0:03 so does everyone know what this term
0:06 resting [ __ ] face is okay so that's a
0:08 term coined by someone who was just
0:09 generally unhappy with the fact that
0:12 women aren't smiling literally all the
0:15 time so you're like sleeping and he's
0:16 like you have a [ __ ] face and you're
0:19 like I mean I'm literally taking a nap
0:22 so I'm sorry I don't know what uh so
0:23 I've been doing this thing lately where
0:25 I write OES to things I think I'm
0:26 supposed to feel ashamed of which is
0:29 largely how shame Works um we think
0:30 we're supposed to feel we're told we're
0:32 supposed to feel it about the way that
0:35 we live and act and walk and and speak
0:39 and dress and are um and then we feel it
0:40 because someone else told us to it's not
0:43 an organic feeling really so I've been
0:44 writing Odes to things like that to
0:47 counteract that feeling so this is an
0:49 Ode to my [ __ ]
0:53 face you pink armor lipstick Rebel steel
0:56 cheek slit mouth head to the ground mean
0:58 girl you headphones in but no music you
1:01 house key turned blade you Quick Step
1:04 between street lights strainer of Pricks
1:07 and chest beaters laughter is a foreign
1:10 language to your dry ice tongue resting
1:12 [ __ ] face they call you but there is
1:15 nothing restful about you no lips like a
1:17 flatlined heartbeat panic at the sight
1:19 of you scream for their mothers Throat
1:23 full of bees headspun 360 Exorcist [ __ ]
1:25 just trying to buy a soda just trying to
1:27 do your laundry just trying to dance at
1:30 the party and then someone asks you to
1:33 smile and the blood begins to Riot smile
1:36 and you chisel away at your own jaw
1:38 smile and you unleash the Swarm into the
1:41 mouth of a man who wants to swallow you
1:43 whole one theory is that you were born
1:45 like this but I don't believe it you
1:47 came out screaming and alive and look at
1:49 you now look at how you've learned to
1:51 hide your teeth what's wrong with your
1:54 face [ __ ] your face [ __ ] what's wrong
1:57 with it [ __ ] face I don't blame you for
1:59 taking the iron pipe from their hands
2:01 and and branding yourself with it for
2:04 making a flag out of your body bag
2:06 another theory is that you put it on
2:08 every morning screw it tight like a jar
2:10 of jelly but I don't believe that either
2:13 you woke up like this and have been for
2:15 years how can you sleep pretty when
2:17 there are four locks on the door and the
2:19 fire escape feels like Breakin bait they
2:23 will tell you home is safe zone no [ __ ]
2:26 face is safe Zone [ __ ] face is home
2:28 [ __ ] face is cutting off the ladder
2:30 willing to burn in the apartment
