0:08 Well, let's talk about then how you
0:19 So, what happened? First of all, tell me
0:23 what you did exactly.
0:24 What do you mean what I did?
0:26 Well, I mean, where'd you cut yourself?
0:27 I know you said you cut yourself a
0:28 little bit.
0:30 Same as always. Same as always.
0:31 On your arm? Yeah.
0:32 Yeah.
0:33 What'd you cut yourself with?
0:35 A razor.
0:37 How deep
0:38 you want to see it?
0:46 You know, those look to me like they
0:48 they did. You go to the It doesn't look
0:50 like you went and got any stitches, but
0:51 that looks to me like you could have
0:54 used them.
0:55 What do you think?
0:58 I think if you ever been to a ER when
1:00 you cut yourself, you'll know why don't go.
1:05 Okay. But the part of the problem is
1:06 those look deep and like you're going to
1:09 have significant scars. So my suggestion
1:12 is in the future if you do it is that
1:13 you put some sort of band-aid on it to
1:16 keep it closed.
1:19 But let's talk about how
1:22 um how this happened.
1:23 First of all, tell me, you were telling
1:27 me on the phone that you wanted to die,
1:30 but um did you was this a suicide
1:31 attempt or do you think it was just just
1:33 a cutting? Were you thinking about
1:34 killing yourself or wanting to kill
1:35 yourself or wanting to die when you did?
1:37 I was thinking about killing myself. I
1:40 thought you would help me and you didn't.
1:43 didn't.
1:44 That's what I want to talk about. I want
1:47 to talk about how it is that my life is
1:49 not going better and you are not helping
1:51 me and you are not available to me when
1:52 I need help.
1:55 Okay. So, let's Okay, so it sounds like
1:58 me not being available to you related to
2:01 you cutting yourself.
2:04 I cut myself the first time I called you
2:06 thinking you would help me. You wouldn't
2:07 help me. So then I figured what the
2:08 hell, I might as well just go all the
2:10 way. And so that's why I cut myself that deep.
