0:09 Um, no,
0:17 I
0:20 Oh, you
0:24 you called me by accident.
0:35 No, I I wasn't going to say anything.
0:36 Never mind.
0:42 I just I was quite surprised
0:58 Yeah. Um, no.
1:04 I I know I said that, but no, I haven't
1:06 deleted your number.
1:11 Not yet, at least.
1:15 Maybe maybe this is a sign that I should.
1:16 should. But
1:18 But
1:23 hold on. How did you end up calling me?
1:26 You must still have me saved in your
1:39 See, I caught you. You didn't delete me
1:42 either, so don't point fingers at me. Okay.
1:55 No, but it's it's just kind of funny.
1:59 That night when when we broke up, we
2:02 both said that we would block each other
2:06 on every single platform and that we
2:10 would delete each other's numbers. But
2:14 as we can see, in the end, I guess
2:28 Yeah, it is kind of weird hearing your
2:33 voice and all.
2:36 I honestly didn't think that I would
2:40 ever hear it again. Not like this at least.
2:49 Are we Are we seriously going to do
3:12 Well, whatever. I don't really mind it, honestly.
3:14 honestly.
3:19 It's just a little bit comedic.
3:24 Anyway, yeah, I I don't know. I think
3:26 I've been okay.
3:32 I'm
3:36 I'm just trying to keep busy, you know.
3:39 It helps to stay distracted
3:48 But yeah, anyway,
4:09 I see. Um, yeah, that's that's good.
4:12 I'm I'm glad to hear that you're all so fine.
4:14 fine. Honestly,
4:15 Honestly,
4:18 it kind of sounds like you're even doing
4:36 What? Me?
4:40 No, no. I'm I'm I'm not seeing anyone new.
4:42 new.
4:47 It's Yeah, it's it's too early.
4:51 Definitely too early. I
4:54 I mean this is kind of embarrassing to
4:56 admit, but
5:01 I still sometimes have moments when I
5:03 think of you.
5:09 So yeah, I I don't really think that a
5:13 new relationship would be the best idea
5:15 right now,
5:18 but yeah.
5:21 And uh you
5:25 I mean have you started dating someone
5:39 all right I
5:40 I
5:44 I don't know if this is okay to say but
5:48 I feel kind of relieved after you said that.
5:50 that.
5:54 I I guess the idea of you being with
5:56 some other girl,
6:00 it it still kind of makes me feel weird.
6:03 It makes my skin crawl.
6:08 I'm just I'm not used to to you
6:10 potentially belonging to someone else
6:16 yet. So yeah, I'm I'm glad that you
6:19 haven't even looked into it yet.
6:24 Not in a weird way, but that does mean a
6:27 lot to me.
6:30 You know, I'm starting to think that
6:33 maybe you do have the ability to respect
6:46 Oh, hey. I I I didn't mean it in a salty way.
6:48 way.
6:53 Sorry. I I just Yeah, I I don't know why
6:57 I made that comment.
7:02 There are still a lot of unresolved emotions,
7:04 emotions,
7:07 at least from my part.
7:11 And uh yeah, I'm I'm working on it. I'm
7:15 I'm sorry once again for for saying that.
7:17 that.
7:22 You know, it's probably not a good idea
7:26 for us to be talking like this,
7:29 trying to pretend like everything is
7:33 fine when it's actually not.
7:36 That's That's just not my cup of tea.
7:39 I'm I'm sorry.
7:43 I I guess I'm just still in shock,
7:56 Well, about everything
8:00 about the entire breakup.
8:04 I mean, the fact that you went from
8:07 being the closest person to me to a
8:12 complete stranger in just one night,
8:17 I I'm still finding it a bit hard to
8:21 process to say the least.
8:35 No, I I didn't say that. Of course, I
8:40 still care about you. But you know,
8:44 that's the thing. I'm I'm not allowed to
8:48 care anymore, am I?
8:54 I I don't know. It's I guess too much to
9:04 the entire situation.
9:09 I just I want to avoid it.
9:15 You know, I really try my best to not
9:19 think of you. I I go out of my way to do
9:23 that. Actually,
9:27 it it will probably seem silly, but
9:31 I haven't even gone to our cafe ever since.
9:34 since.
9:38 Yep. Not a single time. I'm I'm not joking.
9:40 joking.
9:45 And you know, it's a shame because I
9:50 really loved the coffee there, but I
9:52 just I couldn't bring myself to go inside.
9:54 inside.
9:58 I I was too scared, so I couldn't.
10:03 And the same goes for that one song. I I
10:06 had to remove it from all of my
10:08 playlists, even though it was my favorite.
10:10 favorite.
10:14 just because I cannot bear having to
10:16 remember you.
10:19 So yeah, this
10:21 this accidental call,
10:24 call, maybe
10:25 maybe
10:30 maybe this is a sign for me to to stop
10:35 running away like I am right now and to just
10:37 just
10:39 to face it.
10:42 I I don't know.
10:45 I I'm probably just rambling at this
10:47 point, but
10:52 yeah, I I felt like saying that. Um,
11:13 You You seriously still listen to it?
11:23 No way.
11:28 I mean, yeah, I I love the song, but
11:31 come on. You You have to admit that it's
11:42 Yeah, I know. We used to always dance to
11:45 it together.
11:48 Do Do you Do you also remember how we
11:50 listen to it on repeat during that one
11:53 road trip?
11:57 I didn't want to hear it for weeks afterwards.
11:58 afterwards.
12:01 Listening to it made me immediately dizzy.
12:10 You're blaming me.
12:13 It was your idea though to to put it on
12:17 repeat. I just I didn't explicitly
12:41 I I think I realized something. Um,
12:44 Um,
12:46 you know,
12:51 I thought that if we just didn't talk
12:53 for long enough
12:58 that maybe I would get over you quicker,
13:03 that I would just forget
13:06 But now
13:10 hearing your voice again and talking
13:14 about these memories that we share, it
13:15 it
13:19 it honestly feels like no time has
13:26 passed at all, which well is pretty
13:30 annoying by the way.
13:34 You're just you're not making it easy to
13:40 stop missing you, to stop thinking about you.
13:42 you.
13:46 This This is probably pretty out there,
13:50 but I'm even starting to wonder if this
13:54 was truly an accident,
13:58 this call. I mean,
14:00 it wouldn't be unlike you to do
14:05 something so unhinged on purpose. So, yeah.
14:16 No, but if if if we're talking
14:18 seriously, then
14:22 what I'm trying to say is that maybe
14:23 maybe
14:26 maybe this call wasn't that big of a
14:29 mistake in the first place.
14:32 Maybe we were meant to catch up like
14:38 this. And maybe this is a sign that we should
14:40 should
14:45 I don't know address the issues that we
14:48 had once again.
14:53 I I mean we both had time and
14:59 opportunity to think and to reflect
15:02 and uh well
15:05 at least in my case
15:10 there are many things that I did or said
15:14 that right now I really wish I could
15:18 take back that I wish I could apologize for.
15:20 for.
15:22 I I just
15:27 I I wish it would have went differently.
15:30 It It seems like all of it happened so
15:32 fast and
15:36 all of it happened just because of a
15:46 I'm
15:51 I'm not explicitly saying that I'm
15:54 suggesting something.
15:58 I'm I'm not expecting anything from you.
16:01 Of course not. But
16:02 But
16:08 maybe I am hoping for something.
16:12 I mean, I am still allowed to hope after
16:26 Well, I don't know. For example,
16:28 the cafe.
16:31 I really do wish that I could have a sip
16:33 of the amazing latte that they served
16:36 there again, but I am too scared to go
16:39 there by myself. So
16:40 So
16:46 maybe you could help me out with this.
16:48 Maybe this
16:52 could be a chance for you to make it up
17:06 Yeah, kind of. I am asking out for
17:12 coffee and I am asking you out to talk
17:16 like we used to before.
17:20 There's I can promise you that there's
17:23 not going to be any drama.
17:26 No, no drama, no fuss.
17:31 Just a simple conversation date. That's
17:41 Okay. So, you you would actually want this?
17:53 No. No. It's It's great. It really is.
17:56 I'm I'm very glad.
17:59 For a second there, I thought that you
18:02 might refuse.
18:06 I Yeah, I just
18:09 I really do think that this could be
18:15 good for us. You know, I I still care
18:19 about you and I know that you do, too.
18:22 even though you haven't said that out loud.
18:23 loud.
18:28 So, yeah, we we need this.
18:33 And before you even say anything,
18:37 it's it's not like I'm going into this
18:39 fully expecting that we will now
18:42 magically work it out and get back together.
18:44 together.
18:48 I mean, of course, that would be the
18:52 ideal solution in my eyes. But
18:54 But
18:58 even if that does not happen,
19:01 I'm I'm still glad that I will get the
19:04 chance to see you again.
19:07 That's that's already good enough for
19:11 me. No, no matter how silly or maybe
19:17 even a little bit pathetic that sounds,
19:23 I just I miss you. I I miss you. And
19:38 Okay. Okay. Maybe we should leave that
19:50 Yeah. Okay, that's that's fine.
19:58 Oh, really?
20:01 really? Okay.
20:02 Okay.
20:07 I'll wait for your message then.
20:11 It'll be weird though driving together again,
20:13 again,
20:16 you know. Hopefully you've improved your
20:18 parking skills over these last few
20:28 Okay,
20:32 I'll I'll see you tomorrow then. Um,
20:33 Um,
20:39 yeah. Good night. I love
20:41 I mean, God,
20:52 Force of habit, I guess. I'm I'm sorry.
20:54 Yeah. Um,
20:56 good night.
21:03 And also, thanks for calling me, even if
21:05 it was an accident. Thanks.
21:08 Thanks.
