take accountability you feel me um
47:09 um
47:11 i know how if i [ __ ] if i did something
47:12 wrong i know how to apologize that's not
47:14 being but that's what i'm talking and
47:16 then we misconceive it being young
47:18 because we don't we don't have the the
47:20 [ __ ] direction keeping your word is
47:21 not being the best taking care of your
47:22 family is not being a [ __ ] they don't
47:23 have [ __ ] to do with somebody looking at
47:26 me wrong walking away is harder than
47:28 [ __ ] fighting a [ __ ] honestly
47:30 walking away bro i didn't been in some
47:31 situation i had to walk away and i
47:32 literally cried bro cause i wanted to i
47:34 wanted to fight yeah but it's harder to
47:36 walk away bro like that [ __ ] certain
47:37 [ __ ] when you get to a certain level in
47:40 your life where you like man
47:45 cool
47:48 come on enjoy life y'all appreciate you
47:49 dog yo um damn
47:51 damn
47:52 that last part did it for me but i feel
47:54 like um
47:56 and this is like that's why when we
47:58 first started the interview i said i
48:00 don't want this [ __ ] to be about
48:02 what i got going on in my life or this
48:04 like successful wise like what next
48:06 thing you got that's the first thing i'm
48:08 all [ __ ] at what's the next thing
48:10 what's coming out what's this stuff
48:12 there no let's talk about some real life
48:13 [ __ ] a lot of people don't really talk
48:15 about real life [ __ ] in these interviews
48:17 that's real yo let me actually i know we
48:19 said we're gonna go
48:20 bro let's go back to what we talking
48:22 about the um
48:24 with the bikes and police chasing [ __ ]
48:27 yeah yo how [ __ ] up is it because you
48:28 close on me i don't really know too much
48:30 but what do you hear
48:32 when you see me been on [ __ ] pro base
48:34 he was on probation since he was [ __ ]
48:35 young and then he get arrested for being
48:38 on a [ __ ] bike bro that was all in
48:40 that was that was all a situation where
48:42 a [ __ ] had power and just wanted
48:45 to keep another young black male
48:47 in poverty trying to
48:49 take him from being rich back down to
48:51 him being
48:52 you know what i'm saying but somebody of
48:55 his own color though that's how we go
48:56 we always pull each other down right not
48:58 we because i don't yeah yeah i'm saying
49:00 but where we come from that's the main
49:02 thing we don't help each other we rather pull
49:03 pull
49:04 keep pulling and bringing the
49:06 [ __ ] down so
49:08 you know being in this situation to
49:09 actually be able to change [ __ ] and like
49:10 just just looking at life from a
49:12 different perspective honestly you're
49:13 gonna be like you're not you know that
49:16 was in poverty no more uh
49:18 and i think i also like
49:19 like
49:23 became this way because i feel like
49:25 i want enough [ __ ] around me that
49:26 that
49:27 where as though some as though if i'm
49:30 ever in a situation where i can't help
49:32 myself they can help me mm-hmm what i'm saying
49:34 saying
49:36 i don't wanna be the only [ __ ] shauna
49:37 you gonna say man my guys walking around
49:40 you know we all bosses it's not one boss
49:42 you understand what i'm saying we it
49:44 ain't we men that [ __ ] [ __ ] we men
49:46 mm-hmm because we know what men do men
49:49 get money men take care they families
49:50 you know i'm saying we got real
49:53 responsibilities and [ __ ] is some
49:55 yeah you're a boss but that's that's
49:58 some company [ __ ] we men uh we men from
50:00 where we come from and all across the
50:01 world and we doing we supposed to do for
50:03 our families and for ourselves facts
50:05 responsibilities for sure yeah you got a
50:07 um is it a nephew or a niece i got a
50:10 nephew uh true sons
50:12 how was how was that going man he good
50:14 for sure you think you want rob bikes in
50:15 the end yeah he wanted to be the next
50:17 chino that's all he's that's all you
50:19 know that's hard bro but isn't it a
50:21 blessing that you i mean
50:23 granted we don't ever want anything like
50:24 that to happen tragedy anybody being
50:26 passed away but isn't it a blessing that
50:28 god put you in a position to be able to
50:30 take care of your brother's son yeah
50:32 definitely it
50:33 it definitely feels good to be able to
50:36 be there for him and just for him to
50:38 still have
50:40 a father figure in his life you know
50:41 what i'm saying me being his uncle and
50:43 [ __ ] like that i definitely
50:45 try to be there as much as i can you
50:47 know what i'm saying because
50:49 that's what my brother would want and my
50:50 brother would be there if he could too
50:53 so you know damn man i wish you the best
50:55 bro um it seemed like
50:56 it seemed like you're doing good bro it
50:57 seemed like you got a good hit on your
50:59 shoulders i just want i just want
51:02 i want all my [ __ ] that's doing good
51:04 to stay in that position
51:05 like i interviewed roddy rex and he said
51:08 yo i didn't make it this far to leave my
51:10 [ __ ] behind and i feel it i feel it
51:14 but it is hurtful because it's like
51:16 that's how [ __ ] get caught up trying
51:18 to go back and you know listen i would say
51:19 say
51:22 you're never you
51:23 like in that situation you never let
51:25 your [ __ ] behind
51:28 once your [ __ ] start thinking
51:30 you left them behind because you went to
51:32 chase your dream that's the problem you
51:33 understand what i'm saying because they
51:35 supposed to support you i don't give a
51:37 [ __ ] where i'm at
51:39 if i'm here or if i'm there
51:41 my guy's going to support me you know
51:43 what i'm saying i can be
51:44 all the way across the world but they
51:46 still backing me a hundred percent did
51:47 you see any of that like one year
51:49 journey coming up did your men support
51:51 you or was it like yo you leaving us it was
51:52 was
51:54 it was a situation where some guys
51:56 around me
51:58 everybody wanted to be
52:03 who was
52:05 a lot of [ __ ] forgot who got
52:08 us here and who was the one with the talent
52:09 talent
52:12 everybody [ __ ] around started
52:13 trying to be a lot of [ __ ] want to be
52:15 chino i wouldn't even say you know they
52:17 wanted to be their own famous self for what
52:19 what
52:21 what are you famous for that's something
52:25 i always i always say right um
52:27 it's so many people that want fame for
52:29 [ __ ] don't that don't require fame
52:31 fame is it's hard to make your life hard
52:32 real [ __ ]
52:34 if you got [ __ ] i'm not
52:36 downplaying nobody so don't take this
52:38 the wrong way but it's factual
52:39 you got people wanting to be famous barbers
52:40 barbers
52:43 what the [ __ ] makes you famous to be be
52:44 a good barber
52:47 be the best barber you got
52:50 people wanting to be famous cameraman
52:52 you're a cameraman be the talentedest
52:54 cameraman but why does everybody want
52:56 fame behind it you got people who want
52:58 to have fame for having boutiques that
53:00 don't require fame
53:02 understand i'm saying so and then they
53:04 get to a point where
53:06 if you don't have the money
53:08 fame makes it look like you have the
53:11 money so now you got so many problems
53:13 with your family without the money your
53:15 family thank you rich as [ __ ] because
53:17 you got a hundred thousand or two
53:19 hundred thousand followers on instagram
53:21 bro it's crazy i think i'm saying people
53:23 instagrams be more famous than they be
53:26 more successful than their businesses
53:28 this is factual that's cause [ __ ] want
53:30 bra i say this all the time we talk
53:33 about instagram ig ain't instagram bro well
53:33 well
53:35 ig is instant gratification that's what
53:37 [ __ ] want for a while i was more
53:40 famous on instagram than the paper mmm
53:42 this is a fact
53:44 so when i started getting real money and
53:46 really realized like it's [ __ ]
53:49 instagram and it was only on instagram
53:50 trying to hold up an image when you
53:52 really having paper you ain't holding up
53:53 no image no more you living it you
53:55 living it what i will say all right
53:57 playing devil's advocate just just i
53:58 like to play the doubles out again i
54:00 remember at one point in time you were
54:02 doing things for quote-unquote publicity
54:04 because i feel like that helps you get
54:05 in the position that you already know i
54:06 would say i ain't never do not for publicity
54:08 publicity
54:10 i know not publicity that's what i say
54:13 like doing things for
54:15 the image behind it i feel like we if
54:17 you watch your first vlog
54:18 everything i every i would say everything
54:24 three years prior to now was full image
54:26 definitely right and that helped you get
54:27 in the position that's true it
54:29 definitely helped me get in the position
54:30 but it also
54:32 you start living for the [ __ ] internet
54:33 internet
54:35 all day like literally i was living for
54:38 the internet all day i get up i gotta go
54:39 shopping just to post a picture on
54:41 instagram i gotta do this that the third
54:43 to be popping on instagram i'm popping
54:45 in real life why do i gotta keep putting
54:47 off this image to you [ __ ] you
54:49 come saying even though i'm an
54:51 influencer you understand what i'm
54:53 saying but it's like the internet
54:54 [ __ ] controlled you to a certain
54:56 extent you can say now i post what i
54:57 want and when i want and i might not
55:00 even post and i still got [ __ ] going on
55:02 i still got all my sponsors and [ __ ]
55:04 like that monster ethica you come saying
55:05 sign the like
55:06 like
55:08 you come saying so now
55:09 now
55:11 i feel like now i feel like i was
55:13 bluffing back then
55:14 my life is where it's really should be now
55:15 now heavy
55:16 heavy
55:17 i love it
55:18 bro do you think um because we spoke
55:20 about something like [ __ ] want to be
55:21 famous their own way i promise we about
55:23 to finish bro it's just it's so
55:25 intriguing i feel like ybs actually you
55:27 know how we talk about [ __ ] ain't
55:28 making in the city because we don't get
55:30 behind et cetera et cetera i was
55:32 watching some ybs [ __ ] and i feel like
55:35 ybs was actually the start of that like
55:37 everybody was behind scooter
55:40 yeah everybody everybody everybody was
55:43 behind scooter but with ybs a lot of [ __ ]
55:45 [ __ ]
55:48 wanted to be famous that's basically
55:49 what i was saying
55:51 a lot of [ __ ] wanted to be want to be
55:53 you want to you want to be famous for
55:55 for what
55:56 so you don't think everybody was
55:58 basically like pushing him they was no
56:00 everybody once scooter started getting
56:02 the cameras and this stuff there
56:04 everybody wanted to be in them damn
56:06 instead of supporting scooter and
56:09 backing scooter you know what i'm saying
56:11 like push scooter stop trying to beat
56:13 the [ __ ] beside scooter the [ __ ]
56:16 behind school though this stuff
56:18 [ __ ] forgot the motive
56:21 if that's understandable yeah
56:24 damn so sheesh so you know i promise you
56:26 i i [ __ ] with a dog i feel bad wait type
56:27 of monster ethic none of that but i feel
56:29 like this conversation was was way more
56:30 important yeah definitely it's always
56:32 important when you touch on real [ __ ]
56:34 and what's really going on in the
56:36 culture for sure damn man i appreciate
56:38 it dawg thanks for uh for coming channel
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