zoophilia will be no more regarded as controversial
controversial
i successfully made love with dolly the last
last
visit to the park that i made the park
had been closed down
the property had been sold off the whole
thing was going to be developed into a
housing complex
all the dolphins had been shipped out
except for dolly and one male dolphin
they were in a pool together i went down
to the park that day without any real
idea whether i was going to be able to
make love to her or not
but just hoping that that would happen we
we
started a very long courtship that
lasted about half an hour frankly it was
a little difficult to make love with her
there's no backstop in the water it's a
frictionless environment
she was very cooperative she was very gentle
gentle
she was enormously erotic we played
games we had to try
several different positions before we
found one that worked which was her
floating horizontal in the water
and me being vertical coming into her
from the side that way
and that seemed to work a whole lot
better because i could hold onto her
back with one hand
and hold and guide my penis with the
other hand so it didn't slip out of her
because of the fact that they live in
the water the female dolphins
internal genitalia is a little more
complicated than a woman's
they have some waterproofing features in
there that you might describe as valves almost
almost
as we started making love i felt this
just intense uh
sense of merging with her on every level emotionally
emotionally
mentally physically
spiritually it's really like we stopped being
being
two individual creatures and became one creature
creature
that was making love with itself i've never
never
experienced such
intense intimacy with anyone
it felt transcendental it felt cosmic
as i climaxed
dolly groaned she made a
series of three groans in a rising
cadence and that led me to believe that
she had also experienced an orgasm
and i pulled out of her and
swam over to the wire fence that
encircled the pool
and dolly swam up to me she laid her
snout on my shoulder
she embraced me with her flippers and we
just stared into each other's eyes for a
well when other people claim that i must
have raped the dolphin
my response is that you can't outswim a
dolphin in the water
michael phelps could not outswim a
dolphin in the water dolphin in the
water is in its element
we spent half an hour in courtship if it
had been raped it would have
been easier for her to stay in the pen
where the male dolphin would have
protected her from me
instead she chose to
squeeze between a couple of boards and
get into another pen where we had some privacy
privacy
what she ended up wanting to do was make
love with me their claim
that this was rape is based on a whole
bunch of fallacies
i couldn't find any moral or ethical
i think what may have harmed her was
that we both developed an emotional attachment
attachment
in fact i think it's fair to say that if
i hadn't been involved with dolly
if i hadn't been in love with dolly i
never would have bothered to write a
book about the experience
if this was just some farm boy with a
goat i'm not sure that's a
worthwhile story i'm pretty convinced
that dolly was also in love with me just
from the way she behaved
i'm convinced that we were in love with
excuse me what happened to dolly after
our relationship
was very sad one morning in june i woke
up from this horrible nightmare
that involved dying dolphins trapped in
a very dark
basement-like setting i woke up i
literally couldn't breathe
my heart felt like it had stopped
beating i was talking with a relative of
the woman writers
and he told me that dolly had died
i felt like the breath had stopped in my lungs
lungs
later on when i got a vehicle i drove to mississippi
mississippi
and explored the oceanarium where she died
died
i realized there was just an enormous
number of similarities
between the oceanarium and my dream
her trainer told me that she stopped
feeding and then one morning he just
came out and found her dead on the
bottom of the pen
what you have to understand is that a
dolphin's breathing is voluntary
every breath a dolphin takes it thinks
about it's not like human breathing
where if we go unconscious we keep breathing
breathing
the dolphin can go into a funk and uh
just stop breathing
and that is apparently what happened to
her she committed suicide
i do feel a lot of responsibility for
dolly's death i feel like emotionally i
should have been there for her
i feel like in a sense i abandoned her
because i was too concerned about
the feelings of weirdness i was having i
was very much in love with dolly
i think i was probably more in love with
dolly than i've been with anyone else in
my life
and less able to be aware of it at the time
time
just because of the strangeness of it [Music]
would i change being a zoophile
i don't know what i would change
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do [Music]
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