man [ __ ] it I Surrender and that was the
lesson he was teaching me to surrender
that was the hardest thing I ever had
had to learn how to do so once I learn
how to surrender that's when I can say
you know
what did you feel like you healed at
that moment did you feel different no
healing is a dance yeah you never truly
heal I'm glad I didn't just heal all at
once if it was a magic pill that I could
take the heal I wouldn't want it because
adversity is what built character like
having my heartbroke was the best thing
that ever happened to me it turned me
into something I never thought I could
become I was codependent on a
relationship because of the abandonment
issues I had with my mother once I went
back and healed the relationship with my
mother and I told her you know what I'm
grateful for you thank you like thank
you tough thing to do though it's the
toughest thing to do I I I went through
that myself I tell people now that I
used to dread my family now I love to be
around my family for a long time I
blamed them for for whatever but that
Journey brought me here and I would not
change a thing because I ain't going to
say I love to be around because I'm my
frequency is super high
and I like to be around him in short
spurts but I do I do like to be around I
could exchange energy with them in a
loving way but I'm still a great teacher
and because I'm a great teacher I can't
just sit around and spend times with my
students and these are my two teachers
because they didn't come in the world
knowing everything they had to feel
their way through the world and I learn
how to feel my way through the world and
exp don't you love their Wonder through
them their excitement about everything
but they was never they was never wrong
about nothing like they was never wrong
about saying I saw something in the
closet or I saw something over here they
operate in a dimension outside of us
because they vibrate at a higher
frequency and I had a conversation with
my mother on the phone today I'm like
she was like how's the weather where you
at I'm like it's the weather based on my
emotions and I noticed that the
conversation start going left a little
bit and I had to realize I'm vibrating
at a different frequency because our
emotions doesn't understand or connected
with the universe the the Earth is the
our our mother she was here before
she'll be here way after we leave like
we are everything is connected
everything is one I hate to sound like a
tree hug or a hippie but why would you
hate to sound like that yeah you with
ramass or no no sir no sir okay be here
now I know I I ien been super super sad
and it start raining yeah and it's the
rain is a beautiful thing cuz it's
cleansing it's forgiveness it's it's the
mercy of the Creator is the mercy of God
everything is connected like that I'll
tell you something right now people
going to think I'm weird this is my
first time ever speaking on this I don't
know why I just where the energy going right
right
now I would accidentally went the one of
the homes that I have right now that
they love to death I I was house
shopping I accidentally went to the
wrong neighborhood but it was really the
right neighborhood but I told him I said
yeah this the address I'm trying to get
to he said that address isn't back here
I said I'mma move in this neighborhood
he said I hope you do I love your music
but there's no houses for sale back here
I said I'mma move in this neighborhood
he said I hope you do so I pulled off I
went looked at the other house I told a
realtive hey look in that neighborhood
and see he said I just took a house off
the market now I had looked at houses
for like 2 three months yeah yeah
nothing was what I wanted when I got to
this house it was everything I needed I
went to the
backyard I hate even say this I took my
shoes off and I like bare feet and I got
in the ground I grounded and I wrapped
my arms around the tree and I just
prayed and I was like God if you let me
get this
home I'm going use it as a Healing
Center for me and my children and I'mma
protect it and I'mma love it and it'll
always be yours and ours together and I
got the house that's wild man that's a
beautiful story and I hate this I like I
know that's going to sound weird too
this my first time ever saying this in
why do people think that you speaking
your truth sounds weird because you
think that you need to respect re put my
hands on the tree when I prayed to the
Creator and I was I was talking to God
but I connected with the tree
energetically because every tree all
over the world like under the Earth
through the roots in the melum are
connected y they operate off an
energetic field that your phones go out
when you run around a tree they operate
at a different type of energy and
frequency and energy is my first language
language
words and that's primitive yeah it's all
been around they communicate outside of
our understanding and if you look at how
the elephants communicate all over the
world they put their trunks to the
ground and communicate with each other
all over the world their brains process
things way different than our brains
like we haven't even scratched the
surface with life we think we know so
much but we know so little about life
but I think the key of what you said is
that the Earth is going to be here
people always say oh we're in trouble
the Earth is in trouble the not in
trouble she's going to be here long
after we aren't how a woman how a woman
cleanses and how a woman gets her M the
Earth do the same thing she get she gets
rid of anything parasitic in nature she
will get rid of it she being Mother
Nature huh true she being mother nature
mother nature it's true she it was
feminine yeah agree speaking of feminine
the son is the son is masculine the son
is the strict father the Earth is the
holy divine feminine the Earth is the
sacred masculine the strict father h
speaking of strong women uh Yonce with
uh sexy red now I think us here we're
big sexy red proponents and we see the
genius in her what is the genius that
you recognized in sexy red that maybe
the rest of the world isn't unaware of
she was
um she was authentically herself she was
unafraid to be to live in her truth and
if you come from where I come from like
the inner city impoverishment pver
stricken things of that nature
she's only a representation of what so
many mothers go through and go and deal
with every day like my baby dad in jail
while I'm pregnant you know what I'm
saying I didn't left my woman out here
while I was incarcerated so like my
heart went out to I was like man that's
there's something very endearing about
her do yeah you dope cuz she's real and
sheth she real now the wrong people
ain't going to respect it they going to
look for Flaws because whenever you got
somebody that's a that's living with a
facade they always see authenticity as a
threat yeah I don't see authenticity as
a threat I embrace it but anybody I look
at I'm able to see a different version
of myself in them also when I when I
think of sexy red for me personally I'll
just tell you as a woman who has a show
who gets criticized because I speak my
mind the way I want
she raps about certain things that men
have been rapping about for a very long
time and for some reason people think
that it's not okay that she has to
behaved differently because she's a
woman and that for me I don't I I don't
judge but but the reason it's like that
is because when a woman is left
unprotected she has to exhibit masculine
masculinity for a woman to do business
she has to exhibit masculine energy
feminine energy is not [ __ ] or gay like
most men like be man he femin that's
[ __ ] feminine energy is nurturing and
carrying and that's one thing that I had
to learn cuz I was big on the talk you
know I'm tough all the time but if my
daughter I always tell people this if my
daughter was to fall down and scrape her
leg I'm going to pick up and I'mma
nurture her and tell her baby you all
right if my son fall I'm going tell him
hey get up you all right come on we men
get up you all right I'm I'mma handle
them different I'mma handle them
different the masculine and The Feminine
is different he's going to put lot on
but in that moment you are comforting
her yeah that's in that sense that's a
nurturing like myself a bath that's me
nurturing myself right and that's
something that a lot of times we don't
do we don't put that good energy back in
ourselves we look forward in others I no
longer look for anything that externally
validate me but at the same time I know
the difference between raising a man and
raising a woman now my woman not going
to conduct herself like that because I'm
going to provide a safe place for her to
exhibit femininity she not going to have
to be tough cuz she got me she got a man
you wrote something on your Instagram
you're very fit right now you know you
were up on stage doing your thing you
said that you were you know you had been
you were fat you you set a slob you you
used certain
terminology why did you get there how
did you turn things around how do you
feel now compared to that moment in your
life compared to that moment because it
was when I go back and look at a lot of
my well I just now forgave myself I just
now like that's the why the album is
called ceremony because I'm learning to
love the stranger that was once myself I
have learned to love the stranger that
was once myself but I used to look at
those pictures and cringe like the [ __ ]
like I really used to be like that and
whenever I would walk in a room I was so
insecure that I would have to find a
flaw in everybody in the room and
extract it and make it bigger than life
so nobody could look at me so nobody
could see me but it was a beautiful
situation people laugh and I laugh at it
now too when I had my shirt off at a
video shoot and I was holding a baby and
a baby tried to suck my titty I couldn't
hide I had real bris like I couldn't
hide I was naked and because I was naked
I needed that when everybody laugh at me
I needed it and that's what inspired me
to turn everything around on that note
do you think I don't
have do you think I don't have breast do
I Kev respect you have to take your
shirt off and let me see all right go
it's going to Happ
that's cuz I respect kev's Fitness
Jersey a lot I just want to make sure
that we get to the bottom of this let's
see Kevin no you just got big [Music]
[Music]
nipples I think he's comedian I think
you should do that at every show here's
what I'm thinking no I had breast like
mine was a breast no you can still see
your pectoral muscle but you really you
really don't correct that through
working chest though on that how you do
it you correct that through you know the
core like you got core muscles that go
all the way up to the top under the
chest when you tight nose up the chest
will sit up how it's supposed to now
you're been a very big motivation for
men for coming forth about the breast
situation and the move situation and a
lot of times a lot of us look to you to
uplift Us in the moments where we don't
want to attend the gym so if I'm going
through one of those moments and I'm
thinking to myself I don't want to go to
the gym but what would Kevin Gates tell
me you don't want to go to the gym say
I'm say I'm lazy I don't feel like going
to the gym but I'm thinking to myself
what would Kevin Gates want me to do
what would Kevin Gates say to motivate
me to go to the gym self self um
discipline self-restraint equal
self-respect and self resect equals
self-confidence so if you show me a man
that say I'm disciplined I'm going to
show you my discipline right now based
on just looking at my body I'mma show
you you can see my discipline when I
walk in the room because I am the
message that I bring that's why I would
never subscribe to a fat motivational
speaker cuz I've been fat before you
just talk good as a
[ __ ] it's like giving your money to
someone who's broke and saying can you
invest it you can't can't nobody it's
the same thing a person that's not
empowering themselves cannot Empower me
do you think some I love my favorite
motivational speaker right now is Wes
Watson I love him because the only thing
that he preach about is habits habits
habits habits and I'm big on habits
habits and discipline those are the two
tricks you have to sacrifice your old
life for your new life M do you ever
feel do you ever find it difficult at
are there some days that you find it
difficult no I love this you like I want
I sleep better I sleep better I look
better I make more money I [ __ ] better I
do everything better everything is
better everything is 100% better why
would I trade this for the old life
that's why it's a ceremony it's a
celebration I'm celebrating myself I I I
learned to love the stranger that was once
once
myself like when I take my shirt off my
woman look at me with admiration all of
this frustration that he took and he put
it in and made itself a
God now I got a question just us being
honest you think your woman look at you
like that do you want her too uh I don't
have a woman but yes no if you had a
woman would you want her to look at you
like that of course then it's time to
start setting a foundation even if you
walk in the gym and walk out the gym
guess what you still went that's
discipline you already make you already
see I'm not going like like like
somebody like a if I take you to the gym
and make you
do like 20 pull-ups or I force you to
overexert your yourself you not going to
work for the rest of the week you sore
but if you go in there and do one pushup
then you come back the next day and do
two then the next day and do three you
been get you been putting in work the
whole week the slower you go the further
you get anything fast don't last so I'm
not here to I'm not here to tell you get
in there and do it I'm not going to
motivate you like that just do what you
can hell yeah just do what you can cuz
just you showing up you showed up for
yourself you're not showing up for me
you showed up for
you can't wait to show you the progress
picks in a couple eightth I play this on
the I want to ask you some questions cuz
I we talked before ask me anything I
want you uh growing up in Louisiana I'm
really having fun I ain't going to lie
though Mama but we can start whenever
you want to but I'm really for sorry I'm
with SK I know I know it's good Alina it's
it's
good yes yes but growing up in Louisiana
there's a lot of really talented people
that come out of Louisiana like and
Baton Rouge in particular yeah how how
it's like 200,000 people 250,000 people
like how do you have booy Webby yourself
Fredo like NBA NBA young boy you you
want the I want you want the original
answer you want the long version or I
want the long version because we we are
the Native Americans and creativity is
in our DNA it comes from our ancestors
that's why we so creative we're such a
creative people we are native to this
land that's why they call it the Red
Stick like all of all of us are just
different tribes of Native
Americans you know we are the copper
color people of this land This Is Our
Land so creativity thrives in us we are
it's in our
DNA it's in our DNA
and so that that's it's just it's no
it's no other like I could say yeah you
know I cultivated these SK [ __ ] all that
I was born I was born gifted I got in my own
own
way I'm big on accountability I was born
gifted but I got in my own way every
time I went to jail I deserve to go
there cuz I wasn't living right because
you because when you first started you
started with uh like you were with booy
and Webby and them right did were you on
tril entertainment they older than me
but yeah they're older than you but did
you do no they older than me there's two
different genres there's two different
okay I mean not two different genres
that's two
different two different are yeah I'm
like a I'm like a baby up under them so
you're in between them and young boy
yeah yeah okay I'm like the the wave
after that well I'm glad you said that
about accountability cuz I had an
argument with an interview I had an
interview I'm not going to put his name
out there but he tried to say to me and
maybe I look a certain way or so maybe
he do understand I come from humble
beginnings I was I was raised in a small
town very po um maybe he thought I don't
know what he thought but he tried to say
that hip hop made people do bad things
and and I said no sir I said when I
listen to it it reminds me of what I
grew up with and how I grew up and where
I come from and you're not going to
blame that on a person's decisions
that's what we do in this country we
blame everybody instead of being
accountable you said you held yourself
accountable and I appreciate I hold
myself accountable me too but you could
be impressionable as a child thank you
you you can be impressionable and you
can be impressionable and be influenced
because like like right now like him
right here he got the heart of a tiger
both of them Fearless both of them but
he got the heart of a tiger if I put a
switch in his hand right now and tell
him come on let's go get active he's
going to do it cuz he's impressionable
right now he going to do what he he
going to do what he see and he going to
repeat what he hear that's what he going
to do cuz he's impressionable well not
he wise he his own man now because I
talk to him and I coach him like I coach
him about making his bed hygiene and
accountability but I take self
accountability but it's a lot of people
that don't have nobody to raise them so
a lot of the things that they look to is
artists and you think artists have a
responsibility then to speak a certain
way and act a certain way just in case
they might have a negative I don't I
don't think so because they're a
reflection of what's going on in their
environment ex they're a reflection of
the harsh reality and harsh truths like
our women are raped every day our
mothers are on drugs our mothers are
escorts and and they are not evil people
they are just the face of the decisions
that they made they are just the face of
their circumstances they're a product of
their environment we can't really say a
product of their environment because the
environment could be a beautiful
environment it's designed to keep them
like that I a lot of people don't like
to see it but it's designed to it's
designed to keep them like that it's a
trap it's a maze so it's what make it so
beautiful though is that if you could
see the Maze and see the Trap and you
could overcome it for yourself see I got
to put my oxygen Ma on if the plane
about to crash I got to put my oxygen
Mas on first then help and Aid and
assist others I can't worry about what's
going on around me it's chaos but I got
to make sure my oxygen Mass on first
then Aid and assist someone else so if I
could promote
positivity and look for the silver
lining in every Brown cloud and still
maintain this type of cognitive
cognitivity mentally like analyze all of
my thoughts have emotional
intelligence man you Superior to
anything it's nothing you can't go
through I believe now another
two-year-old threeyear old child that
ain't had the upbringing that I had or
doesn't have anybody yeah you know he
going to look to rappers he going to
they got people children that walk up to
me and tell me every day man you Chang
my life I look at you like my dad
cuz I only promoted one one thing was
God and family since my career y'all say
y'all knew me 10 years ago all I
promoted was God in my family that's it
I'm very antisocial I've been in every
I've been in every facility from
juvenile to Adult Jail like I'm not
supposed to be here right now but even
with the uh organization that I involv
myself in we combat suicidal thinking
suicide attempts we combat bullying we
combat depression what do we do it
through raising our frequency and I do
that through Fitness once your chakras
are aligned you don't have no you're not
off balanced you balanced would you
consider yourself religious or spiritual
or both religion is
[ __ ] there's only one God just the
rituals are different I respect
everybody's religion or whatever it is
why is there a lack of respect from
other why does everybody feel like about
everybody I can answer for me though I
can't take a ability for all them people
you talking about but for me I don't
have no lack of respect for other people
religion like my mother she cathic
practice all of that like I know kuras
they like good women like from Mexico
where you from know but my grandma had a
sign on her door and said if you're not
Catholic you couldn't go inside the way
that they treat me I go off of that I
got people that's my same religion that
treat me horrible don't even like to
look at me racist toward me so I don't
go off of that it's only the two type of
people on on Earth it's real people and
fake people real people do real things
fake people do fake things that's how I
determine what type of person you are
like I'm not condescended I'm not none
of that but I do take accountability and
I'm very harsh and very firm with myself
because if I'm not firm with myself and
I don't beat myself up the world will
the world is a very cruel place but it
also can be a very beautiful place if
you allow it to be with the proper
mindset and perspective once we change
our perspective that's what miracle
happen so I got to be hard on myself
like I got to do you pay attention to
World issues do things bother you no I
don't give a [ __ ] about none of that
[ __ ] to be honest you just have to take
care of yourself your family and it's
not that because I'm going to be honest
with you once I change myself I change
the universe and the world around me I
don't worry about I don't watch the news
I don't watch things that's designed to
keep me in fear cuz I don't operate out
of fear I operate out of love what's
going we looking at oh my God they they
bombing people today [ __ ] what's going
to happen just cuz I know about it when
I walk outside I'm still going to die
yeah so it doesn't matter like either
you going to live or you going to die I
choose to live and I'm enjoy my life
While I'm Alive y I don't care about
what other people got going on I don't
like I love my life it's beautiful I
always say you turn off the TV and don't
look at your phone you walk outside and
everything it's a beautiful day you
engage with world you have to engage
with the world like comparison is the
killer of Joy that's why I got off
social media for like a year and a half
cuz you look at everybody's highlight
real and you comparing it to your own
life and that breathes depression yep
and desire is a lower vibrational
frequency than anger it kills happiness
wanting what other people have desire is
a lower vibrational frequency you look
at a frequency chart let's talk about
let's talk about your show uh what you
got coming up what what you got coming
up after this I got I got an amazing um
piece of work about to come out out
called the ceremony people can get it if
they want it if they don't want it don't
get it oh come on but it I'm dead
serious cuz what's meant to be will be I
live by the universal law and universal
law governs all events well I saw a lot
of fans out there jumping up and down um
loving everything you were doing so
obviously the energy is good and you're
going to be good for a very very you got
to promote positivity I think so I think
so I mean you're up there what you said
like you you praised God while you were
up there you did all of that why you're
were performing and your fans loved
every second of it the energy from
beginning to end was incredible thank
you for coming in here too cuz it's late
I don't for anybody watching this it it
a whole morning it's 1 a.m. how you do
anything is how you do everything this
was important to me that's why I did
this it's important it's the it's the
things that you think don't count or the
things that really count the most and
this was a beautiful conversation
because I haven't even had a
conversation like this in a long time it
was really kind of refreshing to be
honest with you I'm telling you every
time we've ever talked it's always been
like this it was refreshing like
automatic always tells me he's like I've
done a lot of interviews and you're
always in my top three interviews thank
you thank you thank you so much at least
somebody cares thank you what's your
message to your fans cuz we're going to
wrap it up but I really want you to
deliver a message to your fans [ __ ] I
just gave them a lot of messages say
accountability I say anything my
favorite is anything lost could be found
again except for time wasted and my
favorite motivational quote was by in
Johnson he said when you work hard for
something you develop a different type
of attachment to it and a person will
have a cold day in Hell before they try
to take it from you we live by this we
die by this we don't surrender we don't
retreat every man must search his own
soul and every day I search my own soul
every day I'm leaving this interview a
whole different person I'm telling you
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