0:14 Well, this is my day three. I didn't uh
0:18 make a video yesterday because I didn't
0:22 get a chance to make video and today
0:26 finally alhamdulillah I got a chance to
0:29 make video. Uh so I want to describe
0:33 that I want to learn that dua when the
0:38 other mis or the other people start
0:41 uh say whenever they start their speech
0:53 like this kind of any da I have maybe
0:57 in my screenshots. So I will try to
1:00 learn that dua and
1:04 inshallah as well. So I will read that
1:08 dua every time whenever I start my
1:13 video. So uh this is day third and I
1:17 u felt like I should improve my
1:20 communication a lot because in my
1:24 opinion I don't have uh a lot of
1:26 vocabulary. So I think I should work on
1:32 this and the word I have to also read.
1:35 So let's uh first talk about the
1:38 incidents uh which has happened which
1:41 has happened to me two days ago. Uh
1:46 maybe uh maybe two days back I have uploaded
1:47 uploaded
1:52 a status where my cat was scrolling and
1:56 touching my screen when I was
2:00 watching an video. So
2:04 I uploaded that video on my status and
2:07 uh along with the caption that she just
2:12 won't enter into the screen. So the
2:15 after then the next day when I check the
2:18 status so I have written the wrong spelling
2:20 spelling
2:25 of enter I have I had written uh I n t e
2:28 r instead of i e n t e r. So then I
2:32 realized I think I am literally a very
2:36 big fool or I can what I am what I can
2:39 say to myself some kind of illiterate
2:41 person who doesn't even know the
2:44 spelling of enter but I know enter means
2:47 a n but still I don't know where was my
2:50 mind at that time so I have written I
2:55 ner and that then I
3:10 Well, my mom is calling me to do some
3:15 work. So, I think I have to go now.
3:18 I think there should be any option where
3:23 we can pause our video and when someone
3:26 has gone then we can restart or resume
3:31 it. But uh I stopped the recording the
3:34 previous video because ma mom came
3:38 around me and she wanted to do some kind
3:43 stuff but uh I don't I want at least I
3:47 can make a to uh 10 minutes uh 8 to 10
3:52 minute is my agenda video daily so that
3:56 I can do my communication skill but uh I
3:59 don't I don't know. I just say I think
4:04 every time lame lay words or lame words
4:07 which don't have that much potential. Uh
4:10 I think I should tell about something
4:12 another thing and I don't know what
4:16 thing is this. So okay let's talk about
4:19 my recent college scenario. So right now
4:24 I'm in my first s of MBA
4:27 and uh
4:32 the truth is that uh I didn't want to do
4:35 MBA from Jabalpur even Madhya Pradesh. I
4:38 want to do MBA from any Islamic
4:42 university wanted to do I mean but uh
4:44 even though I don't know without
4:48 preparation how I was get selected even
4:52 in AMU's examination but didn't appear
4:56 in the GDP in GDP round
4:59 GDPI group discussion personal interview
5:02 uh I insisted my sister to go but she
5:07 said know you know the
5:13 scene of the trains and I think
5:16 we also didn't have money to go there
5:18 because we already spent a lot of money
5:23 when we were when we were born to give
5:26 exam in Aliger Muslim University and
5:30 Aliger UP. So we have struggled a lot.
5:33 The struggle was
5:35 literally I don't have any vocabulary to
5:38 say this but the struggle was ridiculous
5:43 to me at that time when we were
5:47 when we were traveling in train. So the
5:49 the
5:58 what I can say embarrassing or not
6:03 justifying the suffer was me. So the
6:07 the journey was not good at all. Even
6:09 therefore the the because of the journey
6:12 I didn't enjoy it at the university and anywhere
6:14 anywhere
6:16 where because the thing always come
6:19 around came around me at that time was
6:23 that how we will travel now from there
6:26 to what will be the scenario in the
6:31 train whether we will get seat or not or
6:35 people will like the if you talk if I
6:39 talk about the scenario of the Delhi
6:44 journal train journal uh train. So there
6:47 was a lot of embarrassing moment for all
6:51 of us because uh just because of money
6:56 we like we have suffered a lot there
6:59 because uh every every I can say each
7:02 second I was praying to Allah that Allah
7:04 anyhow anyhow just
7:07 just
7:09 fine just
7:12 complete anyhow just complete anyhow
7:22 Anyhow, just make this travel being
7:25 completed. So the next time we will
7:26 never come like this. Next time
7:30 inshallah we I will earn money and I
7:33 will never never never never
7:38 uh travel like this the journal
7:42 box of the train uh inshallah. But uh
7:46 for that uh if incident has gone one
7:50 year back that mean almost one year is
7:52 completed to that event but it's still
7:56 the trauma and the embarrassing moments
8:00 I still remember
8:04 and still how much lazy or I can what I
8:09 can say to myself idiot or we can I
8:11 don't know have any vocabulary I think I
8:13 should work on my vocabulary then I
8:18 should speak here so but still I didn't
8:22 work I am not working to I am not
8:26 working basically I'm not working
8:29 any I'm not working
8:34 on anything so that I can um earn money
8:37 and my dreams are
