0:04 Hey, asalamu allayikum. My name is Ama
0:07 and right now I am doing
0:10 master's in business administration.
0:15 Well, it's my first uh I can say video
0:17 or content
0:20 which I'm going to upload on my private
0:23 account so that I can improve my
0:26 communication skills especially English
0:29 communication skills.
0:34 uh I will try to I will try to do my
0:39 best to provide content and to share my
0:42 thoughts with you. Uh and I al and I
0:46 will also try to maintain consistency
0:51 but I know as as far as I know I'm that
0:53 kind of girl which hesitate to make
0:56 content in front of family or even in
0:59 front of anyone of them. I don't know
1:03 why, but uh in my opinion, I think I can
1:06 share my thoughts better while I'm alone
1:10 and I can talk about everything when no
1:14 one is seeing me, just me and my camera.
1:17 Um well
1:22 um before this video I have shoot uh a
1:27 lot of videos but not consistently as
1:30 I'm as I was hoping so that I can
1:34 improve day by I can improve day by day
1:38 but inshallah from this day uh if
1:42 Allah's will to I will continue making
1:46 videos and upload in upload this video
1:49 on my private account so that after one
1:52 or two month I can see my progress
1:54 whether I'm consistent or not whether I
1:59 am uh speaking well or not uh
2:02 right now I don't know I think it's just
2:06 enough for day one inshallah tomorrow I
2:11 will upload any other video and describe about
2:13 about the
2:15 the well
2:17 well
2:19 so though the time I have right now
2:22 because no one is around me so I think I
2:25 should talk more not just shut down my
2:27 camera so
2:31 uh uh my
2:34 dream if I talk about my dream so my
2:37 dream is to become financially
2:41 very very very independent girl as I
2:45 know And even everybody knows that money
2:48 is everything in today's world. Not just
2:51 because you want to fulfill full your
2:55 desire. Just because if you want a good
2:59 and healthy lifestyle and maintain your
3:01 physique and maintain your mental
3:03 stability and to support your family and
3:09 have comfort zone. Uh it I because the
3:12 home I can say the home or family I
3:16 belong everything is good. I never
3:19 disappointed about everything I got.
3:21 Everything whatever I desired whatever I wanted
3:23 wanted
3:26 whether it is clothes, food or anything
3:30 but still I just want that.
3:33 Uh uh home is also good. Uh
3:35 alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. very good
3:40 but is still the desired home I want. So
3:43 I just want to get and build my this
3:49 home where my mama will stay
3:53 uh happy because she has always some
3:57 issues like there is not this thing is
4:00 not in our house. This thing is not
4:03 built well as it as it need to be and
4:05 this is not should be like this and it
4:08 it should be like this. Uh my father is
4:12 not uh we can say repairing this or
4:14 building the home she always wanted. So
4:18 I just want that I built a home for her
4:22 so that she never regret that she didn't
4:26 get that comfort or uh I know it's we
4:29 should not uh compare our life style
4:33 with the others but I also don't want to
4:36 build home so that we can show tabar or
4:39 riari to other people who are less than
4:43 us just not my aim was just to fulfill
4:47 my mother's desire and to live a life
4:50 with comfort so that you can also focus
4:53 on others things not just always
4:55 thinking or if someone will come so we
4:58 have to fix this and we have to uh
5:02 replace this with this and we have to uh
5:05 clean the chaos from this room and we
5:08 need to clean this messiness. So
5:10 So
5:13 that was my goal. after the home uh I
5:18 want to buy my dream car uh which is uh
5:23 I don't know right now I like BMW most
5:28 just because it's designing but maybe uh
5:32 to be honest if I say so I just don't
5:36 want I don't know what will after even
5:40 someone say will watch this so how will
5:44 how will the person see me uh but I want
5:48 uh any branded car because uh I just
5:51 don't want to compare my car or my
5:54 legacy with others but uh and don't also
5:57 want to show up but but I just want to
6:00 prove that you are the girl uh you know
6:04 I'm always when I talk with my heart and
6:08 with my talk about my flaws I always get
6:11 emotional even in front of teacher Yes, I
6:13 I
6:16 try to do not
6:20 make the uh tearful uh face but still
6:25 the tears come around uh my eyes and
6:28 they will
6:31 make my they will make my confidence
6:35 less and the
6:39 the thing I can the thing I could say in
6:43 better way I made it was just because of
6:47 my tearing face and my emotional
6:49 intelligence. I don't know why I'm so
6:52 much in emotional but I get emotional
6:56 very easily as far as I know uh in front
7:00 of talking to anyone if I not about if I
7:03 talk about other when it's up to me that
7:06 I have to talk about myself and I have
7:08 to describe someone about my emotions
7:11 and right now my condition and my dreams
7:14 so I get emotional and I should I think
7:17 I should work on this too because this
7:22 This is not the uh right way to to put
7:25 your thoughts or to describe about your
7:28 condition. Uh as you want to become
7:30 strong, independent, financially
7:32 independent girl. So you first you
7:37 should become uh at least strong uh and
7:41 the to become strong first step is to
7:44 mind to prepare your mind to become
7:48 strong. The first thing will be is to
7:51 mentally become strong then physically.
7:54 So inshallah
7:57 I'll work on this if Allah's will
8:00 Allah's will inshallah for sure I'll
8:04 become. So I think it's enough because I
8:07 I want to describe a lot but it's almost
8:10 8 minutes I have been talking. So, I
8:14 think I should stop right now and spill
