that parent is gone for good because
they've passed away it's actually like
being abandoned twice and when I talk to
others who have lost a parent I
sometimes feel guilty like I can't share my
my
emotions or the void or sorrow that I
feel because their dads were present in
their lives and they had these amazing
relationship ship with their Dads but
then I had to think like it's still a
loss of a parent whether they are
strange or whether they have been
present or not this is still someone who
you already didn't have in your life and
now they're gone so there's no space to
amend or space for them to actually be a
part of your life because they're gone
and it does negate how your heart could
still hurt because of the loss of that
parent like I know we go through our
lives once a parent has abandoned us we
go through our lives and we try to
either push down the emotions affiliated
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