0:04 ah it's a
0:08 it's nice out here today huh
0:10 yeah yeah I've uh kind of been meaning
0:13 to take you on a walk so
0:14 so um
0:16 um
0:20 babe do you have a minute to talk okay
0:21 okay um
0:22 um
0:26 no no it's it's not bad here uh let's
0:32 no no no no don't worry it's definitely
0:34 not bad
0:37 just um
0:45 yeah
0:49 so last weekend was really good right
0:56 yeah me too
0:59 um do you remember when we were walking
1:01 through the baby section
1:03 you know we were like looking at all
1:10 yeah I know right some of it's crazy
1:16 you know I I don't even know how to
1:18 bring this up um
1:19 um
1:23 what do I do I seem anxious right now
1:27 I'm I'm not I'm not I mean look maybe a
1:29 little bit maybe a little bit I'm I'm a
1:31 little bit nervous but
1:32 but um
1:37 well we've been together a while now right
1:39 right
1:42 quite a while I think
1:45 at least for me this is definitely my
1:48 longest relationship
1:52 and I guess I've been thinking a lot
1:54 about us
1:58 and how we started and
2:01 how we've grown together and
2:02 and
2:05 I know we've talked about the future
2:09 like you know once or twice together and
2:11 and
2:14 we talked about what you want to do and
2:16 what I want to do
2:19 we talked about our careers and
2:25 yeah no totally I I agree but
2:27 but
2:30 I feel like there's always this thing
2:33 that we don't talk about
2:35 family about
2:38 about starting a family
2:43 and we've kind of joked about it before
2:45 yeah you know like when we bought the
2:47 car no there's gonna be room for kids in
2:49 the back
2:52 or when we moved in together and
2:54 and
2:56 I know that it was never serious
2:59 serious
3:02 but I always I was kind of happy when we
3:05 talked about it like that
3:07 I don't know why I found myself smiling
3:09 thinking about it and
3:12 and
3:15 I don't know I I guess I I really liked it
3:16 it
3:19 and I kind of thought that maybe you
3:25 anyways I was I was thinking about this
3:27 the other day and
3:28 and
3:31 I was thinking about you and
3:34 I was thinking about how good we are together
3:36 together
3:39 and kind of all of those moments you know
3:41 know and
3:42 and
3:44 I had this
3:46 feeling that
3:49 I'm so happy right now I
3:52 I just want to be with you
3:55 I want to be with you today
3:58 and tomorrow
4:04 and when I saw you looking at all that
4:07 baby stuff I
4:11 got this image in my head of you holding
4:13 a baby
4:18 I know it sounds kind of silly but
4:21 it's kind of what I was thinking about
4:23 and I feel like you've been doing this whole
4:24 whole
4:27 nesting thing lately like we're getting
4:30 more comfortable living together
4:34 and maybe in a way I've been doing that too
4:41 look all of this
4:43 is just my really
4:48 long rambling way of saying
4:50 if you want to
4:53 if you're ready
5:03 and
5:06 look I know this is a really really big
5:08 decision okay
5:10 it's a really big
5:13 thing to even think about these days
5:14 there's so much going on in the world
5:21 I know it wouldn't be easy but
5:23 but
5:25 deep down I've
5:27 I've
5:30 I've always wanted to have a kid
5:33 you know one or two or
5:39 I don't know
5:41 I just
5:42 I never thought that I would find somebody
5:44 somebody
5:52 but now that you're here
5:55 I want to be here with you
5:57 I want to be with you every
6:00 step of the way
6:06 I want to make something beautiful with you
6:13 lucky you don't have to answer right now
6:15 like really you don't have to I don't
6:18 want you to feel obligated or anything
6:19 like that
6:21 you can
6:24 you can think about it and we can take
6:26 our time
6:34 I don't know I I guess there's just
6:36 something in me right now that
6:42 yeah
6:45 I've been having all of these thoughts lately
6:46 lately
6:49 what it would be like
6:50 the good
6:53 the bad
6:56 making a baby and
7:02 rubbing your tummy and I
7:04 listening to it
7:06 feeling it kick
7:08 holding you
7:11 even just the idea of thinking that
7:13 that's that's my kid in there that's our
7:16 kid in there it just totally
7:22 everything
7:31 you know the first few years I know
7:35 they're they're not going to be easy but
7:39 I'm up for it
7:42 baby I am ready and
7:43 and
7:48 you like don't even get me started you
7:59 you are so
8:04 sweet and empathetic and
8:07 nurturing you know
8:09 and you can be tough when you have to be
8:10 I know you're tough
8:15 like when I look at you I just know that
8:20 you would be such a good mom
8:23 can see it right now you holding
8:26 holding a baby
8:28 we'd have to pick them up from school and
8:29 and
8:33 we'd have to do a lot of organizing
8:36 that's definitely true but
8:44 you know the past few years I've been working
8:45 working
8:47 a lot and
8:49 and
8:52 sometimes like kind of wonder why I was
8:55 working so much
8:57 and at first I thought
9:00 you know it's for stuff like the bike
9:03 and the car and whatever but
9:05 but
9:06 that doesn't really make me happy anymore
9:08 anymore I
9:11 I
9:13 I want to provide
9:16 that's what I want to be
9:19 I want to be a provider
9:27 and you know I
9:29 I see the way that you smile when we
9:31 talk about it
9:35 uh I kind of feel like
9:37 it makes you happy
9:43 and if you're ready
9:45 I want to give that to you
9:48 I want to provide for you and
9:50 I want to take care of you and I want to
9:53 spend my life with you
10:00 so
10:02 I'm sorry I know it's kind of a bombshell
10:03 bombshell but
10:04 but
10:06 I had to tell you what was going through
10:07 my head
10:11 yeah so
10:14 so
10:19 uh babe
10:21 babe
10:26 babe babe what's what's wrong
10:30 hey or are these happy tears oh
10:32 oh
10:39 um
10:41 all right
10:45 yeah I I mean it I meant everything that
10:47 I said
10:50 of course I mean it of course I mean it
10:55 oh baby why are you crying
10:58 I I love you
10:59 I love you
11:05 we're gonna do it
11:07 yeah I know it's gonna be it's gonna be
11:09 crazy it's gonna be crazy and it's gonna
11:12 be amazing um
11:12 um
11:33 oh
11:36 all right baby
11:39 give me your hand
